Don't get drunk

When he came out of the hospital, he was already in the middle of the night. Xiaoming's face was seriously injured. I talked to the doctor. Although the deep burn can be treated with plastic surgery in the future, it is basically impossible to fully recover.

Sitting alone in the car, I lit another cigarette, but I still didn't want to go back to see Zhou Lei.

He called me many times, and the lights flickered weakly and constantly in the dark, which made me upset and irritable.

I didn't receive it at first, just because I didn't hear it on mute. Later, when I dialed 120 for Xiaoming, more than a dozen boxes popped up at once, only to realize later that Zhou Lei had been looking for me.

After pressing the last cigarette, he started the car helplessly, and slowly drove up the outer ring road.

The neon lights of the city cover the vision in the night scene. What happened today is so complicated that I couldn't figure it out for a while.

Zhou Lei's affairs, Ye Lan's affairs, Lin Junnan's affairs, Luo Yu's affairs...all mixed together, so intricate, true and false, it was impossible to start.

I let out a sigh of relief, I don’t know if Zhou Lei had eaten after I left, after all, I came here to buy food and clothes for him, but when I went to the place Zhou Lei wanted to eat, it was closed .I had no choice but to bring him some along the way from elsewhere, and then drove back to the hospital.

Walking through the long corridor, I opened the door and entered, and the room was already dark.

The moonlight covered an inner room in front of the window through the gauze curtain, as hazy as hoarfrost, the bed was bulging, maybe he was already asleep, I watched him quietly for a while, I twisted the food box and prepared to close the door and leave .Well, I don't want to see him today.

As a result, as soon as he turned around, there was a cold voice behind him: Where are you going?

I stopped in my tracks.

With a bang, the lights turned on.The room was bright and spacious.

I turned around helplessly, only to see Zhou Lei climbed up from the bed with his arms propped up, his face was as pale as a ghost, and his dark eyes were looking straight at me.

Putting the food box in my hand on the desk, I asked: Have you eaten?

Zhou Lei sneered: Waiting for you to come back to eat, I would have starved to death.

I glanced at him: just eat it.I shouldn't be picky eaters when I'm sick.

Zhou Lei glanced at the counter, and he yelled at me there like crazy: Didn't I tell you the fuck, tell you to buy xxx Cantonese food, what kind of rubbish is this thing you screwed up?Who the hell will eat it?

I ignored his unreasonable troubles, opened the food box and handed it to Zhou Lei: This side dish is also famous, would you like to try it?For Cantonese cuisine, it was closed when I went today.

Zhou Lei pulled the food box away viciously with one hand, and I put it on the bedside table. Zhou Lei narrowed his eyes: Then why didn't you go earlier?And the clothes, and the clothes don't have time to get them?

I stood by the bed, looking down at him: Forgot.

Zhou Lei picked up the cup on the bedside table and threw it at me. I quickly turned my head to avoid it, but the cup was hit by the wall behind and fell to the ground again, cracked and shattered.Fortunately, there was no hot water inside, only a few tea leaves slid down the wall.

Zhou Lei pointed at me angrily: I told you that you have no fucking time!I told you to fucking forget!What the hell do you remember!I've become like this, you fucking remember to have dinner with the little boy, right?

I frowned: Can you keep your mouth clean, what little boy?That's my brother.

Zhou Lei stared at me, suddenly coughed violently, his whole body trembled, I hurriedly stroked his back to give him comfort: You said you are still sick, why are you mad at being blind?

Zhou Lei covered his mouth and spread his palms, there was blood.

I reached out to press the beeper to call the doctor, but was stopped by Zhou Lei, who raised his face and looked at me, coughing hoarsely this time: You...you fucking know I'm sick?Don't say anything to Lao Tzu, brother.Let me ask you, what about Luo Yu?What happened to Luo Yu?Also, you and Ye Lan are still talking in a room alone, are you jibbling?Don't you know that Ye Lan was the one who caused me to do this?

I was silent for a while.

Zhou Lei kept looking at me.

In the end, I pulled a chair and sat down by the bed, crossing my legs: If you don’t tell me, I really forgot, what do you mean by letting such a large group of people watch me?

What do you mean?

Zhou Lei laughed, and then his eyes turned red: What do you mean by asking me?Ye Lan's mother can make me like this, I don't believe that he has changed his ways and turned to righteousness to become a Buddha?Transgender?Give me everything?How can there be such a good thing in the world! ?I can't even see his backhand clearly, it's impossible to guard against him, and you don't know how to go out, can I stop people from following you?Am I afraid that something will happen to you? !

I asked lightly: Then why didn't you say hello to me beforehand?

Zhou Lei moved his lips, but said nothing.

I said: Because you didn't expect me to find them at all, did you?You didn't expect Ye Lan to go back to find me.

Ah.You said you were worried that something would happen to me...

I raised the corners of my mouth in a self-deprecating way: I think you wish something would happen to me!Tell me about it yourself, what happened to your will?

Zhou Lei was stunned for a moment, his sad and ferocious expression froze for a moment, he subconsciously bit his lip, then immediately changed another expression and looked out the window and said indifferently: "Why, what did Ye Lan tell you?"Do you believe what he said?

I stretched out my hands to pull back Zhou Lei's shoulders, and cupped his face with my palms. He avoided my direct gaze, and my reflection was reflected in his pupils.But I couldn't understand the scheming hidden under the darkness, I closed my eyes, simply ignored him, touched my forehead to his, and said in a hoarse voice: "I don't believe what he said at all, I don't believe it." Believe in you... If you say yes, there will be, if you say no, there will be no.

I……

Zhou Lei seemed to frowned in pain.

Bitterness filled the corner of his mouth: Zhou Lei, don't lie to me.You said, you won't lie to me again.

Zhou Lei was speechless for a while, and I waited for his answer.

An unbearable groan came from my ear, and the voice seemed to fall in the distance: I...Yangzi...I was a little out of my mind at that time...I couldn't count...I just...couldn't reach you when I called... Out of breath...you don't know...looking at the fear of bleeding all over your body...you don't know how much I miss you at that time...I thought I was going to die...I'm scared, Yoko.

Holding Zhou Lei into my arms, I said: Didn't you think of something else at that time?

Zhou Lei leaned on my shoulder, seemingly absent-minded: It's not that I haven't thought about it... I want you to avenge me... But with your temperament, I guess your revenge will be useless... Then you might as well go with me... Sooner or later, they can be reincarnated in one place.

Opening my eyes, Zhou Lei's gaze was so dark and determined, I couldn't help but take a breath: Don't let Ye Lan tell me about this kind of thing in the future, you know?Can't you say it yourself?You know how sad it is for me to hear about it from other people?

Zhou Lei nodded slowly upon hearing this.

We hugged each other, and no one spoke for a while.

Time passed quietly, but I hugged him tighter and tighter.

Zhou Lei suddenly laughed out loud, and looked up at me: I heard from them that Ye Lan was beaten today?Still not fighting back?

I nodded.

Zhou Lei raised the corners of his mouth mockingly, and said softly: Oh?Did he do this because he wanted you to intercede for him?

Startled, he still nodded.

Zhou Lei propped himself up and climbed onto my shoulder, looking into my eyes: Then, will you beg for him?

I stretched out my palm and traced along Zhou Lei's neck: Why do you ask that?

Zhou Lei smiled: As long as you ask, I will agree to you.

I said softly: No need, this is a grievance between the two of you.I don't want to interfere.

Zhou Lei held my hand, put it on his lips and kissed: I knew you wouldn't...

I look at him.

Zhou Lei said softly again: Then... did you beat Ye Lan for me?

I smiled: No, this is between the two of you.And didn't you beat him already?

The moonlight spilled into the inner room, passing through Zhou Lei's back, making him appear to be covered in frost.

Zhou Lei looked at me: Yangzi, that matter... don't be angry with me, okay?I'm just too angry.

Temporary?The eyes met, and I looked at Zhou Lei's calm and deep eyes: You are not at all momentary.

Zhou Lei's smile looked a little vain under the moonlight: Yes, I'm not in a momentary mood, I just want to do it.I just can't see you in a world without me, with others.Even if you are angry, if there is a next time, I will still do it...

I know.

As I said that, I stood up and pulled Zhou Lei on the bed to the front of my crotch.

Zhou Lei pursed his lips, looked up at me, and unzipped my pants, asking: This?As an apology for you?

I pressed his head on my crotch, and raised the corners of my mouth:

Is this also called making amends?Come on you, you are still sick now, I won't do anything with you, this is a postponement...

Waiting for you...

I looked down at Zhou Lei: See how I deal with you...

Zhou Lei glanced at me with a smile, then buried his head in it, before taking it all in, he picked up the front end and stuck out his tongue to lick it lightly: Just you?Can you still clean me up?

I inserted my hands into the hair at the back of his head...and closed my eyes: just wait...well...

I entered a warm and humid place below, and when I opened my eyes, I saw that Zhou Lei had swallowed it all, and a trace of charm flashed in the corner of his eyes.