Biganchun
Chapter 74
Ye Cangliang, Plum Blossom Hall.
The birthday banquet is still there, the cups and cups are cold, and there is no trace of the Iraqis.Only Gongsun Ce and Ding Yuehua sat silently at the banquet, their faces were covered with tears.
On the way back to Kaifeng mansion from the imperial city, Zhan Zhaozheng met Bao Zheng and others who were on the way into the palace. He briefly explained the previous situation and returned to the mansion with everyone.
Gongsun Ce stood up solemnly when he saw the crowd returning.He walked up to Zhan Zhao, flicked his clothes, and knelt down: "Xiong Fei, Gongsun Ce's useless body can't stop her from going, and you can dispose of the burden!
Zhan Zhao shuddered, and also knelt in front of Gongsun Ce, and said in a painful voice, "Sir, please stand up, the origin of this matter is all due to Zhan Zhao's negligence, and I can't blame you in the slightest."
The two of them clasped their hands, with tears in their eyes, and stood up hand in hand.
Zhan Zhao suppressed his tears, turned around and said to Bao Zheng: "Tonight's accident will also affect my lord, Zhan Zhao mishandled it, please forgive my lord."
Bao Zheng shook his head and sighed: "Xiong Fei, this matter is unavoidable, you have to calm down and adapt to the situation... Our government has just informed the commanders of the gate guards in the inner and outer cities. The princess's whereabouts, immediately come to Kaifeng Mansion to report. The same is true for patrolling soldiers everywhere in central Beijing... You see, what else is there to do?"
Zhan Zhao shook his head and said, "She has already made a plan, the hiding place must be extremely safe, if she searches like this, she may find nothing..."
He breathed quietly, remained silent for a while, and said in a low voice: "For the current plan, please obey the order and prepare for Zhan Zhao's wedding ceremony. Within three days, I hope the ceremony will be completed."
Bao Zheng was startled and puzzled for a moment, but Gongsun Ce's eyes flashed, and he nodded his head and said: "That's right, only in this way, can we be saved from the dead end, and the front line will continue... She begged the official's family to repair her that day. However, she still stayed here temporarily and did not leave until the edict was issued tonight, which shows that she still has doubts about this matter in her heart, and she will not be relieved until all the rituals are over..."
Zhan Zhao frowned deeply: "At this moment, I don't think she has left Beijing. If she hears about the wedding ceremony, she will secretly come to see her personally. On the wedding hall, as long as she shows up nearby, I will There is a chance to keep her."
Gongsun Ce lowered his brows and said: "There is no difficulty in the ceremony of marriage. I will be able to arrange it properly within two days... But, there is one section that needs to be discussed..."
Zhan Zhao raised his head slowly: "Mr. is concerned, but please speak clearly."
Gongsun Ce turned back to look at Ding Yuehua, and sighed softly: "With her keen mind and sharp eyesight, if the bride is pretending to be someone else, she will definitely see through it, and she will know from this that this matter is just a lure. She won't show up on the spot when she's in the trap... But in the wedding hall, if the third lady does it herself, I'm afraid it won't be appropriate... This..."
Ding Yuehua was listening at the side, but now he slowly raised his head.
She quietly narrated: "There is only one gap to save you from a desperate situation. Mr. Gongsun, you have always been decisive. Why do you worry so much about such a trivial matter at this urgent moment?"
Gongsun Ce's brows trembled, feeling deeply in his heart, he didn't know how to answer for a moment.
Ding Yuehua's eyes lingered, and they met Zhan Zhao's eyes: "Yeye Chanjuan, Huiying is with you, this is what she said just now when she was parting... such a letter, what does Yuehuafu want?"
The voice is soft and slow, but there is boundless concentration hidden in it, and there is no transfer.
"Nine heavens rely on each other, looking at the same heart. The destination of this life, Suguang can fully pay for Yuehua, why can't Yuehua fulfill Suguang?"
Three days passed by like a dream.
In Suzaku Lane, the evening breeze is blowing for the first time, and the flags of joy are high.In the normally quiet house, the halls and halls have been newly decorated, with festooned lanterns and lanterns, giving it a look of happiness.
Outside the corridor of the west wing, there are jasmine bushes and thick green shade.Zhan Zhao came along the corridor and silently stopped in front of the door.
The window pavilion is still the same, and the embroidered households are like yesterday, but I don’t see the light clothes and snow on the night, and the flowers falling between the eyebrows.
He lowered his head and lowered his eyes, looking at the auspicious clothes on his body.The red vermilion reflects the eyes, which is unbearable to imagine.He took a slow breath and raised his hand to knock on the door.
The door of the room opened in response, and Aman stepped forward to let Zhan Zhao into the room, and said in a low voice: "Master Zhan, Miss Ding is ready."
Her face was haggard and her eyes were bloodshot.Since Qingcheng left without saying goodbye, she was heartbroken and had not slept peacefully for two days and two nights.
Zhan Zhao comforted, "Aman, you should go to the wedding hall first. Master Bao and Master Fan will come here from time to time, so you can help Mr. Gongsun with cooking."
Aman nodded silently, and walked away,
Zhan Zhao raised his eyes and saw Ding Yuehua sitting quietly in front of the mirror.The red brocade wedding dress hung down her body, showing her calm appearance and her gazing eyes like water.
When she heard Zhan Zhao come in, she turned around and asked in a low voice, "Third brother, is the time coming soon?"
The brocade clothes are gorgeous, and the flowers are clustered beautifully.He stared blankly, feeling a little dazed in front of his eyes, and seemed to want to answer, but choked up for a while, and just reluctantly nodded.
Ding Yuehua stood up slowly: "Third brother, this wedding dress is left by Su Guang... At this moment, if she wears this wedding dress, it will be as beautiful as a picture..."
She had a faint smile on her face, but beneath it was deep melancholy.Zhan Zhao looked into her eyes silently, and suddenly felt an unspeakable feeling in his heart.
Over the years, although I knew that she had a thread of love all over me, but my heart was far away, and I hadn't seen her for many years, and I had never been able to put myself in her place and think carefully about her inner feelings.
No makeup and no make-up, just because the house is full of flowers and candles, none of them are lit for her.
Listen to the laughter under the eaves of others, and wear wedding dresses for others.
What is it like to be sour and desolate?
There is no speech in the west chamber, only the fragrance outside the door quietly drifts by.
Zhijun travels hard, and repays lovesickness.
I will work hard all my life, and I will not regret my youth.
Zhan Zhao was deeply moved, he let out a long sigh, and approached her: "Yuehua...I..."
Ding Yuehua shook his head slightly, and cut off his remaining words: "Third brother, you don't need to say anything. I already know what you want to say..."
She looked into his eyes, as if she had been looking into the depths of his heart: "A human heart is only a square inch, and there is only one person that can be accommodated... Yuehua is like this, Suguang is like this, third brother, you are like this too... ...But no matter what, as long as there is such a person in my heart, it is better than wasting my life in vain...Third brother, I have nothing to ask for tonight, but one wish, may you agree to me?..."
Zhan Zhao nodded slowly: "If I can do something for you, it's okay for you to say so."
Ding Yuehua said in a low voice: "Third brother, the wedding dress I am wearing tonight is for Suguang. When I was young, I worshiped the heaven and the earth with you, and I also worshiped for Suguang... This is what I want in my heart, and I have no regrets... ...But at this moment and here, there are only you and me, I have something to say, I want to face the sky with you, may you fulfill it for me?"
With ups and downs in his heart, Zhan Zhao replied in a deep voice, "Okay."
The two of them stepped out of the west chamber and came to the courtyard.The sky is as thin as an eyebrow, and the stars are shattered.
Ding Yuehua walked to the front of the jasmine bush and knelt quietly on the ground.
Zhan Zhao was silent for a while, then knelt beside her.
Ding Yuehua slowly raised his head, and prayed to the sky: "Heaven is above, Ding's Yuehua, when I was young, I will worship with Zhan Zhao... The sky clearly discerns that this matter is all about my sister Suguang, not Yuehua and Zhan Zhao. This is how they got married... If the heavens commit crimes by deception in the future, please fall on Yuehua's body...Yuehua and Zhan Zhao, in this life, will be brothers and sisters forever!"
She closed her eyes and bowed down.
Zhan Zhao felt a pain in his heart, and could no longer hold back the soreness in his eyes.
He lowered his eyebrows and touched his forehead to the ground.
Tears fell silently in front of him, but within a moment, they had already melted into the mud among the flowers.
At the beginning of Xu time, it is an auspicious time.
Gongsun Ce looked around, seeing that everything in the hall was ready and everyone was in order, he said slowly, "The auspicious time has come, invite newcomers to enter the wedding hall."
On the high hall, Bao Zheng and Fan Zhongyan sat side by side, and they both raised their heads when they heard the sound of the ceremony.
The sound of Qing Yue's music floated, and Zhan Zhao walked slowly into the hall.
Beside him, Ding Yuehua's brocade clothes were hanging on the ground, with a red handkerchief covering his head, quietly following him.Aman carefully supported her by her side, accompanying her side.
The hairpin ring is swaying, reflecting the red candles in a room, but there is no sense of warmth.
Both Bao Zheng and Fan Zhongyan were well aware of the past, when they saw the newcomer approaching, although they were still smiling reluctantly, they both sighed deeply in their hearts.
Seeing that Zhan Zhao and Ding Yuehua had already stood still in front of the hall, Gongsun Ce raised his voice and said, "Tonight is a good time, Zhan Zhao and Ding Yuehua are married by order, and we worship the heaven and the earth together!"
Take a step forward slowly, and speak in a low voice.
"Worship heaven and earth!"
He and she turned to face the court, and bowed devoutly.
"Two thanks to the high hall!"
He returned to the front of the hall with her, respectfully kowtowed
"Bye husband and wife!"
The sleeves of his robes and hers were lowered, and they had the same heart for Xie.
"Licheng!"
Zhan Zhao got up and saw that Ding Yuehua had also stood up gracefully.He tried his best to calm his mind, took a step forward slowly, and lifted the happy handkerchief on Ding Yuehua's head.
The eyelashes trembled slightly, the plain face was calm, and the eyes were full of tears.
Zhan Zhao sighed deeply in his heart, before he could speak, he suddenly felt a faint shadow outside the window.
The stars and the moon are faint, seeming to be dim for a moment, and then return to the same as before.
One night of sorrow and joy, waiting for this moment!
But in the blink of an eye, Zhan Zhao had already walked out of the hall like lightning, and leaped into the courtyard.
A white shadow flickered beside him, standing tall and tall, and stopped just beside Zhan Zhao, it was Bai Yutang.
Because Yan Rusi was about to give birth, he went back to the prime minister's mansion to take care of the situation, but unexpectedly, Qingcheng left that night without a trace.When Bai Yutang learned about Qingcheng, he was both shocked and regretful. Fortunately, Yan Rusi gave birth to Lin'er the next day, and he was overjoyed, which slightly offset his sadness.Here tonight, Gongsun Ce arranged for him to watch around the house early in the morning, and once Qingcheng showed up, he would be able to help Zhan Zhao.
With sharp eyes, Xiang Zhanzhao said in a low voice: "Looking at her body, it should be her, chase after her!"
Zhan Zhao frowned tightly, and said in a deep voice: "No need, you stay here, I'll go alone!" Before he finished speaking, he jumped out of the courtyard wall, and the figure went after it everywhere.
Bai Yutang's brows clustered together, and he immediately understood.He sighed, and shouted at Zhan Zhao's back: "Okay, you go! I'll bring that girl back!"
Flowing clouds and sky, stars and moon dim,
Zhan Zhao stared into the distance, and saw light shadows like illusions, rising and falling in the distance between the eaves, and gradually slowed down as they swept across.
Tears filled his eyes, and he only wanted to take one step to catch up with her and hugged her tightly, but he knew in his heart that with her weak body at this time, it was extremely reluctant to fly so fast, if she was forced too close , for fear of forcing her to hurt herself again.
But it was only a moment of hesitation, and the figure suddenly flashed and disappeared into a winding dark alley.
Zhan Zhao stomped his feet secretly, jumped down with him, and chased into the alley.
In the narrow alley, there seems to be a temple faintly, empty and silent, no human voice is heard.
Zhan Zhao jumped into the quiet temple, looked up at each other, and was shocked for a moment.
Chunhua thanked early, but autumn is still far away.
The flower god was speechless, looking at a lone vine tree in the front yard, with thousands of summer flowers dotted among the vines, as silent as purple smoke in the dark night.
... There should be a flower temple in this alley, do you want to go in and have a look? ...
The past pierced the heart, went straight into the mind, and pierced the deep pain.
He took a deep breath, and suddenly raised his voice: "I know you are here, and there is no one else here. Since you intend to lure me here, why don't you come out to see me!"
The long vines grow slightly, but there is no sound.
Fujika was silent, not answering at all.
A cry of pain, but only startled a group of black sparrows on the eaves, spread their wings and flew away, and it was gone in an instant.
He frowned tightly, and said in a low voice: "You want me to marry Yuehua, and I have already. Since you can see me and Yuehua praying together, why can't you come out and see me now!"
Turn around resolutely, every word is like iron.
"If you want to go, I won't stop you, I just want you to come out and see me!"
"It doesn't matter if we are in love with each other or looking at the rivers and lakes, I just want you to come out and see me now!"
The voice was shrill, but it only scattered far into the night breeze.
Blood was rushing all over his body, he was about to get out, no matter how hard he was to suppress the burning pain, he split his hands, and with a snort, he tore the vermilion wedding gown in two.
The silk and silk are broken every inch, and the red brocade hangs down, unable to fall to the feet.
The green clothes and plain clothes are just like the first time I saw them in the mountains.
He looked around, bursting out with sorrow: "If you really want to be free from worries, come out and see me! Everything in the past will be settled here! You have always been fearless, so why don't you come out to see me now? !"
The voice was stirring, the inner strength was everywhere, the vines and flowers resigned their branches, falling down like chaotic snow, and suddenly only the empty vines remained.
His whole body trembled, and suddenly he seemed to feel something in his heart, and turned his head to look at the incense table in front of the flower god statue in the hall.
A little cold and silent light faintly shines in it.
He frowned, walked forward quickly, and stared at the long table.
Qingfeng closes her sheath, Bihua is silent, lying quietly in front of the case.
A ray of coldness went straight to the bottom of my heart, and tears of hurt secretly welled up, overflowing my eyes instantly.
... After I die, Chunjun will entrust you to let him be with Zhanlu...
...What are you talking about, the peerless magic weapon, but it is nothing more than an extremely lonely sword...
Tears rolled down the cheeks and fell on the lips, bitterness went straight to the bottom of my heart.
With cold fingers, he picked up the Chun Jun sword, gripped the hilt tightly, and slowly drew the blade out.
The sword's edge was like snow, and half a piece of paper was tightly wrapped around it.
His heart moved, his fingers trembled slightly, and he quickly took off the paper from the sword body, and spread it out.
The plain paper was traceless and tactful, with both ends broken like a knife, and there were only five characters on it, which caught his eyes deeply.
A pair of first and last names, a perfect combination of pearls.
... Now that you have documentary evidence, you are no longer afraid of evasive words in the future...
At that time, I laughed at Yan Yan, thinking that I could grow old together for a lifetime.
Unexpectedly, the ink stains have just dried, and they have become two-phase whiteheads.
Back then, the situation in the Northwest was dangerous and dangerous day by day, but the sad news of Luoyantai was still unbearable.Now that everything is all right, I have long believed that the rest of my life is within my reach, but in the end it all comes to nothing.During the period, it was sad and painful, compared with the situation in Wulianggu that day, it was more than a hundred times?
He stood on his back, laughed with tears in his eyes, and tightly held the half piece of paper in his hand, with all the force of his palm, the plain paper was reduced to pieces.
Turning around and raising his sleeves, fine particles scattered in the air like butterfly wings, drifted down, and covered his entire clothes.
...What I want...is just to see lovers get married...
On the same day, she knew that the meaning in her words was more than that.
...May all lovers in the world...become family members...
But she didn't know that day, when she saw this couplet, she was hurt both forward and backward.
All dharmas are empty, cause and effect are not empty.
She is in pain, the cause and effect of which are all caused by him, and should be resolved by him.
Heartbroken, but couldn't hesitate for a moment.
Tears dripped down my breasts, but I couldn't hesitate any longer.
With a sound of Canglang, he put the Chunjun sword back into the sheath, held it tightly in the palm of his hand, held back his tears and breathed, his voice was deep and slowly spread around his body.
"I know you're here. Listen, I have something to tell you!"
Looking up and talking, every word is carved into the bone, and every sentence is straight to the sky.
"The promise of life and death between you and me will be annulled tonight!"
"From now on, I will give you back your wings, and let you advance and retreat freely! You don't have to worry about breaking my promise, and you don't have to worry about me anymore!"
"But don't forget, in this life, I hope that the wind blows the snow in Helan! The snow covers thousands of mountains, the wind blows across the four fields, whether it is the ends of the earth, the blue sky or the yellow spring, I will find you eventually! The day you and I meet again, will continue It's time for the appointment!"
Cool night and quiet night, it is difficult to see the stars, only the vines and flowers are scattered all over the ground.
Tears flowed down his eyes, but his heart seemed relieved.
Floating growth hates the lack of joy, all the way, obviously full of deep pain, but for some reason, at this moment, there are all kinds of peaceful and happy feelings in the past.
Light frown and light smile, only a few words, reminding us of a dream from a previous life.
...The water puppet drama just now was thanks to you who came up with it...
...If you want to make you smile, you will naturally have to spend some thought...
...Jueying...Chasing Stars...these two names have some meaning...
... Dawan Xuanlong, known as the divine horse, these two horses are going west with us, how about it? ...
...how did I sleep for so long, why didn't you wake me up early in the morning...
...I said it last night, being your companion, you will always suffer some disadvantages...
...You just cast your net here, I'll go to the neighbor's boat to exchange for some green vegetables, do you have anything you want to eat...
...whatever you like...but don't forget to fry those whitebaits for supper...
...It's really a feline nature...I think you should go back to Kaifeng Mansion earlier to be serious...
Tears glisten in the eyes, and the melancholy smile on the lips lingers for a long time.
He slowly looked up and looked at the Flower God in front of him.The idol silently looked down at him, eyes full of compassion and tenderness.
He lowered his brows and closed his eyes, and tightly closed his palms. He made a deep wish in the past and yearned for the rest of his life, all gathered into four characters.
...God bless the city...
Thousands of low prayers, silent tears, all heartfelt.
...God bless the city...
Helpless, it is hard to see two smokes rising together in front of my eyes.
...God bless the city...
Seems like deja vu, no more words Yiyi around the body.
...God bless the city...
Shaohua is empty and quiet, the fragrance is blurred, and the fallen flowers are independent.
Summer nights are short, and when we turned back to Zhuque Lane, it was already dawn.
The whole courtyard was silent, and the hall was silent. It seemed that people had left the house and the house was empty, but there was a faint candle shadow on the window.
Zhan Zhao pushed the door open and entered, and the figure of Qing Huang sitting quietly at the table was none other than Gongsun Ce.
Hearing the sound, he raised his head and stood up. His face was slightly tired, but his eyes were still calm and clear: "You're finally back... how's the situation?"
Zhan Zhao silently approached Gongsun Ce and sat down, and placed Chun Junjian on the case with his backhand.
Gongsun Ce focused his eyes on the hilt of the sword, shook his head and sighed: "It really is."
Zhan Zhao was silent for a while, then raised his head and asked, "How is Yuehua?"
Gongsun Ce sighed softly: "After you left, she set off for Songjiang Mansion overnight. Mr. Bao tried hard to keep her, but he persuaded her not to stop, so he had to send Zhang Long and Zhao Hu to send her on the road."
Zhan Zhao felt another pain in his heart, slowly shook his head, lowered his eyebrows and said, "I'm afraid I can't pay her back what I owe her in this life..."
Gongsun Ce said slowly: "Yuehua has a gentle disposition, but she is upright and clear in her actions. She is by no means inferior to the princess. What she did last night was all out of sincerity. It is not only helping you, but also fulfilling her long-cherished wish. Now she Returning home indifferently is exactly what she wanted wholeheartedly. If you look at this matter from an ordinary perspective, you will underestimate her..."
Zhan Zhao opened his eyes, pondered for a while, and finally nodded slowly.
He said quietly: "Last night, Lord Bao and Lord Fan were troubled by my affairs. Today, when I was young, I went to kiss and thank the two adults."
Gongsun Ce sighed softly: " Between the two of you and you, do you still need this word of thanks... They had a long talk last night by candlelight, sighing about this matter, and also talked about many details of the new policy. They returned late at night and left Before leaving, Jun ordered me to tell you not to worry about the two of them... Bai Yutang just left temporarily because he missed Miss Fourth's mother and son, and returned when he was young... Amanben insisted on waiting for you here, but I have seen her for the past three days She was already exhausted, so she forced her to take a dose of sleeping medicine. At this time, she was resting in the side room... Everyone's thoughts are hanging on you and the princess...Xiong Fei, things are over now... Now, what are your plans?"
Zhan Zhao said slowly: "She was in pain all over, and she decided to go away, all because of her pain... I couldn't see her face last night, but for the rest of my life, I will travel far and wide to find her! One day, I will reunite with her and renew the previous contract!"
Gongsun Ce sighed, and took out a roll of silk from his sleeve: "Since that's the case, this imperial decree is just in line with your current decision."
Zhan Zhao lowered his eyebrows and asked, "This is..."
Gongsun Ce said quietly: "Yan Shiliang brought this decree last night. The official has an order, no matter whether you can find the princess last night or not, you will no longer serve in Kaifeng from today onwards, but will be the envoy of Sipinguan Customs. Since then Afterwards, within the four seas and in the king's land, you will be in charge of all illegal matters, and you will investigate all injustices. No matter when, no matter where, come and go as you like."
Zhan Zhao's body shook, he took the imperial decree, held it in his hand, and sighed in a long voice: "Come and go according to my heart... But I don't know how big the world will be, and where she will go, I just don't know how long the years will leave her and me. Yes, how much time is left?..."
Gongsun Ce said slowly: "Before she left, I checked her pulse. From my point of view, her heart pulse is extremely weak, and Jinshi medicine is powerless. If you don't give up, it's not all lifeless..."
Zhan Zhao raised his head suddenly: "Sheng Zhi?"
Gongsun Ce nodded and said, "That's right. Life and death are fates, but if you have the will to survive, you may be able to survive adversity."
Zhan Zhao shook his head slowly, and said in a low voice: "Even though she was already like a candle in the wind, she still struggled to support her, all in order to live up to her promise... To relieve her pain, I have been in the flower god The temple will void the previous agreement. Now that she has nothing to worry about, I'm afraid it's hard to find her life..."
Gongsun Ce turned his eyes and said quietly: "Maybe it's not necessarily the case...there is no limit to the world, and everything has a turning point..."
He suddenly leaned forward and whispered something in Zhan Zhao's ear.
Zhan Zhao's whole body trembled heavily, his heart seemed to skip a beat, and he said involuntarily, "It's true...she...does she know?..."
Gongsun Ce shook his head and said: "Time is short, I'm afraid she hasn't noticed yet... But I made a quick diagnosis at that time, but I was only [-]% or [-]% sure... But anyway, God's will so far, this section may make her Adding more burdens may also be her turning point..."
Zhan Zhao stood up slowly, with tears in his eyes, and looked towards the window.
...If God's will appreciates my sincerity...Juxi will live up to me...
...Tonight... Mo Yan God's Will...
...it depends on man's effort... why be afraid of God's will...
Dawn shines through the window, and the sky is getting brighter.
He silently reminisces, mixed with all kinds of feelings, all in his heart for a moment.
"Farewell to Kaifeng and return to the rivers and lakes... After many years, let me see what God's will is like..."
A ray of footprints is hard to find.
Although everything is bitter, don't change your original intention.
I only believe that the wind will eventually return to snow,
Don't be afraid of Pengshan's insignificance.
The author has something to say:
End of the day
In the sixth year of Qingli in the Song Dynasty, September [-]th.
There are falling leaves and fragrance.In the blink of an eye for three years, a new deal ended with Fan Zhongyan and other powerful ministers being relegated to the local area.He went around several places until he was demoted to be the magistrate of Dengzhou.After all the ups and downs, this old man is still persistent.Seeing that there were many scholars missing in Dengzhou, he set up a new academy in Huazhou to teach many students in his spare time as a knowledgeable state.
And his old friend Teng Zongliang was also relegated to Baling, and had the same fate as Fan Zhongyan.Due to impeachment by the inner court, Zhan Zhao happened to be near Baling, so Zhao Zhen ordered him to go to Baling for an open investigation and unannounced visit.After a lot of twists and turns, Zhan Zhao finished his errand, and because it happened to be the record of Yueyang Tower, entrusted by Teng Zongliang, he rushed to Dengzhou to send the Dongting Late Autumn Map to Fan Zhongyan.In the middle of the night, I finally reunited with Fan Zhongyan.
The two narrated the situation after their farewell in detail in the small pavilion in the atrium, and they didn't realize that the time had passed.
Fan Zhongyan stopped talking, looked at Zhan Zhao slowly, and sighed lowly: "The vicissitudes of personnel and affairs in the past three years have mixed feelings... I have said so much, but I never asked you, how is Yuehua?"
Zhan Zhao said slowly: "She has been staying in Mohua Village, and letters are sent to Kaifeng Mansion every few months. Mr. Gongsun will transfer all the letters to me...but I have been running around, and I haven't had time to go back to visit For her..."
Fan Zhongyan sighed: "Fortunately, Bao Xiren is still in the blue sky, and he strongly advocates Kaifeng. With him, the old man is relieved of everything in Beijing... After Yan Xiang took office, I heard that Fourth Miss Yan still followed Bai Yutang. Stay in Bianjing?"
Zhan Zhao nodded and said: "That's right, Prime Minister Yan was convicted for something and was relegated to Yingzhou. All the family members in the mansion went with him, but because Bai Yutang was still working in Kaifeng Mansion, the fourth lady stayed in Beijing to take care of her husband and teach her son... They are now So he lived in the old house in Zhuque Lane, and he has been in touch with me, and everything is fine..."
Seeing the tiredness in Fan Zhongyan's eyes, he said: "Master Fan, it's getting late, please rest first."
Fan Zhongyan shook his head slightly: "The full moon is sunny tonight, we meet again, and the old man is still in good spirits. Since Teng Zongliang entrusted me to write this Yueyang Tower, I just worked hard so as not to delay it for a long time...Xiong Fei, although this academy is simple, it has also set up a The house is specially reserved for visitors, you have worked hard all the way, I will ask the book boy to take you there..."
He stood up, sighed, and finally couldn't help asking: "You have traveled all over the world these years, but have you found any news about her?"
Zhan Zhao also stood up with Fan Zhongyan, and when he lowered his brows, he raised his eyes and smiled faintly: "It's only been three years, my lord is more impatient than me..."
Fan Zhongyan sighed: "A relationship must have aftertaste. The sea changes, only in the heart. Year after year, the night is like practice, and the length is thousands of miles. If this is the case, why are you still so obsessed with the past?"
Zhan Zhao was silent for a while, then slowly said: "I and her are not Yu Yun, we still have the rest of our lives."
He retorted, feeling slightly lost, and smiled again: "Master Fan, although I haven't seen her for many years, I know she must still be in this world, just waiting for me to find her... Actually, all these years, She has never left my side, if you don't believe me, you will know at a glance..."
He untied the two swords from behind with his backhand and placed them on the stone table.
Qingfeng leans on each other, and black sheaths depend on each other. The treasured place has been separated for thousands of years.
The cold light gathers, the beauty disappears, and the full moon of that year is shining.
Autumn song all night, the sound of the wind continues, and the leaves fall to thousands of houses.
Over the years, I have already known the taste of lonely sleep.But tonight, I don't know whether it's a long conversation, or a bright moon and clear light, Zhan Zhao has been lying on the couch in the zhai house for a long time, but he still can't sleep.Seeing that the night was still young, he simply put on his clothes and got up, lit a candle, took out the papers from various places that he had received recently from the package, and read them carefully.
Long books and short letters are full of small letters.After reading a few volumes, he finally felt drowsy. He barely opened his eyes and read a few more lines before falling asleep quietly on the desk.
The remnants of the lamp were on and off, and I had a shallow sleep. In the twilight, I felt that the window was gradually brightening.A few house sparrows twittered under the eaves, faintly piercing into my ears.
People in the academy always get up early, but outside the door of the Zhaitang, they are getting up in a hurry, presumably the students are rushing to the morning classes.
Zhan Zhao forced himself to stand up, but felt his shoulders and neck were slightly stiff, and his eyes were sore.The full moon is sinking in the west in front of the window, the candles in front of the table have been exhausted, and the room is dim and bright.
Suddenly, there seemed to be light footsteps in the corridor, and a person spoke slowly, and by hearing the sound, it was Fan Zhongyan.
...Dawn is just breaking, are you so eager to say goodbye to this old man when you wake up this morning? ...
...It is an unexpected joy to be able to meet Master here again... We have stayed in the academy for several days, and it is time to leave early in the morning...
The voice was low and soft, so familiar, but also a little strange, as if echoing from the depths of the dream soul.
Zhan Zhao suddenly opened his eyes.
All of a sudden, there seemed to be countless voices in my heart, but it seemed to be as quiet as a silent night, it seemed to be ecstatic, and it seemed to be reborn in pain, all kinds of words wanted to come out in an instant, but I didn't know what was holding them tightly In the throat, I can't say a word, I can only listen to the question and answer in front of the window.
...In this way, the old man will not force you... It's just that the young master has recovered...
...He is already recovering...Although this child is young, he seldom suffers from illnesses. This time, he looks quite like him...Speaking of which, if it wasn't for the fact that this child occasionally caught a cold on the road, and there were only those in Dengzhou City A pharmacy with a full range of herbs, how could I have the chance to meet my wife...
...Duckweed gathers and disperses, and Tiandu is destined... This old man firmly believes that the sky will eventually live up to the sincerity of the world... Where are you going when you go here? ...
... I was decreed that day that I would never leave the Song Dynasty for the rest of my life, and now I can't go far with this child... Maybe, two or three years later, I will bring this child back to Huazhou Academy, and invite Master Open up for him...
... Sigh, I know what you mean, but your mother and child are dependent on each other, and you are on the road alone, how can I not worry about you...
...Thank you, Master, for your concern...I was able to survive when I was young, thanks to the last wish of my late mother, but now I try my best to support it, but it is for this child...The so-called all dharmas are empty, and cause and effect are not empty, that is the case...Now I am Although the breath is gone, but the old sorrow, it seems that there is no danger of death for the time being... I will take this child with me to protect myself, and I still have more energy, please don't worry about it...
... If you think so, the old man will not force it... But if you need it right now, don't hesitate, just let the old man know...
... Master's heart, I sincerely worship... Now that I have this child by my side, I am satisfied, and I don't need anything else...
... Alas, I knew earlier, you must have said so... You set off in a hurry, and I expected it... I will go to the academy to pick up something as a farewell gift to you...
... We have bothered Master, how can we still receive the gift from Master... I remember that Master was never so polite when he was a soldier in the Northwest...
...A person's body grows old, and his behavior also changes... What the old man prepared this time is a rare thing in the world. If you and the young master don't accept it, it will be a disappointment to the old man...
...Since this is the case, then it is better to be respectful than to obey...
...It's still cold in the morning, the young master has just recovered from a cold, I'm afraid he won't be able to bear it...you wait with him in this dining hall for a while, the old man will come back as soon as he goes...
... So, I would like to thank my master...
The voice gradually stopped, and the footsteps gradually moved away.
Zhan Zhao stood up slowly in front of the table, trembling all over, his eyes filled with tears.
This moment of tranquility seemed to condense a lifetime of longing.
A faint figure was reflected on the door and window, he seemed to hesitate for a moment, but finally pushed the door open.
Hushu turned silently, slowly, and a gap of pale golden morning light narrowed and widened, pouring into the dining hall.
Practice the literary shoes of long-distance travel, and the light train that drags the fog and gauze.
Smoke rises, soft dust whirls around.
The wind lingers in the fine snow, and the fog disperses in the clouds.
I don't know whose eyes reflected each other first.
I don't know whose tears rolled down my cheeks first.
yes?
no?
Not daring to breathe, and not daring to blink, just looking at each other in such a daze, Ren Jing burst into tears, for fear that the situation that has been experienced thousands of times in the dream will fade away again.
Suddenly, I only heard the voice of a child, as immature as a spring seedling with dew.
...Amma...are you crying? ...you said earlier that you would never cry again...
Both he and she lowered their heads, looking at the little figure beside her through tears.
A pair of agile black pupils looked up at her and her with a little doubt, they were as clear as her and warm as him.
A ray of morning sun dispels the coldness of the autumn night and warms the fragrance of ink and books.
Fan Zhongyan walked into the study room of the academy, the room was full of morning light, only to see Fan He standing beside the book case sorting out numerous volumes.
There was a hint of surprise in his eyes: "You went back to your hometown to visit your family, why did you come back so soon? Is everything safe at home?"
Fan He raised his head and walked in front of Fan Zhongyan, and bowed to him, "Thank you for your concern, my lord. Everyone in the family is safe. There are many people in the academy. Seeing that there is nothing serious about the house, the old slave came back early. Half an hour ahead Into the academy."
He raised his head to look at Fan Zhongyan, and turned his eyes to Xuelang's long note on the desk: "Just now I heard from the book boy that my lord went out for a walk in the courtyard, why did he go for so long?... I also heard that my lord wrote this Yueyang Tower at the request of Master Teng last night." Remember, I don’t know if my lord still needs to polish it? If there are no more amendments, the old slave will send the post officer to send it to Lord Teng..."
Fan Zhongyan walked up to the book case: "This old man's experience in this life has been devoted to these few hundred words with all his heart... The New Deal back then has disappeared, and the only one who heard about it was Liang Jian... Now the old man's lifelong wish, It is this article that can bear my ambition and tell future generations... Last night, I was full of thoughts and thoughts, but I was just not sure how to end this last sentence, so that I can express my intentions without leaving any regrets ..."
Fan He nodded silently, leaned over the case, and began to grind slowly: "Since your lord is back now, you must have an answer?"
Fan Zhongyan looked at the words on the paper, and a hint of relief flashed in his eyes: "That's right...the story handed down from generation to generation finally has a conclusion, and it can be regarded as living up to the hard work of Teng Zijing and the old man..."
He pondered for a while, then suddenly asked: "Have you read this article?"
Fan He nodded and said: "Just now, when the lord was away, the old slave had already looked at it carefully."
Fan Zhongyan raised his eyebrows and asked, "How do you feel after reading this article?"
Fan He sighed deeply: "The old slave wept deeply when he saw Wen Sishi."
Looking closely at his old face, there are indeed two faint traces of tears: "My lord, there are words in this article that have gone through all ages. According to this old slave, there is only one word, bitter."
Fan Zhongyan lowered his eyebrows to read the paper, and said calmly: "How can you see it?"
Fan He sighed: "Worry about advancing and retreating, and forget about things and me. When will we finally be able to let go of our hearts and enjoy ourselves? Worry about the world first, but enjoy the world later.
The birthday banquet is still there, the cups and cups are cold, and there is no trace of the Iraqis.Only Gongsun Ce and Ding Yuehua sat silently at the banquet, their faces were covered with tears.
On the way back to Kaifeng mansion from the imperial city, Zhan Zhaozheng met Bao Zheng and others who were on the way into the palace. He briefly explained the previous situation and returned to the mansion with everyone.
Gongsun Ce stood up solemnly when he saw the crowd returning.He walked up to Zhan Zhao, flicked his clothes, and knelt down: "Xiong Fei, Gongsun Ce's useless body can't stop her from going, and you can dispose of the burden!
Zhan Zhao shuddered, and also knelt in front of Gongsun Ce, and said in a painful voice, "Sir, please stand up, the origin of this matter is all due to Zhan Zhao's negligence, and I can't blame you in the slightest."
The two of them clasped their hands, with tears in their eyes, and stood up hand in hand.
Zhan Zhao suppressed his tears, turned around and said to Bao Zheng: "Tonight's accident will also affect my lord, Zhan Zhao mishandled it, please forgive my lord."
Bao Zheng shook his head and sighed: "Xiong Fei, this matter is unavoidable, you have to calm down and adapt to the situation... Our government has just informed the commanders of the gate guards in the inner and outer cities. The princess's whereabouts, immediately come to Kaifeng Mansion to report. The same is true for patrolling soldiers everywhere in central Beijing... You see, what else is there to do?"
Zhan Zhao shook his head and said, "She has already made a plan, the hiding place must be extremely safe, if she searches like this, she may find nothing..."
He breathed quietly, remained silent for a while, and said in a low voice: "For the current plan, please obey the order and prepare for Zhan Zhao's wedding ceremony. Within three days, I hope the ceremony will be completed."
Bao Zheng was startled and puzzled for a moment, but Gongsun Ce's eyes flashed, and he nodded his head and said: "That's right, only in this way, can we be saved from the dead end, and the front line will continue... She begged the official's family to repair her that day. However, she still stayed here temporarily and did not leave until the edict was issued tonight, which shows that she still has doubts about this matter in her heart, and she will not be relieved until all the rituals are over..."
Zhan Zhao frowned deeply: "At this moment, I don't think she has left Beijing. If she hears about the wedding ceremony, she will secretly come to see her personally. On the wedding hall, as long as she shows up nearby, I will There is a chance to keep her."
Gongsun Ce lowered his brows and said: "There is no difficulty in the ceremony of marriage. I will be able to arrange it properly within two days... But, there is one section that needs to be discussed..."
Zhan Zhao raised his head slowly: "Mr. is concerned, but please speak clearly."
Gongsun Ce turned back to look at Ding Yuehua, and sighed softly: "With her keen mind and sharp eyesight, if the bride is pretending to be someone else, she will definitely see through it, and she will know from this that this matter is just a lure. She won't show up on the spot when she's in the trap... But in the wedding hall, if the third lady does it herself, I'm afraid it won't be appropriate... This..."
Ding Yuehua was listening at the side, but now he slowly raised his head.
She quietly narrated: "There is only one gap to save you from a desperate situation. Mr. Gongsun, you have always been decisive. Why do you worry so much about such a trivial matter at this urgent moment?"
Gongsun Ce's brows trembled, feeling deeply in his heart, he didn't know how to answer for a moment.
Ding Yuehua's eyes lingered, and they met Zhan Zhao's eyes: "Yeye Chanjuan, Huiying is with you, this is what she said just now when she was parting... such a letter, what does Yuehuafu want?"
The voice is soft and slow, but there is boundless concentration hidden in it, and there is no transfer.
"Nine heavens rely on each other, looking at the same heart. The destination of this life, Suguang can fully pay for Yuehua, why can't Yuehua fulfill Suguang?"
Three days passed by like a dream.
In Suzaku Lane, the evening breeze is blowing for the first time, and the flags of joy are high.In the normally quiet house, the halls and halls have been newly decorated, with festooned lanterns and lanterns, giving it a look of happiness.
Outside the corridor of the west wing, there are jasmine bushes and thick green shade.Zhan Zhao came along the corridor and silently stopped in front of the door.
The window pavilion is still the same, and the embroidered households are like yesterday, but I don’t see the light clothes and snow on the night, and the flowers falling between the eyebrows.
He lowered his head and lowered his eyes, looking at the auspicious clothes on his body.The red vermilion reflects the eyes, which is unbearable to imagine.He took a slow breath and raised his hand to knock on the door.
The door of the room opened in response, and Aman stepped forward to let Zhan Zhao into the room, and said in a low voice: "Master Zhan, Miss Ding is ready."
Her face was haggard and her eyes were bloodshot.Since Qingcheng left without saying goodbye, she was heartbroken and had not slept peacefully for two days and two nights.
Zhan Zhao comforted, "Aman, you should go to the wedding hall first. Master Bao and Master Fan will come here from time to time, so you can help Mr. Gongsun with cooking."
Aman nodded silently, and walked away,
Zhan Zhao raised his eyes and saw Ding Yuehua sitting quietly in front of the mirror.The red brocade wedding dress hung down her body, showing her calm appearance and her gazing eyes like water.
When she heard Zhan Zhao come in, she turned around and asked in a low voice, "Third brother, is the time coming soon?"
The brocade clothes are gorgeous, and the flowers are clustered beautifully.He stared blankly, feeling a little dazed in front of his eyes, and seemed to want to answer, but choked up for a while, and just reluctantly nodded.
Ding Yuehua stood up slowly: "Third brother, this wedding dress is left by Su Guang... At this moment, if she wears this wedding dress, it will be as beautiful as a picture..."
She had a faint smile on her face, but beneath it was deep melancholy.Zhan Zhao looked into her eyes silently, and suddenly felt an unspeakable feeling in his heart.
Over the years, although I knew that she had a thread of love all over me, but my heart was far away, and I hadn't seen her for many years, and I had never been able to put myself in her place and think carefully about her inner feelings.
No makeup and no make-up, just because the house is full of flowers and candles, none of them are lit for her.
Listen to the laughter under the eaves of others, and wear wedding dresses for others.
What is it like to be sour and desolate?
There is no speech in the west chamber, only the fragrance outside the door quietly drifts by.
Zhijun travels hard, and repays lovesickness.
I will work hard all my life, and I will not regret my youth.
Zhan Zhao was deeply moved, he let out a long sigh, and approached her: "Yuehua...I..."
Ding Yuehua shook his head slightly, and cut off his remaining words: "Third brother, you don't need to say anything. I already know what you want to say..."
She looked into his eyes, as if she had been looking into the depths of his heart: "A human heart is only a square inch, and there is only one person that can be accommodated... Yuehua is like this, Suguang is like this, third brother, you are like this too... ...But no matter what, as long as there is such a person in my heart, it is better than wasting my life in vain...Third brother, I have nothing to ask for tonight, but one wish, may you agree to me?..."
Zhan Zhao nodded slowly: "If I can do something for you, it's okay for you to say so."
Ding Yuehua said in a low voice: "Third brother, the wedding dress I am wearing tonight is for Suguang. When I was young, I worshiped the heaven and the earth with you, and I also worshiped for Suguang... This is what I want in my heart, and I have no regrets... ...But at this moment and here, there are only you and me, I have something to say, I want to face the sky with you, may you fulfill it for me?"
With ups and downs in his heart, Zhan Zhao replied in a deep voice, "Okay."
The two of them stepped out of the west chamber and came to the courtyard.The sky is as thin as an eyebrow, and the stars are shattered.
Ding Yuehua walked to the front of the jasmine bush and knelt quietly on the ground.
Zhan Zhao was silent for a while, then knelt beside her.
Ding Yuehua slowly raised his head, and prayed to the sky: "Heaven is above, Ding's Yuehua, when I was young, I will worship with Zhan Zhao... The sky clearly discerns that this matter is all about my sister Suguang, not Yuehua and Zhan Zhao. This is how they got married... If the heavens commit crimes by deception in the future, please fall on Yuehua's body...Yuehua and Zhan Zhao, in this life, will be brothers and sisters forever!"
She closed her eyes and bowed down.
Zhan Zhao felt a pain in his heart, and could no longer hold back the soreness in his eyes.
He lowered his eyebrows and touched his forehead to the ground.
Tears fell silently in front of him, but within a moment, they had already melted into the mud among the flowers.
At the beginning of Xu time, it is an auspicious time.
Gongsun Ce looked around, seeing that everything in the hall was ready and everyone was in order, he said slowly, "The auspicious time has come, invite newcomers to enter the wedding hall."
On the high hall, Bao Zheng and Fan Zhongyan sat side by side, and they both raised their heads when they heard the sound of the ceremony.
The sound of Qing Yue's music floated, and Zhan Zhao walked slowly into the hall.
Beside him, Ding Yuehua's brocade clothes were hanging on the ground, with a red handkerchief covering his head, quietly following him.Aman carefully supported her by her side, accompanying her side.
The hairpin ring is swaying, reflecting the red candles in a room, but there is no sense of warmth.
Both Bao Zheng and Fan Zhongyan were well aware of the past, when they saw the newcomer approaching, although they were still smiling reluctantly, they both sighed deeply in their hearts.
Seeing that Zhan Zhao and Ding Yuehua had already stood still in front of the hall, Gongsun Ce raised his voice and said, "Tonight is a good time, Zhan Zhao and Ding Yuehua are married by order, and we worship the heaven and the earth together!"
Take a step forward slowly, and speak in a low voice.
"Worship heaven and earth!"
He and she turned to face the court, and bowed devoutly.
"Two thanks to the high hall!"
He returned to the front of the hall with her, respectfully kowtowed
"Bye husband and wife!"
The sleeves of his robes and hers were lowered, and they had the same heart for Xie.
"Licheng!"
Zhan Zhao got up and saw that Ding Yuehua had also stood up gracefully.He tried his best to calm his mind, took a step forward slowly, and lifted the happy handkerchief on Ding Yuehua's head.
The eyelashes trembled slightly, the plain face was calm, and the eyes were full of tears.
Zhan Zhao sighed deeply in his heart, before he could speak, he suddenly felt a faint shadow outside the window.
The stars and the moon are faint, seeming to be dim for a moment, and then return to the same as before.
One night of sorrow and joy, waiting for this moment!
But in the blink of an eye, Zhan Zhao had already walked out of the hall like lightning, and leaped into the courtyard.
A white shadow flickered beside him, standing tall and tall, and stopped just beside Zhan Zhao, it was Bai Yutang.
Because Yan Rusi was about to give birth, he went back to the prime minister's mansion to take care of the situation, but unexpectedly, Qingcheng left that night without a trace.When Bai Yutang learned about Qingcheng, he was both shocked and regretful. Fortunately, Yan Rusi gave birth to Lin'er the next day, and he was overjoyed, which slightly offset his sadness.Here tonight, Gongsun Ce arranged for him to watch around the house early in the morning, and once Qingcheng showed up, he would be able to help Zhan Zhao.
With sharp eyes, Xiang Zhanzhao said in a low voice: "Looking at her body, it should be her, chase after her!"
Zhan Zhao frowned tightly, and said in a deep voice: "No need, you stay here, I'll go alone!" Before he finished speaking, he jumped out of the courtyard wall, and the figure went after it everywhere.
Bai Yutang's brows clustered together, and he immediately understood.He sighed, and shouted at Zhan Zhao's back: "Okay, you go! I'll bring that girl back!"
Flowing clouds and sky, stars and moon dim,
Zhan Zhao stared into the distance, and saw light shadows like illusions, rising and falling in the distance between the eaves, and gradually slowed down as they swept across.
Tears filled his eyes, and he only wanted to take one step to catch up with her and hugged her tightly, but he knew in his heart that with her weak body at this time, it was extremely reluctant to fly so fast, if she was forced too close , for fear of forcing her to hurt herself again.
But it was only a moment of hesitation, and the figure suddenly flashed and disappeared into a winding dark alley.
Zhan Zhao stomped his feet secretly, jumped down with him, and chased into the alley.
In the narrow alley, there seems to be a temple faintly, empty and silent, no human voice is heard.
Zhan Zhao jumped into the quiet temple, looked up at each other, and was shocked for a moment.
Chunhua thanked early, but autumn is still far away.
The flower god was speechless, looking at a lone vine tree in the front yard, with thousands of summer flowers dotted among the vines, as silent as purple smoke in the dark night.
... There should be a flower temple in this alley, do you want to go in and have a look? ...
The past pierced the heart, went straight into the mind, and pierced the deep pain.
He took a deep breath, and suddenly raised his voice: "I know you are here, and there is no one else here. Since you intend to lure me here, why don't you come out to see me!"
The long vines grow slightly, but there is no sound.
Fujika was silent, not answering at all.
A cry of pain, but only startled a group of black sparrows on the eaves, spread their wings and flew away, and it was gone in an instant.
He frowned tightly, and said in a low voice: "You want me to marry Yuehua, and I have already. Since you can see me and Yuehua praying together, why can't you come out and see me now!"
Turn around resolutely, every word is like iron.
"If you want to go, I won't stop you, I just want you to come out and see me!"
"It doesn't matter if we are in love with each other or looking at the rivers and lakes, I just want you to come out and see me now!"
The voice was shrill, but it only scattered far into the night breeze.
Blood was rushing all over his body, he was about to get out, no matter how hard he was to suppress the burning pain, he split his hands, and with a snort, he tore the vermilion wedding gown in two.
The silk and silk are broken every inch, and the red brocade hangs down, unable to fall to the feet.
The green clothes and plain clothes are just like the first time I saw them in the mountains.
He looked around, bursting out with sorrow: "If you really want to be free from worries, come out and see me! Everything in the past will be settled here! You have always been fearless, so why don't you come out to see me now? !"
The voice was stirring, the inner strength was everywhere, the vines and flowers resigned their branches, falling down like chaotic snow, and suddenly only the empty vines remained.
His whole body trembled, and suddenly he seemed to feel something in his heart, and turned his head to look at the incense table in front of the flower god statue in the hall.
A little cold and silent light faintly shines in it.
He frowned, walked forward quickly, and stared at the long table.
Qingfeng closes her sheath, Bihua is silent, lying quietly in front of the case.
A ray of coldness went straight to the bottom of my heart, and tears of hurt secretly welled up, overflowing my eyes instantly.
... After I die, Chunjun will entrust you to let him be with Zhanlu...
...What are you talking about, the peerless magic weapon, but it is nothing more than an extremely lonely sword...
Tears rolled down the cheeks and fell on the lips, bitterness went straight to the bottom of my heart.
With cold fingers, he picked up the Chun Jun sword, gripped the hilt tightly, and slowly drew the blade out.
The sword's edge was like snow, and half a piece of paper was tightly wrapped around it.
His heart moved, his fingers trembled slightly, and he quickly took off the paper from the sword body, and spread it out.
The plain paper was traceless and tactful, with both ends broken like a knife, and there were only five characters on it, which caught his eyes deeply.
A pair of first and last names, a perfect combination of pearls.
... Now that you have documentary evidence, you are no longer afraid of evasive words in the future...
At that time, I laughed at Yan Yan, thinking that I could grow old together for a lifetime.
Unexpectedly, the ink stains have just dried, and they have become two-phase whiteheads.
Back then, the situation in the Northwest was dangerous and dangerous day by day, but the sad news of Luoyantai was still unbearable.Now that everything is all right, I have long believed that the rest of my life is within my reach, but in the end it all comes to nothing.During the period, it was sad and painful, compared with the situation in Wulianggu that day, it was more than a hundred times?
He stood on his back, laughed with tears in his eyes, and tightly held the half piece of paper in his hand, with all the force of his palm, the plain paper was reduced to pieces.
Turning around and raising his sleeves, fine particles scattered in the air like butterfly wings, drifted down, and covered his entire clothes.
...What I want...is just to see lovers get married...
On the same day, she knew that the meaning in her words was more than that.
...May all lovers in the world...become family members...
But she didn't know that day, when she saw this couplet, she was hurt both forward and backward.
All dharmas are empty, cause and effect are not empty.
She is in pain, the cause and effect of which are all caused by him, and should be resolved by him.
Heartbroken, but couldn't hesitate for a moment.
Tears dripped down my breasts, but I couldn't hesitate any longer.
With a sound of Canglang, he put the Chunjun sword back into the sheath, held it tightly in the palm of his hand, held back his tears and breathed, his voice was deep and slowly spread around his body.
"I know you're here. Listen, I have something to tell you!"
Looking up and talking, every word is carved into the bone, and every sentence is straight to the sky.
"The promise of life and death between you and me will be annulled tonight!"
"From now on, I will give you back your wings, and let you advance and retreat freely! You don't have to worry about breaking my promise, and you don't have to worry about me anymore!"
"But don't forget, in this life, I hope that the wind blows the snow in Helan! The snow covers thousands of mountains, the wind blows across the four fields, whether it is the ends of the earth, the blue sky or the yellow spring, I will find you eventually! The day you and I meet again, will continue It's time for the appointment!"
Cool night and quiet night, it is difficult to see the stars, only the vines and flowers are scattered all over the ground.
Tears flowed down his eyes, but his heart seemed relieved.
Floating growth hates the lack of joy, all the way, obviously full of deep pain, but for some reason, at this moment, there are all kinds of peaceful and happy feelings in the past.
Light frown and light smile, only a few words, reminding us of a dream from a previous life.
...The water puppet drama just now was thanks to you who came up with it...
...If you want to make you smile, you will naturally have to spend some thought...
...Jueying...Chasing Stars...these two names have some meaning...
... Dawan Xuanlong, known as the divine horse, these two horses are going west with us, how about it? ...
...how did I sleep for so long, why didn't you wake me up early in the morning...
...I said it last night, being your companion, you will always suffer some disadvantages...
...You just cast your net here, I'll go to the neighbor's boat to exchange for some green vegetables, do you have anything you want to eat...
...whatever you like...but don't forget to fry those whitebaits for supper...
...It's really a feline nature...I think you should go back to Kaifeng Mansion earlier to be serious...
Tears glisten in the eyes, and the melancholy smile on the lips lingers for a long time.
He slowly looked up and looked at the Flower God in front of him.The idol silently looked down at him, eyes full of compassion and tenderness.
He lowered his brows and closed his eyes, and tightly closed his palms. He made a deep wish in the past and yearned for the rest of his life, all gathered into four characters.
...God bless the city...
Thousands of low prayers, silent tears, all heartfelt.
...God bless the city...
Helpless, it is hard to see two smokes rising together in front of my eyes.
...God bless the city...
Seems like deja vu, no more words Yiyi around the body.
...God bless the city...
Shaohua is empty and quiet, the fragrance is blurred, and the fallen flowers are independent.
Summer nights are short, and when we turned back to Zhuque Lane, it was already dawn.
The whole courtyard was silent, and the hall was silent. It seemed that people had left the house and the house was empty, but there was a faint candle shadow on the window.
Zhan Zhao pushed the door open and entered, and the figure of Qing Huang sitting quietly at the table was none other than Gongsun Ce.
Hearing the sound, he raised his head and stood up. His face was slightly tired, but his eyes were still calm and clear: "You're finally back... how's the situation?"
Zhan Zhao silently approached Gongsun Ce and sat down, and placed Chun Junjian on the case with his backhand.
Gongsun Ce focused his eyes on the hilt of the sword, shook his head and sighed: "It really is."
Zhan Zhao was silent for a while, then raised his head and asked, "How is Yuehua?"
Gongsun Ce sighed softly: "After you left, she set off for Songjiang Mansion overnight. Mr. Bao tried hard to keep her, but he persuaded her not to stop, so he had to send Zhang Long and Zhao Hu to send her on the road."
Zhan Zhao felt another pain in his heart, slowly shook his head, lowered his eyebrows and said, "I'm afraid I can't pay her back what I owe her in this life..."
Gongsun Ce said slowly: "Yuehua has a gentle disposition, but she is upright and clear in her actions. She is by no means inferior to the princess. What she did last night was all out of sincerity. It is not only helping you, but also fulfilling her long-cherished wish. Now she Returning home indifferently is exactly what she wanted wholeheartedly. If you look at this matter from an ordinary perspective, you will underestimate her..."
Zhan Zhao opened his eyes, pondered for a while, and finally nodded slowly.
He said quietly: "Last night, Lord Bao and Lord Fan were troubled by my affairs. Today, when I was young, I went to kiss and thank the two adults."
Gongsun Ce sighed softly: " Between the two of you and you, do you still need this word of thanks... They had a long talk last night by candlelight, sighing about this matter, and also talked about many details of the new policy. They returned late at night and left Before leaving, Jun ordered me to tell you not to worry about the two of them... Bai Yutang just left temporarily because he missed Miss Fourth's mother and son, and returned when he was young... Amanben insisted on waiting for you here, but I have seen her for the past three days She was already exhausted, so she forced her to take a dose of sleeping medicine. At this time, she was resting in the side room... Everyone's thoughts are hanging on you and the princess...Xiong Fei, things are over now... Now, what are your plans?"
Zhan Zhao said slowly: "She was in pain all over, and she decided to go away, all because of her pain... I couldn't see her face last night, but for the rest of my life, I will travel far and wide to find her! One day, I will reunite with her and renew the previous contract!"
Gongsun Ce sighed, and took out a roll of silk from his sleeve: "Since that's the case, this imperial decree is just in line with your current decision."
Zhan Zhao lowered his eyebrows and asked, "This is..."
Gongsun Ce said quietly: "Yan Shiliang brought this decree last night. The official has an order, no matter whether you can find the princess last night or not, you will no longer serve in Kaifeng from today onwards, but will be the envoy of Sipinguan Customs. Since then Afterwards, within the four seas and in the king's land, you will be in charge of all illegal matters, and you will investigate all injustices. No matter when, no matter where, come and go as you like."
Zhan Zhao's body shook, he took the imperial decree, held it in his hand, and sighed in a long voice: "Come and go according to my heart... But I don't know how big the world will be, and where she will go, I just don't know how long the years will leave her and me. Yes, how much time is left?..."
Gongsun Ce said slowly: "Before she left, I checked her pulse. From my point of view, her heart pulse is extremely weak, and Jinshi medicine is powerless. If you don't give up, it's not all lifeless..."
Zhan Zhao raised his head suddenly: "Sheng Zhi?"
Gongsun Ce nodded and said, "That's right. Life and death are fates, but if you have the will to survive, you may be able to survive adversity."
Zhan Zhao shook his head slowly, and said in a low voice: "Even though she was already like a candle in the wind, she still struggled to support her, all in order to live up to her promise... To relieve her pain, I have been in the flower god The temple will void the previous agreement. Now that she has nothing to worry about, I'm afraid it's hard to find her life..."
Gongsun Ce turned his eyes and said quietly: "Maybe it's not necessarily the case...there is no limit to the world, and everything has a turning point..."
He suddenly leaned forward and whispered something in Zhan Zhao's ear.
Zhan Zhao's whole body trembled heavily, his heart seemed to skip a beat, and he said involuntarily, "It's true...she...does she know?..."
Gongsun Ce shook his head and said: "Time is short, I'm afraid she hasn't noticed yet... But I made a quick diagnosis at that time, but I was only [-]% or [-]% sure... But anyway, God's will so far, this section may make her Adding more burdens may also be her turning point..."
Zhan Zhao stood up slowly, with tears in his eyes, and looked towards the window.
...If God's will appreciates my sincerity...Juxi will live up to me...
...Tonight... Mo Yan God's Will...
...it depends on man's effort... why be afraid of God's will...
Dawn shines through the window, and the sky is getting brighter.
He silently reminisces, mixed with all kinds of feelings, all in his heart for a moment.
"Farewell to Kaifeng and return to the rivers and lakes... After many years, let me see what God's will is like..."
A ray of footprints is hard to find.
Although everything is bitter, don't change your original intention.
I only believe that the wind will eventually return to snow,
Don't be afraid of Pengshan's insignificance.
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End of the day
In the sixth year of Qingli in the Song Dynasty, September [-]th.
There are falling leaves and fragrance.In the blink of an eye for three years, a new deal ended with Fan Zhongyan and other powerful ministers being relegated to the local area.He went around several places until he was demoted to be the magistrate of Dengzhou.After all the ups and downs, this old man is still persistent.Seeing that there were many scholars missing in Dengzhou, he set up a new academy in Huazhou to teach many students in his spare time as a knowledgeable state.
And his old friend Teng Zongliang was also relegated to Baling, and had the same fate as Fan Zhongyan.Due to impeachment by the inner court, Zhan Zhao happened to be near Baling, so Zhao Zhen ordered him to go to Baling for an open investigation and unannounced visit.After a lot of twists and turns, Zhan Zhao finished his errand, and because it happened to be the record of Yueyang Tower, entrusted by Teng Zongliang, he rushed to Dengzhou to send the Dongting Late Autumn Map to Fan Zhongyan.In the middle of the night, I finally reunited with Fan Zhongyan.
The two narrated the situation after their farewell in detail in the small pavilion in the atrium, and they didn't realize that the time had passed.
Fan Zhongyan stopped talking, looked at Zhan Zhao slowly, and sighed lowly: "The vicissitudes of personnel and affairs in the past three years have mixed feelings... I have said so much, but I never asked you, how is Yuehua?"
Zhan Zhao said slowly: "She has been staying in Mohua Village, and letters are sent to Kaifeng Mansion every few months. Mr. Gongsun will transfer all the letters to me...but I have been running around, and I haven't had time to go back to visit For her..."
Fan Zhongyan sighed: "Fortunately, Bao Xiren is still in the blue sky, and he strongly advocates Kaifeng. With him, the old man is relieved of everything in Beijing... After Yan Xiang took office, I heard that Fourth Miss Yan still followed Bai Yutang. Stay in Bianjing?"
Zhan Zhao nodded and said: "That's right, Prime Minister Yan was convicted for something and was relegated to Yingzhou. All the family members in the mansion went with him, but because Bai Yutang was still working in Kaifeng Mansion, the fourth lady stayed in Beijing to take care of her husband and teach her son... They are now So he lived in the old house in Zhuque Lane, and he has been in touch with me, and everything is fine..."
Seeing the tiredness in Fan Zhongyan's eyes, he said: "Master Fan, it's getting late, please rest first."
Fan Zhongyan shook his head slightly: "The full moon is sunny tonight, we meet again, and the old man is still in good spirits. Since Teng Zongliang entrusted me to write this Yueyang Tower, I just worked hard so as not to delay it for a long time...Xiong Fei, although this academy is simple, it has also set up a The house is specially reserved for visitors, you have worked hard all the way, I will ask the book boy to take you there..."
He stood up, sighed, and finally couldn't help asking: "You have traveled all over the world these years, but have you found any news about her?"
Zhan Zhao also stood up with Fan Zhongyan, and when he lowered his brows, he raised his eyes and smiled faintly: "It's only been three years, my lord is more impatient than me..."
Fan Zhongyan sighed: "A relationship must have aftertaste. The sea changes, only in the heart. Year after year, the night is like practice, and the length is thousands of miles. If this is the case, why are you still so obsessed with the past?"
Zhan Zhao was silent for a while, then slowly said: "I and her are not Yu Yun, we still have the rest of our lives."
He retorted, feeling slightly lost, and smiled again: "Master Fan, although I haven't seen her for many years, I know she must still be in this world, just waiting for me to find her... Actually, all these years, She has never left my side, if you don't believe me, you will know at a glance..."
He untied the two swords from behind with his backhand and placed them on the stone table.
Qingfeng leans on each other, and black sheaths depend on each other. The treasured place has been separated for thousands of years.
The cold light gathers, the beauty disappears, and the full moon of that year is shining.
Autumn song all night, the sound of the wind continues, and the leaves fall to thousands of houses.
Over the years, I have already known the taste of lonely sleep.But tonight, I don't know whether it's a long conversation, or a bright moon and clear light, Zhan Zhao has been lying on the couch in the zhai house for a long time, but he still can't sleep.Seeing that the night was still young, he simply put on his clothes and got up, lit a candle, took out the papers from various places that he had received recently from the package, and read them carefully.
Long books and short letters are full of small letters.After reading a few volumes, he finally felt drowsy. He barely opened his eyes and read a few more lines before falling asleep quietly on the desk.
The remnants of the lamp were on and off, and I had a shallow sleep. In the twilight, I felt that the window was gradually brightening.A few house sparrows twittered under the eaves, faintly piercing into my ears.
People in the academy always get up early, but outside the door of the Zhaitang, they are getting up in a hurry, presumably the students are rushing to the morning classes.
Zhan Zhao forced himself to stand up, but felt his shoulders and neck were slightly stiff, and his eyes were sore.The full moon is sinking in the west in front of the window, the candles in front of the table have been exhausted, and the room is dim and bright.
Suddenly, there seemed to be light footsteps in the corridor, and a person spoke slowly, and by hearing the sound, it was Fan Zhongyan.
...Dawn is just breaking, are you so eager to say goodbye to this old man when you wake up this morning? ...
...It is an unexpected joy to be able to meet Master here again... We have stayed in the academy for several days, and it is time to leave early in the morning...
The voice was low and soft, so familiar, but also a little strange, as if echoing from the depths of the dream soul.
Zhan Zhao suddenly opened his eyes.
All of a sudden, there seemed to be countless voices in my heart, but it seemed to be as quiet as a silent night, it seemed to be ecstatic, and it seemed to be reborn in pain, all kinds of words wanted to come out in an instant, but I didn't know what was holding them tightly In the throat, I can't say a word, I can only listen to the question and answer in front of the window.
...In this way, the old man will not force you... It's just that the young master has recovered...
...He is already recovering...Although this child is young, he seldom suffers from illnesses. This time, he looks quite like him...Speaking of which, if it wasn't for the fact that this child occasionally caught a cold on the road, and there were only those in Dengzhou City A pharmacy with a full range of herbs, how could I have the chance to meet my wife...
...Duckweed gathers and disperses, and Tiandu is destined... This old man firmly believes that the sky will eventually live up to the sincerity of the world... Where are you going when you go here? ...
... I was decreed that day that I would never leave the Song Dynasty for the rest of my life, and now I can't go far with this child... Maybe, two or three years later, I will bring this child back to Huazhou Academy, and invite Master Open up for him...
... Sigh, I know what you mean, but your mother and child are dependent on each other, and you are on the road alone, how can I not worry about you...
...Thank you, Master, for your concern...I was able to survive when I was young, thanks to the last wish of my late mother, but now I try my best to support it, but it is for this child...The so-called all dharmas are empty, and cause and effect are not empty, that is the case...Now I am Although the breath is gone, but the old sorrow, it seems that there is no danger of death for the time being... I will take this child with me to protect myself, and I still have more energy, please don't worry about it...
... If you think so, the old man will not force it... But if you need it right now, don't hesitate, just let the old man know...
... Master's heart, I sincerely worship... Now that I have this child by my side, I am satisfied, and I don't need anything else...
... Alas, I knew earlier, you must have said so... You set off in a hurry, and I expected it... I will go to the academy to pick up something as a farewell gift to you...
... We have bothered Master, how can we still receive the gift from Master... I remember that Master was never so polite when he was a soldier in the Northwest...
...A person's body grows old, and his behavior also changes... What the old man prepared this time is a rare thing in the world. If you and the young master don't accept it, it will be a disappointment to the old man...
...Since this is the case, then it is better to be respectful than to obey...
...It's still cold in the morning, the young master has just recovered from a cold, I'm afraid he won't be able to bear it...you wait with him in this dining hall for a while, the old man will come back as soon as he goes...
... So, I would like to thank my master...
The voice gradually stopped, and the footsteps gradually moved away.
Zhan Zhao stood up slowly in front of the table, trembling all over, his eyes filled with tears.
This moment of tranquility seemed to condense a lifetime of longing.
A faint figure was reflected on the door and window, he seemed to hesitate for a moment, but finally pushed the door open.
Hushu turned silently, slowly, and a gap of pale golden morning light narrowed and widened, pouring into the dining hall.
Practice the literary shoes of long-distance travel, and the light train that drags the fog and gauze.
Smoke rises, soft dust whirls around.
The wind lingers in the fine snow, and the fog disperses in the clouds.
I don't know whose eyes reflected each other first.
I don't know whose tears rolled down my cheeks first.
yes?
no?
Not daring to breathe, and not daring to blink, just looking at each other in such a daze, Ren Jing burst into tears, for fear that the situation that has been experienced thousands of times in the dream will fade away again.
Suddenly, I only heard the voice of a child, as immature as a spring seedling with dew.
...Amma...are you crying? ...you said earlier that you would never cry again...
Both he and she lowered their heads, looking at the little figure beside her through tears.
A pair of agile black pupils looked up at her and her with a little doubt, they were as clear as her and warm as him.
A ray of morning sun dispels the coldness of the autumn night and warms the fragrance of ink and books.
Fan Zhongyan walked into the study room of the academy, the room was full of morning light, only to see Fan He standing beside the book case sorting out numerous volumes.
There was a hint of surprise in his eyes: "You went back to your hometown to visit your family, why did you come back so soon? Is everything safe at home?"
Fan He raised his head and walked in front of Fan Zhongyan, and bowed to him, "Thank you for your concern, my lord. Everyone in the family is safe. There are many people in the academy. Seeing that there is nothing serious about the house, the old slave came back early. Half an hour ahead Into the academy."
He raised his head to look at Fan Zhongyan, and turned his eyes to Xuelang's long note on the desk: "Just now I heard from the book boy that my lord went out for a walk in the courtyard, why did he go for so long?... I also heard that my lord wrote this Yueyang Tower at the request of Master Teng last night." Remember, I don’t know if my lord still needs to polish it? If there are no more amendments, the old slave will send the post officer to send it to Lord Teng..."
Fan Zhongyan walked up to the book case: "This old man's experience in this life has been devoted to these few hundred words with all his heart... The New Deal back then has disappeared, and the only one who heard about it was Liang Jian... Now the old man's lifelong wish, It is this article that can bear my ambition and tell future generations... Last night, I was full of thoughts and thoughts, but I was just not sure how to end this last sentence, so that I can express my intentions without leaving any regrets ..."
Fan He nodded silently, leaned over the case, and began to grind slowly: "Since your lord is back now, you must have an answer?"
Fan Zhongyan looked at the words on the paper, and a hint of relief flashed in his eyes: "That's right...the story handed down from generation to generation finally has a conclusion, and it can be regarded as living up to the hard work of Teng Zijing and the old man..."
He pondered for a while, then suddenly asked: "Have you read this article?"
Fan He nodded and said: "Just now, when the lord was away, the old slave had already looked at it carefully."
Fan Zhongyan raised his eyebrows and asked, "How do you feel after reading this article?"
Fan He sighed deeply: "The old slave wept deeply when he saw Wen Sishi."
Looking closely at his old face, there are indeed two faint traces of tears: "My lord, there are words in this article that have gone through all ages. According to this old slave, there is only one word, bitter."
Fan Zhongyan lowered his eyebrows to read the paper, and said calmly: "How can you see it?"
Fan He sighed: "Worry about advancing and retreating, and forget about things and me. When will we finally be able to let go of our hearts and enjoy ourselves? Worry about the world first, but enjoy the world later.
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