I want to cover up the tide

Lu Qinan slept with the delirious Lin Yan in his arms, and when he woke up early the next morning, the disbelief and confusion in Lin Yan's eyes made Lu Qinan feel sad.

"Huh? Is it dawn?"

Seeing the light in his eyes, Lu Qinan's eyes felt a little stinging.I have never understood what gentle words are. At this time, I am stroking Lin Yan's soft black hair as gently as possible, and asked with a doting and worried face: "Well, are you hungry? Have breakfast?"

Lin Yan showed a embarrassed expression, and wanted to reach out to grab Lu Qinan's clothes, but as if he was afraid that he would be angry, he finally withdrew the hand he had already stretched out, scratched his head, and asked him uncertainly: "Uh...no Hungry, don't eat, okay?"

Seeing him like this, Lu Qinan didn't have any intention to blame him for not eating breakfast, so he didn't say anything, just nodded to Lin Yan.

Seeing that he agreed, Lin Yan was overjoyed, and stood up from the bed with a little dance, and then his face was dull again. In just a few seconds, Lin Yan seemed to be a different person.

"I eat, I eat breakfast, don't be fierce to me, don't be fierce to me..."

After speaking, he jumped out of bed and ran straight to the restaurant with bare feet to sit down.There was nothing on the dining table, and Lu Qinan didn't intend to have breakfast, Lin Yan thought that the room service hadn't arrived yet, so he sat on a chair waiting for his food, dangling his two smooth, slender legs.

Lu Qinan knew that Lin Yan had lost his mind, so he kept resisting to admit the fact, but what happened last night and today, Lin Yan's every move, all told him that his guess was correct.

Called Lu Qizhen who was just about to go out, and asked him not to go to the hospital, but come to the hotel to find him, Lu Qinan called room service again, and ordered Lin Yan's favorite Chinese breakfast.

Hearing Lu Qinan's serious tone, Lu Qizhen thought that his elder brother and that man named Lin Yan had been arguing for a month, and that as a bystander, he couldn't intervene in their affairs, he couldn't help feeling a little bit emotional.

If these two people continue to fight like this, will the Year of the Monkey be the end?

Even he who has never asked about Lu's business has heard that Lu Qinan has become a desperate Saburo in the company, working overtime and overtime every day, which made everyone in the Lu family panic. What kind of huge crisis has come to require Lu Qinan to work so hard.

Lu Qizhen is also a novice in the field of love. He himself has only a half-knowledge about feelings. How can he have any experience to educate Lu Qinan?

From the perspective of an outsider, he can only say that the two people misunderstood each other again and again because they did not explain each other clearly, and then there was such a protracted cold war, and the slightest relationship that had been cultivated was lost. Already unable to resist the oppression of time, it gradually disintegrated.

Lu Qizhen was also surprised to see Lin Yan eating breakfast with a serious face in the dining room.

Lin Yan's eyes were exactly the same as the time when he suddenly knocked his head on the door a few months ago, his eyes were bright but out of focus, it was obvious that he had lost his mind and went crazy.

"Brother, what did he tell you?"

"He seems to have hallucinations. It is said that he often dreams of me, and then he will be confused between dreams and reality. Sometimes I do something to him in the dream. When he wakes up and finds that I am not there, he will be in a bad mood, and then Just look forward to seeing me in my dream next time. This is probably the case. Is it serious?"

"This... must be serious. I'll call the neurologist and talk about it later."

Said that Lu Qizhen went to the living room to make a phone call, and told about Lin Yan's illness in a few words, and the other party quickly replied to him. After confirming the time and place again, he hung up the phone and let Lu Qinan dressed Lin Yan, and immediately set off to find the senior neurologist and psychiatrist who lived in the east of the city.

After hearing what he said, Lu Qinan took Lin Yan, who had just finished breakfast, to the bathroom to wash up without saying a word, and then changed him into the clothes that the servant sent yesterday.

On the way to the doctor's house, Lin Yan sat next to Lu Qinan, sometimes looking at the scenery on the roadside, and sometimes playing with Lu Qinan's tie.Seeing his appearance in the rearview mirror, Lu Qizhen couldn't help sighing.

How could Lu Qinan not know about Lin Yan's current situation?

He just accepted the reality one step faster than Lu Qizhen. Although he also had a strong hope that Lin Yan could be cured soon, he was not unprepared in his heart for him to be crazy and foolish for the rest of his life.

The big deal is that he has been taking care of him like this for the rest of his life.

It doesn't matter if you are crazy or stupid, as long as Lin Yan is still alive and stays by his side alive and well, being crazy for a while is not unacceptable.Even if it's like this all his life, Lu Qinan is willing.

He only hoped that Lin Yan could live happily.

But he hopes that Lin Yan can live a healthy life, both physically and mentally are equally important.

Holding the frail body in his arms tightly, Lu Qinan only felt the pain in his chest as if someone had pinched it.

He shouldn't be angry with Lin Yan.

At that time, I put the ring on Lin Yan to please him, whether as a token of love between the two, or as a kind of restraint on Lin Yan, as long as Lin Yan can feel that his heart has changed.

Lu Qinan never expected that his intentions would be self-defeating. Apart from making Lin Yan more dissatisfied with him and intensifying the conflict between the two, the ring had no effect at all.

If he knew that he was angry with Lin Yan and worked hard, and used his work to forget his thoughts about him, causing Lin Yan to think wildly and miss him, no matter what, he would not have acted so cruelly.

But the reality has evolved like this, there is no such thing as regret medicine in this world.Lu Qinan knew that he could only make up for the damage that had been done.

He already owed Lin Yan too much, and he couldn't let him go crazy because of himself.

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When the old gentleman they sought medical treatment for, he had a few ironic rules. If you didn’t follow the rules, not only would he not heal you, but things like making the patient’s condition worse did not happen. Pass.

After Lu Qizhen parked the car, Lu Qinan led Lin Yan upstairs, who was curious and surprised, and walked to the door of the old man's house first.Just as he was about to ring the doorbell, someone inside suddenly opened the door and came out.

"Hello, is this Dr. Chen? My surname is Lu. I called you before I came."

Lu Qinan introduced himself politely, but the old gentleman who opened the door didn't pay any attention to him, and his attention was all on Lin Yan who was beside him.

The smile on Lu Qinan's face didn't get the old man's gaze, but he saw the man reaching out to Lin Yan, pinching his chin and looking back and forth several times, the more he looked at the frown, the deeper the frown, Lu Qinan looked at the doctor's His eyes gradually became serious, and he didn't care that he was casually touching Lin Yan now, so his mood also became heavy.

"How is it? This is... is my wife. He is a little delirious. We came to you specially for medical treatment."

Lu Qinan originally wanted to say that Lin Yan was his friend, but then he thought about it, this kind of retired old doctor, who has never experienced anything, rather than lying in front of him, it is better to tell the whole truth, the possibility of Lin Yan being cured Only slightly bigger.

"Hmm... your wife? Tsk tsk, young man, don't speak big words casually."

With his unhurried tone and light sentences, he didn't raise his voice to speak, but Lu Qinan shivered uncontrollably.

The old man glanced at Lu Qinan when he was talking. Even Lu Qinan, who had been in business for a long time and had met countless people, thought he was already comfortable in social and social occasions. For a moment, my heart was still shocked.

He only saw that the eyes of the old man in front of him were clear, not at all like some old people he usually sees, and some cloudiness can be seen in the eyes.Her clear eyes stared straight at him as if there was no room for any filth, making him unable to hide.

At this time, Lu Qinan finally understood what happened between himself and Lin Yan. This old man probably understood everything in less than a minute.

"Yes, I once did too much to him, and it was all my fault. Can you heal him? He is now..." Lu Qinan wanted to find a suitable word to describe Lin Yan's situation, and sternly directed at the old man In the end, he could only say: "It's not good."

The doctor surnamed Chen gave Lu Qinan an angry look, then took Lin Yan's hand and shook it up and down, and then shook hands with him, as if he wanted to play some games with him.

Lin Yan was not very afraid of this stranger. When the doctor touched his palm, Lin Yan even smiled slightly.That laughter sounded like the sound of nature, resounding in the community in the early morning, and the blue sky seemed extraordinarily high, which made people yearn for it.

Lin Yan's hands were held by Dr. Chen, and they moved up and down, left and right. The two of them, one big and one small, seemed to be playing some fun game. Lin Yan was teased by him, and his laughter gradually grew louder. Laughing "giggle".

Lu Qinan, who hadn't heard his laughter for a long time, almost thought it was his hallucination, until Lu Qizhen's footsteps sounded and Lu Qinan saw the astonishment in his younger brother's eyes that was no less astonishing than his own—Lin Yan really laughed. .

Lu Qizhen didn't expect that it would be so easy to seek a doctor. He originally thought of many versions of the opening remarks, hoping to win the favor of this notoriously difficult senior, and hope that he can treat Lin Yan.Unexpectedly, he just stopped the car for a while, Lu Qinan brought Lin Yan up, and immediately bumped into Dr. Chen.

Just when Lu Qizhen was feeling in his heart that the world was unpredictable and that Lu Qinan and Lin Yan had great luck, the hand that was holding Lin Yan's hand to tease him suddenly loosened.

Dr. Chen turned around and left. After realizing what was going on, Lu Qizhen hurried to stop him in front of him, and said politely: "Dr. Chen, Lu Qizhen, my junior, specially brought my brother's lover here for consultation. I hope you can do me a favor." convenient."

Dr. Chen ignored Lu Qizhen at all, pushed him away lightly, walked back without looking back, and said lightly, "There is no cure, just keep going crazy like this, how good it is."