Every day I feel like I'm going to be confused [entertainment circle]

When they got home, Ying Su came down with him, and he didn't have much expectation for Xu Liao's ability to take care of himself.

Xu Liao joked to Su while dragging his small suitcase: "You are not like my manager, but more like my nanny."

"If you want to pay me another salary, I'd be more than happy." Ying Su didn't care. Seeing Xu Liao dragging his suitcase, he went in and opened the door for him. There was no dust in the room, and Xu Liao left. The former hired someone to clean it regularly, and now it looks cleaner than before he left.

Ying Su went to wash rice and make porridge, and asked him if he wanted meat porridge or white porridge. Xu Liao was a little sleepy, so he said whatever he wanted, threw the suitcase in the living room, and went upstairs to sleep.Most of the time I was tired and fell asleep when I was on the set. Now I went home and slept in the car before. I felt tired and sleepy for a while, but I couldn’t fall asleep. The sound of Su walking back and forth was too distracting.

Xu Liao had no choice but to dig out a large pile of clothes he had folded, and turned out the clothes left by Ying Su and hugged him in his arms. He was actually not very conscious at the moment, and just put on the mask. When I breathe, the hot air makes me feel uncomfortable. Fortunately, I don’t wear glasses, otherwise my eyes will be foggy. There is a small scene in the crew who is very short-sighted. When I wake up in the morning, the sun has not yet come out, and I am shivering. As soon as he breathes, The glasses are covered with white mist.

Holding the clothes in his arms was just a psychological comfort, Xu Liao covered himself with a blanket again, and began to feel that it was okay to have people downstairs, but fell asleep after a while.

When filming in the crew, Xu Liao would occasionally think of Ying Su when he was bored in his spare time. Although he could be contacted frequently on his mobile phone, he never sent him a message.

It's too exaggerated to say that he misses him, and it's too lingering to say that he misses him, and the two are not close.

After a few hours, Ying Su knocked on the door, Xu Liao let him in while half asleep, but when the door opened, he suddenly woke up, but it was too late, Ying Su stood at the door Seeing him curled up on the bed with his arms around an overly familiar dress, he couldn't help frowning.

Xu Liao's heart suddenly went cold.

"This dress is a bit expensive and out of date." Ying Su said.

"I'm not a pervert!" Xu Liao blurted out at the same moment.

Both of them were silent for a moment, Xu Liao let go of his hand in embarrassment, he came out of the quilt, feeling a little cold again, standing there helpless, not knowing how to react.Ying Su sighed lightly, looked at Xu Liao who was at a loss, and turned into another person who was very strange to Xu Liao: "I don't want this clothes anymore, it doesn't matter what you do with it. .”

Xu Liao felt ashamed and embarrassed, but Ying Su didn't underestimate him, but looked on the shelf, found a coat for him to put on, and looked at Xu Liao's face, stretched out his hand to try The temperature on his forehead: "Probably because I was too tired on the return journey, and the situation seems to be getting worse. Go downstairs and have some porridge. Did you bring the 'medicine' back?"

"Bring it back." Xu Liao nodded and followed him downstairs.

Ying Su cooked meat porridge, and served Xu Liao a small bowl. I don't know who was looking down on someone's appetite. The big star drank the porridge with his head down, as if this was Ying Su's home, and he was a thief who had just been caught. .Ying Su asked him where the medicine box was. He found several boxes of painkillers besides the cold medicine. He couldn't help but frowned and took a look. The box was moved, and the brand was the same. One had already eaten four or five pieces, while the other had only taken one piece.

"Why did you unpack two boxes?" Ying Su asked him casually, afraid that Xu Liao would suffocate himself to death because of the clothes, but he didn't expect that this person usually had a sloppy mouth, but he was very innocent when it came to this matter.

"Oh, the other box doesn't taste good." Xu Liao's bowl of porridge had bottomed out. He was a little sick and his brain was not functioning properly. After eating the hot porridge, he took a sneaky look at Ying Su, and saw that the other party didn't get violent and planned to beat him up, and he didn't look like a pervert, so he felt relieved and said, "I still want to Eat another...five bowls."

I don't know where Ying Su took out the soy sauce bowl. An eight-month-old baby probably wouldn't be able to feed it enough.

Ying Su wanted to say that painkillers still taste good, but the emotional hospital is still so humane, has the fruit flavor been improved?

It's a pity that there was still a patient waiting for him to serve, so Ying Su stood up again to add porridge to Xu Liao, and Xu Liao dug a small bowl with a big spoon. Originally, Ying Su was worried that he had no appetite and felt that the small bowl was used. Eat as much as you can, so that the porridge won't go bad if you pour it over and over again. It can be seen that he has a good appetite, so he simply changed to a bigger bowl for him.

Xu Liao's eyes fluttered while drinking the porridge. In fact, it had been a long time since he was sick last time, but he vaguely remembered that he was not so expensive before, and there was nothing to say when he was in pain, and he was dizzy It's not like I haven't been filming before. I don't know why the disease suddenly worsened after seeing Ying Su this time, and I feel pain all over my body.

After finishing the porridge, Ying Su asked him again: "Is there any discomfort now?"

"It's uncomfortable everywhere." Xu Liao complained.

Ying Su brought him the "medicine" and warm water, watched him eat it, and said a cliché that probably everyone in the world would say to patients: "Take the "medicine" and you will be fine."

Xu Liao burst out laughing straight away. He lay on the table looking at Ying Su, his face was a little red, and said, "Is that how you comfort people?"

Today's Ying Su didn't wear glasses, or he took them off. Xu Liao couldn't remember what Ying Su looked like when he drove him back. The other party got close to give him medicine, so he saw him. There is actually a small mole under the inner corner of Ying Su's eye, it is so small that it is almost invisible, but it looks like it makes Ying Su's sexiness explode.

Xu Liao was stunned, fans' messages flickered in his mind, and finally grasped a word precisely: I want too much!

"Take the 'medicine'." Ying Su said again.

"Oh... oh." Xu Liao hurriedly lowered his head and took the medicine, lest he continue to think wildly, but the little mole at the corner of Su's eye was still flashing in his mind.

Ying Su nodded, and said the nonsense again logically: "Go to bed after eating."

"Brother, you are my own brother!" Xu Liao didn't know whether to laugh or cry, "I'm a pig, I sleep right after eating."

Ying Su was stunned, a little overwhelmed for a while, the emotion dissipated in an instant, he blinked and said, "Then you watch TV for a while, don't watch it too late." He put down his shirt, stretched out his hand When he came across the suit jacket he had put on the chair, he couldn't help but froze, as if he remembered something, he put on the jacket.

"You stay with me." Xu Liao raised his head and looked at him pitifully, the corners of his eyes were red, he didn't know if it was from the heat in his body, or just woke up from rubbing, "I was born alone. How miserable it is to be sick and stay at home."

Ying Su hesitated a little, he is a mortal body after all, even a master like Yuan Qingpei can't escape the love in the world, let alone him, so he had to bow his head He said to Xu Liao, "Just to accompany you?"

"Just stay with me, what else can I do." Xu Liao laughed at him.

Ying Su saw that Xu Liao's hair was sleeping in a mess, but he didn't realize it. He wanted to reach out to help him brush it away, but felt that this behavior was too intimate, so he sat back.The manager, who has always been very sensible, clasped his hands and pressed half of his arm on the table. Although he is getting older, his methods have not changed, but his style of doing things will be more restrained. He said: "Xu Liao, the filming is over."

The smile on Xu Liao's face froze.

"It's time for a play." Probably out of consideration for his face, Ying Su helped him pick up two bowls and put them in the sink. Although the dishwasher is easy to use, there are only two bowls. Rushing down, he washed the two bowls once, let the atmosphere be silent, and waited until the second flush before saying, "Did I cross the line, and that's why you misunderstood?"

He's so polite, it's fucking wicked.

Xu Liao finally understood Cui Yuanshan's mood, he forced the corners of his mouth to smile, scolded Ying Su countless times in his heart, but finally said: "No." He raised his head to look at Ying Su, the blush on his face receded, All that was left was pale and white, as if she had just been pushed out of the morgue, "It's just me being sentimental, and it has nothing to do with you."

Ying Su turned around, sighed softly, and said, "I treat everyone like this, you are not special."

"I know." Hearing himself talking, Xu Liao thought numbly: I don't know, and I don't want to know either.

Ying Su probably felt sorry for him a little bit, but there was nothing he could do, so he whispered softly: "You deserve better, we're just not suitable."

"Then how is it suitable?" Xu Liao asked him back, aggressively, "What do you like? What kind of match do you think would match you?"

Probably feeling that Xu Liao in this state was a bit unreasonable, so Ying Su "rubbed" his temples, and changed to a more serious way: "You are now on the rise, I heard from Yuan Shan that you When filming "Yandie", I worked very hard and worked very hard, did you ever think that you might ruin everything now for a relationship that is not stable at all."

Xu Liao was very stubborn, raised his face and said to him: "I don't care, I just want to make you happy."

Ying Su stared at him, almost indifferently, the calm man who let him hug and cry in the night when he first woke up returned again, the distance between them seemed to be lengthened with this sentence, he sympathized, but did not embrace Half heartbroken: "I don't care either, you are just one of my artists, without you I can change to another one." Ying Su said softly, "Your goal is not to please me, but to make it impossible for me to give up on you, and now you are just Rely on me."

"I'm just relying on you now?" Xu Liao laughed angrily.

"You can't even love yourself, and even the only career you have can be used to please others. Do you think that the princes of Fenghuo Opera are affectionate? It's stupid. You don't love me, it's not that you don't want to, it's that you can't." Ying Su finally stretched out He reached out, wiped off the water, and then landed on Xu Liao's head, "You just long for someone to love you, and you are deeply confused, but you can't even love yourself. I happen to be a passerby, and I can't save you." you."

Xu Liao opened his mouth, he had thousands of unreasonable things to refute Ying Su's words, but in the end he couldn't utter a single one, these words struck him dizzy like thunder, and a huge panic suddenly spread.

He doesn't like Ying Su.

This thought made him embarrassed and heartbroken. Ying Su is not an all-knowing and omnipotent god, but in a certain aspect, he is so clear that it is almost terrifying. Love is not like this, but he has never known what love is like.But using something to cover up his emptiness is Xu Liao's best trick, before it was wine, now it's emotion.

Ying Su is just trying to make up for his own insufficiency, so he tried to deceive himself, but what the other party said was right, a person doesn't even know how to love himself, so what can he say about loving others.

In the end, Ying Su stayed to watch a movie with him. The two watched a fairly classic romantic comedy. Xu Liao sat expressionless, not bothering to pretend to be himself.

The information provided by Cui Yuanshan was so wrong that it could be burned at the stake.

Ying Su is not only wicked, but also ruthless enough, the most important thing is that after saying these words, Bai Mu actually fulfilled his promise to sit down and accompany the patient he just verbally attacked. On the list of characters who can cause strong attacks, Ying Su will definitely be at the top.

Xu Liao, who had been exposed, just fell back recklessly and lay on Ying Su's lap. Although the thighs of the man who had been sitting in the office for a long time were not soft, they were not as soft as stones. Feeling comfortable, he looked up at Ying Su, admiring that chin, while the other party was just looking at the big screen.

Xu Liao scolded Ying Su countless times in his heart, but when he turned his head away, he still asked, "Then can you still treat me so well in the future?"

The voice was calm, as if asking what to have for the next meal, but Ying Su felt like he was holding a heart, which would break if he was not careful.

Ying Su stroked his head and said softly, "Don't be afraid."

Xu Liao felt his nose sour, and tears flowed down his face. He said softly, turned his face away, and said in a low voice, "You don't like Cui Yuanshan, do you?"

Ying Su: "...not that kind of liking."

And Xu Liao had already fallen asleep on his lap.

After Xu Liao fell asleep, Ying Su found a pillow to cover him, and covered him with a blanket, but his thigh was numb from the pillow and couldn't stand up for a while, so he had to sit on the side and "rub" 』Leg, seeing people sleeping soundly and peacefully, I couldn't help smiling.

That sentence is naturally not true, no one stipulates that Ying Su cannot lie.

Human energy is limited after all, just like a delinquent teenager who is addicted to fighting and wants to graduate successfully. No matter how awesome the scenery is in the daytime, at night, he still has to turn on the lamp to read at night, writing homework with two dark circles .No matter how strong Ying Su's ability is, he is only one person after all, and he has no skills at all. He is busy enough in the company on weekdays. How can he have the time and effort to be so careful and considerate to everyone.

But it is enough that the parties will be deceived.

Ying Su is not really so hard-hearted. It is nonsense to say that he has no half-hearted thoughts on Xu Liao. However, feelings in this world are not like programs. There are only 0 and 1. If you like it, you will never hesitate. Don't look back once you're done, the vast majority of feelings in the world are not like this.

Since that incident, Xu Liao's state has been unstable. Ying Su deliberately took care of him. In fact, there is no lack of attention to this situation. If Xu Liao can't adjust, some plans will inevitably have to be changed. Last change.However, he never thought that Xu Liao would go all the way to another level. In fact, it is not surprising now that he thinks about it. Patients tend to fall in love with psychiatrists, which is almost the reason.

When a person grows up, it does not mean that he is mentally mature.

Ying Su sighed softly. Compared with Cui Yuanshan, he is a man who tends to be "sexually" conservative. This does not mean that he will dictate other people's private life, just like he never thinks that Cui Yuanshan has a relationship with other people. Consensual or short-term "sexual" relationships with benefits are immoral or unfaithful.

He doesn't love Cui Yuanshan and has no position, so he won't forcibly restrain him.

In the same way, Cui Yuanshan's views on this aspect are exactly opposite to his, so it is even more impossible for Ying Su to agree with him in this aspect.

As for Xu Liao...

Now Ying Su just wants to see him shine, not to waste himself as a dusty pearl, so he turns around and leaves without any more nostalgia.

If this is the instinct...

When Ying Su got into the car and sat in the driver's seat, he felt a little funny for no reason, put his hands on the steering wheel, and thought about the "One Sided" filmed by Xu Liao before. The agent used Xu Liao's empathy to become an emotional shackle, maybe he could try his best to squeeze out the other party's interests, and writing a script might become a very good sadomasochism theme.

Standing at the confused crossroads of life, the lack and misunderstanding of love, mistaking dependence for love, causing confusion and longing for this, feelings based on falsehoods, lies and even deceit will never be For a long time, I think the ending will eventually fall into destruction.

This kind of subject matter is not so much an alternative, it is better to say that it makes people want to send blades.

In the early years, Ying Su also worked as a film producer, but he was not very sensitive to artistic subjects, and his personal tastes often ran counter to the public tastes of market research. After that, he devoted himself to being the director and agent of the company,

Art is art, reality is reality, it is better to distinguish them clearly.

He stepped on the gas pedal and left the small house.

Xu Liao slept until dawn the next day. He didn't even know when Ying Su left. He nearly rolled to the ground when he woke up. No wonder he dreamed that he was lying on the edge of a cliff. His head didn't hurt much. He was sleepy. I quickly fished out the tablet slide from under the sofa cushions, and there are a lot of new news. Generally speaking, after a work is shot, the corresponding group will no longer be so lively, and the daily chores will be flat, leaving only publicity arrangements. However, "Butterfly" is full of small talk, as if everything is not over yet.

The group was discussing the matter of buying a car. Liu Qian wanted to buy a motorcycle, which was relatively cheap and convenient. There were a lot of domineering muscle motorcycles in the group. Everyone was silent for a moment, shocked by her queenly temperament.

According to Liu Qian's own thinking, Yancheng Road was extremely congested, of course she had to take a plane to go to a distant place, motorcycles were flexible and convenient on weekdays, and she could go out to buy groceries at night, which was just right.

Xu Liao-Yuan/Dong: Have you passed the examination?

Liu Qian-Wu/Ye: Do you need to verify the motorcycle? ? ?I only have a driver's license.

Wang Tian: I don't know that motorcycles have to be tested, Mr. Xu, do you need to test for battery cars qaq?I'm not going to break the law unintentionally for years.

Xu Liao-Yuan/Dong: Uh, it is not required now, but it may be required in the future. Anyone who burns oil must be certified.

Su Xingcan-Emperor: I think my poor cooking skills may be because no one "forced" me to do research, and I finally found the reason.

Guan Molei-Guan Lei: No, you are simply handicapped.

Yue Xinjie: Brother Lei, don't tell the truth.

……

Xu Liao flipped through the coffee table in front of him, and found an unopened pack of cigarettes from inside. Fortunately, he was not so stupid as to forget to put the lighter on the side. When the fireworks were lit, his tongue was dry. , The tobacco burned into the throat, let the mind quickly relax lazily, took two hasty puffs on the pillow, remembered Ying Su again, felt dull, and extinguished the cigarette in the ashtray.

Ying Su really shouldn't waste his time in the ups and downs of the entertainment circle, he should go to the rehab center, that's where he can flex his muscles.

Xu Liao half-closed his eyes, he was amused by himself, he looked at the group again, he was talking about Li Songqun now, this person has been on the trending searches one after another in recent days, his timing is always just right, but he is regular It's very strange, it's always been taken down shortly after it was posted, such an abnormal situation provoked people to talk about it, and then I didn't know what happened, so I just let it hang up, anyway, it will be "messy" soon A mess of other hot searches squeezed it down.

In fact, this is not a wise thing. Although it can make me fade out of the public eye for a while, but no works have been published, and it is too easy to be criticized.

But this is a matter of Yongle Company and has nothing to do with Xu Liao.

Nearly July, Li Songqun's personal studio was established, and it was hung under the name of Yongle alone. Yongle has not had any pillars to support it in the past two years. He thought that this man under his banner was a man to be made.

Xu Liao hardly did anything else. He went to sleep when he was full, and ate when he was full. Ying Su never came to cook for him again. He picked up the two cooking books and awkwardly picked up the spatula. With the kitchen knife, try to clean up yourself decently.

Liu Qian's favorite muscle car was bought by him, and Xu Liao also bought several matching black leather clothes and sunglasses for it. He looked at the whole row of styles in the closet, and suddenly missed Ying Su's taste. . "Beautiful Butterfly" also began to be promoted, and everyone attended the event cooperatively. During the interview, Xu Liao accidentally got caught up in the conversation, and Liu Qian clamored to come to his house to see the car, so she simply held a party at home. Liu Qian was not allowed to sit on it for a ride.

He didn't know why, but he always felt that another person should sit in the car first.

The publicity of "Yan Butterfly" did not cause any splashes, but "What's the Sin" started to air. The reputation of the work is not bad, and the results are quite good, but it is not popular. It has been well received by the audience. It has been more than half a year since the end of "Huang Li". Many people have already had new targets. Naturally, Mo Yu has long been left behind, and only a few people recognize Xu Liao. , most of the heat is still on the hero and heroine.

Life is nothing more than that, and it is always plain to occupy the vast majority.

Xu Liao shook the key, and the rope loops spun along his knuckles. People's memories will always only preserve the popular faces. He is no longer fully armed. Doing things, of course, does not include risking one's life.

However, the road was blocked.