Every day I feel like I'm going to be confused [entertainment circle]

The atmosphere was a bit awkward during the meal.

It's not that there is any problem with the place and the food, but that Ying Su told Xu Liao not to let Cui Yuanshan find out about the relationship between the two of them. It means that the whole world knows that Ying Su and Xu Liao are in a relationship.

In the same way, all the painstaking efforts before were all in vain.

And Xu Liao was just a little nervous about facing the "fake" rival in love.

After interacting with Ying Su for a long time, Xu Liao didn't meet Cui Yuanshan very often, and even if he occasionally met and stayed to chat, he didn't talk too much. After all, after the two of them lost their cooperative relationship, they had nothing to talk about.

Earlier, he wanted to know more about Ying Su from Cui Yuanshan, but probably because of jealousy, Xu Liao didn't really want to know about the past that he didn't participate in at the moment.Xu Liao was unexpectedly quieter, and seemed a little silent in the car. His mood was probably equivalent to seeing his natal family and his rival in love at the same time, so he hesitated for a long time, and asked a question that should not be asked: "When did you go diving last time?" Do you remember that time? The boss seemed a little angry with you that day, why?"

Ying Su's face changed slightly, he hesitated for a moment, no emotion could be seen from his face, finally shook his head and said: "This is Yuan Shan's privacy, without his consent, it is inconvenient to tell you .”

Oh hoo.

Xu Liao looked indifferent: My boyfriend has his own little secret.

The most natural person in the whole process was probably Ying Su. He was probably the kind of person who would think about how to help mend it when the sky fell. He was eating his western food in a leisurely manner, completely ignoring the life and death of the other two.Xu Liao tried to flirt with him, but Ying Su completely ignored him. The other party didn't look sideways, holding tableware, and his behavior was more standard than that of a robot.

"How are you doing recently?" Cui Yuanshan poked the piece of beef on his plate with a knife, as if trying to revive it, which was in great contrast to Ying Su. He recalled Xu Liao's recent works, as if thinking of it What, he suddenly started talking, ""Dark Dragon" was very good. I watched it in the cinema. Liu Zhengye's level is still trustworthy. I didn't like his "Survival" in the early years, but In the past two years, I have been able to understand it a little bit... But Wang Xiaochan, most of her works are too realistic..."

Xu Liao was able to respond with a sentence or two because of the work, after all, there are some professional-related vocabulary, but Ying Su can't "cut in" at all, maybe he doesn't want to "cut in" too much.

"I'll leave for a while." Ying Su interrupted the conversation suddenly, he wiped his mouth, then stood up with a low waist and walked towards the bathroom.

Before leaving, his gaze rested on Xu Liao for a moment, and then he withdrew.

Cui Yuanshan was talking to Xu Liao enthusiastically at first, but when Ying Su stood up, his eyes involuntarily followed the sound and followed the sound, until Ying Su's back disappeared behind the waiter, he felt a little lonely. He lowered his head and continued to fiddle with his things.

Xu Liao thought that the look in his eyes just now was not much different from Cui Yuanshan's. It was different from being jealous, but had a kind of sympathy. He could understand Cui Yuanshan's mood at the moment, and even the feelings of the other party, so he even felt a little sympathetic to Cui Yuanshan. of.

Loving someone is hard to hide. Others may not understand it, but once you realize that something has happened, these details are very obvious.

"Have you ever thought about regretting it?" Xu Liao, as the only insider among the three present who knew everyone's emotional line, seemed to have received help from the outside, he looked at Ying with a little embarrassment. Putting down the broccoli on the plate, he simply put down the tableware and put his hands on the edge of the table, "You're working hard like this, right?"

So Cui Yuanshan raised his head, and the other party happened to be sitting leisurely, looking at him very seriously.Xu Liao is very charming when he speaks. Most of the people who can get a good meal in this Vanity Fair are not too low-value. He can even be called the best among them. It sounds enough to make people's hearts "swing", and they are not born with the kind of people that ordinary people can have.

He is so beautiful, so gentle and considerate, like a red rose that blooms just right, gorgeous and charming, dark and fragrant.

"No." Cui Yuanshan shrugged his shoulders. People always have a special understanding of beauty. If someone else sat here and asked this question, he would probably lose his temper, but Xu Liao was different. Knowing that this man has no malice, every word and deed is out of pure concern, just like in "One Sided", but he is born with a seven-aperture exquisite heart, so he speaks out.

Gu Changnian was played by Xu Liao, and sometimes Cui Yuanshan could barely tell whether he had tailored this role for Xu Liao at that time, or he had turned into this character in response to Su's request.

Cui Yuanshan lowered his head to touch his coffee, he didn't drink it, he just held it, he thought about it carefully, and smiled: "Liking him is just one thing in my life, how can I say hard work? , there are many other things in life. Happiness and hardship are not all due. After so many years, I am not stupid, and I know that I am just chasing a dream. To this day, whether the dream will come true? Maybe it's not too important, to be honest, I can't imagine that Ying Su might promise me."

"He has been waiting for someone, the one that suits him best. If he doesn't meet him, he intends to continue like this. But if a person has never tasted the feeling of being loved, how boring it is. This kind of feeling is very subtle , no words can describe, missing someone, admiring someone, no matter how happy or sad things can be shared or shared together.”

Cui Yuanshan smiled bitterly; "Sometimes I even think, even if it's not me, it's okay to be someone else. He is a very good person, I deserve it, but he shouldn't. We grew up together, when I was young Impulsive and crazy, childish enough to be frighteningly naive, but he became sensible very early on, and some things were obviously because I was too stubborn, but he would never say anything, even if he thought I was a lunatic and idiot in his head, he would not say it."

"Ying Su understands what restraint is. He knows how to measure and control, when he can say something and when he can't. I think this is probably why I like him. I have taught him many things, but he can do it. There are not many people, including me."

"It's just that he's always alone, so lonely.

Xu Liao took a sip of water uncomfortably, looked at his chicken salad, mixed with green vegetables, the whitish chicken was stained with green, he scooped it up with a fork and put it in his mouth, Those leaves that I don't like are stuffed into my mouth together, just because I don't know what to say.

"Isn't it boring?" Cui Yuanshan probably also saw that Xu Liao was uncomfortable, and asked a little embarrassedly, "I want you to keep listening to this."

"No." Xu Liao shook his head, he pursed his lips, and wanted to say something, but felt that he couldn't say it for a while, so he said softly, "Cui Yuanshan, you will find your own happiness."

Cui Yuanshan was really amused, he tilted his head to look at Xu Liao, shook his head and said, "Come on, I'll still be my playboy, these days the vagrancy is so popular, enjoy life while you're young, true love This thing is insulated from me, and I don’t know if the heart is red or black when I dig it out, and it’s a good thing that Ying Su is my friend if it gets dirty, if it makes others feel sick, they will probably be beaten.”

"Don't say that." Xu Liao whispered, "You are fine, many people...wouldn't be as open-minded as you, wishing others well."

In this entertainment circle, all kinds of resources are very scarce, but the least scarce thing is the "sex" object. Everyone is of this age, and they are mixed in this Vanity Fair. Chen's boss is also a very outstanding young director, there are many people lining up to lean on his bed, and most of the people in the circle are good-looking, so it is not uncommon for him to be unable to resist the temptation.

To put it bluntly, there is no need to be particularly repressed as long as "sex" is not too much. Cui Yuanshan has not established a definite relationship with anyone, and how he wants to deal with his private life does not violate morality.

He just hasn't found the only and irreplaceable partner who can restrain him.

Cui Yuanshan finally knew where the premonition that something bad happened today came from.

Love is not an entirely benevolent thing, on the contrary, it is scary, dangerous, and even occasionally devours the ego.

Cui Yuanshan never felt that there are a few immortals and white lotus who come out of the mud and are not stained in the entertainment circle. Everyone wears a mask, gentle as water, sexy and charming, but they are all pretending Yes, it's like a skin, and it changed its appearance in private, which is nothing more than normal.

Taking so much money, gaining so much fame and fortune, from the very beginning, this appearance does not belong to me, like a commodity on the assembly line, bringing people infinite hope and happiness.However, we are human beings after all. We always want to gain benefits but do not want to take responsibility. Therefore, many people are completely double-faced, even more multi-faceted.

But Xu Liao was not.

His concern was sincere, and the gentleness on his face was also without any falsehood, it was as real as if he could touch it, which made Cui Yuanshan feel trembling in his heart.

Xu Liao's reputation in the media is up and down, but most of the fans are unanimous, thinking that he is polite, humorous, gentle and kind; most of the crews he has worked with are also full of praise, and few people will criticize him in private The bottom of the tongue, these things and details are unknown to outsiders, but insiders can more or less hear the wind.

If a person has such a reputation, it is impossible to cheat.

"You are fine." Cui Yuanshan repeated unconsciously, "Xu Liao, you are really fine."

Terrible.

Cui Yuanshan thought, to be honest, he really felt that he was not good enough for Xu Liao, who looked like a god, with impeccable personality, strong ability, gentle and considerate, like the most perfect person one could think of. hybrid.Sometimes Cui Yuanshan would ponder over whether he was acting affectionate. After all, Xu Liao hadn't contacted him much, and he didn't even take the initiative to talk to him.

But today Cui Yuanshan confirmed that idea again.

Maybe some people's feelings are naturally slow and silent, and Xu Liao will comfort him when he is lost and confused, inspire him when he is helpless and painful, understand him through the script, and cooperate in shooting He, however, once Cui Yuanshan didn't need Xu Liao anymore, he disappeared lightly, as if he had never existed, so as not to disturb him.

If it's nothing, then Xu Liao shouldn't care about him so much, they are just a relationship between subordinates and subordinates, no matter how much they have, there will be nothing.

He shouldn't feel sorry for Cui Yuanshan so sincerely.

Cui Yuanshan recalled for no reason what happened during the filming of "One Side". Xu Liao had just experienced sexual harassment and shock from the same sex, and the company suffered another blow, but he never thought of leaving the company, even Unconditionally cooperating with the filming of this same-sex theme, he played Gu Changnian perfectly, fulfilling Cui Yuanshan's last sweet dream.

But what if "One Sided" failed at that time?

Maybe Cui Yuanshan can walk frankly, but Xu Liao's future will be greatly affected by it, who can guarantee what he will face in the future.

Ying Su had already scolded him for being careless, but Cui Yuanshan didn't realize how arrogant he was until now.

Xu Liao was poking at the plate of chicken salad earnestly, trying to push aside the leaves, dig out the little corn underneath and eat it. He seemed to have no complaints. He has always been like this, not to trouble anyone, and to force himself to complete those tasks. .Cui Yuanshan felt a little guilty, so he said in a strange way: "Did... when you were filming "One Sided", did you make things difficult for you?"

"This is work." Xu Liao was a little surprised. He didn't know why Cui Yuanshan suddenly brought up this old work of Chen Zhima and Rotten Millet to bring up the old story again, "Since I promised, I should do it well."

You could have chosen not to agree.

"..." Cui Yuanshan is not naive enough to repeatedly expose other people's scars, he has already experienced it for several years, so he smiled a little sadly and said, "Yeah, I can't find anyone who is more suitable for Gu Chang than you. years old."

The same wronged oneself, the same sympathy for others, like the moonlight, although not hot, but soft and bright, it is the most beautiful dream swaying in everyone's heart.

Did Cui Yuanshan see something?

Xu Liao's alert radar instantly went up, Gu Changnian represented Ying Su, Cui Yuanshan suddenly said it was "one-sided", and said that no one is more suitable for Gu Changnian than himself, is this a hint?

But Cui Yuanshan didn't seem to want to say more, and it happened that Ying Su came back at this moment.

"Why did you go?" Cui Yuanshan talked to Ying Su nonchalantly, "Could it be that people can touch porcelain in the restaurant, or can't find the way to the bathroom and need me to take you there?"

Ying Su said indifferently: "I met an acquaintance on the road and was caught chatting for a while. What were you talking about just now?"

Xu Liao was about to open his mouth when he heard Cui Yuanshan say: "What else can we two big men talk about, it's not necessarily love, he's an actor and I directed it, so we can only talk about movies, you I don’t understand this, it’s useless to tell you, don’t ask nonsense, it’s you who went out to drink with others for a long time, and the two of us are left talking dry, you pay for the drinks today!”

There was a frivolous smile on his face again, energetic and cheerful, as if he was so happy anytime and anywhere, and he would not suffer any blows. The confession just now was just another person who came to him and left quickly. Along with melancholy and sadness.

"Yes." Ying Su agreed, he nodded, took a look at his wallet from his pocket, took out ten hundred-yuan bills, and said slowly, "I remember that there is a bottle of coconut milk for 30 yuan on the menu. Egg, you have the ability to finish this stack."

Cui Yuanshan immediately succumbed, and said with a broken heart: "Ying Su! We have been friends for so many years! You actually use money to tarnish our relationship, take it back, immediately, immediately, quickly! I don't want to see them for even a second!"

Xu Liao, who witnessed all this, said that these two men were so fucking boring.

After the meal, the three of them left the restaurant, as if they were just going out for a meal.

Cui Yuanshan still didn't figure out what new tricks to do at the annual meeting, it was too difficult, harder than making a movie, harder than falling in love, he kept thinking about it when he was sitting in Ying Su's car It's interesting to play something. Before going out, he took a taxi and said that the gas fee had recently increased by a few cents.

It's too real. Director Cui Yuanshan Cui Da, whose annual income may be more than [-] million yuan as a director, also owns a large company that can be called a medium-sized company in the circle. In the past two years, the income has been less than hundreds of millions. I would be reluctant to drive out for a few cents more gas money.

I don't really understand you rich people.

Cui Yuanshan touched his chin and thought for a while, then suddenly said: "Hey, do you two have any thoughts about the annual meeting?"

"Annual meeting?" Xu Liao was stunned for a while, and it took him a while to realize that Stardust is a big company. He has been busy with filming for the past two years, and the company's situation is indeed not good, so it has almost never opened. Now everything has stabilized. , it is not surprising that it will be opened again, he pondered for a moment and said, "Is there any link?"

Ying Su said casually: "Don't even think about it, I still can't remember your show in high school."

"That was an accident!" Cui Yuanshan was furious, "And isn't the effect very good?"

"Is it an accident to dance the peacock dance with half the boys in the class with bare legs? Is it good to make all the students laugh under the stools and be called by the dean to talk?" Ying Su asked. He raised his eyebrows, and said casually, "Then I hope that something less surprising will happen at this year's annual meeting."

Xu Liao almost laughed out loud.

"Don't both of you laugh! This is an insult to art! This is a trampling on imagination!"

Cui Yuanshan thumped in the back seat, like a big white goose whose wings were strangled by fate, hoarse and exhausted.

In the end, until Cui Yuanshan was sent home, the three of them didn’t discuss what they were going to do after the annual meeting. When Cui Yuanshan got off the car, he finally had a “light flash” and almost gave up on himself and said that it would be better to go to ktv and sing songs all night. , and it happened to let Bai Su and Su Xingcan practice singing. Xu Liao didn't raise any objections, but guessed that he would probably sleep in the private room until dawn.

When driving home, the two of them didn't speak for a long time. After a long time, Ying Su said: "Today...does it make you feel particularly embarrassed? Yuan Shan and I only know what we know, and don't take it into consideration. Your thoughts should be quite boring to you. When I was not around before, if Yuan Shan said anything offensive, don't bother with him. "

He is quick-witted, restrained and calm, but he is still a little weak emotionally. I don’t know if he should say such things to his lovers. Most people will only criticize those close to them. It sounds like bad nature, which is worthy of eloquent criticism. After a while, I really felt uncomfortable when I encountered the opposite remarks.

If this is what he said to Cui Yuanshan: When I was away just now, if Xu Liao offended anything, don't bother with him.

This is much more comforting.

"No, it's quite interesting."

Xu Liao shook his head, looked out of the car window, there was a lot of traffic, the lights were busy, and there was an inexplicable force that prompted him to speak: "Cui Yuanshan is a very good person, at least he has good taste."

Ying Su was puzzled: "Huh?"

"It's nothing." Xu Liao smiled.

Ying Su is not a person who gets to the bottom of things, so he just nodded and didn't pay much attention to this matter. Cui Yuanshan is his good friend, and Xu Liao is his lover. These two people have a good relationship and appreciate each other. It is the scene I am most happy to see.

No matter what happened today and how it affected Xu Liao, it was just an ordinary day for Yu Yingsu.

When they got home, Ying Su sent him back. The wind picked up at night, and the manager tightened his coat tightly. He didn't say any affectionate words, but reminded him at work: "Basically, there is nothing wrong with you recently. Rest well at home, I will communicate with Qu Lingyue."

"it is good."

When he arrived at the door of the house, Xu Liao suddenly turned around and looked at Ying Su's back. He actually remembered Ying Su's appearance in his previous life.The older this man is, the more handsome he is. He is a bit handsome with gray temples. He is very attractive now, but he will be even more attractive in the future, especially his eyes, which are very impressive.

At that time, Xu Liao didn't let Cui Yuanshan and Ying Su enter the door, there was no place to set foot in his room, and he was resentful, thinking that these two people came to see his own joke, how could he be so tolerant and kind to welcome these two people, Slamming the bottle on the door without yelling at him would have been enough to claim that he hadn't drunk his brain out of control that day.

Cui Yuanshan and Ying Su walked quickly, Xu Liao stood by the window and looked at the figures of the two of them, Ying Su walked on the right, with his body sideways, his silhouette soft and blurred in the light and shadow.

He raised his head to look at the sky, but there was no one in his eyes.

Ying Su is not the kind of person who backs down because of the time, those gossip lace lavishly promote false scandals, he has never fallen in love with anyone, and has been waiting all his life.

He is really a transparent person, some people have certain things, if there is no certain fate, certain experience, it is always difficult to be together.

"Should sue."

The opponent turned around.

Xu Liao leaned against the door panel, and he stood there, looking at Ying Su quietly, the moonlight streamed down and fell into those passionate eyes, like tears that were about to shed, and it took a long time before he opened his mouth and said: "Do you... still feel lonely now?"

I love you, does it make you happy and satisfied?

"Since the day I decided not to dive anymore, I haven't felt that anymore."

To Ying Su, today is just an ordinary day, and after being with Xu Liao, it will be one of the ordinary days that will last as long as his whole life.

The author has something to say: Don't laugh at Mr. Cui, you people!

What's wrong with his conjecture and speculation!

How can this kind of feeling be called being passionate!

It was clearly the fault of Xu Liao's rebirth!

It's too much to call him Cui Duoqing!

Laughed me to death hahahahahahahahaha!