Don't get drunk

Zhou Lei's face froze, but he laughed quickly: What's the matter?Are you angry?How can I not know you?I'm kidding you.

As Zhou Lei spoke, his voice softened, and he looked into my eyes affectionately: I know, what you did was not just for yourself, nor just for your career... You think I killed Luo Yu, want to Redeem me.

I didn't speak.

Zhou Lei had a gentle face on his face: Yangzi, seeing you have been doing so much for me for the past two months, I am very happy and happy... Ye Lan's sowing discord is really ridiculous, and it is self-defeating.You only have me in your heart.

Said Zhou Lei held my palm and placed it on his chest:

Xiangyang, I don't regret drinking medicine and going crazy, although I don't know anything, but that time really made me understand what love is, and what is unswerving until death...

It's not that I don't want to taste more, but I really want to be with you... Even if I can pretend, I can't wait, I want to really hold your hand and look at you like this.

I still didn't speak.

Zhou Lei lowered his head, lowered his eyelashes, clenched his hands, and said softly:

Again, it's not easy to find someone who is sincere, and I won't waste it like this.Ye Lan doesn't understand anything.He was so smooth when he was a child, it was rare for me to create an opportunity for him to know himself, but he turned his face and completely ignored the other person's life and death.

Said Zhou Lei slowed down his voice:

Yangzi, this is all his own fault.I knew a long time ago that with his temper, he wouldn't be able to achieve great things... After that matter is over, how promising he is to find male prostitutes.I really can't see it, so I want to teach him a lesson.He is really hopeless, and no one can save him unless he can pass his own test.But he didn't think so at all.I used to pity him for always taking him around, and wanted him not to be so depressed.But this time he really let me down.

Zhou Lei took a step forward and got closer to me, touching my chest and touching the tip of his nose. He held my hand and put it on his lips and kissed lightly: Xiangyang.I am a person who is cruel to outsiders, but think about it for yourself, since we have known each other for so long, I have never cared about you, even if I hurt myself, I am reluctant to let you suffer even a little grievance.Do you understand my heart?

His breath breathed on my cheeks, making people feel warm, but I still calmly stated the truth:

You are still dying, Zhou Lei.This time I was even more chilled.If you say Luo Yu that time, your emotions got up and you didn't control it well; but what about this time?You are premeditated... I can't accept such a thing.

Zhou Lei lowered his head when he heard this, and held my hand for a while without speaking, keeping his expression very calm.

When he spoke again, he raised his face and pretended to be listening attentively, explaining to me: Xiangyang, I know your temperament... But you really don't have to feel guilty, that guy will die sooner or later from taking drugs, even if he doesn't have me, he will live But 25 years old!

I looked into Zhou Lei's eyes: Ah Lei, I'm not kidding you.Really, I'm tired, let's part.

When the eyes met, Zhou Lei's face changed, his lips trembled for a while, he finally lowered his voice, and said in a hoarse voice: Xiangyang...I think you need to calm down...Is my recovery too surprising for you? , you feel a little uncomfortable?It's okay, we have plenty of time...

I can pretend that I didn't hear what you said today.I'm dealing with Ye Lan these few days, you just rest at home and stay calm, okay.

I took my hand out of his arms and put it into my trouser pocket. I looked at him: Zhou Lei... what are you doing?Don't be so ugly.

Zhou Lei covered his face with both hands, and closed his eyes tightly. When he opened his eyes again, his eyes were red, and he let out a laugh deep in his throat, and squeezed out four words from between his teeth: You can't go!

I squinted slightly, broke free from his entanglement, turned around and walked towards the door.

Zhou Lei stood still in place, silent without saying a word.

As a result, as soon as he put his hand on the doorknob, Zhou Lei suddenly shouted sharply behind me: Stop him for me!

Pushing open the door, a burst of dazzling sunlight hits the face, and suddenly the three people from the two sides of the door rushed out, blocking the door like a pillar.

Frowning, I said: Zhou Lei, don't play foolishly with me, let them get out of the way!

Zhou Lei's laughter came from behind, he walked slowly to my side, reached out to help me tidy up my collar, but I blocked him, the expression on his face instantly distorted there:

Xiangyang, it's not that I won't let you go.But in this situation, I don't trust you to go out... What if something happens to you?Ye Lan is staring at this side closely. I can't bear what he wants to do to you.

I said lightly: Zhou Lei, I don't want to quarrel with you to this point, it's a good deal, you have to do this?

Zhou Lei pursed his lips, looked at me with vacant eyes for a while, and suddenly pointed at me and shouted:

What if I illegally detain you?Fuck it!You fucking know so much, it's not too much for me to keep you as a confidentiality period!Stay here honestly for me these few days!

I was really angry, a wave of anger pulled me away and pushed him away, he staggered a few steps and looked at me with red eyes.I turned a blind eye and passed him a few steps before going upstairs to the room.

Opening the safe, I thought it would not be too late to collect the things in the future, but today I don't believe in this evil, and I cleared some important files and put them all in the folder.

I kept the real estate certificate of this house, and I prepared to go downstairs from the garden on the second floor with my things.

As a result, as soon as the balcony door was pushed open, Zhou Lei rushed in from behind. His gaze swept into the room, and he saw the open safe door and scattered traces inside.

His face turned pale, and he lost his voice and said: Yangyang, I was wrong... Can I be wrong... I shouldn't talk to you like this.I know you don't like this, but I'm in a hurry.Just forgive me this time.

I looked down, good guy, one is guarding the front door, one is guarding the back door, and the other is guarding the side of my car.

Speaking of which, Zhou Lei suddenly conjured a kitchen knife out of nowhere, and put it on his wrist:

don't go...

Tears were about to overflow from Zhou Lei's eyes... just rolling in his eye sockets, his face full of anticipation and Ai Ai:

Please, Yangyang...don't go...

As he spoke, he increased his strength, and a bloodstain immediately appeared on his wrist.

I put the things in my hands on the terrace and greeted softly: Zhou Lei, come here.

Zhou Lei shook his head: You promise me not to leave.

You come here first.

You promise me first.

I really didn't break it. I sighed: I can promise you to come here.

Zhou Lei approached me with his head down, I grabbed the kitchen knife from his hand and threw it from the balcony.

I held his face with both hands, but saw him looking at me with wet eyes.

I whispered: Open your mouth.

I kissed him, entangled with his tongue, Zhou Lei gasped, reached out and hugged my back, I pinched his chin, rubbed him fiercely, exchanging saliva, I bit his lip ... Just when I thought we were about to melt together, Zhou Lei fell into my arms and grabbed my cuff, holding a silver thread by his mouth: Yangyang, don't go, okay?

I whispered: I want to go somewhere first, come with me?

Zhou Lei lowered his eyes and nodded in agreement.

Maybe because I was worried about driving by myself, Zhou Lei put me in the co-driver and started the car. He asked, "Where are we going?"

You go ahead first, and I'll show you.

I glanced in the rearview mirror and saw three black Mercedes following.

On the way, Zhou Lei said briskly to me without realizing it:

Xiangyang, I know why you're angry... Don't you think I'm going to keep pretending to be crazy to lie to you after I get better?But I have difficulties, I am really afraid...

I didn't trust people very much since I was a child... You don't know... My dad, that old bastard, used to be very nice to me. When my mother died, he turned around and threw me like a rag. I didn't even know it.I later found out that when he chased my mother, he was running for my background, and he didn’t really like my mother after he got married, and he also pretended to love me, and tried every means to persuade my mother to go back to her natal house to be with her. Well... he was crazy later, and only then did he have a little conscience...

When you're not crazy, you're going to be ruthless.

When someone chased him to the door, he called my mother.Those people are holding guns! He still shouted.As soon as my mother went out, he hid behind my mother... My mother was really daring, and stood in front of him...

I was right at the entrance, and I could see it clearly.

I still don't understand what's going on...

My mother went.

As a result, the bones were still not cold. My dad brought back a small one.

Xiangyang, I'm too scared, but I care too much about you, I really want to give you my heart, but I dare not.That's why... It's really not your problem... It's because I was too shadowed... You don't know, when Ye Lan was there to sow discord, I knew what he said was false, but I still couldn't help being shaken.Do you think I'm crazy on drugs?At that time, when I heard Ye Lan say that you were with him, I... I really went crazy...

I'm too scared, Xiangyang.

But after all, I didn't misread you. For the things you have led me to do in the past two months, I have seen every bit of what you have done to me in my heart.I have become like this, but you are all satisfied with me. If the two of us don’t go through this, if someone framed you again in the future, wouldn’t I feel uncomfortable... But I won’t now...

You told me to break up, I'm really sad.We are a couple made in heaven, why don't we be together?

I looked at the road signs and scenery passing by on the road ahead, but didn't speak.

Zhou Lei continued softly:

Sometimes I really like you for being so stubborn, but sometimes I hate you too much for not being flexible.

Besides, what is such a broken person?

I said: Turn left at the next traffic light.

Zhou Lei turned the steering wheel and touched the ring with his thumb: Xiangyang, I will treat you well for the rest of my life.

Closing my eyes, I suddenly felt that all this was so ridiculous and vain.

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I was pointing the way to Zhou Lei while driving, but my face became more and more ugly.

As soon as I arrived, Zhou Lei looked at me gloomyly: Xiangyang... what's wrong with you?You...you don't still miss Luo Yu, do you?

I said lightly: I haven't, I've always been thinking about you.

I didn't say the second half of the sentence: but I seem to be wrong.

I walked to the edge of the reservoir and watched the water gurgling under my feet.

Yeah, I really forgot.

Before Zhou Lei turned off his father, he had been putting on a show. This is his famous housekeeping skill. How can I be his opponent.I fucking played myself in it, and now I'm tired and want to abstain.But I don't know why, my heart hurts so much... I don't know what's wrong with me.

Bring him here, not for other reasons, just to see his own heart.

Today, let me end all this.

I walked up to Zhou Lei and said, "Turn around."

Zhou Lei looked at me for a while, but he was obedient, and turned around without the slightest hesitation.

I kicked his ass up and kicked him into the reservoir.

Just heard a 'thump'.

wow-

wow-

Without making a sound, Zhou Lei just thumped in the water to take a breath, floating up and sinking all at once. When he came up, his eyes kept looking at me.

He didn't swim ashore either.

I watched him silently,

He seemed unable to wait, and finally shouted: Xiangyang!Come down and save me!

I stood on the shore, closed my eyes, and opened them again.

The sky is still so blue, the clouds are still so light...

A gust of wind blew by, and I brushed away the broken hair on my forehead.

Zhou Lei was still splashing in the water.

He was not as energetic as when he just fell, and his arms for paddling water gradually became dull.Watching him try his best to lean against the shore but was washed back by the current all the way.

Xiangyang!

Xiangyang!

Come down and save me!

he growled.

I looked at him on the shore, just like he looked at me on the shore in my previous life.

The only difference is that he can swim ashore by himself; but in my previous life, I was powerless and could only helplessly let myself sink to the bottom of the water.

It turns out that the time flies so fast, and the glitz is gone, how can people be embarrassed.

I don't know how long it has passed... Zhou Lei is still thrashing hard... But his body has been pushed farther and farther... Gradually, he will end up in the water...

Zhou Lei finally sank down. Seeing the bubbles bursting in the air, I felt as if shocked by an electric shock. I jumped into the water and pulled the struggling body in front of me to the shore.

Zhou Lei lay on the ground, choking his face with a sip of water.

After coughing for a while, he turned to look at me, trembling and said:

Okay... let's go... Xiangyang... relieved... just go back and live with me...

There was a hot current in the eye sockets...

I see……

How the hell did I fall in love with such a thing!

But fucking still like it!

Can I stop being such a coward!