Mr. Bai seems to have a secret

When Bai Muchen returned home for the third time, he habitually looked for Sui Han's figure, but couldn't find it everywhere. Only then did he realize that Sui Han was no longer here, and he felt something was wrong with him.

He gradually felt as if something was missing. There was one person missing by the bed at night, and the person who would wait for him to come home every night was missing at home, and there seemed to be a piece missing in his heart, empty.

This is so wrong, it doesn't look like him at all.At first, he felt that maybe there was too much atmosphere about Nian Suihan in the family, so he called Nian Suihan and asked him to take his things back, but Nian Suihan not only hung up on him, but also put him on the phone. blocked.

Later, Bai Muchen attributed this to a kind of 'unaccustomed'.Even if a person only raises a cat or dog, it’s time for them to cultivate some affection for more than half a year. Naturally, they are a little uncomfortable when they are separated, let alone a person who has lived together for more than half a year.

So Bai Muchen started to work hard, trying to get rid of the troubles caused by this "unaccustomed" by enriching his life, but for some reason, the more this happened, the emptiness in his heart was like a hole, the more Make up bigger.Whenever he had spare time during work, he would think of Sui Han. When he woke up in someone else's bed in the morning, he always thought that the person next to him was Sui Han, and later he could even think of Sui Han in his dreams.

He noticed it, and he couldn't forget Sui Han at all.

Later, he went to the B City Prison.

Lin Jiayou discovered something was wrong with Bai Muchen after he went to prison for a month.

Recently, Bai Muchen has always had dreams related to the cold age, sometimes they are sweet dreams, more often they are nightmares. When he had nightmares for several nights in a row and came to work with dark circles under his eyes, Lin Jiayou finally couldn't help it up.

In fact, on the day when Bai Muchen and Nian Suihan broke up, Bai Muchen had already made it clear to Lin Jiayou that it was impossible for them, but Lin Jiayou was a little bit unwilling to give up.The unrequited love of more than ten years can't be let go as soon as it is said. Fortunately, now that Sui Han is gone, he believes that he will always have a chance.

Lin Jiayou came to his office and said to Bai Muchen: "You look so bad, haven't you had a good rest recently?"

"No."

"Your complexion is really bad, and this is no longer a day or two."

"You think too much."

"Do you need to go to the hospital to buy medicines for calming the nerves and helping sleep?"

The sleepless days made him restless, and he became impatient after saying a few words: "No need."

Lin Jiayou frowned slightly, looking at Bai Muchen: "You have something on your mind."

"Jiayou..." Bai Muchen pressed his forehead and sighed, "I'm fine, I'll be fine after a while, really."

"You said the same thing half a month ago, but your complexion is getting worse and worse." His intuition told Lin Jiayou that something must be wrong, he narrowed his eyes slightly, looked at Bai Muchen's bloodshot eyes, and expressed his guess , "You still miss him, don't you?"

Bai Muchen didn't answer.

No answer is almost the same as default.A burst of sourness suddenly came to his heart, he was not reconciled, why did Bai Muchen still think about him when Sui Sui was gone, didn't they both tear their faces apart?

When encountering such a thing, Lin Jiayou couldn't control his emotions: "But you have already broken up! He did such a thing, have you forgotten it?"

"He didn't do that," Bai Muchen replied calmly. "A while ago, I went to the prison and asked those bastards again. This time, I threatened them with their relatives. Only then did they tell me the truth. It turned out that it was not Suihan’s idea to bully me back then, and it was not his idea to lock me up on the rooftop. He didn’t even know about the rooftop.”

"This, how is this possible." Lin Jiayou's eyes widened, and he couldn't believe what Bai Muchen said. In other words, the prejudice against age cold in his heart made him not want to believe, "He, he was not the principal at that time." Bullying? How many people are afraid of him, have you forgotten? Do you dare to say that your being bullied has nothing to do with him? Besides, if it wasn’t his order, why didn’t he help you?!”

"But no one else helped me, did they?"

"You, what do you mean?"

Bai Muchen looked deeply at Lin Jiayou, "There has never been a bystander who is more guilty than the abuser. Besides, if everyone is a bystander, why should I not help him because he is one of the bystanders?" me, and did those excessive things to him."

Lin Jiayou stared into Bai Muchen's eyes, and he vaguely sensed in his heart that what Bai Muchen's eyes contained was not only guilt and remorse, but also the pain of losing his lover.

spouse?Does it mean age is cold?This is ridiculous, he doesn't believe that Bai Muchen will fall in love with Nian Suihan, why he has been by Bai Muchen's side for so many years, Bai Muchen doesn't have the slightest affection for him, but Nian Suihan can get Bai Muchen Chen's heart?

Lin Jiayou sighed deeply, showing a somewhat sad expression: "If the facts are as you said, then you probably really misunderstood him. I think this is the reason why you have been obsessed with him all this time. Instead of If you feel sorry for yourself here, you might as well ask him for forgiveness. If he is willing to forgive you, that's fine, if not, then you don't have to meet again. "

"But he won't forgive me," Bai Muchen smiled self-deprecatingly, "How could he forgive me?"

Bai Muchen didn't agree with Lin Jiayou's statement. He didn't think that the reason why he couldn't forget Sui Han was because of guilt.

From the moment he learned the truth, Bai Muchen's hatred for Sui Han disappeared.

People are sometimes very strange. When you hate someone, you always think of his bad things, as if as long as that person is alive, it is a mistake; but if you fall in love with a person, everything about that person becomes an advantage, even if it is just life. A common little action in the middle of the day is extremely cute.

Bai Muchen knew that he was not just guilty of Sui Han, he really fell in love with him.

So Bai Muchen began to miss Suihan. He wanted to see Suihan waiting for him when he got home at night. He wanted to sleep with Suihan in his arms at night. He wanted to have Suihan again.

But Bai Muchen felt that this was unlikely, and now he thought carefully about what he did before, only to realize that he was an asshole.What did he do when Suihan treated him sincerely, and even stood in front of him in a car accident?Cheated, lied, got angry at Sui Han for no reason, and even destroyed the store that Sui Han had worked hard for many years.

Thinking about it differently, Bai Muchen felt that if he was treated like this, he would probably never be able to forgive that person.

He fell into a state where he wanted to go to Sui Han, but he didn't dare to go. He wanted to see Sui Han to relieve his longing, but he was afraid of being indifferently rejected and driven out.Surrounded by this kind of mood, Bai Muchen started to drink, trying to escape from this contradictory thought by "getting drunk to relieve a thousand worries".

One day when he was drinking at a bar, he ran into a man he had met once.

"Hey, handsome guy." Bai Muchen was sitting at the bar drinking alone, when suddenly someone sat down beside him and greeted him.Bai Muchen turned his head to look at that person, only to feel that the more he looked at him, the more familiar he looked, as if he had seen him before.He narrowed his eyes slightly, thought carefully for a while, and finally remembered who this person was.

"You are... Yueyue?" This person is the Yueyue who slept with him on Suihan's birthday. It's just that he put on heavy makeup that day, and put on light makeup on this day, making his whole face look pale. It was much purer and cleaner, so I didn't recognize it for a while.

Seeing that Bai Muchen still remembered himself, he was very surprised: "Do you remember me? It's really not easy. I always thought that you guys from rich families have slept with so many people, so you must not be able to remember."

Yueyue's words are really straightforward, and it is right in Bai Muchen's heart. To be honest, if it wasn't because he didn't change people every now and then after being with Suihan, he might not remember Yueyue.However, according to Yue Yue's identity, it was unavoidably a bit bold to talk to his "one-day benefactor" like this, so he said: "You are really outspoken, aren't you afraid of offending people?"

"What's there to be afraid of? Today you and I are both guests, there is no distinction between superiority and inferiority." Yue Yue snapped his fingers at the bartender, ordered a glass of wine, and said to Bai Muchen while drinking, "Say Wake up, you have been my guest before, how is it? Do you want to make an appointment again? This time you will not be charged, but it is not allowed to be like last time. Last time you attacked too hard. That injury on my body , It didn’t go away for several days, and was scolded by the foreman a lot.”

In the past, Bai Muchen might have agreed, but now, he just shook his head and said, "No, I have a boyfriend."

"Have a boyfriend? Then forget it. Although I don't care if the other party is single or not when I pick up customers, dating is not okay. Hey, but you already have boyfriends, why are you drinking here alone?"

Bai Muchen lowered his head, staring at the bright red liquid in the goblet, gently rubbed the cold glass wall with his fingertips, his eyes were extremely deep.He sighed softly and said, "Because I did something very sorry for him. He left me and may never come back."

Yue Yue patted the table: "Then get him back!"

"what?"

Seeing Bai Muchen's stupefied look, Yue Yue got angry and began to mutter: "I didn't mean you, you're sad, you're sad, you're no good drinking here, if you really want to see If he is you, go get him back, tell him everything you want to say, and apologize to him if you really feel sorry. By the way, why did you two split up?"

Perhaps it was caused by alcohol, or maybe it was because he instinctively felt that Yue Yue's words might help him, so Bai Muchen basically told Yue Yue about his relationship with Sui Han.

Hearing it more and more, he looked at Bai Muchen with disgust: "Hey, you are really successful, you are also very good at doing this kind of thing, why don't you think about his feelings when you feel sorry for him, now Why do you pretend to be a sad lover here?"

"..."

Yue Yue also drank a little wine, and he became bolder when speaking, completely disregarding his status.He patted Bai Muchen's shoulder very familiarly, and said earnestly: "Come on, I won't say anything else, get ready to apologize with death, come, let's have a toast." He picked up the wine glass and touched Bai Muchen's wine glass, then drank it down in one gulp.

Seeing that he was drinking too much, Bai Muchen was worried that he would get drunk and no one would take him back, so he called him softly: "Yue Yue."

Yue Yue finished drinking, put the wine glass heavily on the table, and said to Bai Muchen: "Don't call me so affectionate, my name is Zhong Yue. You should find a way to comfort your hapless ex-boyfriend, don't be careless. Then give the tenderness to others, you know?"

The author has something to say: I expect to start a new article within ten days after the end of this article, so I am now in the state of thinking about how to write a wife-chasing crematorium, and thinking about how to write a sweet story plot. extreme (cigarette)

The main reason is that I am not good at writing sweet articles, nor are I good at reading sweet articles, let alone reading sweet articles in the entertainment industry, and I have never written sweet articles in the entertainment industry, so the next article is my first sweet article in the entertainment industry. (In other words, this seems to be my first scumbag article)