Don't get drunk

【Extra Confessions of Zhou Lei】

He went home early on a business trip that day, and wanted to give him a surprise but didn't report it. He walked around the villa and went to the top of the mountain that Xiangyang usually likes to go to, but he still didn't find his trace.

With my chin propped up, I judged helplessly that Ya must have gone out.

It has been seven years since Xiangyang and Xiangyang came to this day. During the seven years, we have been noisy and sweet all the way.Seeing no one at home, I set off to go out to find Xiangyang. The scenery on the roadside has not changed for many years, just like the first time I met him.

There is a saying, what is it called, if life is just like seeing it at first sight?

When we met, there was no heart-pounding, no rainbow painting colorful colors behind, and even a decent opening... I didn't realize at the time that this young man named Xiangyang could finally mark such a grand milestone in my life Zhou Lei. color.

At the moment of first meeting, Xiangyang attracted my attention, but at that time, this attention did not contain sincerity and love.

Just curious.

It was a hot afternoon.

From the private jet out of the warehouse, the oncoming is the scorching sun.

Looking across the welcoming crowd, I saw pairs of eyes full of desire and greed without exception.

They themselves are ignorant, but I am especially sensitive.

Moving the field of vision, the same respect and fear.

No...not cookie cutter.

There was a gaze, hiding at the end of the line, almost hiding himself.

I couldn't help laughing, such a taboo made him stand out instantly among the crowd.

Afterwards, although I was considerate to others, my attention never left him—he was a young man with a sunny face.It's even inappropriate to say that he is a young man. Judging from his age, he looks more like a big boy.

He raised his eyebrows under his heart, could it be that he was one of those shy relatives who sneered flatteringly, stretched out his neck and neglected himself, and brought the middle-aged people beside him to see the world?

The interest was aroused, and I didn't care about playing it at all.

When I arrived at the hotel where I was staying, I deliberately implied that the inviter of this event was also the person in charge, and expressed my interest in 'that person', depending on whether he was willing to bridge the gap.

The person in charge was stunned for a moment, and smiled obsequiously, saying that he had the opportunity to persuade him.

But the answer about the identity of youth was given, but it surprised me.

He is actually the second largest contributor to this project? !how come?Then shouldn't he come to please me?

I have learned a little bit about the background of investors, and naturally I have heard about them.It is said that he has a unique vision in business and never makes a mistake.He is safe with few words, but when it comes to some important decisions, he is desperate like a gambler and wins again and again. Such "business wizards" say not much, and say a lot. In every era, there are always a few indivual.

At first, I didn't pay much attention to it—but when I saw him now, it turned out that he was not only outstanding in appearance, but also so young?

At this age, with such a face, even in the entertainment industry, as long as the positioning is accurate and the hype is proper, there is a possibility of being famous.But he obviously didn't choose the fastest shortcut of 'making money'.He became a businessman, and he was still a young and promising businessman, rare and special.

What's even more interesting is that he still seems to be avoiding me?

Oh, what can I hide from?

I have long seen that he is definitely not a straight man, so why does he avoid me like a femme fatale?

interesting.

Not only that, while avoiding me, he also secretly defended me in front of the person in charge.

If I didn't happen to be in the bathroom, I wouldn't have heard such an interesting conversation.

Walk out of the shadows and meet his eyes.With a stiff face, he turned around and left, with the feeling of running away.

I stopped him without haste.Idlely admired his embarrassment.

That embarrassing look made me laugh.

Watching his leaving back.I couldn't help raising the corners of my mouth playfully—a strange thought popped up from the bottom of my heart—maybe, this person likes me.

The game has just begun.

As for the person in charge who gossips behind his back, I originally planned to just let it go, but since I have such an interesting 'playmate', I naturally won't let it go so easily.

In front of Xiangyang, I deliberately teased his partner like a cat teasing a mouse, admiring Xiangyang's helpless and breathless expression.

When did I really like him, and why did I like him, I can't remember... because he looks good?

Xiang Yang is indeed good looking, but that's not important - how can I lack beauty?

Is that because Xiangyang is simple and innocent?

This is indeed attractive to me, but it seems not all.

Later, I finally understood that I was attracted to him only because he was the lover who could accompany me all the way and spend my whole life together.

I was walking alone all the way, but he let me know that there are still people in this world who can trust me, and the so-called love is not just a lie.

As a partner, he always let me deliver everything with confidence.

Everyone left me, but he was still by my side.

At the most critical time, he was willing to use his flesh and blood to prevent me from killing me.

Ever since my mother passed away, I didn't believe that there is such a thing as being old forever and never changing until death.

She died miserably, and I also hate the cowardice blinded by love.

He once fell in love with a piece of garbage with a feverish mind, and I was out of anger at the time, because of the tragedy of the dead, and because he made me feel bad.

But he was much luckier than my mother, who I was powerless to protect at the time.But I was able to take him out of the whirlpool and tie him to my side.

I couldn't help smiling, and I looked at the scenery outside the car - obviously it has been more than seven years, but whenever I think about it, my heart is always sweet.

[Extra episode [-]: Conflict]

The car drove on the highway for a whole afternoon, but I didn't feel tired at all.

The feeling of seeing your lover soon fills up the empty space that was originally busy.

I have always done things quickly and thoroughly.Others always say that I am vicious, insidious, cunning, perverse and crazy.

In fact, I am not vicious, but when there was no one to love me, I stretched out my hands and kept adding bricks and tiles to thicken my armor and sword—money, power, all kinds of desires, and waited until someone was worthy of me. Love, I began to give no matter the cost, almost dedicating everything of myself, and even succumbed to others.From the perspective of outsiders, they say that I am perverse.

I just use my own way to protect everything that belongs to me.

After getting off the national highway and winding up the mountain road, the car finally stopped at the gate of a newly completed Hope Primary School in the mountainous area after a long journey.

After parking the car, I looked at the person who was speaking on the crude platform. His skin was already tanned by the hot sun.There were rows of temporary volunteer teachers recruited by the Foundation sitting below, and he was mobilizing them before the war.

In the shade not far away, I quietly watched my lover.

His speech was interspersed with many short stories, telling why he did charity, the true meaning of life after earning money, and how to be a valuable person.

In fact, I have always been very surprised. Before we lived together, Xiangyang didn't seem to be so enthusiastic about public welfare, but since we established a relationship, we seem to have gone to two extremes—one in the dark and the other in the sun.Attract each other, and alternate with each other, complement each other.

The speech ended with applause, because he poured truth and emotion into it, and those who are interested will know that he is not putting on a show.

Seeing him stepping off the stage, I went forward to meet him—seeing the surprised look on his dark face illuminated by the scorching sun in the mountains, he squinted his eyes, and his appearance was handsome and attractive.

Grinning his white teeth, he ran towards him quickly: "A Lei? Why are you here?"

In the evening, we drove Xiangyang back home, we had dinner on the way, and now we are lying on the sofa watching TV.

The original sweet atmosphere was broken by a newspaper on the coffee table.

When I got home, I put it away without paying attention, but now I was discovered by Xiang Yang.

Seeing him staring at it for a long time, I stepped forward and pulled out the newspaper: "What are you looking at?"

Xiang Yang pursed the corners of his mouth, his expression was different from usual, I was surprised, his language was cold when he spoke, but his question was just ordinary: "Why do you have this newspaper?"

I raise my eyebrows.

In fact, Xiang Yang shouldn't care about such a boring matter, so I explained casually: "Look at the content, what are they...the top ten greedy X rankings in the Mainland, and the godfather's name is actually listed on it... this Forget it, we don't care what the ghost says. But there are still mainland companies who dare to advertise on this page... I think he doesn't want to do business anymore... Isn't this making yourself uncomfortable... This time my godfather called me to deal with this matter..."

Xiang Yang was silent for a while, as if he was thinking about it, and after a while he still said gloomily: "How to deal with it?"

"Let's teach him a lesson, let him suffer a little bit in the mainland, don't be so picky."

Xiang Yang's face was stiff: "If... I just said... if someone has advertised in this newspaper before, and then at the same time competes with you for a lover, what would you do?"

I felt that he was a little baffled today, so I stretched my arms and leaned over, kissed his side face, and said softly: "I'm courting death by stealing you from me, and why should he advertise? I killed him a long time ago..."

Xiang Yang didn't seem to be infected by the warmth, and he still said stubbornly: "No...I mean, if we didn't know each other, if you were still with Xiaoming...if there was an entrepreneur from the mainland, what would you say in this newspaper? What would you do if you posted an advertisement on the Internet and at the same time competed with you for Xiaoming?"

I was amused in my heart, seeing Shang Xiangyang's serious questioning expression, I wanted to tease him, pinch his face, and kiss him.

But I restrained myself.Sitting down and leaning against Xiang Yang's side, pretending to be stupid: "How to do what?"

I don't know, according to what Xiangyang said, a person who dares to anger me and my godfather at the same time, I don't mind letting this person disappear from the world completely in order to please my godfather.

Seeing that Xiang Yang was still looking heavy, I smiled, and calmly followed his meaning and said, "Then... what does this person you assume do?"

Xiangyang's Adam's apple moved slightly, and his voice was low and hoarse: "Shoe seller."

I shrugged indifferently: "I must have killed this kind of person."

Xiang Yang stood up suddenly, stood stiffly for a while, and then walked towards the door.

I immediately realized something was wrong, and shouted behind me: "What's wrong with you? Where are you going?"

Xiang Yang paused, leaving only a figure behind, his voice was low and hoarse: "I... just be quiet for a while."

The situation seemed to be a little bad, why did he get angry so suddenly?

Confused but still followed: "Just go back to the room quietly, why are you going out? Just stay at home... I just finished dealing with this matter, just to come back to see you, don't go, stay with me .”

Xiang Yang turned his face, the high spirits of the afternoon had long since disappeared, and his face was filled with bitterness.I was slightly startled, but saw the corners of his mouth curled up in a self-deprecating way: "Forget it, I... I still want to take a walk outside."

Grabbing Xiangyang's arm, I also became angry and said, "What do you mean? I came back from all the way to see you, and you just leave as soon as you say? Do you know how busy I am outside? How tired? You just Don't you know how to comfort me?"

Xiang Yang's face was like a pool of stagnant water, and he said expressionlessly, "Oh, what are you busy with? Dealing with that person in the newspaper?"

The language of the question left me speechless.

It's not that I don't know...Xiang Yang doesn't like many things I do...I usually pay attention to covering up, but this time the joy of returning home and the expectation for Xiang Yang made me forget his so-called 'principle' .

But at the same time, I'm also wondering, if it wasn't for me, if I wasn't soliciting things outside, he would be able to do charity so carefree?After so many years, through countless winds and rains, every smile is full of willfulness and vitality that fascinates me?

Do not!Of course not!

It is I who guarded his purity!

It was I who exchanged darkness for his sunshine!

I did not hesitate to 'stain' my hands to protect his so-called 'sincereness'!

He has no right to speak to me like that.

I thought he would understand that I did this just to make myself more trustworthy.

I thought that he would understand that I am willing to give, and I hope he can love me who gives like this.

But day and month will always accumulate grievances, he seems to never understand, and I have given up enough.

Something, like a critical scale, is beginning to tip the other way today.

I don't want to back down anymore, my back down is not in exchange for his aggression, it's not worth it.

Thinking of this, a sneer formed at the corner of his mouth: "Xiangyang, why are you crazy?! What the hell do you have the right to be crazy?! You can stand on the moral high ground here today and give me advice! I gave you all the fuck!

Without me protecting you, where did you get so much leisure!You don't have to do those hope primary schools!you go?What are you going? !I've been away for a few days, so it's fine if you don't care about me!What else do you do besides lose your temper for no reason?You fucking wimp!I get annoyed when I see you! "

Xiang Yang looked at me silently, without saying a word, but the darkness in his eyes deepened, and he said slowly after a long while: "I also want to care about you, what have you done outside these few days, and I am not happy. But I Don't dare to ask, I saw the newspaper, so I didn't dare to ask at all. Zhou Lei, you don't understand what happened, sometimes, I always think of myself..."

As he said that, Xiangyang turned around silently and opened the door, he was finally ready to leave me.

"You stop for me!"

I roared.

Xiang Yang stood there without turning around, he let me face a broad back, feeling chills in his heart.

"A Lei, you said that I rely on you to cover me, I admit it. But I don't want to be covered by you, even if you are just an ordinary person, as long as you are still you, I will always love you. The things I did with you... It doesn't matter. I'd rather not get the dirt on you."

With that said, the door closed in front of his eyes.

I suddenly felt a sore feeling spread from my chest to my throat.

Why...why...how many years...does he still not agree.

Why did he use that upright face and seductive lips to say such heart-wrenching words?

Why did he look at me with those beautiful and deep eyes, how many times I expected to get heartfelt compliments, but what I got was always such heart-wrenching eyes!

Xiangyang's heart aches for me!

But why should he be heartbroken for me!

I don't do things that are harmful to nature, but he treats them as the same, it's an insult to me!

Walking lightly back to the sofa, listening to the sound echoing in the room where there was only one person, I sat down covering my face.

What is it that he rushed back to meet him in such a hurry but was thrown in the house by himself?

The long-suppressed anger, resentment, and grievance all rushed to my heart, leaving me breathless.

That bastard!

An unfamiliar white-eyed wolf!

Any dog ​​will thank me!But Xiangyang is a fucking person but he can't!

I will never chase him out to find Xiangyang, no!

Why is he angry with me... I used to look at him as young and didn't want to argue with him!But how old is he now?

Why are you so angry with me every now and then?

Let him reflect on himself!

"Beep-beep-"

"Young Master Zhou," the person on the phone reported, "Xiang Shao entered Fleeting Years, ordered wine and continued to drink."

There was a snap - the phone was thrown out by me!

Does he have the guts to drink? !

drink a fart!

I stood up and paced back and forth in the room——

[Special episode [-]: The Seven Year Itch]

My name is Lin Junnan, and I'm standing here this year, but I don't have any skills.

Some people say that I am a tycoon in the charity world, but I know that the emergence of such rhetoric is all due to the shadow of my father who is the "king of gambling on the high seas" and my eldest brother who is among the upper class in the business world.

I feel that the only commendable advantage is that I still maintain a sense of clarity in this materialistic tide.

Driving home this day, passing by Bar Street, I suddenly saw my eldest brother's car.I don't feel strange in my heart, my eldest brother lives a regular life and has a normal work and rest, so he doesn't come here often.

I parked the car beside me, and I also pushed the door open.

It has been more than seven years since I met my eldest brother.

Seven years ago, the glitz was still there.

I'm just a fledgling teenager.

Now, the years are gone, but those who abandon me are still in my heart.

These days, my father and aunts have been looking for famous ladies and ladies for me to go on blind dates, but I have never had the same dream-like throbbing with them when I was young.

Sometimes, people have tasted the supreme delicacy once, and they can no longer look down on the ordinary food.Even if the delicacy is only fleeting and illusory, it always attracts people to stay in the dark, often reminiscing about the bitterness and sweetness in it.

I have been on blind dates many times, but I have never met them. The so-called lover in my dream.

Throbbing seems to have surrendered his first time, no longer chaste.

It's not that I haven't tasted that feeling before - thinking about it all the time, thinking about it with my heart's desire, always thinking that he is the best, and bringing some alienation from myself, leading myself to catch up.

With a halo, he descended into his life like a miracle.Even if one day the halo falls, I still remember the feathers he spread his wings like an angel and landed on the tip of my nose.

However, everything is long gone.

Walking into 'Fleeing Years', I saw him sitting in a conspicuous place drinking wine.Someone ordered wine for him, he toasted, and smiled with strangers.

Obviously it's just a simple hooked lip, but the thrilling power that hits people's hearts has never changed for me for many years.

A taboo love, in order to continue to stay with him, in order not to be embarrassed, I have already chosen to 'leave'.He smiled and blessed, never knowing, I just turned around, stayed in the dark, and started a long look and wait.

I'm not gay, I just love him.

This love has been suppressed for too long, and it has long lost its original green and bright color.

It is like an adult gift, honoring my first and last innocence.

Going forward, smiling: "Brother, why are you here?"

We are as close as a family, and he also said earlier that he didn't want me to call him by his mother's surname, so I just called him eldest brother.

His face was drunk, and he seemed to look at me in surprise, but his consciousness was already blurred.

"I'm here to drink."

"Junnan, why are you here?"

I knew he was drunk, so I sat next to him and stretched out my hand. For the first time in seven years, I tried to caress his back, feeling the touch with the palm of my hand, and almost cried for a moment: "I...Actually, always there."

[Extra episode [-]. Conflict continued]

Someone went to strike up a conversation with Xiangyang...someone ordered a drink and asked Xiangyang to be invited...someone...messages kept flowing through my hands, and I suppressed the desire to find him.

But the last message actually said that Xiang Yang met Lin Junnan by chance when he was drinking in "Flowing Years"!Still being helped into the private room by Lin Junnan?

Coincidence, I don't believe that there is such a coincidence in this world!

Although Xiang Yang only regards him as a good younger brother, but with Lin Junnan's eyes, does he think I'm a fool?

I didn't want to go looking for Xiangyang, but Lin Junnan really made me feel uncomfortable, I didn't want to let this kind of little boy take advantage of others' danger for nothing.

My heart was full of anxiety, so when I went out, I called for someone, blocked all the entrances and exits, and kept my face calm.

Opening the door and entering into 'Flowing Years', it has been five hours since Xiangyang left home - it is the time of the climax of nightlife in the middle of the night.

Passing through the noisy crowd, I came to the door of the private room.

Looking from the hollowed-out screen, I saw that Xiang Yang was still wearing the shirt he wore when he went out in the evening, and a few buttons on his chest had been undone, revealing a piece of his chest. Under the dim light, it looked decadent and sexy.

He drank wine, squinted his eyes, seemed to be thinking about something... Lin Junnan sat beside him, quietly spending time with Xiang Yang, who was rarely indulged.

I walked in, the two of them met their eyes, and Xiang Yang's expression flickered: "You... what are you here for?"

I narrowed my eyes and sneered: "What am I here for? I'll take you home."

Xiang Yang lowered his head: "I still want to drink for a while."

I raised my chin, and several people rushed out from all around, dragging Lin Junnan away like picking up a chicken.

Xiang Yang said angrily, "Don't touch him!"

Seeing Lin Junnan fell to the ground, Xiang Yang hurried to help him up, but his steps were unsteady, and he fell on Lin Junnan's body.

It was obviously that kid Lin Junnan who tripped Xiang Yang, you think I didn't see it?

Suppressing the discomfort in my heart, I stretched out my hand, condescendingly, to pull Xiangyang.

Lin Junnan was crushed under him, expressionless, his eyes seemed to be in the air.

Stretch out your hand in front of Xiangyang, as long as he can hold my hand, everything today will be considered as a nuisance.

But Xiangyang muttered a foul word and blocked my support with one hand.

Slightly blinked.

How is this going?

something happened.

I am very sure.

But it is not within my control.

The more this kind of time, the more calm I can always be, I asked slowly: "What do you mean?"

Xiangyang got up by himself and helped Lin Junnan up.

"What do you mean?" I asked again softly.

Xiang Yang frowned, and stood in front of me: "...I'll go back with you, don't touch Jun Nan."

There is already a calculation in my heart, since Lin Junnan is so shameless, don't blame me for being cruel and merciless to get rid of him.

But... there has to be an excuse.

I looked at Xiang Yang coldly: "If you have the guts, don't go back. Get lost!"

Xiang Yang stared at me, and after a while, he took Lin Junnan's hand and walked out the door.

as I expected.

But my heart still hurts uncontrollably.

Someone was by his side and asked cautiously, "Young Master Zhou, do you want to chase me?"

Make a sound, the voice does not seem to be his own: "Watch me."

[Special episode [-]: Unexpected discovery]

Being helped by Lin Junnan into the elevator, my mind was in a daze, and I didn't want to see Zhou Lei at this moment.

I opened the door and was helped to lie on the bed, I said to Lin Junnan: "Go back, I really troubled you today, I'm sorry."

Lin Junnan sat beside me, took out a towel to wipe my face, and said softly, "It's nothing, did you quarrel with Zhou Lei?"

I said, "It doesn't count."

A moist touch came from the face to the neck.Facing Lin Junnan's worried expression, I held his hand: "Don't worry, it's nothing."

Zhou Lei and I are not arguing.

It's just that I accidentally discovered today that the so-called fateful friendship between me and him turned out to be all in vain.

Once, I did it on purpose, helping him block the gun to confuse him.The other time it wasn't that he killed me, but that I committed a taboo—it turned out that there was more than one person who wanted me to die, not Xiaoming, nor Zhou Lei, but someone else.

I died not because I was used or jealous, but because I was advertised in a newspaper because of my ignorance.

That's right, Xiaoming had so many lovers in the last life, but which one got my ending?Who doesn't just break a few ribs?Which one is not being embarrassed in business?Who, like me, was thrown into the reservoir and ignored?

After my death, it is said that there were many friends in the business field, but no one questioned the cause of my death.Everyone kept secret.

At first, when I recalled it, my heart was extremely chilling, but now my heart is bright.

——The statement in the newspaper must be true, otherwise how could I arouse public anger?

I should have discovered that Ye Lan did not show up when Zhou Lei killed me in the previous life.In this life, Zhou Lei killed Luo Yu, but Ye Lan made a big fuss.

The truth turned out to be so, my death was a black case that Ye Lan didn't even want to get involved in.

I thought that my life was lost in Huangquan, all because one person regarded life as nothing.

But it turned out that I wrongly blamed Xiaoming, and I also wrongly blamed Zhou Lei.

I used to regard him as a sworn enemy, but looking back now, it turned out that I was the only one who couldn't tell right from wrong, dancing with hands and feet.

Sigh - I don't want to see Zhou Lei.

Because I don't want him to see myself in such a mess.

Even when he appeared in front of me, it made me extremely uncomfortable... The building in my heart collapsed, and I turned out to be not a gentleman who repays virtue with hatred.

It turned out that I hadn't forced my enemy to fall in love with me at last.

Everything - stems from a ridiculous misunderstanding.

When the dominoes collapsed to the last one, Zhou Lei was not the instigator, he was just one of many cards.

The beginning of me and Zhou Lei, the beginning of me and Zhou Lei, the so-called "destined" beginning in my heart, turned out to be just my own delusion.

Facts have already untied the rope of sadomasochism and told me an irrelevant beginning.

I am not a sage, I have forgiven my enemies.It was that I spent half my life entangled with a killer, only to find out that he was just hired.It's not that there's some weird obsession with me.

It’s as if the words I listed in my heart one by one in the past persuaded me to love Zhou Lei’s language—but now I’m starting to deconstruct this love.

My relationship with him is not so fragile, but Zhou Lei must give me time and allow me to be silent.

Lin Junnan untied my clothes with his fingers, and I said, "You don't need to untie it, I'll sleep in it."

With a bitter expression on Lin Junnan's face, he said softly, "It's okay, I don't bother you."

I close my eyes.

She simply ignored it, but she still couldn't help reminding Lin Junnan: "It's so late, let's go back quickly."

Lin Junnan didn't say anything, and I didn't have time to take care of him.

Lin Junnan suddenly climbed onto the head of my bed, spread his legs, and sat on my lap. I raised my eyes to look at him, but saw that his eyes were full of mist.

His clothes have fallen off.

I vaguely understood it in my heart, but suddenly wanted to degenerate myself.

How could I not understand the look in Lin Junnan's eyes after all these years.But since he is willing to deceive himself, I am also willing to pretend to be deceived by him.Everyone, there is no day when the window paper is pierced.

I'm disgusted.

It's not that I hate Zhou Lei.

It's not because he hates Lin Junnan.

I loathe myself.

It was as if even the so-called rebirth had become a joke.

Lin Junnan stretched out his hand and gently put his arms around my neck. He bent down and kissed me.

This is the second time I have kissed Lin Junnan.

Fresh and soft, just like the first time.

Panting lightly, he slowly unbuttoned his clothes and stuck them to his body.

I masochistically asked him: "We are brothers, is that okay?"

He bit his lip and shook his head.

It was only then that he discovered that his expression—although his clothes were disheveled and his trousers were pulled back below his knees, clearly in a lewd posture—had a sacrificial look.

He looked into my eyes - as if looking at a long-awaited dream, hugging my fingertips, trembling slightly.

How many years... It's the first time I met someone other than Zhou Lei on the bed... This feeling can't be called good... Every cell in my body trembled, with a dark emotion that was divorced from reality, and a disgusting feeling rose up desire.

Ever since I found out that my rebirth was a joke, taking revenge on the wrong enemy, and instead being dragged down by Zhou Lei, an innocent scumbag, to live happily ever after, I hated myself—if I had known the truth early on, I would not have blocked the gun for Zhou Lei, nor Will be willing to mix with such a domineering and possessive person, I will not have entanglements with Zhou Lei, and I will not have love... Maybe I will choose to fulfill my dream and travel around the world, maybe I will choose and like me, Junnan, who is gentle and kind, gets along with each other...but now I have to accept all of this.

Because I have fallen in love with Zhou Lei, so there is no what if...Zhou Lei...Zhou Lei...Looking at Lin Junnan in front of me—he loves me so much, and he does what I want.

But I still didn't enjoy it at all, but nauseated instead.

Lin Junnan's whole body is beautiful.

I am already plagued by carbuncle and hemorrhoids.

It turns out that I have already regarded Zhou Lei as my life.

Losing him hurts to the bone.

Betray him, I will tear my heart and my lungs apart.

We have long been inexplicably entangled with each other, and have become a lifetime of evil fate.

The fallen wings were folded, and the impulse to abandon myself just now became dispirited. I pushed Lin Junnan beside me, and turned my face: "You go."

"..."

"Brother...Big...Big Brother..." Lin Junnan looked into my eyes, which were instantly covered with mist.

Yes, Lin Junnan - the most beautiful place is the eyes.

He has been watching me for a long time, like a flower that has been waiting to bloom for me, waiting for me to pick it up, but because of my rejection, it fades away.

I sat up, remained silent for a while, and said in a hoarse voice: "You go, today, I am sorry for you. Jun Nan."

"Why... why do you say that... I... I... I am not unwilling... I... I am voluntary..." He explained tremblingly, as if he wanted to catch the only life-saving dawn on my face .

Stretching out my hand, I caressed his face: "Silly boy... don't spoil yourself like this in the future... let's go..."

Lin Junnan looked at me desperately.

I smiled: "Let's go, Junnan."

Lin Junnan dashed out of the room with his clothes in a mess.

After I put on my coat and trousers, I washed my face with cold water. Most of the alcohol was gone, and I wanted to go home.

As soon as he went out, he found Zhou Lei sitting against the wall, with cigarette butts all over his feet, sparks between his fingertips, and ash on his pants.

As far as I remember, he was not addicted to smoking.

I asked him, "When did you come?"

Zhou Lei stared at the ashes on his fingertips: "From the beginning."

"what?"

"From you into the room."

"Sitting here all this time?"

"Ah."

"why?"

"I was going to kick the door... but I lost all strength on my feet and my whole body trembled, so I sat outside to rest." Zhou Lei looked up at me and smiled.

I knelt down in front of him.

Zhou Lei held the gray black that was extinguished on his fingertips: "Lin Junnan must leave the mainland within three days. No matter where he goes, he must go anyway. Otherwise, I will not cooperate with Lin Yuan again, and I will report all his illegal operations. Because of this, you will never be able to stand up, and even your family will be ruined... As for you..." Zhou Lei still didn't look at me, but quietly stated: "If you dare to associate with Lin Junnan again, I will sue you for helping Lin Yuan launder money and imprison you. You, what do you have to say?"

I said, "I have nothing to say."

Zhou Lei supported the wall and stood up: "Since you have nothing to say, let's go, let's go home."

I followed behind him, Zhou Lei turned around suddenly, grabbed the hair from the back of my head, and kissed me. He bit my lip fiercely, and finally let me go out of breath, sneering: "You think I'm Will be sad, I will cry?

I won't, Xiangyang, you don't understand me too well, so I would rather let you beg me..."

"Don't ask me why?"

"And why?" Zhou Lei said softly: "I think you just need to clean up."

"We didn't do it."

"I know."

The fate that originally wanted to get rid of, wanted to sleep quietly, but was pulled back to the track.

I asked: "Zhou Lei, do you love me?"

Zhou Lei glanced at me: "What do you think?"

I smiled: "I love you."

Zhou Lei was silent for a while, and finally took my hand: "Yangzi, let's go home."