presumptuous!I was wrong

The movement in the living room successfully drew time and space out, and the child was still playing games in the room. He walked up to Zhao Chuge and patted him on the shoulder, "Calm down, I'm fine, and I'll be fine in the future."

Zhao Chuge squatted down covering his head, feeling like he had a splitting headache. It seemed like he hadn't felt this feeling for a long time.No, not for a long time, maybe a month.

He knew that his irritable cycle had come again, and he didn't think about being so ignorant and treating Lu Shengping like that just now, but he couldn't control it, and this entangled feeling came again.

Lu Shengping sighed inwardly, without saying anything, squatted down, picked up Zhao Chuge and put him on the sofa, rubbing his temples gently with his hands.

Letting Zhao Chuge lean on him, Lu Shengping kissed his forehead and comforted him, "It's okay, does your head still hurt? Do you want to rest?"

"I'm sorry." Zhao Chuge opened his mouth, wanting to say something, but in the end he could only say this.

"I'm not sorry. It's good for you to vent your temper, and you'll do the same in the future. Don't keep it in your heart." Lu Shengping encouraged him, "Don't tell me I'm sorry, you can do whatever you want, don't say sorry."

Bai Yueguang had long been stunned by the sight in front of him. He didn't know Zhao Chuge's illness was like this. He looked at time and space again, his face was pale from beginning to end, and even his voice was powerless.

Shikong sat on the sofa, took an apple from the fruit plate, turned to Lu Shengping, smiled slightly, and asked, "No fruit knife?"

"..." Lu Shengping didn't dare to say that he didn't have a fruit knife at home. It was too dangerous. He usually used a kitchen knife to peel Zhao Chuge's apples.

Time and space are too similar to when Zhao Chuge was depressed, let alone not, even if there is, it is impossible for him to take it out. If time and space are not controlled and cut their wrists, it will be over.

Bai Yueguang felt that the current state of time and space was extremely strange, so he carefully picked up an apple, broke it in half with his hands, and handed it over.

Time and space took it, said "thank you", and smiled.

He put the apple aside and stared at it blankly without eating it.

Bai Yueguang didn't dare to vent his anger, feeling as if time had stood still, Zhao Chuge was comforted by Lu Shengping in his arms, while Shikong put his arms on his knees, leaned on his face, tilted his head and said, "You don't need to send someone anymore Follow me, I'm not a waste, you can see it without seeing the child's face after following me for so long, so don't do any more useless work."

Standing up and stroking Zhao Chuge's hair, Shikong stood up and said with a smile, "I'll take the child away first, and I'll come to play with you next time. Okay, listen to what the boss says."

Zhao Chuge is not at ease about Shikong going alone, he knows Shikong too well, no matter how normal he looks on the outside, it is all bad on the inside.

"Don't leave, stay here for a few days." Zhao Chuge grabbed Shikong's sleeve. He was not in a good condition, and he had to take care of the children when he returned home. No one knew what happened.

"No, there is medicine at home."

Seeing that he couldn't be persuaded, Zhao Chuge also stood up, "Then I'll stay at your house for a few days."

"Stop making trouble, you have a good rest, I will go to my godfather's house to stay for a few days, and let him look after the children for me."

Zhao Chuge felt relieved, Shi Kong was going to see a psychiatrist and put the child with Lian Xiuye.

If he used to be able to help with it, but now he is not in the right state, and he can't do much when he is pregnant.

"You send the child out, where are you going?" Bai Yueguang clasped Shi Kong's shoulder with one hand, preventing him from moving.

"I'm going to die! Are you satisfied!" The space-time emotion suddenly lost control, the outbreak was very sudden, without any warning, he turned around and shouted loudly, "I'm going to die! Will you stop forcing me after I die? Are you happy that I am dead? Can I jump off the building now? In front of you, let you rest assured that I am really dead!"

"No, time and space, I have no other meaning, I just, just care about you..." Bai Yueguang said incoherently, "I don't want you to die, I..."

"You don't want me to die now. I didn't see you being attached to me when you left regardless of my life or death. Now that you are back, I will continue to be your licking dog. Is it interesting?" Shi Kong picked up Bai Yueguang's hand. His neck and eyes were full of ferocity, his hands were clearly veined, obviously he was extremely angry, and he wanted to strangle Bai Yueguang to death.

"Is it interesting for me to ask you? Is it interesting!" Time and Space roared, "When I liked you, you didn't want me. I gave you a child and you want to reunite. Who are you? Do you want to be my child? There are plenty of fathers and stepmothers, what's the use of having you as a real father?"

"Huh? What's the use?" Shi Kong suddenly relaxed his expression again, and the strength in his hands was loose, "I tell you, don't try to think about me and the child, and don't follow me anymore. I'll let you go once. Don't expect a next time."

Bai Yueguang couldn't say a word, Shikong smiled, wanted to smoke because Zhao Chuge held back, he said: "Anyway, I'm sick, I'm not normal, it doesn't matter if I do something extreme someday, so You better not mess with me."

"The big deal is that I will adopt the child to Zhao Chuge. Anyway, I don't want to live anymore. This life is so boring." Shi Kong said this as naturally as eating and drinking. If it wasn't for the child, he really didn't want to. alive.

What's the point of living every day without even looking forward to it.

Anyway, Zhao Chuge still has a family now, and he has nothing, nothing but a child.

Time and space have short intervals between irritability and depression, and it has almost stabilized now. He waved at Zhao Chuge, "Thank you for your hospitality. I will take our baby and leave first."

After speaking, he went to take the children out of the house and put on coats for them. Bai Yueguang wanted to help, but Shikong smiled at him, "Don't forget what I said, I'm a lunatic, don't force me."

Shi Shi hugged Shi Kong's leg, raised his head and said, "Father is a good man, not a lunatic."

Bai Shi hugged her other leg beside her brother, and said, "Brother is right, Dad is a good man."

"Hey, daddy will take you to dinner, okay?" Shi Kong picked up the two children and went out with a gentle tone, as if he wasn't the one who went crazy just now.

"I'll send someone to follow him, I'm afraid something will happen to him." Zhao Chuge sent a message to Shikong after talking to Lu Shengping to inform him, and Shikong replied that he had bodyguards so don't worry, and told him about the move by the way.

Bai Yueguang couldn't stay here, he wanted to find Time and Space, but he didn't dare.

Staying here, he always felt that Zhao Chuge wanted to chop him with a kitchen knife.

"I suggest you explain clearly what happened back then, but you'd better be careful. Zhao Chuge's illness at that time scared me to the bone. If you want to save time and space, don't provoke him." Lu Shengping sent Bai Yueguang to him. Go out and talk to him at the door, "He's really not in good condition. I thought he was normal before, but I didn't expect him to be so scary. Really, pay attention and don't hurt him again."

After saying all this, Lu Shengping patted Faxiao on the shoulder, and he couldn't say anything useful, but he just thought of Zhao Chuge's state at the beginning and felt a little scared.

After seeing him off, Lu Shengping went back to find Zhao Chuge, only to find him sitting on the balcony of the kitchen.

Lu Shengping's heart was about to jump out. Fortunately, there were iron bars on the windows, and it was impossible for Zhao Chuge to bend them with bare hands. It was scary enough to go around like this.

"Baby, be good, the balcony is too cold, how about you come down?" Lu Shengping looked at Zhao Chuge's expression, and there seemed to be nothing wrong.

"Tell me, what will happen if you jump down? It must feel good during the time you stay in the air." Zhao Chuge pulled the railing with his hand, and the railing fell off immediately.

I don't know if Zhao Chuge opened it when he was not at home, but he never found out.

"Don't be impulsive, Zhao Chuge, I beg you, don't be impulsive, let's talk if you have something to say, come down, and tell you what I did wrong, don't scare me." Lu Shengping turned pale with fright, Zhao Chu Ge opened the window and looked out.

"Zhao Chuge!" Lu Shengping yelled.

Zhao Chuge himself was also entangled. Today's matter of time and space and Bai Yueguang completely stimulated him, and brought up his emotions that he had finally suppressed.

He used to be able to control himself when he was alone, but now it is getting worse and worse. Once the thought of death arises, he can't suppress it at all, and his reason seems to be fed to the dog.

It stands to reason that after being with Lu Shengping, that kind of thought should gradually decrease, but I don't know why, the thought has decreased, but once it appears, I can't control it.

Probably, deep down, insecure.

From the beginning to the end, Zhao Chuge's subconscious mind never believed in Lu Shengping. No matter how good his conscious performance was, he didn't even know what was hidden in his subconscious mind, let alone others.

"Zhao Chuge, come down, I won't touch you, really, I won't touch you, come down by yourself, I'll follow you, okay?" Lu Shengping was afraid that if he touched him, he would anger Zhao Chuge.

Lu Shengping sometimes felt that he was about to collapse. He didn’t collapse when he had to say that he didn’t love Zhao Chuge, he didn’t collapse when he was forced to go abroad, and he didn’t collapse when he dealt with the moths of the Lu family after returning to China, but he was on the verge of collapse in front of Zhao Chuge .

"Really, I beg you, don't scare me. I don't care if you can do whatever you want in the future?" Lu Shengping almost begged him humbly, "You can have an abortion or a divorce now, as long as you don't hurt me." Myself, I agree, you can do whatever you want, please, don't hurt yourself, okay?"

Zhao Chuge didn't know how to respond to Lu Shengping, reason and emotion were entangled with him, making his brain confused, probably it was time to take medicine again, but taking medicine for so many years was useless.

Zhao Chuge closed his eyes, and asked his subconscious mind whether he wanted to live, whether he wanted to be with Lu Shengping, who loved him so much.

Seeing that Zhao Chuge had closed his eyes, Lu Shengping quickly dragged him down while he was out of sight. Zhao Chuge was startled when he was pulled into his arms, blinked his eyes and hugged Lu Shengping's neck habitually.

"Hey, don't scare me, okay?" Lu Shengping kissed him and carried him to the bedroom.

The bedroom has not been tidied up, there are snacks and toys on the bed, put Zhao Chuge beside the bed, Lu Shengping went to tidy up, Zhao Chuge's depressed state seemed to be better, grabbed Lu Shengping's hand, "I was wrong, I, I just now I can't control myself, I'm sorry, I will try my best in the future, and I will definitely control my emotions."

Lu Shengping kissed him, and said to himself, even if he wanted to control it, he could control it, this disease still has to be taken slowly.

"Then do you still want to live with me?" Lu Shengping asked.

"want!"

"Then do you still want to listen to me?"

"Listen! I will be obedient in the future."

"Okay, now be obedient and take a rest, okay? Close your eyes and take a nap."

"Well, I'm going to sleep." Zhao Chuge lay down quickly, closed his eyes to get sleepy, and opened them again after a while, "You won't leave, will you? Will you want me?"

"No, I will never leave you." Lu Shengping bent down, biting Zhao Chuge's lips, his strong possessive desire to swallow Zhao Chuge, "I will never leave you, so if you want to leave, you must impossible."

Lu Shengping stroked Zhao Chuge's neck with his fingers, as if he could kill Zhao Chuge with a light pinch.

"Do you understand? Your life is mine, and you are mine. If I won't let you go, you must stay by my side forever." Lu Shengping said almost nervously, "I beg you this time, Compromise with you, next time, Zhao Chuge, you won't want to know the consequences."