Hades will not accept

Shen Yu was sensitive, so he quickly pulled Jiang Yixing down to sit on the seat, and asked him while cleaning the table: "Your complexion doesn't look well, do you have a cold?"

Then he turned around and threw the garbage into the trash can, put his hand on Jiang Yixing's forehead and touched it, and found that the temperature was normal, but there were fine beads of sweat oozing out.

At this time Jiang Yixing tried his best to maintain a calm expression on his face, clenched his back molars and took a few breaths of air-conditioning, stood up without saying a word, gently pushed Shen Yu away and rushed into the toilet.

He bit his lower lip tightly and didn't dare to open his mouth, fearing that if he spoke, he would collapse from exhaustion—his whole body was in excruciating pain, like being bitten by thousands of ants, like crawling through a mountain of knives and a sea of ​​fire, from his limbs to his heart, bit by bit he was burned The pain was unbearable, scratching all his will.

Standing in front of the mirror, he could barely raise his head to look at himself, whose face was terribly pale now. The severe pain in his body made his fingers grasping the edge of the sink slowly tighten, almost torn off his nails, and seemed to want to Nails dig into the palm of the hand.

He couldn't tell where the pain was.

Shen Yu was still knocking on the door anxiously, hitting the translucent glass with his palm, "What's wrong with you?! You're talking! Jiang Yixing——"

Jiang Yixing immediately turned on the faucet, leaned over and took two handfuls of water to slap on his face, shaking his lips and said slowly: "It's okay, my stomach hurts..."

"Stomach pain? I, I'm going to find medicine for you, you wait for me!" Hearing this, Shen Yu turned around and ran back to the bedroom. When searching, his hands shook so much that he couldn't hold things steadily, and almost knocked the medicine box over on the ground .

This pain like tearing the body did not appear suddenly. In fact, Jiang Yixing began to feel it since yesterday afternoon. He knew what was going on with him—he was sharing his life with Shen Yu, and this process had to be experienced, but He didn't expect to be so much ahead of time.

When the deal with Yan Wang was concluded, Yan Wang "kindly" reminded him that this process was not so easy, during which he would suffer from constant pain in his limbs and prone to memory confusion.When he made such a deal, he didn't have the concept of "extreme pain" in his mind, but at this moment, the deep feeling reminded him that he was trading his time for Shen Yu.

At this time, he could only keep awake by pouring cold water on his face. He knew it would be very difficult, but he didn't expect it to be so uncomfortable.

In addition to the advice given to him by Hades, when the old man handed him the beads on Shen Yu's wrist, he also solemnly reminded him and asked him if he could bear this kind of pain that ordinary people couldn't bear.

He never thought of being afraid when he held the beads in his hands.

Pain is pain, no pain is pain to death.

The physical pain is nothing compared to the pain when Shen Yu was lost.

He slid down against the wall, sat on the ground, put his fingers on the upper and lower teeth and bit them fiercely, trying to maintain consciousness.

——He has to wait for Shen Yu to come over and then open the door for him, otherwise Shen Yu will be in a hurry

And over there, Shen Yu couldn't find stomach medicine. After searching the room and the living room, he could only carry all the medicines that had the effect of "pain relief" and ran to the door of the toilet.

He was so anxious that he was sweating profusely, and he also vaguely realized that Jiang Yixing's behavior was not as simple as a stomachache at all. Various scary scenes flashed in his mind. Knocking on the door made a wound, and immediately blood seeped through the pajama pants, staining a piece of clothing red.

He lowered his head and glanced, the pain caused him to instinctively stretch out his hand to cover it, and his heart became even more flustered.

"Jiang Yixing, open the door, it hurts...I brought you the medicine, open the door quickly!" He didn't have time to treat the wound, let the blood flow down the bottom of his trousers, limped to the toilet door and continued to knock on the door .

Hearing Shen Yu's knock on the door, Jiang Yixing, who was sitting on the ground against the wall inside, stood up unconsciously, pressed all his strength on the doorknob and pressed it down, and saw Shen Yu's anxious look when he opened the door , he collapsed into that man's arms exhausted, and lost consciousness and passed out before he could say "I'm fine, don't worry."

However, this unconscious feeling didn't last long, Jiang Yixing felt that he saw the two people sitting on the ground clinging to each other in the mist again.Same as last time, but a little different.

Now his feet are covered with thorns, and his eyes are covered with thick fog.He was still like last time, trying to clear the fog and approach the two of them, trying to see the two of them clearly—maybe there could be communication, he had too many questions to ask.

He was enduring the stinging pain of the soles of his feet and walked forward, but Shen Yu suddenly appeared behind him, hugging his waist and dragging him back.

The two fell to the ground, Shen Yu kept crying and apologized to him, carefully took his bruised hand, frantically wiped his bleeding soles with his sleeves, kissed him tenderly with tears streaming down his face, and then He tightly hugged the bruised and bruised him and refused to let go.

He couldn't understand Shen Yu's panic and fear at the moment, and wanted to talk to Shen Yu to let him not worry, but when he lowered his head, he saw that Shen Yu's ten fingers were almost broken and bleeding.

He had no time to care about the two people in the distance, so he put Shen Yu's fingers in his mouth and licked off the blood stains with his warm tongue.He obviously felt that he was going to be torn apart when he moved, but he felt even more distressed about Shen Yu, and gently blew on the wound on his fingertips.

With a daze, he saw those two people disappearing into the mist again, and gradually he couldn't feel Shen Yu beside him.

Without support, Jiang Yixing closed his eyes and fell into darkness.

Later, he didn't know how long his consciousness had been wandering in the unknown chaos. He finally gathered up some strength, moved his eyelids and saw the light entering his line of sight, and when he turned his head with difficulty, he saw Shen Yu's hand. There are really small scabs on the hands and fingers.

Then he thought, he wasn't dead yet—or he was indeed dead, but as long as Shen Yu was still by his side, he couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.

He touched Shen Yu with his fingers little by little, and was immediately held tightly by the man's backhand.

Immediately after, he felt the moist heat on his lips, saw Shen Yu put a sip of water into his mouth, and asked him eagerly, "Is there any discomfort?"

He only felt that shaking his head was an answer, and Shen Yu threw himself down and hugged him, a gentle liquid flowed down his neck to his neck, he raised his hand and patted Shen Yu's back to comfort him, he was extremely tired He fell asleep again.

After Jiang Yixing woke up briefly, Shen Yu hugged him and refused to let go. He sat on the bedside in this position for two days and two nights, communicating with Chu An through the yellowed paper.

After Jiang Yixing fainted that day, he had an intuition that he didn't have a stomachache. His first reaction was to take the piece of paper out of his sleeve and look at it. On it, only Chu An asked him to contact him immediately. He pricked his finger in the way Chu An said. Jian wrote on the paper and waited all day for Chu An's reply.

Chu An told him that Jiang Yixing was fine, even if he seemed to be dying of pain, fainted once, twice or even fell asleep all the time, he would not die.At the same time, he also told Shen Yu the whole truth, including the part that Jiang Yixing himself did not know.

——At this time, Jiang Yixing's life is no longer his own, but that of the Wheelless Realm.

Shen Yu felt that this kind of communication was really a waste of time, so he asked Chu An why he couldn't meet and talk to him. After a moment of silence on Chu An's side, he asked him if Jiang Yixing gave him anything.

He looked at the two hands that he hugged Jiang Yixing and folded on his arm, and instantly understood why Jiang Yixing gave him the string of beads.

He said, I have a string of beads in my hand.

Chu An told him that it might be that Jiang Yi acted to prevent him from having any further contact with the underworld, in exchange for the same price.After receiving his message, it took me a whole day to contact him with the assistance of my colleagues.

Now Jiang Yixing has cut off all escape routes, and he is determined to force him to stay in the world, even if it is only a ray of soul, even if it is only half a year.

Shen Yu didn't write for a long time, hugged Jiang Yixing tightly and cried again.

He thought, it's better not to talk to this person, his insignificant love is not worth mentioning in front of him, he is not qualified to negotiate at all.

Even if it is him himself, there is no reason why he can snatch the person he loves most from Jiang Yixing's side.

At this time, Jiang Yixing had been in a coma for the fourth day, and on the fourth night, Shen Yu finally figured it out, and at the same time he was a little desperate.

He told Chu An, please find a way to "dispose of" himself quickly, whether reincarnation is wiped out, in short, let him disappear before Jiang Yixing persistently sacrifices his life and his "life after life", so simply and neatly Cutting off the entanglement and ending without a problem in this life, you can continue to write the story of two people in the next life, whether it is sad or happy, even if the entanglement is more regrettable than this life, but at least there can be an encounter and a beginning.

He made a plan to establish a relationship with Meng Po, and if he didn't drink the last bowl of Meng Po soup, he could find Jiang Yixing as soon as possible in the next life.He has already thought about how he will love him more than Jiang Yixing loves himself in the next life, so he can't let Jiang Yixing just disappear in the Wheelless Realm.

——He needs a chance, a chance to love Jiang Yixing and make his heart more firm.

Why can he just perfect himself without saying a word, obviously he also loves him, although he missed it and wasted a long time, but it is always good to make up for it.

Jiang Yixing was still sleeping in his arms. Shen Yu tried to take off the string of beads, but repeated several times to no avail. The more he tried, the more than a dozen beads kept tightening, almost making him think that his wrist was about to be crushed and broken. up.

Why is this thing the same as Chu An's spirit binding rope?He slanders.

At the same time, he thought that he had to go to the underworld. Chu An told him that because of authority issues, the reason why Shen Yu could not be reincarnated after investigation is not only his fate, but also because his affairs behind him were not handled properly. Go check it out.

Shen Yu was trying to untie the beads on his wrist, when suddenly a ridiculous thought flashed through his mind.

He immediately bit off the last fingertip with intact skin, watched the blood come out, and wrote on the paper to express his thoughts to Chu An.

After he finished writing, he looked down at the scabbed fingers, kissed Jiang Yixing's closed eyes, and said to him softly: "You use your time and body and mind to transform me from a dead person into a living person, into flesh and blood. people, even at such a terrible price--

Jiang Yixing, I have nothing to repay in this life, only to love you constantly, for life after life, I beg you to give me this opportunity, don't just let me lose you... The taste of loss is so bitter, you have the heart to let me Do I taste this? "

He kissed him with tears, his eyelashes twitched and hugged him tightly, as if he wanted to become one with him, suffer with him, and die with him.

Sleeping until the morning of the fifth day, when Jiang Yixing woke up, Shen Yu wasn't there, his limbs were still limp from exhaustion, but because he didn't see Shen Yu, he didn't even think about lifting the quilt before getting out of bed.The obvious pain when the soles of his feet touched the ground reminded him of the thorns all over the ground in the mist. For a moment, he couldn't tell whether he had really gone for a walk, and for a moment he knelt on the ground carelessly.

He fell to the ground with a muffled sound, Shen Yu threw the chopsticks in his hand and ran back to the bedroom after hearing it in the kitchen.

"You're awake!" He rushed to the bed and helped Jiang Yixing up, "Are there any discomforts? - Does your stomach still hurt?"

Jiang Yixing shook his head and couldn't speak, feeling a little sick.

"I, I cooked porridge for you, but I'm not very good at cooking, so I'll bring it here for you." Shen Yu helped him back to the bed and leaned against the head of the bed, pulled the quilt up and covered him again, and smiled apologetically at him Smile: "If you really can't eat later, you can ask Han Chen to deliver food to you. I have been contacting them with your mobile phone these days, saying that you are sick and need to rest for a few days."

Jiang Yixing wanted to talk to Shen Yu too much, but his throat was too dry to speak, he tried to cough twice, Shen Yu immediately understood, and poured half a glass of water from the thermos on the table for him.

He was really thirsty, and he felt better after taking a sip of the drink and slowly swallowing it in his mouth.

"Is it better?" Shen Yu sat on the edge of the bed and patted his heart to help him stabilize his breathing and heartbeat rhythm.

Jiang Yixing's face was still very pale, Shen Yu couldn't help but want to ask him if it hurts.

He also wanted to tell him that he was in pain too—after learning about his paranoid and almost crazy determination from Chu An, he also followed him to the point where the pain couldn't be worse.

But he also knew that no matter how painful it was, it would not be as painful as Jiang Yixing.There is really no way in this life to make up for the ten years that this person loved alone.

Jiang Yixing looked at Shen Yu, his expression turned from pain to tenderness, he moved his lips, and said in a very low voice, "Kiss me, I'll be fine..."

Shen Yu's frown was finally relaxed, he curled the corners of his mouth and smiled, lowered his head without saying a word, gently held his two thin lips, and kissed him tenderly, with a heart attached to his, for a moment After he felt that his breathing was not stable, he reluctantly let go of him, patiently licked the body fluid from the corners of his lips, and then whispered in his ear: "Starting today, our heartbeats are the same, and our blood is the same. , love is the same, I forbid you to love me more than I love you."

Jiang Yixing raised his arm to touch the tip of his hair, wanting to say yes, but after a moment of silence, he was still reluctant to say it.

After a while, Shen Yu was sitting by the bed with a bowl of vegetable porridge, feeding Jiang Yixing while blowing the cold in small mouthfuls.

After taking a few bites, he was finally able to speak normally, and the first thing he said was to tell Shen Yu, don't worry, I'm fine.

Shen Yu put down the bowl, wiped the corners of his mouth with a tissue, and said, "I don't worry, if you die, we will reincarnate together. I am three years older than you. I, when you were 15 years old, fell in love with you secretly." , even if you are a stalker, I will chase you."

He picked it up again, scooped up a spoonful of cooling water and fed it to him: "It doesn't matter if you don't agree, I also insisted on marrying you when I was 25 and you were 22, and I had a crush on you for ten years. , Confess to the 28-year-old you."

After Jiang Yixing swallowed it, he laughed: "Then I will laugh at you for not being able to say anything about your secret love for ten years, and at the same time promise you."

"Okay," Shen Yu lowered his head, with a gentler smile than before, and said, "I will also give my life for you because I love you so much."

Jiang Yixing was stunned for a moment, then pinched his cheek: "What nonsense."

Shen Yu didn't speak any more, packed up the dishes and took them to the kitchen to wash them, went back to the bedroom, lifted the quilt and got in, leaned against Jiang Yixing, hugged him, and looked at him in a daze.

"what happened?"

"I have a question to ask you." Shen Yu said.

Jiang Yixing moved upwards, and Shen Yu took a pillow and stuffed it behind his waist, leaning against his heart to listen to the sound of his heart beating.

He didn't wait for Jiang Yixing to say that he could ask, he asked on his own:

"Mr. Jiang, is my cemetery luxurious?"

Jiang Yixing heard his half-joking tone, glanced at him, and said, "Luxury, very beautiful."

——His Shen Yu really can't lie at all.

I don't know love for ten years, and once I fall in love, I will only write my love on my face and say it in my words. It is full of flaws, and I can easily regain the initiative.

Shen Yu asked: "Really? Are there large patches of acacias around, which bloom delicately and fragrantly in summer."

"Well, there are acacias that you like, and I take good care of them, just like you."

Jiang Yixing's fingertips rubbed against his lips, his whole body was so gentle that it was a bit like a warm spring breeze, and also like a lingering clear spring.

Shen Yu asked again: "Is the journey to my graveyard smooth and the birds are singing and the flowers are fragrant?"

"Yes, I blocked the weeds around, paved the road well with stones, and it was safe to walk on. I planted gardenias along the way."

Shen Yu asked the last question with a flash of light in his eyes: "Did you lie to me, do I really have a grave?"

Jiang Yixing was silent for a long, long time, until the tears on Shen Yu's face were almost dry, he hugged him and lay down, his arms supported his upper body, he fiddled with his hair with one hand, then bent down and kissed him, his tongue outlined his trembling lips petals, moving gently between his upper and lower teeth.

"I didn't lie to you, I built a kingdom of your love for you in my heart, and buried you there without anyone disturbing you," he said.

Shen Yu's tears are almost dry these days.He is not a fragile person who is easy to cry. On the contrary, when he was alive, he was careless but also strong. He never shed tears easily, because he had no weakness, no fear, and no lover.

He hugged Jiang Yixing, felt him unbuttoning his clothes and taking off his pajama pants, touching his chest with his hand, he could even hear the frequency of his heartbeat through his palm.

Jiang Yixing knew that he was crying, and he almost wanted to cry, but he still entered his body gently.He asked Shen Yu if it hurt, and Shen Yu shook his head, so he moved more gently again.

He'd actually told a big lie—and probably wasn't lying.

He held a funeral for Shen Yu, and he was the only one to attend.After he brought Shen Yu home, the basement of the old house was turned into a huge ice cellar, where he filled it with flowers.

His Shen Yu was lying among the flowers, his face was rosy, as if he was just sleeping.He often went to sit next to him, watching his appearance countless times imagining that he would wake up again.

If Shen Yu really slept in the bottom, wrapped in the damp and dark soil, he would have turned into a pile of bones when he wanted to meet again—it would be like smashing his gouged out heart with a knife. It will definitely collapse, go crazy, and destroy itself in a more cruel way.

He couldn't bury Shen Yu, couldn't tolerate his complete disappearance from the world, he committed suicide lying in the bathtub and finally regretted it because he was afraid that other people would not be able to properly accommodate him, so he decided to guard him and live on.

Not like a person, just like a ghost.

So he told Shen Yu that he would bury him in the undisturbed kingdom built for him, that he himself was a fortified wall with a mighty army, and no one could take him away.

So did he lie?

Jiang Yixing saw that the eyes of the person under him were full of water vapor, and he was enduring his penetration again and again, and the sweet moan contained the sound of weeping after crying. He did it hard, and that person just hugged him tightly. , Hands on his vest carefully tightened.

He vented in Shen Yu's body, hugged him contentedly and greedily, kissed his fingertips and ears, and kissed his eyes and lips.

Shen Yu panted and asked him in the aftermath of the last wave of orgasm: "Where did you put me?"

He no longer provoked Jiang Yixing with words such as "burial", "burial", and "grave", but replaced it with euphemistic words and a pleading tone.

Jiang Yixing carried him to the bathroom to clean up, poked his fingers in and crushed that spot fiercely like punishment, almost bit his earlobe and said to him at the moment of his loss of consciousness: "Don't think about leaving me, okay, Shen Yu .”

Shen Yu's eyes were sore immediately, moved and desperate: "Well...then you, you just have the heart to look at me...ah! See if I lose you forever...uh!"

Jiang Yixing's heart tightened suddenly, he leaned over and hugged the naked Shen Yu from behind, put his lips on his back and kissed him all the way, staying on his waist, and said slowly and affectionately: "Shen Yu, I love you, I love you Don't want the next life and the next life, I want you, this life is enough."

If you think it's too long, then half a year is enough.he thinks.