presumptuous!I was wrong

Time and space lay in the intensive care unit for two days, Zhao Chuge has been in a low mood, but this is already the best result in Lu Shengping's opinion, at least he didn't do anything particularly extreme, and he was still very clingy. It won't work if you walk for a while.

Zhao Chuge leaned weakly on Lu Shengping's body, raised his arms and covered his face with the back of his hands, his voice sounded a little choked up: "I'm so useless, my relatives don't like me since I was a child, and I can't protect my friends, no one in this world Welcome me, I'm just a superfluous existence, I'm just a burden that hurts everyone..."

Lu Shengping pressed his head in his arms, and stroked his hair with his hands, his voice could not conceal the exhaustion, "You are not redundant, you are indispensable to me, I like you, You are not a burden, you are the best gift this world has given me."

"Alas." Zhao Chuge sighed, and even smiled, that kind of self-mockery, that kind of helplessness, all showed on his face, "I'm so sad."

"Tell me if you have something to say, even when you're sad, don't hold it in your heart, okay?" Lu Shengping repeated this question tirelessly, even after saying it a hundred times.

Zhao Chuge was silent and did not answer, sitting on Lu Shengping's lap drowsy, his head hit Lu Shengping's chest little by little, as if hitting his heart.

Bai Yueguang's condition is also extremely poor, unkempt and unrecognizable, Lu Shengping thinks it's amazing, Bai Yueguang was treated like that when he first went abroad, and he didn't even suffer from any mental illness. hide it.

Lu Shengping patted Zhao Chuge's back, comforted him to sleep, and sat beside Bai Yueguang while he was asleep, wanting to say something to this brother who grew up since he was a child, but he didn't know how to say it.

Bai Yueguang looked up at him, smiled bitterly, covered his face with his hands, and said, "I'm fine, I'm really fine, don't comfort me..."

As he was talking, he suddenly broke down in tears. Lu Shengping grew up with him, and since he became sensible, he has seen him cry three times in total. The first two times were when he couldn't bear it abroad, and the third time is now.

Sometimes it would be much better to cry, Lu Sheng looked at him calmly, Bai Yueguang could only cry in front of him, only in front of him could he be defenseless.

When he finished crying, Lu Shengping handed him some tissues, Bai Yueguang wiped his tears and his nose, looked down at the ground, and said nothing.

"It's going to be okay, the doctor said, after tonight's dangerous period, you can be transferred to the general ward. It will be fine, and time and space will get better." Lu Shengping's comfort is always the same, because he doesn't know what to do. No matter what to say, he can't comfort people, and he doesn't know how to comfort them.

"Lu Shengping." Bai Yueguang called him by his name suddenly, very solemnly and seriously, every time he called him like that, he was doing something serious.

"If he can't wake up, I will accompany him to die. Please help me take care of the child. If he wakes up, I will never appear in front of him. If I do something inconvenient secretly, please help me." Okay?" Bai Yueguang said this in despair, Lu Shengping knew that he was not joking, he was serious, he really will never see Time and Space again, he can't stand Time and Space hurting himself again and again, he would rather those scars are on his body .

Bai Yueguang seems to have understood Lu Shengping's hesitation at the beginning, no one can bear the person he loves the most to leave him, let alone parting with it.

Time and space woke up, and when the news came out, Zhao Chuge almost sat upright, Bai Yueguang was also very excited, Zhao Chuge and Lu Shengping went in to visit, but he watched outside, but didn't dare to go in.

When Shi Kong just woke up, his mind was still not clear, but he still felt a little complicated because he didn't see Bai Yueguang.

After being transferred to the general ward, Bai Yueguang didn't dare to go in, he just stayed outside the ward, or went in to have a closer look at him when he fell asleep.

Zhao Chuge now occasionally suffers from headaches, and sometimes suffers from the smell of the hospital's disinfectant, his temples throb, and the veins on his head bounce happily regardless of his owner's wishes.

Lu Shengping opened a separate ward, next to Time and Space, for Zhao Chuge to rest, but coincidentally, Zhao Chun's ward was next to them.

Time and space had been transferred to the general ward for two days, and there were few VIP wards. Zhao Chuge hadn't investigated which hospital and which ward Zhao Chun was in beforehand, so he didn't expect such a coincidence.

Zhao Chuge would know that Zhao Chun was in the next ward because he accidentally bumped into Zhao Yao when he was going out. Zhao Yao cursed: "Who is so blind and doesn't have eyes to hit me!"

As soon as he looked up, it was Zhao Chuge, and when he looked at his big belly, he immediately panicked. If he knocked Zhao Chuge out anyway, Lu Shengping would really kill him.

With Zhao Chuge's virtue, he could find trouble to frame him if he had nothing to do, so Zhao Yao ran away in a hurry after seeing that he seemed to have nothing to do.

Zhao Chuge is not in the mood to pay attention to him now, and after glancing at him, he went to look for Lu Shengping. There was nothing wrong with his stomach, and he didn't hit his stomach just now, but just hit his shoulder.

Zhao Chuge went to look for Shikong, told him what happened just now, leaned his head and said, "Do you want to go and see Zhao Chun, stimulate him by the way, and give Jiang Li some hints."

Time and Space's mental recovery is not bad, and it is not annoying to talk about these things with Zhao Chuge, mainly because it is too boring in the hospital, so he is happy to talk about these things with Zhao Chuge.

"Go, see if Zhao Chun is paralyzed, and see if Tian Mi is around. After Zhao Siyu saw that scene, there is no news of his divorce from Tian Mi, so he is too calm."

Zhao Chuge nodded and said, "Maybe it's a secret divorce. The Zhao family is already like this. If the news of the divorce spreads again, the stock will definitely hit a new record low."

"You can't say for sure, who knows what they can do when they are pushed. Anyway, you have to be on guard and accompany you when Lu Shengping comes back." Shi Kong warned.

Lu Shengping went home to pick up a few sets of clothes for a change of clothes, and made some food by the way. Zhao Chuge's stomach became more and more uneasy because of him, and he refused to eat many things that he didn't cook.

Only Zhao Chuge and Ye Ke stayed at the hospital, and Lian Xiuye ​​took care of the children at home.

"How is the child?" Time and Space asked.

"Very well, except that I miss you a little bit." Ye Ke said with a sigh, a little playing the emotional card, "A child will not be happy no matter how well they live with others when they are away from their parents."

Time and space understood what he meant, but there were some things he really couldn't control.He even forgot why he wanted to cut his wrists that day. He just remembered talking with Bai Yueguang. Picked it up and put it on my wrist like crazy.

As soon as the blade touched the skin, he felt a strange sense of pleasure, as if he was testing whether the knife was sharp, he swiped back and forth on his wrist twice.The moment he saw the blood spilling out, he didn't know why, but he felt a sense of satisfaction, as if his life should be like this, and it should stop here, at this age.

When he saw Bai Yueguang's flustered expression, this feeling was even worse. He even thought that if he died, Bai Yueguang might feel guilty for the rest of his life. That would be really great.

What's the best way to punish someone?One is to give him alms, and the other is to make him feel guilty, so that he will live in guilt for the rest of his life and be tortured.

None of them mentioned Bai Yueguang, and they didn't dare to mention it again. In time and space, the word Bai Yueguang is a fixed time bomb. It may explode at any time, and it is also powerful. How much damage is done.

It is possible to hurt Zhao Chuge indirectly after hurting himself, and the two will become brothers and sisters in the same ward.

Shi Kong was a little tired, closed his eyes and thought, it's time to see a psychiatrist, if things go on like this, maybe one day he can't control himself anymore and he will really leave the child behind and go away.

Zhao Chuge and Ye Ke didn't bother him. Ye Ke was afraid that Zhao Chuge's back would hurt after sitting for a long time, and it would be inconvenient to do anything with such a big belly, so he asked him to rest in the next ward.

Zhao Chuge is indeed unable to do what he wants, but he wants to wait for Lu Shengping to come back and go rest with him. Lu Shengping has not gone to the company these days in order to be with him. The work is done here, and the meeting is also a video conference. Sometimes he is afraid of making noise It is inconvenient for him to do anything, he has to work and take care of him every day, and he has not had a good rest.

After Lu Shengping came back, he first put his clothes in the next ward, and then left part of the food for Time and Space, and then took Zhao Chuge's hand and left.

Zhao Chuge felt that Lu Shengping's palms were cold, which was unreasonable. Normally, Lu Shengping's palms were warm, and holding him was especially warm and powerful.

"Why are your hands so cold?" Zhao Chuge asked, "Are you sick?"

Lu Shengping didn't feel it himself, so he said in doubt, "Really? Maybe it's because the weather is too cold."

Zhao Chuge took a closer look. Lu Shengping seemed to have lost weight, his chin was pointed, and he looked haggard. Compared with the chubby Zhao Chuge, Lu Shengping seemed to have been abused.

"Have you lost weight?" Zhao Chuge stretched his head over, looked more carefully than before, and pinched Lu Shengping's chin, causing the bones to hurt.

"It's hard for you to see that I've lost weight." Lu Shengping joked, more like complaining.

"I'm sorry for making you suffer." Zhao Chuge felt sorry, and took Lu Shengping's hand, feeling that the blood vessels in Lu Shengping's hand seemed to be more obvious than before.

"There's nothing I'm sorry about." Lu Shengping smiled nonchalantly, "My wife is here, of course I have to be with him."

Zhao Chuge lowered his head and did not dare to speak. Lu Shengping opened the thermos, and a scent came out. Zhao Chuge sniffed and said, "Did you make pork rib soup?"

"Yes, give our big baby a good nourishment, it's been hard these days." Lu Shengping took out a bowl, scooped it with a spoon a few times, and let it cool for him.

Zhao Chuge thought to himself, no matter how hard he is, compared to Lu Shengping, he is still nourished. After all, no matter where Lu Shengping is, he will not lose him.

After feeding Zhao Chuge a few sips, Lu Shengping put down the bowl and filled him with rice. Suddenly he felt a little dizzy, but he didn't take it seriously. Zhao Chuge saw that something was wrong with him, stood up and asked, "What's wrong with you?" ? Is it uncomfortable?"

"It's okay, it's okay, don't panic, baby, sit down and eat first, and then talk after eating." Lu Shengping quickly comforted Zhao Chuge first.

Reminiscing that his hand was cold just now, Zhao Chuge subconsciously touched his forehead, and it turned out to be hot. Lu Shengping took his hand off, touched it himself, and realized later: "It seems a little hot."

Zhao Chuge was so anxious that he immediately wanted to call a doctor, but Lu Shengping stopped him, "Don't worry, you eat first, I will call the doctor myself."

"You're sick and tell me not to worry! Do you really think I'm a three-year-old child and need you to coax me every day?" Zhao Chuge yelled out straight away, grabbed Lu Shengping's arm, and almost knocked over the bowl.

Lu Shengping moved the bowl, continued to smile with a good temper, "I didn't say you were a child, don't be angry, sit down, did you get burned just now?"

"..." Zhao Chuge was blocked by a few words and couldn't say anything, Lu Shengping still treated him like a child.

"Anyway, you should see a doctor first. If you don't see a doctor, I won't eat. You can figure it out." Zhao Chuge had no choice but to threaten him.

"I'll call the doctor right now, you eat, eat more." Lu Shengping's brain is not working well, but he still smiled gently.

Zhao Chuge was not at all prepared for the big brother's illness. Usually, Lu Shengping was omnipotent. He seemed to have forgotten that Lu Shengping was just an ordinary person.