Earth Exam [Unlimited]

"Carrie and Grill"

When Abner was tied up and thrown into Kaili's forest of chains, his mood was unusually calm, without any sadness or fear, as if all his emotions had been emptied.

Nothing can cause him to fluctuate anymore.

"How can there be such a terrible person around us?"

"I heard that he killed his father with his own hands. Why is he so vicious at such a young age?"

"You see, he has no intention of repenting at all now."

"This kind of child shouldn't be born in this world at all!"

Shouldn't have been born...

If he could choose, he would rather never come to this world, this world is too scary.

What image do I have in the eyes of those around me?

Listening to the whispers around, Abner thought, it must be a cold-blooded monster.

His mother was right, he was a monster, a monster.

But the monster Abner once had a little secret.

He wants to be as good as his big sister.

But that was a long time ago memory.

Abner once embraced such a goal, and felt that his life seemed to have a new impetus, and the sarcastic remarks of his parents no longer made him feel so uncomfortable.

It may be that he used to live too happily, and his current life seems unwilling to let him go so easily.

When he came back one day, he found his parents sitting in the living room waiting for him.

He hadn't seen such a scene for a long time.

After a long time, there was another glimmer of hope in his heart.

"Abner, you've grown up." His father's face was full of irritability and exhaustion. He had long lost the temperament of a bard in the past, and life had smoothed his sharpness and edges. "I will not hide some things I'm following you."

"Your mother is a lunatic with mental problems!" He threw the cup in his hand to the ground and made a loud noise, "I can't explain it to her, you go."

madman?

Abner felt that he understood every word his father said, but for some reason, when they were put together, he was a little at a loss.

"Mother?"

"Who is your mother!" The mother who had been sitting on the sofa with her head down looked up, her eyes were full of vigilance and fear, "What kind of monster are you, give me back my son!"

"I am Abner!" The bad premonition in his heart became more and more serious, "Mom, what are you talking about?"

"You look exactly like my son, and your speech and behavior are also similar, but you are not him! Who are you? Why do you want to replace her identity?"

"I...I am Abner, I did not replace anyone else." Abner's tone was trembling, "Mom, I am really Abner!"

"What Abner, you are the monster who replaced his identity!" His mother screamed, her voice was so high-pitched, his father sat aside and frowned.

"Monster! Monster! You are a disgusting monster!"

The screaming became more and more out of control, Abner froze in place and shivered, feeling very cold.

He wanted to escape this nightmarish accusation, but he couldn't move, he stood here like a stone sculpture.

His mother finally lost control, she jumped up and grabbed his neck with surprisingly strong force, Abner tried hard to break her hand, but the strength that erupted from his mother's anger was not something he could resist when he was young of.

His mother's face was very close to him, and the fear and hatred on her face could be clearly seen.

Abner's tears fell without warning and hit his mother's arm, leaving a trail of water. He said hoarsely, "Mom, I'm Abner...look at me... ...I'm not a monster..."

I am not a monster, I am your son.

"Enough is enough!" Algers said coldly, he stepped on a piece of glass shards, and he could hear the crackling sound, "Let go!"

"What are you? Another monster in Algerskin?"

His mother's expression was a little crazy, her hands were getting more and more forceful, and Abner's eyes turned black.

"I said let go! Didn't you hear me?" Algers slapped her loudly impatiently, causing her head to tilt to one side.

While pulling Abner out of her hand, Algers roughly grabbed her wrist and walked up the stairs.

"See! Your mother is a complete lunatic!" Algers cursed, "I'm so unlucky to marry her!"

Then there was a loud slam of the door, and the whole world fell silent.

Abner was lying on the ground, his hands and feet were weak and he couldn't stand up.

Tears welled up from his eyes.

where am i?

I am in the world.

It turns out... it's in the human world.

"Are you scared?" There was a piercing voice in the crowd, "Why didn't you know you were afraid when you killed your father?"

"Stop talking nonsense, push him in!"

"Grille will judge this sinner!"

People pushed him in, and Abner didn't look back. He shuttled through the forest of chains, gradually leaving these people behind. A song of confession.

He suddenly missed his elder sister's singing very much.

That kind of gentle, warm singing, like the sun falling on the body, and the vegetation sprouting new buds.

These chains began to move.

They wrapped him tightly and dragged him towards a piece of gravel. There were scarlet marks on the gravel, and there was a two-meter-high pillar in the middle.

The scarlet all over the ground is like the blood that was all over the ground that night.

It was a dark night, with no stars and no moon.

It had been a year since his mother was identified as having Capragher delusions.

She still hated him.

She firmly believes that everything around her has been replaced by malicious people, from the people around her to the scenes of her life, someone has replaced everything.

She still roared like a madman from time to time, yelled, and threw everything in front of her.

Whenever Abner is around, she attacks him, abuses him, and even tries to kill him.

She began to become more and more neurotic, and the only moments of silence were when she was painting.

But her paintings are not as soft and beautiful as before. Her current paintings are always large patches of red, large patches of black, and the lines are chaotic, revealing a kind of desperate madness.

Abner started avoiding her.

Whenever she was immersed in the painting and would not notice everything around her, Abner would hide aside and watch her quietly.

When he was peeking again, he suddenly heard his mother calling him in a soft tone: "Abner, I saw you."

She put down her pen and walked towards Abner's hiding place.

Abner stood in a hidden corner, not daring to move.

"Abner is my son, but I failed to do my duty as a mother." Instead of pulling him out of the corner, his mother spoke to the void, "This is my negligence, I regret it .”

"God punished me. He took Abner away from me. I can't find him."

She murmured, gradually sobbing in her voice: "I can't find him."

"I know I was wrong, can you give him back to me?"

She obviously didn't look at him, but Abner knew that his mother was telling him.

"Give it back to me, okay?"

Abner bit his lip firmly, as if a piece of ice was choked in his throat, and that cold feeling spread all the way to his heart.

The next morning, his mom left him forever.

What was left to him in the end was a mess of red lines all over the wall.

"Sinner who killed his father."

"Trial: death penalty."

I don't know where a voice is speaking.

The iron chain gradually wound up from his feet, like a hunting snake, slowly suffocating the prey.

The light in front of Abner's eyes was gradually obscured by the iron chains, and he realized in a trance that the death penalty was not very painful.

It was not as painful as some words pierced his heart, as painful as his mother pinched his neck, and even less as painful as his father punched and kicked him.

Abner thought about it, and tears fell.

Why can't he bear it any longer?

Why did he fight back when Dad hit him that day?Obviously, as long as you get through it, it will be another new day.

Why resist?

I was probably dragged out by my father on the stairs by strangling my neck. When I fell down, I saw the lines on the wall, the red marks left by my mother, and the huge crying mask he painted on the wall on the day my mother left. .

At that moment, he didn't know why, but suddenly felt extremely sad.

This sadness prompted him to reach out and push hard.

He killed his father.

Looking at those eyes full of surprise, fear and disbelief, and watching the temperature of his body slowly cool down, Abner actually felt a bit of distorted relief.

He really was a monster.

The iron chain wrapped him into a giant cocoon, and Abner slowly closed his eyes.

He had already asked Sister Jona to bury his ashes next to his mother's tombstone after his death.

——if he still has ashes left.

He never had to wake up again, never to return to the world.

so good.

In Kaili's forest of chains, there is a new sin cocoon.

She was born the daughter of a duke, a nobleman of nobles.

But strangely, her father seemed to dislike her very much.

Her mother often said with tears: "Jonah, you have to be excellent, so that everyone likes you to be excellent!"

Her mother kept emphasizing that she should be excellent, and she was so strict to the point of abnormality.

She has no childhood, no playmates, only endless learning.

As long as she relaxes a little, her mother will look at her in silence, crying and crying, as if she has done something heinous.

She will say:

"Who told you to be a useless girl!"

"If only you were a boy!"

Qiao Na could only work hard.

She compresses her sleeping time and her rest time to cultivate elegant conversation, standardized dining etiquette, pleasing temperament and just right standard smile.

"Qiona, you must not be compared to anyone else, otherwise you will be worthless!"

Qiao Na always felt that her mother's strict demands on her should be for her own good.

But these requirements are too difficult, and sometimes she makes mistakes.

Her mother, this elegant noble lady, would never physically punish her, she just kept crying until Jona admitted her mistake and apologized until she was satisfied.

Finally one day, Qiao Na broke out.

She skipped her piano lessons, talked deliberately at mealtimes, soiled her beautiful dresses, and her mother was almost driven mad by her behavior.

After going through this series of troubles, Jona hid in a remote small attic in the castle, which she discovered by accident.

She knew that the servants and servants outside were all looking for her under her mother's order, and she even heard her mother's angry voice, which was quite different from her usual image of a noble lady.

But Jonah was not happy at all.

She huddled in the attic and sobbed softly. She didn't dare to cry too loudly for fear of being discovered.

Crying seems to be an addictive thing, and Qiao Na couldn't stop crying until a beam of light suddenly shone on her face.

Suddenly, a brick was missing from the roof of this remote attic, and a corner of the blue sky and a fluffy cat's face could be seen through the crack of the brick.

"Are you a little angel sent from heaven?"

Jona, who was dizzy from crying, blurted out.

She had never seen any living beings in the castle except her father, mother and servants.

There was a little secret expectation in her heart, as if a little deer was bouncing around in her heart.

She saw the black cat sigh and miraculously squeezed in through the narrow brick crack.

The cat asked her why she was crying here alone?There are many people out there looking for her.

"I don't want to go back, I don't want to learn so many things I don't like." Jona, who was only ten years old, lowered her head unhappy, "I want to be a singer, and then sing to the world."

"But my mother said that being a showgirl is a shameful thing. She said that a real nobleman would never have such absurd ideas."

So do you think you're doing something wrong?

Maomao asked her.

"No." Jona said, "It's not shameful to rely on your own ability to support yourself. Every job should be respected equally."

You already have your own judgment in mind.

The cat gently wiped her tears with its paws.

It told her that with her current ability, there was no way to change her mother's mind, let alone persuade her.So what she has to do is to make herself stronger as soon as possible.

"Why not now?"

Because you are too weak right now.

Mao Mao seriously warned her that if she did not have enough strength, then thinking differently would only harm her.

She still has a lot of questions that she doesn't understand.

But Mao Mao didn't find her annoying, but was very serious in resolving her doubts.It's just that she is the one talking most of the day, and the cat is listening.

Qiao Na has never been so happy, she seems to have the first friend in her life.

In the next few days, the cat would come to see her from the gap in the wall every day, talk to her, listen to her frustrated complaints, it would pat her head with its soft paws, and praise her as a baby.

This joy lasted for several days.

Until one day, Mao Mao came again, but it was to say goodbye to her.

"Can we meet again in the future?"

Mao Mao kissed her forehead, and Qiao Na knew that kissing her forehead meant that it regarded it as a treasure in its hometown.

You are my treasure.

The black cat meowed softly.

As long as you believe, we will meet again one day.

Since the parting, Qiao Na has become more and more excellent.

She no longer needs others to push her, she has made progress herself.

She learned the languages ​​of many countries, learned to play the piano, and learned to arrange flowers... She became very good, so good that the father who didn't even look at her was superfluous smiled at her without hesitation.

"Jonah, if you want to become better, you must become better."

When her father began to pay attention to her, her mother kept admonishing her, with increasingly paranoid fanaticism in her eyes.

Her father took her to a high-class banquet, and she quickly gained the favor of her peers.

Qiao Na, who was keen since she was a child, noticed that every time she appeared, she would cause another girl's dissatisfaction. That girl was once the center of the topic circle, and her name was Martel.

Qiao Na has never been so envious of someone.

It turns out that a girl can get the unconditional favor of her parents without doing anything.

Myrtle was born with high eyebrows and arrogance, and her face was full of pampered carefreeness.

Qiao Na really wanted to know this girl who was living a wanton and happy life.

She finally got her chance.

She thought that there was still a long time before she could see a little sweetness in other people's happiness.

But after returning from the summer banquet that day, her father suddenly announced that she was getting married.

Marry a notorious duke.

"Why?" She asked her father incredulously, "Don't you know what kind of person he is?"

"I think you're a good match," her father said.

Qiao Na categorically refused.

Just at night, her mother came to find her in her room, and Joanna thought her mother had come to support her.

"Qiona, as a girl, you should have the consciousness of a girl. Your father is in great trouble now, and only the Duke can help him. Isn't it reasonable for you to sacrifice for your father as a daughter?"

"Why should it be?"

"Because he raised you and gave you life."

"If I marry, I will be like his previous wives."

Do you have the heart to watch me die?

She didn't ask this sentence out of her mouth.

"You must marry." Her mother looked at her seriously, with a look that could be called cruel on her pretty face, "Whether it's you or me, whether it's the past or the future, we have to do it for him." Sacrifice, and be honored."

"impossible!"

Qiao Na always knew that her mother liked her father very much, but she never thought that her mother's love had become so humble and twisted to such an extent.

"I'm just here to inform you, don't make things difficult for him." Her mother's flawless image seemed to be cracked, revealing a faint resentment, "Who told you that you are not a boy? As a girl, you are born to be in debt You have to pay me back now!"

"Repay?" Qiao Na repeated these two words, and laughed softly, "I didn't choose to come into this world by choice."

She never had a choice.

"Jonna, I let you learn, not these useless things!"

Her mother left angrily.

The next day, the duke sent someone to discuss the marriage, and Qiao Na ruined her appearance with a sharp knife in front of them.

In a rage, her father took her mother and left the castle, dismissed all the servants at the same time, and locked her in alone.

He declared to the outside world that he would sever the father-daughter relationship with her.

Just as they were disposing of Jona like a waste product, the duke sent a message asking Jona to apologize to him in a sincere manner, so that he could consider whether to forgive her disrespect.

Qiao Na did not agree, she has her own pride.

That night, she locked herself in a room in the attic, and set fire to the entire castle. The fire burned so fiercely that the stars were dimmed.

When the flames rolled towards her, she showed a bright smile that she hadn't seen in a long time: "I'm free."

She finally chose her own destiny for once.

With the pain comes a long sleep.

When she woke up from this deep sleep, she found that the outside world had been turned upside down.

She, Myrtle, Algers, and others seem to be trapped in an old time in the past.

Like a ghost in legend, she broke into the world of living people by chance.

Her time is over.

Now, many years later, girls in this era are self-respecting and self-reliant, not anyone's vassal, they enjoy equal rights like boys.

The former Jonah and the current Philsis smiled. Even though she had never lived in this era, she still felt happy.

The dandelions in the castle that were once destroyed by fire have now bloomed all over the ruins of the castle, fluffy and golden in the sun.

The wind carries the seeds soaring in the wind, flying to the farther sky.

The author has something to say: I originally planned to write about Jonah’s unwillingness and resentment throughout her life, how she changed from Jonah to Phil Heath in pain, but then I felt that the tenderness in her heart was actually much more than resentment. After all, she is kind by nature.

There are many flower languages ​​of dandelion --- unstoppable love, bravery, self-confidence, persistence, and it is said that it means waiting for reunion.

很适合她。感谢在2020-03-2722:00:56~2020-03-2822:48:31期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the landmine: 2 Xia Chengcheng; 1 Aunt Su Zhangsan; thanks to the little angel who irrigated the nutrient solution: 1 bottle of Xiuyao;