Every day I feel like I'm going to be confused [entertainment circle]

On the day Ying Su was going to visit his doctor, spring happened to come.

Tiandi took off the plain clothes of frost and snow, and replaced them with emerald green and peach red, and even the whole hospital seemed to have a fresh vitality, not as cold as in memory, and the sea of ​​flowers could be regarded as blooming its true "color".He weighed his choices in the store outside the hospital for a while, hesitating between flowers and fruit baskets, after all, the two were equally flashy, and finally chose the more useful fruit basket.

The owner of the fruit seller is very enthusiastic, his hair is already white, and he speaks Mandarin with some dialects fluently. Two-thirds is the service fee for the purchase rather than the item itself.

Ying Su carried a fruit basket that didn't match his image and walked into the ward. As soon as he arrived at the door, he heard the boy's bold and brave confession: "Teacher! I won't give up."

The voice came from far to near, and the person almost ran into Ying Su's arms, he took a look, the person was about twenty years old, his face was full of childishness, he wore a pair of black-rimmed glasses, and he had a refined and bookish look.The other party had just finished his confession, his heart was surging, Wu Cheng almost bumped into someone, blushed twice, and apologized hastily, so Ying Su made way for him, and let the man run wildly on the road of his fantasy love.

After thinking about it, he knew that he was Ying Rui's student.

Seeing this, the nurse hurriedly yelled: "Don't run in the corridor!"

This matter has nothing to do with Ying Su, he walked into the ward with a fruit basket, a large bouquet of roses was spread out, as if to occupy the entire table, he raised his hands, and the flowers went into the narrow trash can, The body of the barrel was too narrow, so he tried to stick his head out, trying to spread the fragrance, but was kicked into the corner by Ying Su, not caring that he had just kicked a young and immature heart.

A fruit basket was placed on the table.

Ying Rui's love luck has always been good, originally there were only girls, but after the country passed the same-sex law, there were more boys.Most people have a bit of love for their father, and they haven't really seen what kind of person Ying Rui is. They just look at him from afar and feel that he is mature, elegant, gentle and amiable, so they are moved by the youthful feelings, and they don't care about him at all. and age difference.

How much love and hatred, it is so simple.

It's just that such reckless behavior is a privilege that only youth can have.

"The flowers are nice."

Regarding the relationship between father and son, both of them have a tacit understanding. They tacitly never mentioned Ying Su's absence during the operation. Ying Rui just sighed and said, "It's a pity to waste it." He was sincere, but he was afraid of his son. Misunderstood, so he said, "It should be given to a more suitable person."

Ying Su was lowering his head to peel apples, and he sneered when he heard this, before he could speak, Cui Qi came out of the bathroom, wiped his cold sweat and said: "Oh, I was shocked, this scene will be bumped into by outsiders , that kid might have to dig a hole in the ground and go down."

"Uncle Cui." Ying Su nodded, as a greeting.

Cui Qi saw that he was happy first, and then pretended to be angry. When the father and son finally got back together, he joked: "Your son is too late, I would rather enjoy the flowers than ask your father about it." How is your body?"

"He is good at hands and feet, and there are still people who are free to confess to him. No one looks sad to see that his life is not long. I don't see anything wrong, so why bother to ask." Ying Su said calmly, "Why, is there a critical illness notice? Just waiting for me to sign it?" He fell silent after finishing speaking, and the resentment was churning in his heart, forcing out evil words, which had nothing to do with what he thought in his heart, but just to relieve his anger for a while.

It's too inappropriate, Ying Su who is fifteen or sixteen years old can say it, but it's not what Ying Su who is close to thirty should say.

Of course Ying Rui would not be tempted, all his tenderness and love were buried in the loess along with his wife, leaving only an empty shell of rationality and warmth, if not, when he lost his beloved wife, he, who was always rational It's time to comfort Aiko's fear and anxiety, but he can't save himself from the grief.

That's what caused today's situation.

"Bah, bah, bah!" Cui Qi patted his head and angrily said, "What nonsense are you talking about, brat?"

However, it can be heard that the grievances in Ying Su's heart are probably not dissipated, and there is no rush to reconcile such things, so he can only sigh softly, turning the words over and over on his lips several times, but still can't say it out, this is Cui Qi The situation that he is the least good at solving, even Ying Rui failed to change Ying Su's mind after spending decades, let alone him, so he had to shut up again.

He can't even deal with his own brat.

Cui Qi was very busy and was about to leave after not being able to stay for a few minutes. Ying Su sent him to the elevator symbolically. You shouldn't have said those things."

"I know." Ying Su said very normally, "That's why I am like this."

Emotions, anger, sorrow, joy, who can control themselves.

Cui Qi sighed, and asked again: "How is Yuanshan doing recently?"

"Being able to eat, sleep, run and jump, I have no other problems except that I am determined to give you a heavy punch with "Extreme"." Ying Su smiled, and finally showed something on his slightly pale face. mild.

Cui Qi also laughed, smiled and stopped laughing, and said: "Then let's see how capable this kid is."

After Cui Qi left, only the father and son were left in the ward. Ying Su sat down to peel the apple again. He was a little annoyed at first, but after thinking about it carefully, he felt sad again, so he said, "If you really have If you like someone, you don’t have to worry about my thoughts, you’re not a child anymore.”

Ying Rui was taken aback when he heard the words, and said with a smile, "I'm already old, what do I still want to do?" He was silent for a moment, then lowered his head again, and sighed softly, "It's been so many years, I only miss her in my heart." A person never changes."

In fact, Ying Su had a lot of words that could pierce people's hearts, which made people feel pain. He brewed these words for several years, as if brewing them into a cup of excellent poisonous wine, but now for some reason, he couldn't bear to say them out.If you don't want to say it, don't say it, Ying Su has never been a person who makes things difficult for himself, he split the apple into two, took half and ate it, and simply changed the subject: "I thought you would say something else to Xu Liao. "

"What are you talking about, what is your impression of me? Ask if our father and son can reconcile? Ask if he can help me?" Ying Rui smiled and said, "This is not his responsibility, let alone him to worry about it. I'm just curious what kind of character you like, I've seen many interviews with him, but I don't know what kind of person—"

"I've seen many interviews, didn't the doctor stop you?" Ying Su raised his eyebrows.

Ying Rui paused, and couldn't help laughing: "Do you think it was your phone call that told me to know?" Not many days after his operation, he laughed and pulled the wound, and suddenly it hurt a little, and his face was bruised. Wrinkled, and managed to catch his breath, he said slowly, "I knew it when he was wearing that watch. It is your mother's favorite brand, even if you are angry with me, you won't" Throw it around and give it to him, the meaning is already obvious."

"...We were not together at that time." Ying Su said after a moment of silence, and then explained with some awkwardness, "His condition was not very good at that time, I didn't think so far, I just thought he was suitable."

"Really?" Ying Rui took a deep breath, leaned against the head of the bed, and said a little tiredly, "Then you are very destined. It is not easy for two people to get together. Sometimes being suitable is enough Now, how can there be so many people in the world who are born a pair, made a pair, and can match in every aspect."

The atmosphere quieted down for a while, only the sound of Ying Su eating an apple was heard, the trash can was already full of flowers, he thought for a while, found a paper towel and laid it out, put the fruit core on it, and was about to wash his hands again, then He heard Ying Rui say to him: "Sometimes you don't necessarily have to do the right thing. Do more of what you like, and the world won't be destroyed."

"I didn't expect to hear this sentence from you one day." Ying Su subconsciously sarcastically said, then turned to look at him. There was some smile, so he closed his mouth and went to wash his hands.

Ying Rui and Cui Qi are two completely different fathers. After all, he is a teacher and has a very unique experience in children's education. He doesn't care about children's "disobedience", and he doesn't mind Ying Su's "no big or small". He will even bow his head and admit his mistakes to the children, and will accept those childish ideas, as long as they are right.

Such a person actually asks him to do more of what he likes.

It's ridiculous.

Ying Su didn't disturb the other party's rest, and left the hospital quickly.

…………

The filming of the scene in the other courtyard was not smooth, the posture looked chic, but in fact the cumbersome clothes and wigs made the shooting quite difficult, and the blower almost blew the two leading actors into the sky.

Moreover, the environment was restrictive, and the seats were also blocked. In the end, a wall was demolished. When Cui Yuanshan urged everyone to demolish the house, he felt a sense of elation, but the crowd felt full of bullying.The convenience of filming did not affect the two leading actors shivering, the clouds were extremely thick, let alone whether they could become immortals after living in the mountains for a long time, rheumatism in the middle of the night would definitely not be able to escape.

This dialogue was cut into several parts for filming. The plot is not complicated, and the whole process is almost supported by lines and performances. It is a relatively difficult literary drama, and the requirements for the actors' skills are quite high.To make the whole debate look fairy-like without losing the intense atmosphere, the number one problem is Xu Liao's hair. If the blower is not blowing, there will be no momentum, and once the blower is blowing, the hair will immediately fly up.

The makeup artist didn't know how many changes he had made to adjust the hairstyle, but because of the styling, Xu Liao was still often covered in face, not to mention Meng Yang, his hair could be pinned with accessories, and he accidentally ate his mouth full of dust.

Xu Liao and Meng Yang didn't know how much they apologized to the crew after the ng, and how strong the wind was on the mountain. They only knew that they were almost exhausted after the filming was over. Fortunately, Cui Yuanshan finally let go and let the two of them The half-immortal went down to earth.

The crew was finally able to leave this other courtyard. When they first arrived, they thought it was a heavenly palace. When they left, they seemed to be escaping from purgatory. Xu Liao still had his costume on, and he rested on the back seat. With the car windows rolled down halfway, he squinted and saw someone on the mountain road. The old farmer was walking vigorously carrying his load. It rained just yesterday, and he rested for a few hours, and it didn’t stop until this morning. The stone slabs were washed clear and bright, and the water flowed into the soil, mixing into soft mud. .

The convoy stopped slowly, and someone jumped out of the car in front. It seemed that Cui Yuanshan went down and said something to the old farmer. position, then lifted the lids of the two baskets, pulled out the plastic bag and the scale to weigh Cui Yuanshan.

Cui Yuanshan squatted there chatting with him, the two of them were probably haggling over the price, the distance was too far, so they couldn't hear clearly, after a while, the old farmer finished weighing, and separated the bags clearly, the baskets were to be brought back by himself I went home, so I slowed down a bit.

Xu Liao couldn't finish watching, so Cui Yuanshan asked the crew to go down the mountain first.

It was almost noon when they ate what Cui Yuanshan bought. It turned out to be a bag of water chestnuts. When Xu Liao got it, he had cleaned it up, leaving only the white flesh, which was crispy and sweet when bitten into his mouth. He was putting on makeup While waiting for the stylist to come, he unknowingly ate half of it until he saw Ying Su come in.

"Do you want to eat?" Xu Liao held up the bowl embarrassingly, only a few water chestnuts were left in it.

Ying Su took one and put it in his mouth, couldn't help smiling, and said in a warm voice, "It tastes good."

"That's right." Xu Liao was complacent.

Cui Yuanshan followed Ying Su closely, couldn't help but rolled his eyes and said: "Please, obviously I bought things, there must be a limit to borrowing flowers and presenting Buddha, is there anyone to thank me?" He paused, maybe He felt that these two people could indeed ignore him, so he said, "Forget it, I'll say it first, you're welcome."

He also lowered his head and took a water chestnut to eat, while eating, he vaguely told Xu Liao what was going to happen next.

The car arrived at another film and television base, and the filming of the script of the third world was about to begin.

Literature is a private matter, and it cannot please everyone, and not every reader can empathize with it, just like the corals and swimming fish in the aquarium are beautiful and lovely, but few people will study the species of creatures in them With "habits", most people just glance at it at a glance, so they have a lot of thoughts to enter this new world.

The same is true for Huang Pu. The literature he created after reconciling with his best friend is not as popular as before, but there are many more readers who resonate with him. At this moment, he falls in love with a woman at first sight, so he has a third a dream.

The crew was short of manpower, and the stylists were too busy. Xu Liao didn't mind wearing this costume for a while longer, anyway, the first world had already wrapped up, and his role was scheduled late.

Cui Yuanshan was also busy, probably because his own was robbed, he just took Xu Liao's bowl away, and went out to greet everyone.

Ying Su wiped his hands clean and came over to help Xu Liao tidy up his hair. This set of wigs was very heavy, and layers of hair were glued onto it. The amount of hair was surprisingly large. Neither of them dared to move for fear of falling off a few pieces. He didn't know it, and the almighty manager only dared to push it behind his ears.

"Is that water chestnut sweet?" Xu Liao sat on the chair and saw Ying Su standing behind him supporting his shoulders. The chair was not too short, and the two of them were reflected in the makeup mirror. feeling.

"Very sweet." Ying Su's voice was light and slightly hoarse.

Xu Liao laughed lightly, thought for a while and said, "Shall we go for a walk?"

"Now?" Ying Su was a little surprised.

Xu Liao didn't take it seriously, nodded, stood up first, and walked out. Although there are no taboos in the design of clothes, they also have a very obvious style. Fortunately, he had specially trained his feet before, so he walked like walking on the wind and riding clouds, and his posture was ethereal and agile.

Before Ying Su could chase him out, the other party had already disappeared into Jiangnan's spring.

The girl Huang Pu likes is a typical Jiangnan beauty, she smiles without showing her teeth, speaks softly, and has poetic and picturesque eyes in her eyes, so the location of this time's location shooting has a similar style.

The rain had just stopped in the morning, and at this time the air still seemed to be thick with countless water vapors. Xu Liao walked to the bridge, his hair fluttering slightly in the wind, the gloom seemed to have disappeared, and he turned around to look at the Turning to Ying Su, maybe it was the weather, or maybe it was because of the unremoved makeup, Xu Liao's eyebrows and eyes seemed to be carefully painted and modified by the artist to the point of perfection, standing in the breeze and smiling with his eyebrows lowered, he looked like Xu Liao himself, It's like another person.

Seeking immortals and asking questions, and enjoying the world, even if it is an extremely joyful thing.

However, there is nothing wrong with being loyal to one's own emotions and desires.

What choice does a person make when he has a treasure, hide it forever and ever, or show it openly to the world.Xu Liao is by no means one of those gorgeous and expensive dead things, he neither records history, nor can he be called precious, his flesh and blood, he has what everyone should have, so he can't be regarded as cherished.

The value of Xu Liao lies in his differences.

Ying Su is his manager, so of course he understands that no matter what, the public relationship will inevitably hit Xu Liao's career to a certain extent. Although he can no longer be called a rising period, he is not considered stable. When walking up, the blueprint for charity has been planned, the next works, awards, partners...

Traffic is slowly turning into actual benefits, there is a male lover, Xu Liao's potential competitors can't wait to laugh, there are many homophobic and vicious people in the circle, as well as the media.No one cares whether this relationship is sincere or not. Squeezing heat and gaining attention is a lively event for netizens. Private emotions are spread across the world. The reality is not a movie, so there are so many good wishes.

But Ying Su couldn't help thinking of that conversation again in his mind, he never thought that the person who advised him to be more casual would be his father who has always been well-behaved.

In terms of emotion and reason, public and private, Ying Su should carefully carve and polish Xu Liao so that he can be perfectly displayed under the camera without any weaknesses. well-done.

Xu Liao was born to belong to the stage.

Ying Su really loved him, his heart ached, his heart of iron and stone turned into flesh and blood, crushed to pieces by reality.Xu Liao is only in his twenties now, and his achievements are already extraordinary. I don’t know how many people have made red eyes in private. "Sexual" orientation is still a problem for society today. He is willing to tell everyone openly that he is willing to bear all this. Some suffer harshly.

But how could Yingsu be willing to do so.

In fact, it is not a bad idea to delay discussing this matter after [-] years. Taking this road ahead of time will undoubtedly add many obstacles to the future.What's more, the celebrities in the circle, even if they are married, most of them are in their thirties, and they dare to speak to their fans only after their careers have stabilized.

There are thousands of thoughts and thoughts, thinking hard, but in fact, I have already understood clearly in my heart, and then I turned it out and rearranged it, but I was aroused by a sentence and couldn't calm down.

You don't have to do the right thing, you can also do what you like.

"Come here." Xu Liao called him on the bridge, his voice pierced through the hazy water mist, both real and illusory, just like the singing of a mermaid on the sea, carrying an irresistible temptation.

Ying Su stepped up the bridge and walked to him. With the help of his loose clothes, Xu Liao boldly stretched out his hand, clasped his lover's fingers with his slender fingers, and pressed his palms together. The warmth spread to his bones. The two stood together. Looking at the water on the bridge, the man turned his head quietly, as if he was casual and accustomed to it, and said quietly: "I have always wanted to do this since before."

"How?" Ying Su asked him.

"In this way, standing here with you, it doesn't matter if I'm wearing daily clothes or costumes." Xu Liao stood on tiptoe, his voice was soft and lowered, and his tongue was burning with love, "We will be in the same scene, I love you, everyone knows that you are mine, no one is allowed to think about it, no one can think about it, what kind of official match, La Lang, it can only be extended from us."

Ying Su couldn't hear his own voice, he looked at Xu Liao in the fog, and left the production crew far away from the world of mortals, the noise and clamor had nothing to do with them.

"If you were an actor, you must be a very good actor, but fortunately you are not." Xu Liaoji stared at him seriously, "Because in this case, you can only be mine, mine alone."

That's it.

Ying Su thought.

That's it, when his reason turned to ashes, he couldn't give up. Those surging selfish desires kept clamoring, and it was useless to tell him how to think about those "rational" facts. Joy and happiness really covered up too many emotions, which made people uncontrollable Own.

"Do you think I'm clingy?" Xu Liao asked him a little nervously. In fact, he wanted to ask more about how my father-in-law thought of me.

After all, Xu Liao had just realized what a terrifying existence stood behind Cui Yuanshan, and since the two parents were friends, Ying Su's father was not really a kind person.Money is meaningless sometimes, but sometimes it creates too much meaning.It will make people's choices create countless new branches, and no one knows which path the other party appreciates more.

So after thinking about it, if Ying Su is willing to go hand in hand with him, no matter how many winds, frosts, rains and snows in the road ahead, there is no need to be afraid.

"will not."

There are rivers hidden in Ying Su's eyes, and the misty mist floats in the air, making people unable to see through his emotions, and the countless emotional surges made him completely suppressed.

For the first time, he realized that he also wanted to kiss Xu Liao openly and openly in public.

The author has something to say: Contestant Cui Yuanshan, at least got a bowl of water chestnuts that were not much left!

Of course material is more important than spirit!so he won