hairy mouth

"Oh--Okay." Fang Tiejun took a sip of wine, "If you want to hear it, I will tell you. Don't laugh at me after listening."

"Will not."

"Didn't I tell you that Qin Yuan was my tutor?"

"Ah."

"Actually, he is two years older than me. At that time, I went directly from vocational high school to ordinary high school, and the courses couldn't keep up. It happened that during the summer vacation of the year of junior high school and senior high school, Qin Yuan went to play with his aunt in our hometown during the university vacation. My dad is in the same unit. When they chatted, they didn’t know how to talk about the child’s study, so they decided to ask Qin Yuan to come to my house to give me extra lessons. At first he went back during the day and at night, and then my mother kept him for dinner a few times. It was late, so he stayed at my house. Later, my dad said that he was a boy anyway, so he simply let him eat and live at my house."

"I'll go, it's hard not to think about it." Ke Xiaoxi couldn't help interjecting.

Fang Tiejun shook his head, "If Qin Yuan was an ordinary boy, nothing would happen."

"Ah?! You mean, Qin Yuan was already G at that time?"

"It can't be said that it has been, but according to him, the roommate who slept with him in college before that has already had experience."

"Ah?! So...he seduced you?"

"Seduce? Doesn't count."

"Quick! Details, I want details!"

"I'll call you Ba Po Xi from now on."

"Whatever, hurry up and talk!"

"Well..." Fang Tiejun tilted his head and recalled for a moment, "One night, he asked me to write a composition in English. My English is so bad that I couldn't hold it all the time. He sat on the bed and leaned against the head of the bed while reading a book and waiting for me. At the beginning, he occasionally urged a few words, and then there was no movement. I saw: he fell asleep, the book fell on the bed and his head was tilted to one side. His bones were soft, his body was white, and the angle of his neck was strange. For some reason, he suddenly felt as if his head was about to roll off. At that time, only the desk lamp and bedside lamp on my desk were turned on in the room, and the light was a bit dim. The more I looked at it, the more terrifying I felt, so I walked over to get closer I wanted to see if he was still panting. But at this moment his eyes suddenly opened, and I sat down on the bed in fright. But he was amused. I was a little angry, and I got up and wanted to leave. He held me back. I said what are you doing, and he said I was stingy, and then he just stared at me. You can see what he looks like now. Back then he was thinner and more handsome than now, so I don’t know What kind of evil was caught, he was staring at him, and his mouth unconsciously moved over... I don't need to talk about the following things."

"Oh?! Why did you turn on the light?!" Ke Xiaoxi was in high spirits, but Fang Tiejun didn't expect Fang Tiejun to make up such a sentence. He hastily used his trump card and choked his voice with a rogue face, "How do you know if you don't tell me?" What happened."

"Get out, it's the most disgusting thing for a man to be cute."

"Let's talk." Ke Xiaoxi grabbed Fang Tiejun's arm and shook it from side to side.

Fang Tiejun shook him off with disgust on his face, "Damn it, I won't say anything if you do this again."

"Okay." Ke Xiaoxi withdrew her paws and resumed her serious expression, "Then let me ask you a question: Did you not resist at all the first time?"

"Pull it down, he is young and full of vigor. At that time, I just wanted to find a hole in him to vent the anger. I didn't have time to think about other things. If I said I resisted in my heart, I was depressed for a long time after it was over. real."

"Hmm. What happened after that time?" Ke Xiaoxi nodded and couldn't help but think about her first time.

"Afterwards, we lived a life of studying hard during the day and making cannons every night until the end of the holiday. He continued to attend his university, and I continued to study in my high school. During the period, we occasionally corresponded. I don't know what happened to him. You know, anyway, I missed him more and more that year, and I always took the photos he sent me when I masturbated. Later, with that energy, I went directly to the city where he studied in university. .My parents were so excited that they almost hugged each other and cried. They had prepared all the money for me to re-study. On the day I received the admission notice, my dad ran to buy a hanging whip. That’s when I lived until now , the only time my dad was proud of me. Those days when he met people, he said: My second boy, don’t look at the usual shopping, it’s not a serious business, but it’s the festival, hey! Really promising! After hearing him say this, he would answer like this: the child is smart, and Tao boy is smart. Tao is better than Jier. At this time, my father's face will glow red... oops! I digressed. "

Ke Xiaoxi poked her head up and looked at Fang Tiejun with great interest, "It's all right, I also love to hear about the grievances between father and son and brother's love."

Fang Tijun stretched out his hand and pushed on his forehead, "I don't want to listen anymore."

"Then talk about Qin Yuan."

"Qin Yuan studied at a famous university, and mine is purely for the purpose of mixing diplomas. The two schools are not too close, and we have to take a six-stop bus, so we met every weekend at the beginning. Later, we moved out of the dormitory to live with him. We rented a house near the school, so that we can live together and don’t have to run around so hard.”

"Wait a minute!" Ke Xiaoxi interrupted Fang Tiejun, "I rented a house near 'his' school? Then he is the only one who doesn't have to work hard. When you were a freshman and a sophomore, he was a junior and a senior, obviously you have to work harder Well."

"Uh, I haven't thought about this, so don't worry about it so much? On the contrary, I felt very happy at the time."

"Yeah, can you not be happy?" Ke Xiaoxi's face was full of envy and hatred, "What happened later? You just lived like that for four years?"

"Well, four years passed in the blink of an eye, and he worked for two years when I was about to graduate. Qin Yuan's family is from Shanghai. At that time, his family began to call him all day, saying that he should go back and develop. In the end, he couldn't help it. He had no choice but to go back first. Before he left, he told me to look for a job after graduation, and said he would persuade my family to come back to me soon. Think more, trust him, and just tell him not to be too impulsive and let him go."

"Then I graduated from university. Xiao Xiao, my best friend since I was a child, came to me. He insisted on opening a restaurant with me. But in fact, it was a joint opening, but in fact he paid for me. Xiao Xiao is I am a rich second generation. My family paid for the university. It is not far from the city where I study, and the train takes less than an hour. In those years, he came to my place every now and then, so he was the only one around me who knew me. People related to Qin Yuan."

"The restaurant opened soon, the business is good, and I am getting more and more busy. Sometimes when I return to my residence at night, I often pick up my mobile phone and want to call Qin Yuan, but I fall asleep before I finish pressing the number. I am awake during the day Sometimes guests come before I can say a few words. And every time I get on the phone, when I ask him how he is doing with his family and when he will be back, his answer will always be: wait a minute. I think He has his difficulties, never said anything serious, and never urged him, I always told him to talk to the family, don't get stiff."

"Just like that, almost two years passed by without knowing it. At that time, I knew that my limit had been reached and I couldn't wait any longer. So I greeted Xiao Xiao, exchanged the hotel's money, and I brought I went to Shanghai alone with a box of salutes. I didn’t tell Qin Yuan in advance, I wanted to give him a surprise. At that time, I decided that no matter what situation we were about to face or what was waiting for us, we had to face it together. Separate from him. It doesn’t matter even if everything starts from scratch. I can go to the company to apply for a job as a small employee. If the small employee is not good, I can go to the market for sales. You can also go to restaurants, shake spoons, change knives, wash dishes, everything, I don’t care. Because I know that as long as I get used to the environment and give me enough time, I will be able to do anything I want to do.”

"I stayed up almost all night on the train, thinking about it all the time. I even planned out my life ten years later. The result..."

"What's the result?" Ke Xiaoxi was engrossed in listening, and Fang Tiejun suddenly stopped.

"As a result..." Fang Tiejun lowered his eyes, "in front of the Shanghai Railway Station, Qin Yuan told me on the phone: He was married more than a year ago, and he didn't tell me because he didn't know how to speak. And that's when I knew, It turned out that when his family chased him back to Shanghai, one of the most important things was a blind date. Hehe, for more than a year, I was kept in the dark like a fool, and I still imagined the happy life of the two of us every day. I even dreamed of the scene when we met again in my dreams... Huh, I remember that day was very cold, and it was drizzling in Shanghai. I don’t know how long I just stood in front of the train station. Anyway, I finally waited for me to enter the ticket office. I was completely soaked when I went to the living room. I didn’t want to go back to the city where we stayed together for four years, so I went back to my hometown disheartened.”

"Before you left, he didn't say to visit you?" Ke Xiaoxi felt a little unbelievable.

Fang Tiejun smiled wryly, "He said he was afraid of seeing me, so he would choose to go with me without hesitation. He said he couldn't do that, he couldn't do that to his parents, he couldn't let his wife down, they were right."

"Then you are wrong?!" Ke Xiaoxi was a little angry.

"I have figured it out a long time ago. There is no right or wrong in this matter. I also believe that what he said to me is the truth, but if the reality is not cruel enough, it is not reality. I don't want to blame anyone, and I don't have the energy. The fact is there, it will not change whether you accept it or not. How is it? Is it enough for Qiong Yao, is it enough for blood? Are you satisfied?"

Ke Xiaoxi still did not give up, "Then what happened next?"

"Where is the later, why do you have so many 'later'?"

"You haven't contacted me again, haven't you met again?"

"No. The day you got sick was the first time we talked on the phone, the first time we saw each other in seven years."

"But I heard he's divorced."

"Does it have anything to do with me? It's not because of me. Even if it's for me, I have no obligation to accept him again."

"how about you?"

"What am I?"

"Did you find someone else?"

"Of course, there are quite a few. But there are no long-term ones, and I haven't paid any more feelings. It's over when it's over, and some are just one night."

"Ai──" Ke Xiaoxi sighed long and drank the wine in the glass, "Everyone has more or less past events that they don't want to mention. They are always curious before listening to them, but they always feel heavy after listening to them. It's really... ...not fun at all."

Fang Tiejun picked up the bottle and wanted to pour it again, but found that the bottle was empty. He kept talking except eating, and Ke Xiaoxi drank most of the wine.He stretched out his hand and waved in front of Ke Xiaoxi's eyes, "Are you okay? Have you drunk too much?"

Ke Xiaoxi grabbed the corkscrew and picked up another bottle, "Is it still early? You underestimate me, don't you?"

"It looks like you said too much."

"Nonsense, if you don't believe me, watch me uncork the wine and make sure the cork won't break."

"Then you should drink less when this bottle is opened."

"Cut! Just tell me if you're gluttonous, no one will snatch it from you."

The wine was opened, and the cork was pulled out completely.

Ke Xiaoxi poured the wine triumphantly, "How is it? What did I say?"

Fang Tiejun glanced at him, "Okay, Ba Po Xi is huge. Then I have said so much about me, to be fair, shouldn't you also talk about yourself properly?"

Ke Xiaoxi looked at Fang Tiejun warily, "Me? I have nothing to say."