Every day I feel like I'm going to be confused [entertainment circle]

Just as Xu Liao was about to laugh, he suddenly froze.

He really knows that "Yan Butterfly" will be successful in the future, and who Yue Xinjie will be in the future, but now Ying Su doesn't know anything, he just thinks in the way that is most beneficial to the company at the moment.

From the perspective of future generations, Ying Su did let go of a big fish, but it might not be the safest choice now.

"Oh——" Xu Liao paused, then suddenly said, "Then why didn't you say what I just said?"

Ying Su didn't answer, but just asked Xu Liao a question: "Do you know Yue Xinjie?"

"Why do you say that..." Xu Liao had a ghost in his heart. He took out the cigarette case and shook it. He didn't even bother to say hello to Ying Su. He took a puff in a restless way, and the ash went down immediately, and the smoke entangled in his lungs. After turning around in circles before vomiting it out, Fang felt that his emotions had stabilized a bit, and he was able to face Ying Su with confidence again.

Ying Su lowered his head to look at the information, and said slowly: "You see something wrong with his eyes."

"Ha...ha..." Xu Liao smiled dryly, and muttered, "Maybe it's because of pity."

Ying Su didn't laugh at him, and didn't ask what kind of talent he was, but said slowly: "When he came to the company to hand over the script before, I heard him talk about his own ideas. You are right. He may have flaws in character. , but he is indeed quite talented, so the "possibility" of stealing other people's scripts is very low. Since it is just a cooperation, I have no reason to object, and it is not a bad idea to give him a chance."

"Then you still-"

"Very low doesn't mean no." Ying Su calmly said, "But you are right about something."

"Which one?"

Ying Su finally looked up at him, the documents had been sorted out, and he put them back as he wanted, with a subtle tone: "If you have money, you don't make money, you bastard."

For some reason, when Ying Su said these words, Xu Liao almost died of laughter in the office.

The results of "One Sided" are good, and the company has naturally improved, recruiting a lot of newcomers. In Xu Liao's memory, apart from Bai Su, the first brother, after Stardust, he also signed a female artist named Liu Qian. For a time, she was called the goddess of the nation, known as the money printing machine inside and outside the circle, but she was not very lucky, and every time she had a work that could be played, she met a more capable opponent, so she was also nicknamed the uncrowned queen.

During these few days of vacation, Xu Liao basically had nothing to do. However, a newcomer wanted to invite him to dinner, and he was not very polite. He made do with the company's cafeteria, wiped his mouth and left, without giving them a chance to speak.Cui Yuanshan's newly hired cook is very skilled, she can order whatever she wants, unlike the crew of "Huang Li", it's not that the boxed lunch is unpalatable.

Bai Su didn't come back at all, but he posted a blog very diligently, followed by a bunch of shortbread replies, shortbread is the name of Baisu's fans, it sounds a bit delicious, but in fact it is not so sweet.

The influence of "One-sided" has not been completely eliminated. Some fans cut all the promotional videos of the two. Although it was marked as friendship, some people still ate candy on Xipi; It was good and reposted, but I didn't want to cause a scolding battle.

Whether it is a fan who eats melons or a fan with true feelings, there are those who say that Bai Su values ​​​​his feelings, and naturally there are those who mock him for kneeling and "licking" fans for his popularity, and those who say that Bai Su tied Xu Yao's popularity.The flames of war even reached the bottom of Xu Liao, and people from all sides complained to each other, embarrassing that the relationship between the two is not bad, but the fans are tearing apart.

The topic even gradually extended to the new play of the two. The two sides argued endlessly. Some argued that Xu Liao was an important male supporting role, and some ridiculed him for still acting in ancient costume idol dramas at the moment; It's a bit of a trick, and some people praised him that being able to join such a crew at such a young age depends on his ability.

Xu Liao is used to such battles, but Bai Su sent a message to apologize in embarrassment. There is nothing to say about it. Bundled sales are very common in the industry. He said a few official polite words and asked him to learn from his predecessors.

Those words were very vague, Xu Liao lay down halfway to rest, lit a cigarette for himself, carefully reviewed the comforting words of Bai Su, and felt that the straightforward words could be regarded as textbook-like politeness, so he couldn't help laughing at himself.Under the star's glamorous appearance are many invisible swords and swords. Some people are still obsessed with this sensual field. He was afraid because of his previous life, and he didn't want to fall again, but probably because of this attachment, he became more Feeling more tired than usual.

But what's the point of all this.

Why did God give him another chance to start over.

The heart seems to be oppressed, whether it is the enthusiastic and lively Bai Su, or the mature and prudent Ying Su, they all have their own lives and their own future, only him, only Xu Liao is calm in this era and the world Like stagnant water, every sentence is filled with a cold and dead air, just like a prisoner in prison who has been pardoned and is ecstatic about his freedom, but he is equally muddle-headed and bewildered facing this brand-new life. world.

The short-lived joy instantly cooled down and turned into restless anxiety. Where did I come from, and where am I going.

Even though freedom makes people happy, everything starts over again, but the way back and the purpose are lost along the way.

How can a person start again after being crushed.

Xu Liao felt the pain again, he arched his body, the smoke at his fingertips trembled tremblingly, and the lonely sparks fell to the ground, burning the carpet into a scorched black dot, which could not be worn through because it was too thick. through.However, the stain was already clearly branded on the top, and the whole carpet became unpleasant to the eyes.

Why is he not like this.

Nothing more than moving a stain from a worn out rug to a new one, nothing changed, nothing will change.

It's strange that the pain from the spirit can also make people feel the corresponding pain in every inch of the body. He only knew that when people cried too much, they would completely collapse and even vomit, but he didn't expect to panic.

Then the key opened the door.

The light in the corridor was very dark, the light tube should be replaced, Ying Su's shadow was cast very long by the light and shadow, like a jagged ghost, his face was blurred, Xu Liao had no time to take care of him for the time being, so he could only hold on tight. Clutching his chest tightly, the cigarette fell to the ground, and the carpet was completely scrapped.

"Where is the 'drug'?"

Ying Su's voice was from far to near, steady like a lighthouse on the sea, he sat on the edge of the bed and held Xu Liao's trembling shoulders, as if firmly putting together the pieces of a jigsaw puzzle, he reminded loudly again: : "Where is the 'medicine'?"

Those memories, the grotesque images, the poured wine, the bearded self in the mirror, he saw the wine bottle smashed on the mirror, glass shards flying on his face, Xu Liao heard himself cursing loudly, It was chaotic, and the air seemed to be struggling to squeeze in those crazy and chaotic roars, as well as Ying Su's steady voice of inquiry.

"There is no 'medicine', Ying Su." Xu Liao panted, he wanted to cry hysterically, unreasonably like a child who just toddled and fell down, he wanted to sob, scream, and feel disgusted But he couldn't get better, but in the end he just murmured weakly and softly, "Ying Su, why are you here."

He seemed to be a little "confused", the past was exploding in his mind, and all this new life seemed to be an overly wonderful illusion. He was still lying in the wine bottle like a dead body, listening to the fragments of the wine bottle that scratched the corner of his eye and shattered in the air. On the ground, the line of sight was flooded with blood, and the shadows were indistinct, bringing overlapping magnificent phantoms.

"Have you been drinking?" Ying Su frowned and asked him, holding Xu Liao's face in his cold hands, stroking the red corners of his eyes, with amazing strength, almost made Xu Liao feel pain while struggling , which made him rarely calm down.Ying Su came up to him and sniffed him, his voice suddenly turned cold, "You didn't take /'drugs', did you?"

"No." Xu Liao inhaled suddenly, hastily and messily, his fingers tightly clenched the clothes on his chest, trying his best to get through this period of time, anxiety, panic, the alcohol damage not only his body, but also His spirit is pervasive, and the moment he relaxes, he becomes menacing. He is not crazy enough to vent his emotions at will, but it is also difficult to control the sense of despair that suddenly invades his soul.

He wants wine.

want to.

want to.

want to.

Ying Su frowned and looked at him, then suddenly took out the mobile phone from his pocket, Xu Liao rushed over and slapped his hand, the sound was amazing, the mobile phone flew out completely, knocked on the bookcase, and then fell quietly Landing on the ground, drowning in the wool of the carpet, he gritted his teeth and hissed: "Don't..." He tried his best to regain his sanity, tightened Ying Su's suit jacket, and whispered, "I'll be fine soon, It will be quick."

No, nothing got better at all!

Perhaps like the bar that day, all of this was Xu Liao's hallucination, Ying Su seemed to sigh lightly, he sat down again, and got as close to Xu Liao as possible.Contrary to his personality, Xu Liao leaned over Ying Su's unexpected warmth, clinging to him greedily, like a fish thirsting for water, like a suffocating person thirsting for free breath, purely from instinctive pursuit.

He doesn't care who it is, as long as it is a person.

A hand landed on the back of his head, and it was just fixed. Ying Su's voice was soft and threatening: "You'd better do it right away."

However, after a long time, Ying Su did not push him away.

The next day when Xu Liao entered the hospital, Ying Su followed behind him with folded arms and underwent various tests, including psychological ones. Even his playful smile didn't change the manager's mind.While waiting to receive the inspection report, Xu Liao asked imaginatively, "If I really find out that there is something wrong, what should I do?"

"As long as it's not spiritual." Ying Su said flatly.

"Then what if there is?" Xu Liao blinked and blinked, completely different from yesterday's appearance.

Ying Su sneered.

Xu Liao thought about it, but flinched because of his desire to survive.