It's not that I don't care about the suffering I have suffered in the past 500 years, nor is it that I ignore the restraints that have not been free for the past 500 years, nor is it that I have never had deep lovesickness.

But all of this became meaningless at the moment when he didn't leave without saying goodbye just now.

As long as he still has himself in his heart, what are these sufferings for?

"Feng Xuan." Qi Tian caressed Feng Xuan's eyebrows, and whispered softly.

The wind dances the willows and flies into the cloud tower together.

Mysterious clouds and shadows on the temples, the sky is endless.

A gentle smile spread from the corner of his lips, but Qi Tian withdrew his hand.

The little monk now has forgotten himself.

I remember him so deeply.

How dare he forget himself.

Although there are some complaints in it, Qi Tian is not really angry. When he was at the foot of Wuzhi Mountain, he thought countless times why Jin Chanzi treated him like that. He didn't understand, but it just destroyed his mortal world He is going to kill himself because of his marriage?

At that time, he admitted that he hated him back then, hated him for being so ignorant, hated him for deceiving himself, and hated him for daring to live up to his sincerity.

However, when I really faced him, I couldn't bring up the slightest hatred. He was just a little lonely during the 500 years of depression.

As long as he still pretends to be himself in his heart, then it's all worth it.

Does he still have himself in his heart?

What is his relationship with the six-eared macaque?

Why should he be a mortal?

Qi Tian had many doubts in his heart, but the current Feng Xuan couldn't help him answer them at all, he suddenly thought of Tathagata, all these, I'm afraid only this fat man can help him answer them.

It seems that if you want to know what happened, you have to go see Tathagata.

However, Qi Tian was not in a hurry, the little monk in front of him, he hadn't woken up yet.

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Tathagata is still looking at the empty lotus seat. There used to be a beautiful man here called Jin Chanzi, but now, he is no longer here.

He suddenly felt very lonely.

It seemed to him that he hadn't spoken the truth for a long time.

After that monkey was pushed under the Five Elements Mountain.

After Jin Chanzi left.

He doesn't like talking anymore.

Even when facing the six-eared macaque, he would just look at him.

He didn't know what he was thinking, and he didn't know what he wanted to say.

He suddenly felt very tired, as if he just sat on the lotus, closed his eyes, and ignored these complicated Zen principles.

In fact, from the very beginning, he felt lonely, but he couldn't adapt to this loneliness very well.

If you choose again.

I will definitely not be such a pure-hearted and ascetic Buddha.

It's better to be unrestrained in the three realms, happy to be kind and enmity.

Like that monkey, break the rules, exist in the world, look down on all living beings, chic and wanton.

But now, a lotus seat restrains itself.

Tathagata thought of a word.

Cocooning yourself.

Back then, he had worked so hard to get to this position. He thought that after arriving here, so many people under his seat would be able to relieve his loneliness.

But now when I have reached this point, I realize that what I have really lost along the way is the fulfillment I wanted so desperately back then.

He used to think that this was what he wanted, but when the dust settled, he realized that what he wanted back then was nothing more than the loneliness behind his position.

But now, he feels more and more lonely.

If it is true, as Master said, I will live alone and suffer the consequences.

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