presumptuous!I was wrong

On the weekend, Zhao Chuge and Lu Shengping discussed the future children together, from gender to name, from school to work, they almost imagined the children from childhood to adulthood, Lu Shengping did not have Zhao Chuge's imagination, most of them were Zhao Chuge's talking , he listens or kisses.

"Don't kiss me all the time!" Zhao Chuge was originally leaning on Lu Shengping's shoulder, but his body and heart were itchy from being kissed by him, so he could only push Lu Shengping away.

"Then kiss me." Lu Shengping dragged him back and continued to wrap him in his arms.

"If you have the ability to fuck me, what kind of ability is it?"

Zhao Chuge broke free from his arms, and did it face to face with him.His brows twitched a few times, and he stretched out the tip of his tongue to lick his lips. His eyes were shining brightly, and he stared straight at Lu Shengping. There were almost two big characters, seduce, on his face.

"I'm capable, so I don't want to fuck you." Lu Shengping managed to maintain a serious posture.

"Then who do you want to do?" Zhao Chuge likes to tease Lu Shengping like this, and every time Lu Shengping coaxes him to explain to him, he finds it very interesting.

"I won't do it to anyone but you." Lu Shengping didn't want to talk to Zhao Chuge endlessly, so his face became serious, and he pulled him into his arms and kissed him hard a few times before calming him down.

Zhao Chuge beat Lu Shengping a few times out of breath, but he didn't have much strength. In Lu Shengping's opinion, it was no different from acting like a baby.

Lu Shengping could easily subdue him by stretching his legs and kicking him. He kissed him on the lips and advised him, "Be obedient and don't do strenuous exercise."

"..." Zhao Chuge had nothing to say.No fuck to say.

In Lu Shengping's eyes, walking now is a strenuous exercise. Since he came back from the hospital last time, as long as Lu Shengping was at home, he was almost never allowed to walk, to take him to eat, to go to the toilet... just to feed him .

If it wasn't for Zhao Chuge's strong opposition, Lu Shengping would have done such a thing.

Although, he is quite lazy, but he is not so lazy that he needs to be fed. This is not laziness, but paralysis.

"Hey, I want to call Shikong over for dinner, is that okay?" Zhao Chuge had a whim.

"Okay, but you can change your name." Lu Shengping squeezed Zhao Chuge's finger and put it to his mouth, and took a bite, "You know what I want to hear, so I will agree if you call me."

"Don't bark." Zhao Chuge withdrew his hand and looked at him resolutely, showing that he had a lot of backbone.

"Okay, don't bark if you don't bark." Lu Shengping seemed sad, "I have to agree if you don't bark, how can it make you unhappy, you can call him and ask what you want to eat, what the children eat, I will Prepare the ingredients."

Having said that, Zhao Chuge felt guilty. Lu Shengping was so kind to him, he ate and drank as he wanted every day, and everything went according to his wishes. He didn't even want to call him "husband", which seemed a little heartless.

Although he has always been heartless.

But Lu Shengping is special.

After thinking about it, Zhao Chuge leaned over, hugged Lu Shengping from behind, wrapped his arms around his neck, wrapped his legs around his waist, bit his ear, and then breathed out again, softly and shyly, Called "husband".

Lu Shengping remained calm, did not dare to laugh out loud, did not express his opinion, and waited quietly to see if Zhao Chuge would make any other moves.

"Husband, husband, husband."

Zhao Chuge yelled three times in a row, and Lu Shengping turned his head and kissed him. He was afraid that Zhao Chuge would become angry if he didn't respond again.

"You're so good." Lu Shengping praised, "You're really obedient."

"I have refused any of your requests, not to mention such small requests, I will give you my life." Lu Shengping and Zhao Chuge talked tenderly for a long time before remembering to ask him to call.

Shikong was playing with the children at home, and he agreed to stay, and Zhao Chuge asked them to come over early, because he was bored at home.

After hanging up the phone, Lu Shengping pressed him on the bed, interlocked his fingers and kissed him, "Are you bored at home with me?"

"Yeah, who told you not to do boring things with me." Zhao Chuge said quite resentfully. He knew that he was not in good health, but it was very interesting to tease Lu Shengping.

"What's not boring?" Lu Shengping kissed him again, suppressing him tightly, "Tell me, what's not boring."

"Of course it's me."

Zhao Chuge raised his head and bit Lu Shengping's face, leaving saliva on it, which made him very satisfied.He still wanted to go down and bite his neck, but unfortunately this position made him inconvenient.

"Honey, can we just keep our minds full of these and think about something else?" Lu Shengping had nowhere to vent his anger on Zhao Chuge like this.

"What do you think? Miss you? Want you to fuck me?"

After all, this is still the topic.

"Forget it, you can simply miss me and think of my kindness to you, so that you can't leave me and can only stay by my side."

"Stay by your side as a useless person?"

"Yes, when you are a useless person, you can do everything with me. You don't need to use your hands or brains. As long as you have me, that's enough."

"You really have left me speechless."

Zhao Chuge wanted to hug Lu Shengping, but he said, "Let me go."

Lu Shengping let go, "What are you doing?"

"hug you."

Zhao Chuge hugged Lu Shengping, and did what he wanted to do just now, leaving several marks on Lu Shengping's neck, especially on the collarbone, where there were almost arranged strawberries, which were extremely neat.

Lu Shengping couldn't help gasping for air after being bitten, and when he looked in the mirror and saw the row of pink, he really had the urge to kill Zhao Chuge on the spot.

Zhao Chuge followed him and looked in the mirror, feeling a little unbalanced. He pulled off Lu Shengping's sleeve, pointed to his neck and said, "I want it too."

"Stop messing around, dear."

Lu Shengping touched his unrecognizable collarbone that was gnawed, and imagined that if Zhao Chuge was like this, he would be stamped with his own mark, it would be very attractive, but... no one will put out the fire for him, let's forget it .

"No, I'll make trouble, hurry up and I want hickey marks too." Zhao Chuge obviously won't let Lu Shengping go, and won't stop until he achieves his goal, "If you don't kiss me, I'll... just..."

"What do you want?" Lu Shengping smiled, "What do you want to do? Can't you hit me?"

"If you don't kiss me, I will kiss you!" Zhao Chuge straightened his back with confidence.

"Oh? Really?" Lu Shengping couldn't stop the smile on his lips, "How do you want to kiss?"

He pressed Zhao Chuge against the wall, raised his hands up, and after kissing, Lu Shengping asked, "So kiss?"

She pinched his chin again, made him look up at herself, and pressed a kiss on his eyes, "Is this still the same kiss?"

After carrying him to the toilet and sitting on it, Lu Shengping leaned down and kissed him from forehead to lips, "Or this kiss?"

"The posture is wrong, kiss again." Although Zhao Chuge was out of breath, he still argued with Lu Shengping.

"Then what position do you want to use?"

"Ride. Ride?" Zhao Chuge put his arms around his neck, put his legs on Lu Shengping's waist, and hung his whole body on his body, licking Lu Shengping's cochlea, Zhao Chuge said, "What do you think?"

"..." The boss was very tired, and the boss didn't want to talk.

"Why don't you talk? You don't like it?" Zhao Chuge clung to his body, tilted his head, and asked innocently, "The next one?"

"What are you doing, I don't think about serious things every day." Lu Shengping coughed and criticized.

"What did you say?" Pulling Lu Shengping's ear, Zhao Chuge whispered, "Of course it was mine..."

"Stop it!" Lu Shengping wanted to shut Zhao Chuge's mouth, saving him from teasing himself all day long.

"Really, I've done everything I need to do, I'm pregnant, why are you acting like a pure, affectionate, old, virgin?" Zhao Chuge whispered to him, still flirting.

Lu Shengping sighed, carried him back to the bedroom, "I just want to live with you."

The implication is that he is indeed similar to the old man, because he only had sex with Zhao Chuge once.

Zhao Chuge was silent for a while, then said, "Me too."

"Ok, I know."

Zhao Chuge sat on his lap and kissed him, and said, "You haven't kissed the double kiss that was agreed just now."

"No more kisses." Lu Shengping supported him, "It's time to make lunch."

"No, cook after kissing, I want hickeys."

"No, no kiss." Lu Shengping was firm.

"You are too much. You are not the big boss who obeyed me every day at the beginning. At that time, you were afraid of me committing suicide and everything went according to my wishes. Why are you not afraid of me committing suicide now?" Zhao Chuge felt wronged to death.

To be honest, he is indeed much more stable now than before, and the doctor said that if he keeps doing this, the medicine can be reduced.

Moreover, he was not able to take too much medicine during pregnancy, and he would try not to take medicine if he could. The medicines he is taking now are not harmful to the fetus, and they are not taken every day.

As soon as Lu Shengping heard this, he quickly admitted his mistake. Anyway, no matter what happened, it was his fault.

"Don't, don't, I was wrong, you must not do stupid things, what are you talking about, don't scare me."

He was afraid that Zhao Chuge would really do something to hurt him again, he couldn't bear to be frightened.Every time I see the large and small scars on Zhao Chuge's wrist, I feel distressed, and some of them are caused by him. Thinking about it makes my heart feel like a knife.

He thought that Zhao Chuge's condition would get better and better if he stabilized recently, but he didn't expect Zhao Chuge to say such a thing, and he would put it into practice one day if he said so.

Zhao Chuge's rationality and emotion are not on the same line a lot of the time, if one day emotion overcomes rationality, he loses control again, jumps from upstairs, or swallows sleeping pills, or cuts his wrists, these are the consequences that Lu Shengping can't bear .

Zhao Chuge is gone, what's the point of him being alive.

Lu Shengping thought a lot with a serious face. His imagination was not used when they were discussing the child, but now it is used.

He thought a lot. He first thought about whether there are other tools that could hurt people besides kitchen utensils. The scissors have been completely removed from the house. Other materials are not healthy...

In the end, he looked at the windows of his house, whether these guardrails were strong, whether Zhao Chuge would be able to bend them with his bare hands...

After all, he is the one who can bear the pain in his body and jump out of the window to escape, so he has to guard against it.

As for the table corners, those that can be changed have already been changed to round as much as possible, and those that cannot be changed are wrapped tightly, so that it will not hurt if you hit your head.

Where else is more dangerous.

Lu Shengping leaned on his head and felt a headache, his brows were wrinkled, his temples throbbed endlessly, his brain seemed to explode.

Seeing that Lu Shengping might have been frightened by him, Zhao Chuge couldn't help but feel a little guilty. It was because he went too far and caused some bad memories.

He took the initiative to climb over to kiss Lu Shengping a few times, deliberately softened his voice, and called out: "Husband."

Lu Shengping raised his head, the tiredness in his eyes was still there, and at the same time, there was also worry hidden behind, and a trace of imperceptible fear, the fear that Zhao Chuge might disappear.

It can be said that this kind of fear was hidden in Lu Shengping's subconscious, rooted in his heart, and never left. Until Zhao Chuge said that today, those fears that he had deliberately hidden broke out again.

Probably, I really need to see a psychologist.

Lu Shengping thought.

Seeing this, Zhao Chuge couldn't bear it, dragged Lu Shengping down on the bed, and slipped into his arms by himself, "I'm sleepy, you sleep with me, let the chef cook, I can't sleep if you don't accompany me."

"Okay, I'll accompany you and I'll listen to you." Lu Shengping repeated as if muttering to himself, "I'll listen to you."

After finishing speaking, he closed his eyes and really fell asleep with Zhao Chuge. He was not sleepy, but tired was real.

The heart is tired, the feeling is indescribable, the mood is complicated, and then the body is exhausted, and he wants to find a support point. The only one who can support him is Zhao Chuge.

Only Zhao Chuge can be his support.