Hades will not accept

Sure enough, as Chu An said, last time it was because he was not proficient in operating, which caused him to suspect that he was going to hell.This time he felt much more comfortable. After successfully passing through the grotesque memory fragments, he appeared at the hospital gate in the form of a completely free soul.

Wei Yi, who was standing next to him, looked solemn, dialed and pressed Jiang Yixing's phone number.After repeating this several times, he finally got through to Jiang Yixing at [-]:[-].

He knew that Jiang Yixing was waiting for Shen Yu, but Shen Yu was already lying in the hospital morgue, his body temperature was disappearing little by little, and he couldn't bear it.Even the person involved, Shen Yu, who saw this process with his own eyes, still felt that it was too cruel a fact.

"Boss Jiang," he looked up at the reporters and media who were blocked at the entrance of the building and blocked the hospital. The remaining half of the sentence was choked in his throat for a long time before he said: "Director Shen has an accident."

Seeing that he hung up the phone, Shen Yu temporarily called his assistant over to deal with the media with long guns and short guns, and then he stood at the side door of the hospital and waited for Jiang Yixing.

Shen Yu also stood beside him and waited. Jiang Yixing originally wanted to know the news of his death at the first time, but by accident, he became the last person to know because of his presumptuous assertion.

They stood at the side door and waited for [-] minutes. When the bodyguards and hospital security saw Jiang Yixing's car coming, they immediately formed a human wall and isolated the cameras and microphones at the main entrance of the hospital.

Jiang Yixing got off the car and was escorted into the hospital building by bodyguards. He turned around and glanced at the reporters and media outside the door, tightened his suit and asked Wei Yi, "Where is he?"

Shen Yu followed him into the morgue again, wanting to comfort him.When he came to Menghuideng before and saw Jiang Yixing's hard-working secret love, he was going to be heartbroken, but now he saw Jiang Yixing who had lost his lover for ten years - Shen Yu didn't even dare to look into his eyes, didn't dare to look at him Heart ashes look.

The entrance of the mortuary was also tightly blocked by security guards and bodyguards, and the reporters who came with them couldn't take pictures. Jiang Yixing entered the mortuary with his head down.

In the empty room, Shen Yu stood in the corner, and the cold light shone on the lifeless him lying on the bed. Next to the bed was Jiang Yixing, who was staring down at him—if he didn’t know how much Jiang Yixing loved him, then he would definitely Misunderstood the calm expression on his face, as calm as if he was not surprised by his death at all.

He didn't have a single tear, he just put his hand on the wound on his forehead and stroked gently and slowly.Then down the wound, it was his blood-stained eyebrows.

Han Chen, who arrived later, had a pack of wet wipes in his hand. He shook his hands and handed one to Jiang Yixing. Jiang Yixing wiped the wound and eyebrows of Shen Yu on the bed, and said, "Are you afraid? If you are afraid, go out." .”

Han Chen shook his head and squeezed the wet wipe in his hand: "Boss Jiang, you... your condolences..."

Jiang Yixing wiped his eyebrows clean without saying a word, followed by the corners of his mouth and cheeks, and his beautiful neck.

He patiently changed the wet wipes one after another, and cleaned up the face of Shen Yu, who couldn't speak, breathe, and whose heart was no longer beating, just like the tree he saw ten years ago. A young man enjoying the shade.

Wei Yi was meeting with the police outside, while Han Chen stood silently at the door watching Jiang Yixing lift the white cloth off his body, and carefully began to arrange his clothes.

Shen Yu finally plucked up the courage to walk over and stand by his side, he reached out to hold the back of Jiang Yixing's hand.But he didn't dare to touch him, fearing that it would affect the trajectory of reality, so he clenched his trembling hand into a fist against his mouth, and his teeth left clearly visible marks on the back of his hand.

He seemed to feel Jiang Yixing's sadness, and even magnified it several times to perceive the unbridled despair in his heart.

Jiang Yixing was still arranging his clothes, and only then did he notice that he was wearing an off-white sweater that day, with a sweater chain on his chest.He was staring at the blood-stained chain when he suddenly felt a tingling pain in his fingertips.

He raised his hand to check carefully, except for the scabbed wound before, there was no new addition, so this is——

"Boss Jiang! Are you okay?"

Han Chen stepped over and handed Jiang Yixing a dry tissue, "Be careful, because the windshield is all broken, there may be a lot of glass shards...don't scratch it."

Shen Yu didn't have time to see which finger of Qingjiang Yixing was scratched, a sudden sharp pain swept over his chest, he couldn't breathe and could only grab the bed sheet and squatted on the ground, so as to relieve the pressure on his heart and breathe a little No matter how much he adjusted his breath, he couldn't relieve the dull pain in his heart.

He could hardly see everything in front of him clearly, and Jiang Yixing's hanging hand in front of him would become two.

"it hurts......"

Shen Yu's tears were about to hurt, he just wanted to grab Jiang Yixing's hand in helplessness, and wanted him to hug him so that he could feel more comfortable and drive this inexplicable pain out of his body.His hand was shaking more than before, and when he was about to touch Jiang Yixing, he suddenly saw drops of hot blood rolling down the fingertips of Jiang Yixing's left ring finger to the ground.

"How come..." Shen Yu raised his hand, and he tried to touch the place where Jiang Yixing was scratched on his hand. As soon as he touched the side of his finger, a burst of electric current passed through his whole body as if he had been electrocuted. The intact skin started to hurt again, as if blood was about to flow out in the next second, he quickly retracted his fingers.

The pain in his heart made his stomach churn, and he couldn't help clenching his teeth and covering his mouth. Seeing Jiang Yixing who was still cleaning up the glass shards on his body, his movements and expressions were so normal that they couldn't be more normal.

At this moment, Shen Yu felt that his heart had been dug out by life and thrown into the thorny and overgrown woods. First, it rolled around on the ground and became dirty, and then it was raised by stones on the ground. Rolling up, he was scratched by hard rocks, and rolled into the cold stream, almost frozen.

He managed to rush over to pick it up and protect it in his arms, but suddenly he was hit by something on the back, and he fell to the ground, with a dull pain in his back, and at the same time a heart flew out of his hand, and was pierced by the overgrown branches. After the puncture was riddled with holes, it rolled to the ground.

Then, tens of thousands of ants came over, smelling the smell of blood, and climbed onto the still beating heart, bit by bit torn apart the flesh and blood, and then called their companions to rush over from all directions.

Shen Yu thought, his heart should be crushed.

Jiang Yixing didn't say a word from the beginning to the end. He arranged the body and the clothes on it, and hugged Shen Yu under Han Chen's surprised eyes.

Han Chen instinctively stopped him: "Boss Jiang! What are you doing!"

"Get out of the way, I'll take him back."

There was no warmth in Jiang Yixing's voice, but there were traces of tremors on his arms - his fingers scratched more than one place, and his hands were covered in blood at this time, and he didn't know which finger scratched him so badly.Every time he took a step forward, Shen Yu's hand felt a sharp pain.

"Mr. Jiang, we have already contacted the funeral company, you—"

As soon as Han Chen's words came out, Jiang Yixing, who had already walked out of the iron gate, turned his head and squinted at him. After a moment of silence, he finally said, "No one is allowed to touch him."

Shen Yu followed him vaguely, through the long corridor, the sensor lights were on one after another, and occasionally a few flashed a few times and then went out.Behind him was the sound of Han Chen hanging up Wei Yi's phone and catching up with him. He was almost knocked to the ground by Han Chen, struggled a few times to get up, and followed up with the wall.

Wei Yi had already driven the car to a hidden side door of the mortuary and waited. Seeing Jiang Yixing coming out with Shen Yu in his arms, he hurriedly got out of the car and opened the rear door for him.

He and Han Chen looked at each other, neither of them dared to ask anything, they just closed the car door silently and stood beside the car carefully watching Jiang Yixing's expression.

Shen Yu leaned against the side of the car and panted heavily, he felt that the cells in his body were broken, the bones were broken, even the blood had no temperature, it was frozen into icicles and flowed along the direction of flow, smashing his heart to pieces.

He couldn't imagine that Jiang Yixing was in such pain back then.

He finally knew why Jiang Yixing would say that - I waited for you to love me for ten years, until I was about to die.

Did you endure such pain and continue to wait for me because of one of my unclear words?Shen Yu thought, letting me know the truth is more uncomfortable than letting me be wiped out.

Right now, he didn't have time to think about the cause and effect, so he quickly got into the car and sat on the passenger seat while Jiang Yixing opened the car door to talk to Wei Yi and Han Chen.

When Jiang Yixing got back into the car and put on his seat belt, he also conditioned himself to pull the seat belt, saying to himself: "If you can see me, the first thing you need to do is ask me to wear the seat belt... .” Panting slightly, he loosened the safety buckle in his hand, feeling a little more painful than before.

Shen Yu was almost in tears, unable to imagine how the people around him rushed to the hospital when they received the news of his death, and they insisted on taking him home with what kind of mood.He turned his head to look at himself who was lying quietly in the back row, and then turned his head to look at Jiang Yixing who was pursing his lips.

"I'm really sorry...I didn't expect..." He didn't know whether to comfort him or himself, he covered his face with his hands, took a deep breath and slowly adjusted to the organ in his chest that was broken into pieces pain.

Then Jiang Yixing slammed on the accelerator and drove the car out of the hospital. He stared at the front and clenched the gear lever tightly, as if he wanted to crush it.

Shen Yu drowsily was awake and confused repeatedly in the car, his nails had been embedded in his palms, and the scabbed wounds on his fingertips began to bleed again, he felt that if he never reached his destination again or Jiang Yixing was always so sad, then he really To die again.

He accidentally hit his head on the car window and made a bang sound. Jiang Yixing immediately turned around and took a look. After finding nothing unusual, he looked ahead again and drove the car on the expressway around the city.At that moment when he saw Qing Jiang Yixing, his eyes immediately became sore.

He hoped that Jiang Yixing could see him. If he could see him, would it make him feel better now?

Seeing the scenery outside the window becoming more and more unfamiliar, Shen Yu quickly realized that this was not their way home at all, and he subconsciously asked, "Where are you going..."

Jiang Yixing naturally didn't respond, he stepped on the accelerator harder and harder, and the speed reached 160 within ten seconds.

Shen Yu involuntarily grasped the cushion, he clenched his teeth, besides the dull pain that made him almost suffocate, there was also a huge panic in his heart.The speed of the car has reached 180, and the sound of the engine is constantly amplified in his ears, and his heart is pounding like it is about to jump out of his throat.

He saw Jiang Yixing finally had a different expression on his face, and he also felt an indescribable sense of relief and relief.He didn't know the origin of these emotions, and he also felt that they couldn't find a reasonable outlet, they kept colliding in his mind, and finally, with a soft and decisive smile at the corner of Jiang Yixing's mouth, it became horrifying in vain.

Is this person going to-

Although Shen Yu said in his heart ten thousand times that he could not interfere with what had happened, he always felt that he had to do something at this very moment.He is very clear that Jiang Yixing's current behavior is very dangerous, maybe he just wants to vent, or maybe he wants to do something very extreme, such as dying with Shen Yu.

Whether it's the former or the latter, it's not what Shen Yu wants to see.After experiencing the inner struggle, he said to himself: "Meng Po, Chu An, you have seen, if I don't intervene now, if something happens to him—"

Shen Yu suddenly stopped while talking, like waking up from a dream.

If he didn't intervene, and something happened to Jiang Yixing, not only could he be reincarnated, but Jiang Yixing wouldn't have to pay such a high price to keep himself by his side. In a sense - is this a good thing?

He looked at Shu Yang, who was faintly glowing with blue light on his wrist, and fell into a conflict.He didn't want to see Jiang Yixing suffer so much for himself later, nor did he want to witness his death that might be coming soon.

What the hell should he do.

Shen Yu inserted two hands into his hair and almost pulled out a bunch of hairs. He was about to reach out to touch Jiang Yixing as soon as he was cruel, but a voice came out of nowhere to stop him in time.

The sound was so loud that Shen Yu immediately forgot what he was going to do.

"Dreaming back to the lamp does not change life and death, don't forget what you came in for."

Goosebumps suddenly appeared all over his body, and the outstretched hand was suddenly withdrawn and hugged tightly in front of his chest.

However, his behavior seemed to have brought punishment, and the pain that had been relieved just now came again.

Not far ahead was a familiar fork in the road, Jiang Yixing finally slowed down, changed lanes and got off the expressway at the exit.

Shen Yu took the time to think about this intersection, sweating all over his head, and finally captured the fragment of this place in the flashback memory, and then he no longer had the mind to think about where this person was going to drive, and all his thoughts were concentrated on Clenched teeth.

He even felt that his gums were about to bleed if he gritted his teeth any longer, and he hadn't reached his destination yet.He was like a car sick person who was looking forward to the end of the journey immediately. It might be much better to get out of the car and take a few breaths of fresh air.

However, he passed out from the pain and didn't even wait for Jiang Yixing to stop.

No matter how good Po Meng's skills are, his journey from this time to that time is not very good.

When Shen Yu regained consciousness, he immediately knew that he had changed the scene again. After all, he was familiar with this lamp again, and it knew exactly what he had done.

He rubbed his eyes and sat up, and before he could see the surrounding scenery clearly, he was terribly frozen.Although strictly speaking, there is nothing less afraid of the cold than ghosts, but he is already like a human being. When the temperature dropped a few days ago, he asked Jiang Yixing to add a windbreaker to himself-in fact, it was not one, he was pestering Jiang Yixing After trying on clothes for himself in the mall for two hours, Jiang Yixing had no choice but to buy all the clothes he had looked at more.

Just like before, as long as Shen Yu looked at it more, or even looked at things, he bought everything he could.It's hard to say whether Jiang Yixing is considered a prodigal or not. In short, he just silently pleases Shen Yu in various ways, and Shen Yu has never received a gift from him outside of the wedding anniversary.

Shen Yu now thinks, Jiang Yixing can buy so much, how many things does he still have not given to himself?In addition to the few sets of clothes at home and the limited pair of shoes that I confessed before, I guess there are many more.

He slowed down for a while and found that he woke up lying in the original small villa, and it was clearly the spring season, but he was shivering from the cold.

Jiang Yixing passed by the sofa where he was sleeping, smelled of alcohol all over his body, and walked like his legs were tied with knots, Shen Yu looked at him in a mess like a tramp, and frowned Quickly followed up.

He soon discovered that the centrally controlled air conditioner in the entire villa was blowing cold air, and the independent air conditioner was also blowing cold air.Jiang Yixing wore a thin pajamas, pushed open the door of the living room with bare feet, the bottle of beer in his hand was half full, opened the door and sat at the door.

The wine bottle was placed beside him, and he leaned against the door frame. Shen Yu walked behind him and found that his eyes were on the two-story "small western-style building" in Xuanxuan.Xuanxuan is no longer in the yard, probably sent to a friend's house for foster care.

Since Shen Yu knew Jiang Yixing, the most embarrassing time he had seen him was the last time he went home drunk after meeting Yama.He originally thought that this was the first time Jiang Yixing lost his composure, but he couldn't believe it until he was standing behind Jiang Yixing, such a Jiang Yixing had appeared a long time ago.

And I don't know how many more times in the past ten years.

Standing behind Jiang Yixing, he carefully reprimanded him for his silence and decadence. When he thought that he would lose this person in more than ten days, his heart ached so much that he wanted to bend down and hug him.

But it's obvious that I failed him, so what position do I have to blame him?Didn't he say that he could respond to him before?

Jiang Yixing sees it too thoroughly, that's why he said that he waited until he loved him until he died, and waited until he was almost dead before he said "I love you too."

However, how much Jiang Yixing listened to this sentence "I love you too" - he must still not be able to believe that he is really in love now, after all, in those ten years he behaved like a "no love, no hate" "People, once they openly love him, how can a person who has been silent for ten years believe in him, and how can he feel safe.

He said that he didn't want to repeat his mistakes in the next life, but in fact he still wasn't confident enough in this relationship.Shen Yu guessed that it was because Jiang Yixing had been in love for too long alone, but he himself had been in love too late.

He then sat down beside Jiang Yixing, hugged his knees and turned his head to look at his red cheeks, his lifeless and empty eyes, his high nose bridge, his thin lips that would kiss him tenderly, and his The Adam's apple that slides up and down when swallowing, and then down, it seems to see his heart full of holes.

The author says:

Step by step towards the end, Mr. Jiang's paranoia seems to be getting more and more... emm I hope everyone will not be scared when you read these chapters, our Mr. Jiang really loves Shen Yu so much, and Shen Yu slowly I also started to look back and think about my love and Mr. Jiang's love, and then find a relatively balanced point in this relationship, and do what I want to do more firmly.After finishing, balance the word count of each chapter when revising the essay.