Hades will not accept
Chapter 20 Mr. Jiang is Stupid and Gentle Today
Only Jiang Yixing and Shen Yu were left in the car. Shen Yu threw Jiang Yixing's coat backhand into the back row, and started persuading Jiang Yixing again.
"Did you listen to what I said just now?" Shen Yu forgot to fasten his seat belt again, and he didn't care whether Jiang Yixing listened carefully to himself. Based on the principle that he would understand after repeating it a few times, he chirped and said After a few minutes, Jiang Yixing was finally willing to turn his head to look at him and speak.
"You're not wearing your seat belt."
Shen Yu patted the seat cushion frantically, and while roughly pulling the seat belt to fasten it, he said: "I really don't understand, Jiang Yixing, are you cognitively impaired? I won't drown if the car goes into the sea, you! It's you, you will die, do you understand?"
He remembered that Jiang Yixing reprimanded him not to remind him that he was a dead person when he sat in the car without wearing a seat belt the day he just came back—so he was confused to save himself in the dangerous situation just now?
Jiang Yixing didn't take his question to heart at all, slowed down the car and asked him: "Where do you want to go on a date?"
"Are you listening carefully to what I said? That's really dangerous. I don't want to take my life in the next life!" Shen Yu seems to have to correct this concept for him today, maybe Move it with emotion and understand it with reason, this person can still forget to sleep with himself.
"Go to the movies first and then find a place to eat. I heard that there will be fireworks by the river today. Let's go watch together."
"Jiang Yixing, don't take what I say seriously, I'm serious—"
"I know," Jiang Yixing stopped the car in the parking space on the side of the road, turned his whole body to look at him, and said, "Compared to this, I don't want to tell myself that I'm dating a dead man."
"But..." Shen Yu felt that he was persuaded again, and swallowed the words back to his stomach.He thought, Jiang Yixing seemed to be right in convincing him that the person by his side was a person. Could it be possible to make him think every day that he was surrounded by a person who had been dead for half a year?
Think about it yourself.
So he said, "Well, what movie are you watching?"
Jiang Yixing threw the phone to him: "Travel in time, look at the show in half an hour, there are several theaters nearby that are quite close."
"Time travel? What kind of plot, it sounds like a... sci-fi movie?"
There was a shopping mall in front, and Jiang Yixing turned into the parking lot nearby, and said, "It's not science fiction, it's animation."
Shen Yu thought he heard it wrong, he clicked into the movie details and watched the trailer, it was really anime.
"Why do you still want to watch anime?"
Jiang Yixing opened the door and got out of the car, Shen Yu opened the door for him while he was still unfastening his seat belt, put his hands on the door and said: "Didn't you read the trailer and feel that the protagonist is in the same situation as you, maybe you can resonate with him. "
"..." In fact, he didn't want this kind of resonance.
Shen Yu was able to ask Jiang Yixing out to watch a movie during working hours. Not to mention working hours, Jiang Yixing was probably the only one in the world who could spend time watching an anime in the cinema.
Seeing that Jiang Yixing bought two tickets in the back row, he was a little speechless, after all, strictly speaking, he is not human.
"How do you buy two tickets and take up public resources..."
Jiang Yixing clicked on the ticket booking page and said, "Why, you are a dead person, so there is no need to waste money? Then you just stand and watch when there are people? Or—" He walked to the ticket machine and scanned the QR code, " You want to sit on my lap that much?"
Shen Yu recalled the mark of D-41 on the small notebook before he left this morning, and answered in a strange way: "Is it not possible?"
He saw with his own eyes that Jiang Yixing's movement of picking up the tickets stagnated, the corners of his mouth bent, and he looked around, no one turned around and stood in front of him, with two movie tickets wrapped around his waist in one hand, and raised in his hand Rubbing his head, dimples appeared at the corners of his mouth when he smiled.
Jiang Yixing leaned down and sprinkled his warm breath on his neck, and whispered in his ear, "Of course."
For a moment, Shen Yu didn't know whether he was melted by the gentle smile in the man's eyes or confused by his ambiguous voice, his mind went blank, his back was stiff and he stood there blinking his eyes blankly, his hands hanging by his sides, ready to move, He almost raised his head to respond to the sudden hug.
——This may be a side effect of the strategy plan.That's all he could think.
Jiang Yixing let go of Shen Yu, waved his hand in front of his eyes, and said, "The movie is about to start, let's go."
"okay......"
Shen Yu watched him walk in front as if nothing had happened, he could no longer see the smile just now on his face, instead he let out a sigh of relief and trotted two steps to follow.
The two sat in the middle of the movie hall, the movie trailer was already playing on the screen, but there was still no "second person" except himself and Jiang Yixing, Shen Yu whispered to himself: "Today is to 'book out' Already..."
Jiang Yixing put the popcorn on hand between the two of them, he quickly waved his hands and said, "You can eat it, I don't really want to eat sweets now."
"Then I'll go get some fries."
"No need!" Seeing Jiang Yixing getting up to go out, Shen Yu quickly grabbed him, pulled him back to his seat and said, "The show is about to start, don't go out."
Jiang Yixing said: "Aren't you hungry? It's past two o'clock after watching it, why don't we watch it after dinner?"
"I... I'm not hungry now, let's eat after watching."
Shen Yu had great doubts and discomfort in his heart—Jiang Yixing is really stupid and gentle today, which made him feel that the two of them are really close lovers—he is too cooperative with himself...
The movie officially started, and Jiang Yixing was the only living person in the whole theater, no one came in again.Shen Yu wondered if this movie was so bad that no one would spend money on it.
"No matter what, there won't be no one there on Monday..." Shen Yu couldn't ask directly, after all, Jiang Yixing chose the movie.Until the protagonist came out, he still had the idea of "it's a bad movie".
Jiang Yixing seemed indifferent, there was no unnecessary expression on his face when the plot reached its climax.On the other hand, Shen Yu, halfway through the movie, finally got rid of the impression of a bad movie. The time travel of the protagonist has progressed to the point where he finally meets the person he has always liked. He seems more anxious than the protagonist.
He reached out to grab the popcorn, and when he saw the protagonist meeting his young self whom he hadn't seen for a long time, he was so excited that he forgot to take his hand back.
Jiang Yixing touched his little finger, and then naturally held his whole hand. The temperature of the palm spread from the back of the hand to the whole body in an instant, and he turned to look at Jiang Yixing.
The man was engrossed in watching the movie, as if he didn't know that he was holding his own hand at this moment.
Shen Yu wanted to pull his hand out, but it made him tighten his fingers again.
Jiang Yixing said: "Didn't you just say that you want to sit on your lap, why are you embarrassed to hold hands?"
In the second half of the movie, Shen Yu didn't read anything about it. He stared at the hands they held, and couldn't help thinking that his plan was going to be completed ahead of schedule.That went too well.
Later, Shen Yu was hungry almost at the same time that the lights in the theater came on.The hunger made him no longer entangled, and all the thoughts in his mind were squeezed out, and he only wanted to eat.
Jiang Yixing let go of his hand and stood up, saying, "You're hungry, go downstairs and eat something."
"So is the protagonist dead or alive in the end?"
"He's back."
Jiang Yixing walked forward, and Shen Yu was half a step behind him, so Shen Yu said: "What do you mean by going back?...You walk slowly, your legs are already long..."
"Just go back," Jiang Yixing stood at the door waiting for him to walk side by side with him, "He went back and started all over again."
A strange feeling surged in Shen Yu's heart, and he said, "Ah, that's good, it's a fresh start."
The people around him turned to look at him, and said for a moment, "But how do others start over?"
"This..." Shen Yu was absent-minded and didn't pay much attention to the following content, but after watching the film for more than ten minutes, he felt that what Jiang Yixing said made sense.
——But wouldn’t this be a bad ending?
He added: "If two people are destined to meet, the protagonist's time travel is just to let the two meet in different ways at different times. Don't be too sad."
Jiang Yixing didn't answer his words, and took the elevator down to the second floor.
While eating, Shen Yu noticed that Jiang Yixing had scratches on the back of his left hand, and the wound had some solidified blood stains. He pointed to his hand with chopsticks and asked, "Does it hurt?"
Jiang Yixing seemed to have just noticed the cut on the back of his hand, looked at Shen Yu's slightly frowning brows, and immediately threw away the spoon in his hand, pretending to feel the pain belatedly: "Hiss."
Shen Yu put down the bowl and chopsticks to look around, took the paper towel on the table, poured some water to moisten the paper towel, and pulled Jiang Yixing's hand in front of him: "It seems that the wound is not very clean, you—— bear with it a little. "
He held Jiang Yixing's hand, and with the other hand, carefully wiped around the wound with a paper towel, then took another piece of paper to wrap his fingers around the wound, and wiped carefully on the wound.
The light in the private room was not good, so Shen Yu stood up from his seat, walked to Jiang Yixing and sat down next to him, carefully inspecting his wounds with the light above his head.
Jiang Yixing looked into his eyes and suddenly became fascinated.
He held Shen Yu's wrist in reverse, his fingers climbed up to his wrist little by little, stared at him seriously, and approached him.
Shen Yu's originally entangled heart couldn't resist the sincere emotion in Jiang Yixing's eyes at this time, he mumbled: "You...what's wrong..."
Then Jiang Yixing's fingers rested lightly on the center of his brows, stroked down the bridge of his nose, the tip of his nose, and finally landed on his soft lips, calling his name softly: "Shen Yu."
To be honest, he didn't know how long he could wait for Shen Yu like this, if the days were longer, he would be exposed.
What scares him the most is that he may not be able to wait for himself.Every time he saw Shen Yu getting so close to him, which he had never seen in more than ten years, the unspeakable emotions in his heart would clamor and forcefully tear him apart to find an exit—he was afraid that he would scare Shen Yu, he would Maybe he will run away, and he will never find him again.
He thought sadly again, if Shen Yu left him like this, would he have to experience the pain of losing his heart and being severely crushed again.
He simply couldn't bear the kind of despair that would destroy the world for the second time.
In the past few days, he once felt that he was about to own Shen Yu, to truly own him, his body, his care and love, and his future life.If anyone snatches him away from him again, it will be tantamount to destroying himself.How could he tolerate such a thing happening again, not even Shen Yu himself.
He saw Shen Yu blinking his eyes, and also saw the twinkle in his eyes that could support him to live like a human being.
When Shen Yu looked at him quietly without saying a word, he felt that Shen Yu was also waiting for him—maybe it was an illusion, but it was enough for him to keep breathing, keep his heart beating, and maintain all his patience with him.
If he hadn't met Chu An, he would have continued to wait for Shen Yu.
The palm is Shen Yu's indifferent hand, cruelly reminding him that the soul in front of him is no longer the loveless but extremely vivid Shen Yu, and his life seems to have drawn a clear line with himself.
But the Shen Yu in front of him is closer to himself than the very lively Shen Yu who has no love or hate.
He didn't want the former Shen Yu who would never love him a little bit, and he said to the person in front of him: "I'm very touched by your hard work."
Shen Yu was confused, but he still let himself hold hands—he was more relieved in his heart, and explained patiently: "You are working so hard to do something you don't like, which is something I have never seen before. you."
Shen Yu said: "What the hell are you talking about..."
"Your plan is to make me fall in love with you in these 40 days, isn't it?"
He tried his best to keep calm, as if he was discussing with Shen Yu whether it would rain or be sunny tomorrow.
And Shen Yu didn't expect that he would see through the plan he tried to hide. He was a little flustered, more embarrassing. He seemed to be overwhelmed by the temperature of Jiang Yixing's palm, and he "disarmed and surrendered" easily, and nodded obediently Admitted: "Yes..."
"As long as I fall in love with you, you can reincarnate smoothly, right?"
Shen Yu almost didn't struggle, and didn't have the slightest excuse, and said: "Yes."
He didn't know what was wrong, but he felt that Jiang Yixing in front of him had become another person, a complete stranger, someone he didn't know.
"But I don't love you at all."
Jiang Yixing lied again, he knew he needed to do something before he could make up his mind to make a clean break with the living Shen Yu—or maybe it was a clean break with the previous Jiang Yixing.
Shen Yu looked flustered since his pupils continued to dilate, and he let go of his hand without paying attention.
He heard Shen Yu say: "Yes, but I have no other choice but you..."
He felt that he was waiting for this sentence. It was Shen Yu who told him that there was no other way but him, Shen Yu, and the hole he had punched in his heart just now seemed to be filled a little bit.
He couldn't help laughing again, and asked Shen Yu: "If you can't reincarnate, isn't it good to live like this? You see, you live like a normal person, you can eat, sleep, watch movies, and you can-- "
"It's different!" Shen Yu stood up uncontrollably, almost overturning the chair behind him, his body began to flicker, "It's different...it's really different, Jiang Yixing, look at me now, I'm not human at all!"
Jiang Yixing stood up, shook his head, and sighed secretly.
——It seems that he still wants to leave himself, and he doesn't understand what good it is to leave himself.
"Okay, okay, I promise you, calm down."
Jiang Yixing didn't understand why Shen Yu was such a cruel person, he asked him: "Shen Yu, what should I do if you suddenly disappear after I fall in love with you?"
——I love you so much, I could wait for you forever, but you just left me in the most violent way.I finally decided to live on, and you reappeared and told me that even if you would love me one day, it was all fake.
I have experienced so many hypocrisy, and I just want to get a piece of sincerity from you, can't it work?
He wanted to ask Shen Yu this way, but after thinking about it, let it go, there is still a lot of time in the future, and Shen Yu will be alone in the future.
The person in front of him seemed to have calmed down a bit, and he didn't seem to be so urgent to convince himself, which made Jiang Yixing feel much better.
For a moment, he regretted that he had pushed Shen Yu into a hurry just now, and he felt very distressed seeing him upset - no matter what he said, he still loved Shen Yu more than himself.
Now how Shen Yu answered that question is no longer important, he said to Shen Yu again: "Look at you, it's okay, I will really fall in love with you at that time, no matter what you do, I will support you."
He couldn't help but lie again.
Then he gently took Shen Yu's hand, smoothed the broken hair on his forehead, pulled him back to the table and sat down, and said while adding vegetables to his bowl: "The dishes are cold, eat quickly."
Shen Yu no longer flustered, but began to feel guilty again, he looked at Jiang Yixing's profile, and explained: "I know this is ridiculous, I want to apologize to you, I did too much..."
Jiang Yixing held a piece of eggplant for him and fed it to his mouth, he opened his mouth hesitantly, Jiang Yixing took advantage of the situation and fed the whole piece into his mouth, and wrote lightly: "It's a marriage, just doing you a favor, it's no big deal. "
"I'm sorry, I really... don't want to be neither human nor ghost forever..." Shen Yu just swallowed the eggplant, and Jiang Yixing took another piece of meat for him, as if he didn't want him to talk.
He stretched out his hand to push, but then felt that his actions were a bit impolite. He stretched out his hand and pulled Jiang Yixing's hand over. He took a bite of the piece of meat, chewed it a few times and swallowed it into his stomach, saying: "But what I said before is true. Yes, after I died, it was useless to drink many bowls of Mengpo soup, so if I reincarnate, I will definitely remember that you did me this favor, and I will definitely repay you in the next life."
Jiang Yixing smiled and put down the chopsticks in his hand: "Are you full?"
Shen Yu nodded, still worried, afraid that Jiang Yixing would treat him as perfunctory, and then solemnly reiterated: "Jiang Yixing is telling the truth, you believe me."
His eyes are full of Jiang Yixing's smile.
Jiang Yixing wiped his hands with a tissue, raised his arms and put his palms on the back of Shen Yu's neck, and said slowly: "I believe it, I have never loved anyone before." He moved closer and pressed his forehead against him Yes, a burst of coldness woke him up a bit, "Then you have to work hard. Let's go after eating."
"Then...then where are we going now?" Shen Yu asked.
"Go for a walk in the nearby park. The fireworks don't start until seven o'clock in the evening. It's only four o'clock. Are you sleepy?"
Shen Yu felt a little embarrassed. Could it be that his image in Jiang Yixing's mind was to sleep when he was full and eat when he woke up?It seemed he had to correct his mistaken perception of himself first.He said, "I'm not a pig...then let's go for a walk and then watch the fireworks."
Yes, he has to work hard, and he can't take away Jiang Yixing's face.
Then Jiang Yixing went to the front desk to pay the bill, and when he turned around, he felt his fingers being grabbed by a cold hand.He looked back and saw Shen Yu was a little embarrassed, lowered his head and whispered to him, "I'll just hold you... I see what they do... They always hold hands when they go shopping."
Jiang Yixing's ring finger and little finger bent naturally, hooked Shen Yu's hand calmly, and whispered: "Okay."
The author says:
I want to chat with you about Mr. Jiang and Shen Yu, but it seems that I can’t write [-] characters. If you are interested, please go to Weibo to find me @十月的兰兰呀~ The title has been changed, and I feel that it is easy to cause misunderstandings. What I wrote is obviously a sweet essay (yes. I have caught bugs once, if there are more bugs, I will catch them again when I am editing the essay.
"Did you listen to what I said just now?" Shen Yu forgot to fasten his seat belt again, and he didn't care whether Jiang Yixing listened carefully to himself. Based on the principle that he would understand after repeating it a few times, he chirped and said After a few minutes, Jiang Yixing was finally willing to turn his head to look at him and speak.
"You're not wearing your seat belt."
Shen Yu patted the seat cushion frantically, and while roughly pulling the seat belt to fasten it, he said: "I really don't understand, Jiang Yixing, are you cognitively impaired? I won't drown if the car goes into the sea, you! It's you, you will die, do you understand?"
He remembered that Jiang Yixing reprimanded him not to remind him that he was a dead person when he sat in the car without wearing a seat belt the day he just came back—so he was confused to save himself in the dangerous situation just now?
Jiang Yixing didn't take his question to heart at all, slowed down the car and asked him: "Where do you want to go on a date?"
"Are you listening carefully to what I said? That's really dangerous. I don't want to take my life in the next life!" Shen Yu seems to have to correct this concept for him today, maybe Move it with emotion and understand it with reason, this person can still forget to sleep with himself.
"Go to the movies first and then find a place to eat. I heard that there will be fireworks by the river today. Let's go watch together."
"Jiang Yixing, don't take what I say seriously, I'm serious—"
"I know," Jiang Yixing stopped the car in the parking space on the side of the road, turned his whole body to look at him, and said, "Compared to this, I don't want to tell myself that I'm dating a dead man."
"But..." Shen Yu felt that he was persuaded again, and swallowed the words back to his stomach.He thought, Jiang Yixing seemed to be right in convincing him that the person by his side was a person. Could it be possible to make him think every day that he was surrounded by a person who had been dead for half a year?
Think about it yourself.
So he said, "Well, what movie are you watching?"
Jiang Yixing threw the phone to him: "Travel in time, look at the show in half an hour, there are several theaters nearby that are quite close."
"Time travel? What kind of plot, it sounds like a... sci-fi movie?"
There was a shopping mall in front, and Jiang Yixing turned into the parking lot nearby, and said, "It's not science fiction, it's animation."
Shen Yu thought he heard it wrong, he clicked into the movie details and watched the trailer, it was really anime.
"Why do you still want to watch anime?"
Jiang Yixing opened the door and got out of the car, Shen Yu opened the door for him while he was still unfastening his seat belt, put his hands on the door and said: "Didn't you read the trailer and feel that the protagonist is in the same situation as you, maybe you can resonate with him. "
"..." In fact, he didn't want this kind of resonance.
Shen Yu was able to ask Jiang Yixing out to watch a movie during working hours. Not to mention working hours, Jiang Yixing was probably the only one in the world who could spend time watching an anime in the cinema.
Seeing that Jiang Yixing bought two tickets in the back row, he was a little speechless, after all, strictly speaking, he is not human.
"How do you buy two tickets and take up public resources..."
Jiang Yixing clicked on the ticket booking page and said, "Why, you are a dead person, so there is no need to waste money? Then you just stand and watch when there are people? Or—" He walked to the ticket machine and scanned the QR code, " You want to sit on my lap that much?"
Shen Yu recalled the mark of D-41 on the small notebook before he left this morning, and answered in a strange way: "Is it not possible?"
He saw with his own eyes that Jiang Yixing's movement of picking up the tickets stagnated, the corners of his mouth bent, and he looked around, no one turned around and stood in front of him, with two movie tickets wrapped around his waist in one hand, and raised in his hand Rubbing his head, dimples appeared at the corners of his mouth when he smiled.
Jiang Yixing leaned down and sprinkled his warm breath on his neck, and whispered in his ear, "Of course."
For a moment, Shen Yu didn't know whether he was melted by the gentle smile in the man's eyes or confused by his ambiguous voice, his mind went blank, his back was stiff and he stood there blinking his eyes blankly, his hands hanging by his sides, ready to move, He almost raised his head to respond to the sudden hug.
——This may be a side effect of the strategy plan.That's all he could think.
Jiang Yixing let go of Shen Yu, waved his hand in front of his eyes, and said, "The movie is about to start, let's go."
"okay......"
Shen Yu watched him walk in front as if nothing had happened, he could no longer see the smile just now on his face, instead he let out a sigh of relief and trotted two steps to follow.
The two sat in the middle of the movie hall, the movie trailer was already playing on the screen, but there was still no "second person" except himself and Jiang Yixing, Shen Yu whispered to himself: "Today is to 'book out' Already..."
Jiang Yixing put the popcorn on hand between the two of them, he quickly waved his hands and said, "You can eat it, I don't really want to eat sweets now."
"Then I'll go get some fries."
"No need!" Seeing Jiang Yixing getting up to go out, Shen Yu quickly grabbed him, pulled him back to his seat and said, "The show is about to start, don't go out."
Jiang Yixing said: "Aren't you hungry? It's past two o'clock after watching it, why don't we watch it after dinner?"
"I... I'm not hungry now, let's eat after watching."
Shen Yu had great doubts and discomfort in his heart—Jiang Yixing is really stupid and gentle today, which made him feel that the two of them are really close lovers—he is too cooperative with himself...
The movie officially started, and Jiang Yixing was the only living person in the whole theater, no one came in again.Shen Yu wondered if this movie was so bad that no one would spend money on it.
"No matter what, there won't be no one there on Monday..." Shen Yu couldn't ask directly, after all, Jiang Yixing chose the movie.Until the protagonist came out, he still had the idea of "it's a bad movie".
Jiang Yixing seemed indifferent, there was no unnecessary expression on his face when the plot reached its climax.On the other hand, Shen Yu, halfway through the movie, finally got rid of the impression of a bad movie. The time travel of the protagonist has progressed to the point where he finally meets the person he has always liked. He seems more anxious than the protagonist.
He reached out to grab the popcorn, and when he saw the protagonist meeting his young self whom he hadn't seen for a long time, he was so excited that he forgot to take his hand back.
Jiang Yixing touched his little finger, and then naturally held his whole hand. The temperature of the palm spread from the back of the hand to the whole body in an instant, and he turned to look at Jiang Yixing.
The man was engrossed in watching the movie, as if he didn't know that he was holding his own hand at this moment.
Shen Yu wanted to pull his hand out, but it made him tighten his fingers again.
Jiang Yixing said: "Didn't you just say that you want to sit on your lap, why are you embarrassed to hold hands?"
In the second half of the movie, Shen Yu didn't read anything about it. He stared at the hands they held, and couldn't help thinking that his plan was going to be completed ahead of schedule.That went too well.
Later, Shen Yu was hungry almost at the same time that the lights in the theater came on.The hunger made him no longer entangled, and all the thoughts in his mind were squeezed out, and he only wanted to eat.
Jiang Yixing let go of his hand and stood up, saying, "You're hungry, go downstairs and eat something."
"So is the protagonist dead or alive in the end?"
"He's back."
Jiang Yixing walked forward, and Shen Yu was half a step behind him, so Shen Yu said: "What do you mean by going back?...You walk slowly, your legs are already long..."
"Just go back," Jiang Yixing stood at the door waiting for him to walk side by side with him, "He went back and started all over again."
A strange feeling surged in Shen Yu's heart, and he said, "Ah, that's good, it's a fresh start."
The people around him turned to look at him, and said for a moment, "But how do others start over?"
"This..." Shen Yu was absent-minded and didn't pay much attention to the following content, but after watching the film for more than ten minutes, he felt that what Jiang Yixing said made sense.
——But wouldn’t this be a bad ending?
He added: "If two people are destined to meet, the protagonist's time travel is just to let the two meet in different ways at different times. Don't be too sad."
Jiang Yixing didn't answer his words, and took the elevator down to the second floor.
While eating, Shen Yu noticed that Jiang Yixing had scratches on the back of his left hand, and the wound had some solidified blood stains. He pointed to his hand with chopsticks and asked, "Does it hurt?"
Jiang Yixing seemed to have just noticed the cut on the back of his hand, looked at Shen Yu's slightly frowning brows, and immediately threw away the spoon in his hand, pretending to feel the pain belatedly: "Hiss."
Shen Yu put down the bowl and chopsticks to look around, took the paper towel on the table, poured some water to moisten the paper towel, and pulled Jiang Yixing's hand in front of him: "It seems that the wound is not very clean, you—— bear with it a little. "
He held Jiang Yixing's hand, and with the other hand, carefully wiped around the wound with a paper towel, then took another piece of paper to wrap his fingers around the wound, and wiped carefully on the wound.
The light in the private room was not good, so Shen Yu stood up from his seat, walked to Jiang Yixing and sat down next to him, carefully inspecting his wounds with the light above his head.
Jiang Yixing looked into his eyes and suddenly became fascinated.
He held Shen Yu's wrist in reverse, his fingers climbed up to his wrist little by little, stared at him seriously, and approached him.
Shen Yu's originally entangled heart couldn't resist the sincere emotion in Jiang Yixing's eyes at this time, he mumbled: "You...what's wrong..."
Then Jiang Yixing's fingers rested lightly on the center of his brows, stroked down the bridge of his nose, the tip of his nose, and finally landed on his soft lips, calling his name softly: "Shen Yu."
To be honest, he didn't know how long he could wait for Shen Yu like this, if the days were longer, he would be exposed.
What scares him the most is that he may not be able to wait for himself.Every time he saw Shen Yu getting so close to him, which he had never seen in more than ten years, the unspeakable emotions in his heart would clamor and forcefully tear him apart to find an exit—he was afraid that he would scare Shen Yu, he would Maybe he will run away, and he will never find him again.
He thought sadly again, if Shen Yu left him like this, would he have to experience the pain of losing his heart and being severely crushed again.
He simply couldn't bear the kind of despair that would destroy the world for the second time.
In the past few days, he once felt that he was about to own Shen Yu, to truly own him, his body, his care and love, and his future life.If anyone snatches him away from him again, it will be tantamount to destroying himself.How could he tolerate such a thing happening again, not even Shen Yu himself.
He saw Shen Yu blinking his eyes, and also saw the twinkle in his eyes that could support him to live like a human being.
When Shen Yu looked at him quietly without saying a word, he felt that Shen Yu was also waiting for him—maybe it was an illusion, but it was enough for him to keep breathing, keep his heart beating, and maintain all his patience with him.
If he hadn't met Chu An, he would have continued to wait for Shen Yu.
The palm is Shen Yu's indifferent hand, cruelly reminding him that the soul in front of him is no longer the loveless but extremely vivid Shen Yu, and his life seems to have drawn a clear line with himself.
But the Shen Yu in front of him is closer to himself than the very lively Shen Yu who has no love or hate.
He didn't want the former Shen Yu who would never love him a little bit, and he said to the person in front of him: "I'm very touched by your hard work."
Shen Yu was confused, but he still let himself hold hands—he was more relieved in his heart, and explained patiently: "You are working so hard to do something you don't like, which is something I have never seen before. you."
Shen Yu said: "What the hell are you talking about..."
"Your plan is to make me fall in love with you in these 40 days, isn't it?"
He tried his best to keep calm, as if he was discussing with Shen Yu whether it would rain or be sunny tomorrow.
And Shen Yu didn't expect that he would see through the plan he tried to hide. He was a little flustered, more embarrassing. He seemed to be overwhelmed by the temperature of Jiang Yixing's palm, and he "disarmed and surrendered" easily, and nodded obediently Admitted: "Yes..."
"As long as I fall in love with you, you can reincarnate smoothly, right?"
Shen Yu almost didn't struggle, and didn't have the slightest excuse, and said: "Yes."
He didn't know what was wrong, but he felt that Jiang Yixing in front of him had become another person, a complete stranger, someone he didn't know.
"But I don't love you at all."
Jiang Yixing lied again, he knew he needed to do something before he could make up his mind to make a clean break with the living Shen Yu—or maybe it was a clean break with the previous Jiang Yixing.
Shen Yu looked flustered since his pupils continued to dilate, and he let go of his hand without paying attention.
He heard Shen Yu say: "Yes, but I have no other choice but you..."
He felt that he was waiting for this sentence. It was Shen Yu who told him that there was no other way but him, Shen Yu, and the hole he had punched in his heart just now seemed to be filled a little bit.
He couldn't help laughing again, and asked Shen Yu: "If you can't reincarnate, isn't it good to live like this? You see, you live like a normal person, you can eat, sleep, watch movies, and you can-- "
"It's different!" Shen Yu stood up uncontrollably, almost overturning the chair behind him, his body began to flicker, "It's different...it's really different, Jiang Yixing, look at me now, I'm not human at all!"
Jiang Yixing stood up, shook his head, and sighed secretly.
——It seems that he still wants to leave himself, and he doesn't understand what good it is to leave himself.
"Okay, okay, I promise you, calm down."
Jiang Yixing didn't understand why Shen Yu was such a cruel person, he asked him: "Shen Yu, what should I do if you suddenly disappear after I fall in love with you?"
——I love you so much, I could wait for you forever, but you just left me in the most violent way.I finally decided to live on, and you reappeared and told me that even if you would love me one day, it was all fake.
I have experienced so many hypocrisy, and I just want to get a piece of sincerity from you, can't it work?
He wanted to ask Shen Yu this way, but after thinking about it, let it go, there is still a lot of time in the future, and Shen Yu will be alone in the future.
The person in front of him seemed to have calmed down a bit, and he didn't seem to be so urgent to convince himself, which made Jiang Yixing feel much better.
For a moment, he regretted that he had pushed Shen Yu into a hurry just now, and he felt very distressed seeing him upset - no matter what he said, he still loved Shen Yu more than himself.
Now how Shen Yu answered that question is no longer important, he said to Shen Yu again: "Look at you, it's okay, I will really fall in love with you at that time, no matter what you do, I will support you."
He couldn't help but lie again.
Then he gently took Shen Yu's hand, smoothed the broken hair on his forehead, pulled him back to the table and sat down, and said while adding vegetables to his bowl: "The dishes are cold, eat quickly."
Shen Yu no longer flustered, but began to feel guilty again, he looked at Jiang Yixing's profile, and explained: "I know this is ridiculous, I want to apologize to you, I did too much..."
Jiang Yixing held a piece of eggplant for him and fed it to his mouth, he opened his mouth hesitantly, Jiang Yixing took advantage of the situation and fed the whole piece into his mouth, and wrote lightly: "It's a marriage, just doing you a favor, it's no big deal. "
"I'm sorry, I really... don't want to be neither human nor ghost forever..." Shen Yu just swallowed the eggplant, and Jiang Yixing took another piece of meat for him, as if he didn't want him to talk.
He stretched out his hand to push, but then felt that his actions were a bit impolite. He stretched out his hand and pulled Jiang Yixing's hand over. He took a bite of the piece of meat, chewed it a few times and swallowed it into his stomach, saying: "But what I said before is true. Yes, after I died, it was useless to drink many bowls of Mengpo soup, so if I reincarnate, I will definitely remember that you did me this favor, and I will definitely repay you in the next life."
Jiang Yixing smiled and put down the chopsticks in his hand: "Are you full?"
Shen Yu nodded, still worried, afraid that Jiang Yixing would treat him as perfunctory, and then solemnly reiterated: "Jiang Yixing is telling the truth, you believe me."
His eyes are full of Jiang Yixing's smile.
Jiang Yixing wiped his hands with a tissue, raised his arms and put his palms on the back of Shen Yu's neck, and said slowly: "I believe it, I have never loved anyone before." He moved closer and pressed his forehead against him Yes, a burst of coldness woke him up a bit, "Then you have to work hard. Let's go after eating."
"Then...then where are we going now?" Shen Yu asked.
"Go for a walk in the nearby park. The fireworks don't start until seven o'clock in the evening. It's only four o'clock. Are you sleepy?"
Shen Yu felt a little embarrassed. Could it be that his image in Jiang Yixing's mind was to sleep when he was full and eat when he woke up?It seemed he had to correct his mistaken perception of himself first.He said, "I'm not a pig...then let's go for a walk and then watch the fireworks."
Yes, he has to work hard, and he can't take away Jiang Yixing's face.
Then Jiang Yixing went to the front desk to pay the bill, and when he turned around, he felt his fingers being grabbed by a cold hand.He looked back and saw Shen Yu was a little embarrassed, lowered his head and whispered to him, "I'll just hold you... I see what they do... They always hold hands when they go shopping."
Jiang Yixing's ring finger and little finger bent naturally, hooked Shen Yu's hand calmly, and whispered: "Okay."
The author says:
I want to chat with you about Mr. Jiang and Shen Yu, but it seems that I can’t write [-] characters. If you are interested, please go to Weibo to find me @十月的兰兰呀~ The title has been changed, and I feel that it is easy to cause misunderstandings. What I wrote is obviously a sweet essay (yes. I have caught bugs once, if there are more bugs, I will catch them again when I am editing the essay.
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