presumptuous!I was wrong

Love always seems to come at the wrong time, one violently pursued, one caught off guard, one passionate, and one as cold as frost.Then that thing called love will quietly pass away or be buried quietly at a specific time.

Time and space and Bai Yueguang are probably like this.

When the two are together, it is Bai Yueguang who is chased by time and space.

At that time, he was still the young master of the Shi family, as proud as a prince, full of vigor and fighting spirit, but when he met Bai Yueguang, he gave up all his dignity and glory, but in the end it was all in vain.

In fact, Time and Space has long known that Bai Yueguang and him are not the same kind of people, and he also knows that he is self-indulgent and self-defeating. He knows that people don't like him, but he still wants to stalk him. Finally, as expected, he was abandoned. up.

He didn't expect that he would be pregnant. He was only 19 years old, and he was pregnant before marriage. If it spread, it would be a laughing stock. The Shi family couldn't afford to lose this person, and strictly ordered Shi Kong to kill the child.

It's not that Shikong didn't think about abortion, Bai Yueguang didn't even say hello, didn't even say goodbye, and didn't even have a decent breakup after he left.All kinds of hatred in my heart can be buried by love.So he finally decided to give birth to a child. No one understood him. The Shi family removed him from the family tree, expelled him from the family, and even sent him cruelly to a mental hospital to let him fend for himself. No one could visit him, he was imprisoned.

Every time Shikong thinks back on those days, he wonders how he got through it. No one helped him deliver the baby during the delivery. It was Lian Xiuye ​​and Ye Ke who helped him behind everyone's backs. It was Zhao Chuge's accumulation of influence outside to be able to go out later. .

Shikong and Zhao Chuge really live together in a mental hospital, where normal people are also tortured to become abnormal.

Zhao Chuge stayed in that hell-like place for several years longer than him. The two gradually became abnormal together. When they were manic, they always wanted to jump off a building or cut their wrists. They secretly kept the medicine prescribed by the doctor. , On a certain night, swallow a dozen or twenty pills together.

Like lunatics, they always do weird things to prove that they are still alive. Like other patients, they sometimes mutter to the wall, and sometimes run wild in the corridor for no reason...

So much so that when they went out later, they didn't know how to deal with the outside world. There were normal people outside, and they were out of tune with the outside world, as if aliens had come to the earth.

The child grew up in the mental hospital until he was about three years old. Ye Ke and Lian Xiuye ​​tried their best not to scare the child.

Time and space has no family members, the only relatives are the two children, he only has Zhao Chuge, he can only depend on Zhao Chuge, Zhao Chuge wants revenge, he said yes.

He will no longer think of that person, Bai Yueguang is like a seal in his heart, no one can break it, and no one knows what is inside.At first he always thought about it, but then he thought of a way, and when he thought about Bai Yueguang again, he would prick himself with a needle.

From then on, he got used to it, not thinking or asking, living alone with the child, if someone asked, he would say widowed, anyway, he gave up on Bai Yueguang, Bai Yueguang died in his heart.

Zhao Chuge used to ask him if he didn't regret it, if he didn't regret putting all his eggs in one basket, if he didn't regret chasing after Bai Yueguang, Shikong had never answered this question, because he didn't know how to answer it, and if he didn't regret it, it was meaningless, everything was his own. It was him who committed the crime. He knew that he would not fall in love with him if he didn't like him, and he pestered him for several years. Then he went abroad with his ass, leaving him in place to endure the storm.

Everything deserves it, he asked for it, he can't blame others, Shikong always said this to himself.

It was an accident to see Bai Yueguang again. He felt unwell in Dai's house, and someone followed him after he came out. His vigilance was not that bad, but he didn't expect that it was Bai Yueguang who followed him.

At that moment, he felt his blood stop flowing.

Bai Yueguang later remembered a lyric: "Your love should be forgiven for being buried and hated for being stored away." He felt that this lyric was very suitable for time and space, and he was the one who should not be forgiven.

The two knew each other when they were young, and he always thought of Shikong bouncing after him. At that time, Shikong was very proud, but he was willing to let go of his pride for him. Who made him like him?

At the beginning, he really didn't like Shikong, but people's hearts are full of flesh. Shikong has been chasing after him for several years.

He is not a person who can talk about love, so he never said "I like you" or "I love you" to Shikong. He thought that his actions had already told Shikong these things, so he didn't know what Shikong was thinking about gains and losses.

What he never said was that the reason why he was kidnapped to leave the country was because he had a showdown with his family and wanted to live with time and space for the rest of his life. His family disagreed and tried every means to break them up. During that time, Bai Yueguang was always frowning, but He didn't want to tell Shi Kong, he didn't want the proud young master to be disturbed by these things.

But he didn't expect that he would go abroad in that way. During the years he stayed abroad, he thought about time and space all the time, but he didn't dare to come back, and he didn't dare to ask how he was doing. He knew the old man's methods , Time and space always had accidents for a while, almost lost his life several times, Bai Yueguang saw those videos and wanted to rush back to him immediately.

But rationality told him, no, not when he was fledgling, that would not only fail to protect time and space, but also harm him.

It's not that he never thought about asking Lu Shengping to help him secretly, to help him see how time and space are, but at that time he and Lu Shengping were mutual, and Lu Shengping was also struggling, the two of them were simply brothers in trouble.

He had no choice but to endure, to accumulate his power, and to gain the ability to protect time and space bit by bit.

However, when he finally had the ability, it was too late. Time and space hated him so much that he was unwilling to accept him anymore.He didn't know how to explain what happened back then, because as soon as he got close to time and space, time and space might collapse. He didn't know how the person he almost held in his hands back then became what he is now.

Time and space gave birth to him two children, which is very happy.But when he thought that Shikong came here alone in those days, his heart was pierced. He wanted to hug Shikong in his arms, love him well, and make up for those missing years.

But he can't get close to time and space, he doesn't want time and space to die, so he can only never appear in front of time and space again, it's okay to watch him from a distance, as long as he knows that he is living well, he can't afford the price, he doesn't want the world There is no such person as time and space in the world, and the person he would rather die is him.

Sometimes thinking about Time and Space makes him uncomfortable, he thinks it's better to just die, arrange the will, and give all the inheritance to Time and Space. After he dies, he can deal with Time and Space as he pleases, and then swallow a box of sleeping pills to bid farewell to this world.

Going to Lu Shengping's house to deliver something, he didn't expect Time and Space to be there. Thinking of the previous experiences, he desperately wanted to escape, but he didn't expect Time and Space to speak on his own initiative.

At that moment, it is not an exaggeration to say that spring has come.

This was a great surprise for Bai Yueguang, who never expected Shi Kong to take the initiative to talk to him.But he still didn't dare to be careless, he began to approach time and space cautiously, just like when time and space chased him back then, he didn't dare to show too much, he was afraid that he would hear bad news one day.

He thought, it doesn't matter even if they don't get along well, it doesn't matter if they are not together for the rest of their lives, it's good to keep it as it is now, at least he can take care of time and space blatantly, at least he can see this person, it's good.

Time and space got out of control in front of him. He didn't dare to stimulate time and space at all, and he didn't mention the past. He thought a lot about their future, but was pulled back by reason. Wake up, they have no future at all, even the present is Stolen, don't get delusional.

Until one day when he was eating, his right hand suddenly shook, and the chopsticks fell to the ground with a "bang", and the crisp sound rang in his ears. He was taken aback, then quickly picked up the chopsticks with his left hand, and smiled at Time and Space as if nothing had happened. , explained: "Sorry, I didn't catch it just now, sorry."

Going to the kitchen to get another pair of clean chopsticks, Bai Yueguang squeezed his right hand tightly with his left hand to control the shaking.

Back then, it was not without sequelae. All ten fingers were broken. How could it be possible to recover so naturally? He has also gotten used to it over the years. Although the rehabilitation was successful, there were occasional finger misalignments. joke.

He stood in the kitchen for a few minutes, and the shaking was completely suppressed before he returned to the dining room. He held the chopsticks with his left hand, and his right hand trembled slightly under it.He didn’t dare to use his right hand when he was cleaning up the dishes. He took a pile of dishes in his left hand. Halfway there, his left hand lost control. , cut his calf, bleeding profusely.

His two hands were also shaking together, as if he had been electrocuted, and he couldn't stop at all.

Shi Kong came over to take a look, but he immediately hid his hands behind his back. Shi Kong saw his bleeding leg first, and wanted to find a medical kit to bandage him, but remembered that it was not his home.

Bai Yueguang didn't want Shikong to see himself in such a mess, so he said, "You go back first, I'll clean up later, didn't you say you have something to do in the afternoon, go quickly, and leave me alone."

Shikong turned a deaf ear and wanted to clean up the debris at his feet first, but when picking it up with his hands, he accidentally scratched his hand and bled a little.

Bai Yueguang panicked instantly, "Time and space!"

He subconsciously stretched out his hand to see what happened to Shi Kong's hand, but the trembling of his hand hadn't stopped. He looked at his hand, embarrassed, and put it behind him again.

Time and space has noticed, took out his hand, looked at it, "Your hand..."

"No, it's okay, it will be fine in a while." Bai Yueguang wanted to pull his hand out, but he couldn't use the strength.

"Sequelae?" Time and Space asked in a low voice.

"Yeah." Bai Yueguang didn't take it seriously, and persuaded him with a smile, "It's really nothing, you go to work quickly, don't worry about me, I'll be fine in a while, I've gotten used to it for so many years."

Shi Kong didn't speak, but his heart was not feeling well.He and Bai Yueguang have had a hard time these past few years. You can tell from their current appearance, one needs to take medicine to survive, and the other has sequelae until now.

"Your family doctor, what's the phone number?" Shi Kong asked.

Unable to resist him, Bai Yueguang could only ask him to take out his mobile phone and ask him to call the doctor for help.

After this incident, the distance between the two became much closer. Bai Yueguang was happy, but he still didn't dare to take any further actions.

Probably time and space were anxious to see him like this, so they asked him out one night, Bai Yueguang had just finished socializing with others, drank a lot of wine, and his brain was not enough, but time and space must always have time to find him .

Shi Kong said: "I was the one who confessed my love back then, but this time I don't want to confess my love first."

Bai Yueguang was stunned for a moment, then ecstatically, he even suspected that he had heard it wrong, and he didn't dare to ask again, so he could only keep saying "Time and space, I like you, I love you".

Shi Kong didn't respond after talking for a long time, Bai Yueguang suddenly remembered that Shi Kong didn't say that in the past, Shi Kong said back then: "Bai Yueguang, I like you, can you be my boyfriend?"

Bai Yueguang took a deep breath and said, "Time and space, I love you, can you be with me? For the rest of your life."

Under Bai Yueguang's uneasy gaze, Shikong nodded lightly and said, "Okay."

Bai Yueguang was so happy that he didn't know how to describe his mood, he felt dizzy, as if he was floating in the clouds.

He asked Shikong, "Can I give you a hug?"

Shikong nodded, and he hugged him fiercely. The person in his arms was not the same as before, but there was only one thing that hadn't changed, that is, he still loved him.

He asked again, "Can I kiss you?"

Time and space tapped on his lips, and said, "What do you think?"

Bai Yueguang didn't know what to do now, he hugged Shi Kong in his arms like he was treating a treasure, he was reluctant to touch it even once.

He whispered in Shikong's ear: "I love you so much, I loved you before, I love you now, and I will love you in the future."

Time and space also replied: "Me too, those who love you will die."