paranoid beauty

After all, even in No. [-] Middle School, he was at the bottom of the list.

"You know there's an exam next week, right?" Huang Zhongshi earnestly said, "I didn't say that everyone knows that they have to turn around? Are you going to work harder? Didn't you confess to Su Bei, a senior in high school, some time ago? Look at your current grades, don't say that Su Bei didn't agree to you, if he did, wouldn't people still have to worry about your grades?"

As soon as he heard this, Jianghuai understood.He pulled the chair next to him and sat down, his eyes were on Huang Zhongshi, but his eyes were getting more and more empty, and it was obvious that his soul was going out of his body.

Boss Huang asked him to come at this time to give him an encouragement symposium centered on "serious study".

According to his many years of experience in and out of the office, at this time he doesn't need to answer at all, just "watch" the teacher "seriously" listen to the lecture.

Sure enough, as he expected, Boss Huang didn't need his support at all, and he talked for more than half an hour on his own, and finally closed his voice in a melodious tone: "... Teacher firmly believes, Jiang Huai, you just don't want to learn, if you If you are serious, it must be among the best!"

He patted Jiang Huai on the shoulder: "Come on! Teacher believes in you!"

Jiang Huai came back to his senses quickly, not knowing what he said, so he kept smiling and nodded.

Boss Huang was satisfied and finally let him go back.

There are not many people in their classroom now, Jiang Huai walked into the classroom to have a look, he was amused.The people in their dormitory are very nice, and now there are only three people left in the classroom, all of them are from their dormitory.

As soon as he saw him come back, Lan Zihao stood up with his schoolbag in his hand: "Brother Jiang, are you back? Let me tell you, the next time you meet Boss Huang who asks you to go to the office to talk, you should not go along with him. If you respond to him That's it, it's over."

Jiang Huai glanced at him sideways: "I didn't reply to him."

Lan Zihao's body froze: "It seems... Boss Huang's chattering ability has improved again."

Duan Juan pushed him from behind: "Let's go, go back to the dormitory."

As the saying goes, it's better to catch up early than to be in time. The timing of their return to the dormitory happened to be a coincidence, and they just heard a big gossip.

Even the diagonally opposite door of their dormitory was not closed tightly, and there was a lot of movement inside. Many people in the corridor opened the dormitory door and poked their heads out.

The boy's usually delicate and weak voice was hoarse, with a weeping sound like a cornered beast: "I did nothing wrong! I didn't hurt anyone! I did nothing wrong!!"

Another boy's voice was even hoarse: "Yes, you are not wrong! But look at what you like?!! Look at it!"

Immediately afterwards, there was a sound of ping-ping-pong-pong in that dormitory, and after a while, a bottle of makeup remover passed through the crowd and rolled out of the dormitory leisurely.

Jiang Huai, who was about to enter the door, paused and looked over.

... Listening to the voice, it seems to be him and Su Bei Zhao Xin and Zhou Yi?

Zhou Yi continued: "Look for yourself! Wigs, liquid foundation, eye shadow... and girls' underwear, stockings and skirts! Which of these should appear in the male dormitory?!"

"Are you fucking sick? Huh?!" He seemed to kick the table and let out a "bang" sound: "Are you a fucking monster?! Are you a man? Why did you appear in the closet? These things..."

"No—!" Xin Zhao's voice was a little sharp, "I'm not a monster—" he gasped.

Jiang Huai's breath stagnates.

Zhou Yi seemed to be stunned by his sound, and he didn't speak for a long time.However, when he spoke again, he still spoke loudly: "Why not? How can there be a normal man like you?!"

"No...I'm not!" Xin Zhao slammed the door open, and met Jiang Huai's gaze. He was stunned for two seconds, but his eyes turned red quickly, and then he turned his head and ran downstairs.

This time, the corridor was completely silent.

Seeing that he hadn't entered the dormitory for a while, Chen Mo poked his head out: "Huai? What's wrong?"

He didn't feel at all that this crazy batch was listening to the corner outside, and this person didn't have much interest in these things.

Jiang Huai shook his head, pushed open the door of the dormitory and had already stepped in with one foot, then retreated after two seconds: "I'll go downstairs."

"Eh?" Chen Mo was confused, "What?" The lights are about to be turned off, what are you going downstairs to do now?

There is a small forest under their dormitory building. Jiang Huai walked around in the small forest, but he didn't see anyone, so he walked to the playground.

It's really hard to find a place to go through iron shoes, and it doesn't take much effort to get it.When he got to the playground, he looked up and saw the boy sitting above the auditorium.

Jiang Huai walked over, and before he got close, he heard the boy sobbing and repeating: "I'm not a monster... I'm not sick, I'm not, I'm not... I'm not a monster..."

Jiang Huai's heart twitched and he stopped in place.He pursed his lips, but did not speak.

Although he didn't speak, Xin Zhao raised his head from his knees not long after, seeing that he was obviously taken aback, he shrank back a bit: "Jiang..."

Jiang Huai glanced at him, didn't let him continue, hesitated for a while, walked over and patted his shoulder, and sat down beside him.

Xin Zhao was so shocked by his series of operations that he couldn't speak, he was stunned for a while, and then he said dully, "Why are you here?"

Jiang Huai flicked his trousers, took out a cigarette from his pocket, lit it and waved it in front of Xin Zhao's eyes, "Come out to smoke." Then he met Xin Zhao's shocked gaze, and asked hesitantly: " Do you want it?"

Xin Zhao shook his head quickly.

This time, it fell silent again.

But not long after, Xin Zhao asked him again in a hoarse voice, "Are you pitying me?"

With a cigarette dangling from his lips, Jiang Huai was a little dazed.The dull hair on the top of the head was unconsciously twitching, looking a little dazed for no reason.

Xin Zhao asked again: "You also think I'm sick?"

"How can you?" Jiang Huai took the cigarette from his lips, with a bit of arrogance in his movements, "Your level... can't be called."

I don't know why, Xin Zhao actually felt that there was some contempt in the pause in the last sentence?

Xin Zhao: "...?"

He continued to be dazed: "But... I like girls' things," he hesitated, and then he finished the sentence all at once, "I like wearing skirts, I like makeup, I think long hair is beautiful, and I like shiny clips Jewelry, I...Zhou Yi said, I am a fake mother."

"Oh, so?" Jiang Huai stubbed out the cigarette, "If you like it, you will like it," he laughed foolishly: "What does it matter to me?"

Xin Zhao was shocked, his expression went blank for a moment, then his head twitched and he said, "I like men."

"Ah," Jiang Huai made another move this time, he clicked his tongue and brushed his hair covering his eyes: "Me too."

Xin Zhao looked at him with strange eyes: This boss seems to have no interest in anything... Now a person came out to comfort him...

"Oh, no," Jiang Huai straightened his expression, "I didn't like you."

"Oh," Xin Zhao looked relieved, hesitated for a while, as if he had completely let go of his guard: "Brother Jiang, don't you think I'm a different kind? I..."

"I don't think so," the boy replied lazily, "What kind of anomaly is this, without me..."

"What?" He said the last sentence very softly, Xin Zhao didn't hear clearly.

"It's nothing," the boy yawned: "What kind of anomaly is someone who likes girls? There are a lot of weird people in this world, and there are people who like SM. Why don't you call these people an anomaly?"

Xin Zhao was taken aback by what he said, and after thinking about it carefully, he felt that it made sense.

What he likes is his own business, and he doesn't hinder others, so why should he feel inferior?

Just as he was thinking, he felt someone push him, turned his head to look, and met Jiang Huai's brown eyes that were slightly out of focus and steamy.

...Brother Jiang's eyes are so beautiful.

Jiang Huai frowned: "Aren't you going back?"

Xin Zhao looked at him hesitantly.

Jiang Huai consciously understood what he meant, and waved his hand: "If you really can't stand your roommate, then change the dormitory."

Xin Zhao nodded, then shook his head again, the corners of his lips curled up in a delicate curve: "Brother Jiang, are you not going back to the dormitory?"

"Huh?" To his surprise, Jiang Huai squinted his eyes and looked at him for a while, then seemed to understand what he said, and then said casually: "I'm admiring the moon."

Xin Zhao slowly typed a "?".He looked up reflexively, and under the dark blue night, he could only vaguely see a few inconspicuous stars, not even the shadow of the moon.

But he didn't say anything else, he suddenly understood what Jiang Huai didn't want him to stay here, and left in a daze.

After he left, Jiang Huai lit another cigarette, but didn't smoke it, just held it in his hand and watched the scarlet light flickering on and off.

Originally, the lights in the dormitory building had been turned off at this time, and the school was completely quiet. Standing on the playground, he could only faintly hear the whirring of the wind, but it was different here. In his ears, it was now very lively.

"Jiang Feixu! Huaihuai was born by you. You hate him and don't care about him. Why do you still want him to die?! If I hadn't come back, would this child have disappeared?!"

"You treat him like this, are you worthy of Ji Chu?!"

"How Xiao Chu got there, you and I know very well! Xiao Chu wants to keep him even if he dies, and Xiao Chu loves him so much, then I will send him down to meet her!"

Then came a loud slap.

The woman yelled hysterically: "Fuck you! Why did Ji Chu fall in love with such a bastard like you?! Do you dare to try to touch Ji Chu's son? Believe it or not, Ji Chu's coffin can't be held down, and he will come to you at night? !"

"That's the best!" The man panted rapidly, and he said with a smile, "It's been five years... She left me for five years... I should have gone with her long ago..."

……

"Mr. and Mrs. have quarreled again?"

"Don't worry about it, I just feel sorry for this child... My father is not as good as my stepmother... It's also pitiful, Mrs. Ji left early..."

"What's so pitiful, let me tell you, this child shouldn't have been born in the first place. You see, Mrs. Ji died of dystocia, and she insisted on giving birth to him. The child is not healthy. It was only when Mrs. Ji was gone. It's not impossible to regenerate after destroying this..."