Every day I feel like I'm going to be confused [entertainment circle]

Fashion week is not fun, the shows are changing, street shooting, Xu Liao is busy communicating with the media cameras, all the energy is drained when sitting in the first row, and finally understands why Ying Su looks so calm on weekdays, after all, he is not Anyone can live like a dead dog.

He sat quietly, and if it wasn't for the requirements of his image, he could almost collapse, like a reserved and elegant "sexual" indifference.

It may also have something to do with the luxurious design of the show, for this venue, Xu Liao is too clean.

The vast majority of people present carefully packaged themselves, from head to toe, like a flawless product, with a smile on their faces, even showing a few teeth.

Xu Liao's body was hollowed out by work, and he sat with a blank expression on his face. He was not familiar with this circle, and there were not many people around who he could talk to, so he didn't plan to make friends with anyone rashly.He knew very well that he would never be able to talk to a real fashionista, and the other spectators who watched the show here had their own little plans, let alone wasting their time.

People are very unfamiliar with him, and they don't know when such an "excellent" character will appear. Although Ruifeng has improved in the past two years, it is not as good as it was back then. The second row of seats can be regarded as Ruifeng's dedication.

Many people gathered in the show, not only celebrities, but also many people related to fashion, or celebrities from all walks of life in politics, business and entertainment who are interested in it.Although Asian faces are not uncommon, this person is really unfamiliar, and his appearance can be called outstanding, so he attracted a lot of attention, and people whispered, wondering if it was a newcomer who had suddenly emerged.

Even though there are differences in aesthetics, some beauty can always completely defeat these differences.

Xu Liao has a typical oriental appearance, his eyelashes are very long, and his eyes are heavy, like an unpredictable abyss.The sitting posture is very correct, showing a very straight back, not too tall, but not thin, the suit is perfectly supported by the shoulders, and the waist is not so slender that it cannot be grasped, as if it has been sculpted just right from the beginning to the end.

But that's all it is, so it won't attract the attention of everyone. No matter how gorgeous and beautiful the skin is, there will be people who hate it. There are countless outstanding appearances in the circle. There are everything in the ring, fat, swallows and thin, but temperament is something that cannot be imitated. .

Oriental beauties have always been classical, rigid, and dignified in my impression. They are exquisite and small, like carefully drawn dolls. However, this man is completely different. Quiet, with a strong aura, if the people around you are less aura, they will be like stars that are eclipsed around the bright moon.

Not everyone is qualified to enter this kind of show. People are used to spying on the joy and excitement on other people's faces, but the young oriental man is as stable as ever. He sits in that position, as if it was specially set up for him.

People then thought of the graceful and proud East submerged in the torrent.

Xu Liao has also experienced several shows in his previous life. Most of the time in China, he still feels that the moon abroad is relatively round. In fact, he has not made any progress after many years. It is just that the capital is changing, and the country has grown stronger and stronger. The more he has the right to speak, sometimes even foreigners have to cater to the Asian market, so he doesn't have any emotional fluctuations.

No excitement, no pleasure, no excitement, and no pride of any kind.

This is just a job, Xu Liao just needs to make sure that he can complete it.

This era has passed too long for Xu Liao. The veil that vaguely concealed the whole picture of the West has long been torn off along with the reality. The good and the bad are clearly in front of him.Therefore, Xu Liaoyuan is more confident than many celebrities. This is just an ordinary show. After a few years, they are not as highly respected as they are now.

The age of the gods has long since come to an end. Xu Liao has seen the most magnificent scenery, and also seen its fading appearance. The experience of going through decades in advance seems to be cheating. Arrogant and haughty, without any trepidation or flattery.

The East has been weak for too long, and people have lost their strength. Some have a distorted and sickly arrogance, are arrogant, and look down on all foreign things. When stars work abroad, they scold foreign countries; , offering blond hair and blue eyes to the altar, fearing that the black hair, black eyes and yellow skin will hurt others' eyes, she is extremely harsh on her own family, but she is also extremely flattering to the outside world.

In the past two days, there have been a lot of news on Weibo, which has aroused people's impatience. Even Xu Liao, who has long been accustomed to this, is a little annoyed. Follow him to behave himself, otherwise he will embarrass the motherland.He didn't know where these absurd remarks came from, he just thought it was sad and ridiculous, so he didn't read any more.

It's just that he still feels a little bit biting.

Although there are usually these remarks, they are mostly praises rather than slanders, but this time they are mighty, and most of them are voices of distrust, which annoys him.

In the previous life, when Xu Liao was eligible to get this invitation card, the fashion industry was no longer so mysterious and difficult to enter. Even though it was still different in people's eyes, the threshold was lowered a lot. The heat is enough to send the star to the first row to take a photo with the designer. If there is media fanning the flames and blessings, you can mistakenly think that you have become a superstar in an instant.

Therefore, Xu Liao could not imagine that going abroad to watch shows is such an amazing thing for this era.

It is not a good thing to always rely on experience. Some experience should be eliminated, but some experience is too advanced.

Because Ruifeng is not interested in drinking, some people came to make friends with him after the show. Foreigners are far more open about this. Looking at his face, he gathered up to say hello very eagerly, Xu Liao did not refuse, it is not a bad thing to know a few more contacts, who knows when he will use them, even if he does not plan to develop overseas for the time being.

The mysterious oriental beauty finally stood up. The media is always curious about new things and new faces. The catwalk is over, and many cameras quietly turned around to take pictures of this rare face.Xu Liao has long been used to it, and doesn't take it seriously. If he notices it, he turns his head and gives a faint smile. Like every popular star, he didn't think about the demeanor of a big country, and he didn't intend to rise to such a daunting height. He just got used to it. be oneself.

Fortunately, I caught up with the worst and best era, and created Xu Liao's indifference and elegance at the moment.

Street photos and related news are all sent back to the country. Heizi's sour words are something that can never be wiped out. As long as it doesn't cause too much damage, ignoring it is enough.

Ying Su picked him up in the car, and when he returned to the hotel, he asked, "How do you feel?"

"What's the matter?" Xu Liao turned his head and looked outside. After all, the scenery is different from the familiar hometown. It is a bit fresh for a while. The sycamore trees in September have turned golden, and a lot of them fell on the ground. It seems to be busy. A sanitation worker, the car drove past the familiar avenue, and he recognized the iconic building. He remembered that he had shot a fashion blockbuster here not long ago, and he still remembered the sound of golden leaves stepping under his feet.

The autumn wind makes a rustling sound.

"Mood." Ying Su glanced at him in the mirror.

Xu Liao smiled and said, "Is the work these days still responsible for satisfying the actor's happiness value?" He naturally knew that Ying Su was not asking about these things, so he suppressed his smile and said slowly, "It's nothing, just a sudden thought Not a happy past."

When he first got the invitation to the show, Xu Liao was naturally very happy. He couldn't even sleep in the middle of the night. He was very young and vigorous at that time, and he had socialized with many people. , Later, when I really realized how much I was, I felt embarrassed and embarrassed.

And later, I got used to it, and naturally I didn't feel any difference.

It's not that he can't accept his past, it's just that he is not as happy as before, and in Ying Su's eyes, he mistakenly thinks that he is in a bad mood.

Otherwise, with such an honor, another person might jump up happily.

"Are you too tired?" Ying Su asked after thinking about it.

"Probably a little." Xu Liao leaned lightly on the back seat, like a cheetah stretched out, his eyes slightly closed, and he said in a low voice, "Call me when it's time, I'll rest for a while."

People always have to go through certain things, and the greenness has long since receded from Xu Liao. He once stood on a high place, fell into the mire, and failed to the point of failure. Perhaps because of this, he can clearly see what he wants most in this life. What is it, not to be dazzled by the vanity of the moment, everyone always has to walk this way, some people go on, some people can't go on, that's all.

Ying Su nodded silently.

Soon after arriving at the hotel, Xu Liao fell into a drowsy sleep. He felt that only a minute or two had passed, and it felt like a long dream, but all the negative emotions brought about by exhaustion were swept away. .He stretched out his hand to press his forehead, feeling very tired and exhausted. When people are in a bad mood, it is easy to think about messy things.

Xu Liao has been too busy these past few days, and has never been able to sleep well. The two of them separated into two rooms. Firstly, they each had work, and secondly, they were afraid of getting confused. If the two of them were too close, some things would become normal. But the sharp eye for the media is not the same thing at all.

When returning to the room, Xu Liao dragged Ying Su into the door, the expensive suit was removed, like a gift destroyed by violence, Xu Liao's fingers climbed up the back, the palms were warm, and the skin seemed to burn.Ying Su put his arms around him, put his fingers into his well-trimmed hair, and said softly, "What's wrong with you?"

"They said I wasn't good enough." Xu Liao felt lost, buried his head on Ying Su's shoulder, and before the other party could comfort him, he said, "I'm fine, I'm used to it."

Ying Su snapped his fingers.

"But I don't want them pointing fingers at you, I don't want you to suffer from this." Xu Liao said softly, his voice was not loud, but quite firm, not weak, but extremely domineering, "I can't be like Cui Yuanshan Love you selflessly, wish you happiness, wish you well, I just want to hold you tight."

Ying Su's voice was steady: "There is no behavior that will be catered to and liked by everyone." He stretched out his hand to caress his lover's tired eyebrows and eyes, never expecting what the other party was thinking, let alone mentioning bamboo horses, he pondered. Moaning for a while, he said after a while, "It's not selfless, if I'm with Yuan Shan, he will hate me instead, it's too much burden for him."

He didn't say what the burden was, but Xu Liao vaguely guessed it.

"I love you." Xu Liao said softly, "I've said it several times, but I still want to say it."

"Me too." Ying Su kissed him, guessing that he was under too much pressure, and said softly, "Have a good sleep, don't think too much."

Xu Liao meekly lay back on the bed and closed his eyes, while Ying Su was sitting next to him, silently, with his hands under the pillow, quietly accompanying him.

In that big dream, there was only the quagmire. Xu Liao once walked out of the dirt, struggled from life and death, understood people's malice, and ignored the venom.It is precisely because of this experience that he does not want Ying Su to encounter the same thing as himself, and the world will easily trample under his feet the treasure he has placed in his heart, regardless of whether he is qualified or not.

Not the same.

Xu Liao heard that something in his heart was broken and then reassembled. He was reluctant to reveal his relationship with Ying Su to the world because it would delay his career advancement, and the relationship between celebrities and actors who were not stable in the rising stage Both were quite fatal; but not from this moment on, his apprehension, apprehension, fear that Yingsu would be harmed in the same way, and not his own cause.

Love is ridiculous.

Life is far more absurd than that.

Ying Su loved him like a steady stream of water, and the glaciers melted the volcano in his heart that had been silent for many years, making Xu Liao want to love him vigorously, but because of love, he looked forward and backward, and forcibly held the flame that almost erupted in his stomach. burn together.

But if the lava erupted and flowed, it was unknown what kind of damage it would cause.

The wild cat retracted its sharp claws for the first time, and touched Ying Su with its docile and harmless flesh pad. The other party stretched out his hand and squeezed it, and said plainly: "If you are afraid, walk harder, you You are very talented, your luck is not bad, and you are hardworking enough. Unlike other unassuming traffic, I can afford to wait. When you are strong enough and irreplaceable enough, you will be able to make everyone's hearts follow you , by then, you can protect me. But, are you afraid?"

Xu Liao was in a daze and was about to fall asleep. He really wanted to talk to Ying Su, but he couldn't.

I was originally a mortal being promoted to the clouds, and there is nothing wrong with being a mortal again.

But I'm afraid you'll get hurt.

Xu Liao fell asleep. He has lost a lot of weight these days, and even his ten fingers seem to have lost weight. Now he is leaning on the quilt, and he looks a bit pitiful, so he asks Ying Su to stroke it and touch it. At that time, the other party trembled for a moment as if frightened, and then quickly became docile, allowing him to hold it in the palm of his hand.

The paths finally came together.

Ying Su only shook hands for a while, and then quickly let go to kiss Xu Liao's forehead. He heard what the man meant, so he was ecstatic, but he was already used to hiding his emotions, and even his smile was faint.

The human heart is always biased.

Cui Yuanshan would hate him, so why not Xu Liao.

The two were of the same kind from the beginning, Ying Su had already seen through all of this, Cui Yuanshan and Xu Liao were of the same kind, flamboyant, arrogant, presumptuous and timid, if pushed too hard, they would shrink back into their shells.He is willing to tolerate Xu Liao, but he is unwilling to guide Cui Yuanshan to develop in the direction he wants. If there is any difference between the two in terms of personality, if Yingsu forces Xu Liao to be honest about his feelings at that time, The other party was afraid of rebellion, so he turned around and left immediately.

Long-term pain is not short-term pain, does Xu Liao really have to be punished?

This is always the case with love, if Xu Liao realized that Ying Su was not so perfect at the beginning, then he would soon get bored.

All feelings need time to brew, all relationships need time to run in, he patiently waits for Xu Liao to make progress, patiently waits for Xu Liao to awaken his conscience, patiently waits for Xu Liao to understand what love is like a sea, nothing. There is only one reason, he loves this man, so he is willing to wait, is willing to get along with this man, and is willing to endure that the other party cares more about his career than himself.

Ying Su doesn't ask much, he doesn't want to be grateful and dependent, only Xu Liao loves him sincerely.

Xu Liao did it, so naturally Ying Su wouldn't make things difficult for him, and wanted him to immediately become a perfect and good man just because of his ability of awakening love.

Only when you don't love, you will have a lot of dissatisfaction with that person, and you will be picky in every possible way. If you wait for the other person to fix everything and become the most perfect person template in your heart, then what is love, it is just your own fantasy. Just satisfied.

In just a few years, Xu Liao had already given the most perfect answer.

Even if it is the same behavior, the purpose can be very different. The initial temptation has already made Ying Su understand that Xu Liao is extremely concerned about fame and face. It's unfavorable for a celebrity to reveal his love affair. If a celebrity couple can use it for hype, but falling in love with people behind the scenes will have no benefit other than being used as a talking point by the public.

Even if Xu Liao wanted to make it public, Ying Su, as a manager, would stop him.

But the choice in the end has nothing to do with Xu Liao's willingness or not. If he is willing, even if the result is the same, as a boyfriend, Ying Su will inevitably be secretly happy.

Now Xu Liao no longer thinks about himself alone, he extracts some of the purest places from those complicated thoughts, and quietly protects Ying Su, worrying as it should be, disapprovingly throwing out those words that Ying Su dreamed of .

Seems like a matter of course.

"I don't want you to suffer that."

Xu Liao never said this sentence, it was inappropriate, inconvenient, and easy to cause trouble. He was cunning and alert, and he knew that Ying Su doted on him to the point of lawlessness, so he never cared what Ying Su thought, and only begged him to protect him. .In fact, it is true. Between the two, Xu Liao is naturally more important. His career bears the livelihood of the two of them. It is his role to shine under the camera, not to be ignored by others for his qualifications and acting skills. Discuss frivolous personal feelings with gusto.

Ying Su has already chosen to accept this almost cold reality, he and Xu Liao, and even this relationship, are behind their careers.

Love will not disappear because of these realities, but some unexpected romantic elements suddenly added to life can really touch people's hearts.

Although Ying Su wanted a lot, if Xu Liao gave it, it was just a little, and he was satisfied.

The sleeping Xu Liao couldn't see that the glacier had already turned into spring water for him, and the seemingly omnipotent man turned into soft fingers because of his words. The beauty of the world, the sorrow that grew spontaneously, the doubt that made people breathless, collapsed in an instant.

He is just a mortal, and he should be glad to have this favor, but greed is never-ending, who dares to assert that he has never had any unreasonable thoughts.

Now it's a dream come true.

Ying Su didn't leave, his coat was thrown on the ground, it was no longer suitable for wearing, so he simply lay down on the bed, and realized that he was as happy as the first time his heartbeat was uncontrollable.When a young man is with his lover, the restless hormones and blood will always make people feel the taste of "sex". However, as time goes on, intimate behaviors have become a habit. He embraces the most beautiful man in the world , the other party felt the temperature beside him and subconsciously stretched out his hand to hug him, well-behaved and docile, naturally close to his chest, like a sleeping child.

He was not sleepy, so he just hugged Xu Liao.

Xu Liao likes hugging, kissing, and being possessed, but what he likes most are those little details that make him feel cherished.The artist does not keep any secrets from the company.Ying Su knew Xu Liao's past, knew that he was a little afraid of the dark, didn't like to be alone, didn't like loneliness, but if there was no suitable person, he would rather be alone, he enjoyed and endured these sufferings, as if in the dark self-punishment.

He also knew that Xu Liao had reconciled with his adoptive mother, letting go and forgiving the past.

Xu Liao's lack of love is simply because no one has ever given this thing to him in the most tender and affectionate way.

Fans gave him the hottest and most distorted feelings, which failed to make Xu Liao dizzy, but made him more and more frightened. He didn't understand, stumbled, knocked his head to the ground like a child learning to walk, "touch 』Searching for the things that Ying Su asked for, he raised his head and carefully handed over the broken heart.

How could Ying Su refuse him.

Even Ying Su doesn't know that this man has experienced the years of being dazzled by those loves, that this man has done the most contemptuous behavior he has done, and that this man has been so miserable.However, it didn't prevent Xu Liao from coming out, with a lonely heart and scars all over his body. Those years were passed by alone, so in this life, he finally happened to meet the most perfect each other.

The man Ying Su met was incomplete, but he had tried his best.

After all, having nothing to do, Ying Su turned on his phone and registered a new account. He had Xu Liao's password, so he simply replaced this account with the one that was blown up.

"An exploding brain in love": What's wrong with a fool's dream.