The leader doesn't want to marry

After Ai Lihan said the sentence 'Why don't you leave? ', Wen Shuyang looked at him with wide eyes, not knowing how to answer.

Ai Lihan took a deep look at him, turned over mercilessly, turned his back to Wen Shuyang and said quietly: "Brother, let's go. I won't see you off."

Wen Shuyang's anger went straight to his chest, and he couldn't control it anymore, and cursed: "Ai Lihan, I don't care if I go or not, if you say you want me to stay, I'll stay, if you say you want me to go, I'll go Let's go, do you think I'm a noodle maker? Knead flat and round as you like?"

Wen Shuyang originally thought that Ai Lihan would turn around and argue with him, but Ai Lihan didn't move his body, and said in a very tired tone: "Senior brother, I was the one who was sorry for you before, what use will you be in the future?" I will go through fire and water without saying a word, let me send you out of the city, don't you always want to go home?"

Wen Shuyang was blocked by him, and Ai Lihan explained the reason clearly, but Wen Shuyang just felt that something was wrong, otherwise he wouldn't be so uncomfortable and unwilling.

But Wen Shuyang couldn't figure out what was wrong.He wants to go home, that's right.He's always wanted to leave, and that's right.But why does the foot seem to have taken root in Tianxuanmen?

Wen Shuyang stared at Ai Lihan's back for a long time, so long that Ai Lihan seemed to have fallen asleep.He was holding an empty medicine bowl, and walked out in a daze.

"Brother Wen..." A small voice sounded behind him, and Wen Shuyang turned around to see Ai Le holding a small wooden sword.

These days, Wen Shuyang has always been very patient with Ai Le, and would tease the children for a while when he was free.The children are not as wary of him as they were at first, but they often play with him.

"Brother Wen, I just caught an unwanted chicken, do you want to eat it with me?" Aile opened his big dark eyes and sincerely invited him.

"Chicken?" Wen Shuyang saw the longing in his eyes, so he temporarily packed up his mood and walked towards him, thinking that although Ai Le has no shortage of food and clothing, he is also a poor person. Like Ai Lihan, he has been lonely since he was a child. There is no one to play with, so he pestered himself like this: "Where did you catch it?"

"In the chicken coop in the backyard." Aile replied bluntly, seeing Wen Shuyang walking over, his eyes became bright and shining.

In the chicken coop in the backyard?That's a chicken raised in the kitchen...

Wen Shuyang glanced at the child's happy face, and swallowed back the words in his mouth.Holding the child's hand, he asked gently, "Where are we going to eat?"

Ai Le happily dragged him to an open space in the backyard. Wen Shuyang saw a fat hen tied up and hung on a grill, screaming "cuckoo".

"This, how to eat, shouldn't it be taken to the kitchen?"

"Need not."

Wen Shuyang watched the six-year-old boy kill the chicken very skillfully, then plucked the chicken, cut it open, washed it clean, lit it and put it on the grill.

"You, how could this happen?" Wen Shuyang was stunned. He had entered the kitchen very few times. Seeing such a young child be so powerful, his eyes were filled with admiration instantly.

"Father does this every time, but he roasts a chicken every time. If I can't get enough to eat, I do it myself." The child said calmly, wiping the fine sweat from his forehead with his sleeve.

After Wen Shuyang heard this, he really didn't know whether to praise the child for being too sensible, or "praise" Ai Jingu for being too incompetent as a father.

After a while, the aroma of roasted chicken wafted out, and the aroma of pure meat almost made Wen Shuyang's saliva flow out.

They got rid of a chicken, and Wen Shuyang watched the child wielding his small wooden sword on the snow as usual, and then gave some pointers from time to time.

"Brother Wen, brother Wen..."

"Ah? What's wrong?"

Wen Shuyang suddenly came back to his senses, saw the child squatting in front of him with frowning, and said unhappily, "Uncle, is something on your mind?"

Wen Shuyang was taken aback by what he said, then scratched his nose with his fingers, and said, "Why do you say that?"

"Brother Wen's face is written all over."

Wen Shuyang was so blocked that he had nothing to say, but the child's expression flickered, and he said sadly, "Brother Wen, are you worried about my brother?"

Wen Shuyang's mind was punctured, and he gave a dry laugh to cover up and said, "What is your brother worried about?"

"Mother was like this back then. She was lying on the bed for several days and never got up again, and then she disappeared." The child's voice was muffled. Although he didn't know what "death" meant, he knew that he could The mother who made his father smile will never appear again.

Wen Shuyang heard him mention Ai Jingu's mysterious wife for the first time, but she had already gone, and the eyes of the child in front of him were more compassionate and loving.

"Will my brother lie down and disappear?" The child looked at Wen Shuyang with wide eyes, making Wen Shuyang dumb for a while.

"Of course not, my brother won't be gone. When my brother is well, he will play with Lele." Wen Shuyang put his warm palm against the child's soft hair and rubbed it affectionately.

"Father said the same thing as you back then..." The child lowered his head, drawing circles in the snow with his short and thin fingers, his words filled with heart-rending grievances: "But mother still disappeared, and daddy also disappeared." I never laughed..."

Wen Shuyang felt pain in his heart, stretched out his hand and pulled the child into his arms, hugged him tightly, buried his nose in the warm neck of the child, took a deep breath, and said vaguely: "No , brother won't..."

Of course Ai Lihan won't die, but will he stop laughing in the future?

In this kind of fate, there is no one who cares about him around him, and if he leaves him again, how will Ai Jiu live in the next few decades...

Ai Le huddled in the warm embrace of the man, feeling the ubiquitous warmth, his eyes stared like an innocent little rabbit, and then he slowly stretched out his thin arms to wrap around the man's neck .He vaguely remembered that when his mother was still there, his father seemed to hug him like this...

In the evening, after Wen Shuyang finished eating the chicken cooked by the children, when he returned to the Black Bamboo Pavilion, the bed was empty and the bedding was neatly folded.

"Where is the person?" Wen Shuyang's heart tightened, and he asked the maid who was cleaning the house.

"The door owner has gone to the parliamentary party."

Wen Shuyang's lips tightened unconsciously, and the warm smile that had been hanging all year round also disappeared, and he strode out.

"Sorry, Mr. Wen, our sect master is discussing matters with the various branch masters inside, you can't go in." The guard guarding the door said sternly.

When Wen Shuyang wanted to see Ai Lihan, when was he blocked, let alone he was discussing matters, it was just... Forget it, Wen Shuyang didn't say anything, holding his breath, he stood at the door and waited.

Although the snow has stopped these few days, it is still very cold, and the ice skates hanging from the eaves are very long.

Wen Shuyang's clothes were not thick, and his small white porcelain face turned blue after a while.No matter how the guards at the door tried to persuade him, Wen Shuyang just didn't go back and stood straight at the door.He wanted to see how long Ai Lihan could hide from him.

Sure enough, not long after, the guard said that the door owner invited him in.

Wen Shuyang entered the council hall shivering from the cold, and saw the back of Ai Lihan standing in front of the window, where were the masters of various branches.

"Are you feeling better? Are you still standing in front of the window and blowing the wind?" Wen Shuyang forgot everything when he saw the cold wind blowing directly on Ai Lihan's body, and strode over to close the window in front of Ai Lihan. .

Before he could withdraw his hand to close the window, it was tightly held by a powerful hand.

"When are you leaving?" Ai Lihan said in a cold voice.

Wen Shuyang's beautiful eyebrows twitched, and he couldn't bear it and said: "Ai, Li, Han, you don't have to chase me all the time, I will leave when I want to. But you, now you dare not even meet me?"

Ai Lihan's face was calm and unwavering, and he was not aroused by Wen Shuyang at all. He said slowly: "Yes, I dare not. I am afraid that even the cats and dogs around me will die. So, Brother, stay away from me."

Wen Shuyang looked at Ai Lihan's cold face, and when he said these words, it seemed that the person who was speaking was not himself, and his heart was made very uncomfortable by his expression that was more sad than death, and said angrily: "This way Do you believe it too?"

"How can I not believe it, Master and Master Wuliang both know about it, plus my second uncle... and the fact is also the same..." Ai Lihan sneered, and said self-deprecatingly: "Although I have always been cruel, but It’s not like letting the person I love die with me.”

The end of the last sentence floated in the cold air, it was so light, but it opened such a deep hole in Wen Shuyang's heart.

"When I was good, I could do such a rebellious thing to force you, and I could still hold a sliver of hope that you would fall in love with me one day and accept me. But it turned out that what I expected was not the same as making you fall in love with me The same is difficult, and the same will never be achieved...Even if I try harder...Brother, let's be brothers for the rest of our lives, just like before..."

The despair in Ai Lihan's words was so strong that Wen Shuyang, who had been listening by the side, was so angry that he wanted to step forward and slap him twice.

In the end, Wen Shuyang didn't slap Ai Lihan twice, but said something that made him want to slap himself twice: "Isn't it just a fate of others talking nonsense? My fate is up to me, I really don't believe it , I will stay by your side from now on, I don't believe anyone can kill me!"

This is the first time Wen Shuyang has promised anything since Ai Lihan forced him.If it was in the past, Ai Lihan would have been so happy, but now, apart from infinite gratitude, there is only deep regret in his heart...

He has already made up his mind that he will not pester Wen Shuyang any more. Even if he thinks about him dying alone, it is better than seeing him being imprisoned by his side unwillingly and then dying in his arms.

"Brother, you are so kind..." Ai Lihan sighed softly and seriously and said: "...I have known it since I was a child. A good person like you can make me meet for ten or twenty years. Thank God very much, but I was not satisfied before..."

"Now I'm thinking about it." Ai Lihan pretended to be relaxed and said: "Brother, go, I can live alone...Brother waits for you to find a wife, and I will drink your wedding wine..."

"If I say I won't leave, I won't leave. Can you stop talking nonsense?" Wen Shuyang couldn't help saying when he heard him chattering.

Seeing the man who had always been strong in front of him soften these days, Wen Shuyang suddenly became clear, especially after saying that he would not leave, the knot that had been entangled in his heart for the past few days seemed to be untied.He admitted that he couldn't stand his little junior brother who couldn't even smile when he couldn't see him...

Wen Shuyang seemed to have thought clearly in an instant, he held Ai Lihan's big hand with his backhand, and held it tightly in his palm.I thought to myself, isn't it life robbery?He wasn't even afraid of breaking into the island of ten thousand corpses alone, but would he be afraid of this illusory and unfounded thing?

If Ai Lihan had been doing well all along, he wouldn't have said anything. It was time to get married and have children.But this little junior brother whom he grew up with, the man who loves him so deeply, is in the current situation, if he can let go without hesitation at this time, he will not be Wen Shuyang.