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Lin Yan knew that the man had returned when he heard the sound of the door opening, and tried his best to pretend that he didn't care, wanting to see how Lu Qinan would explain everything that happened last night.

But the man only glanced at him, then walked towards the bedroom, changed his clothes, and left without saying a word.

Lin Yan looked at the closed door, hating his throbbing heart.

It turns out that after really liking someone and then being betrayed by him, it would be so painful.

This is the third day after moving into this house. I expected to have a good life here with Lu Qinan, but now, there is no happiness at all here.

Standing up to pack the dishes, remembering that his parents are still far away in the United States, and the medical expenses are completely unfunded, Lin Yan stood in the living room, but the huge space gave him the illusion that he was about to suffocate.

Looking around this unpopular house for a week, I remembered the surprise and puzzlement on his face when I showed Zhang Ke last night, and said directly that Lu Qinan decorated this house so carefully, I am afraid that he will spend the rest of his life with him .

At that time, I just smiled, but I still hoped that Zhang Ke's words would come true.

However, some things always run counter to his hope, and the happiness he felt before was just a flash in the pan.

Lu Qinan was used to being fickle, how could he put his whole heart on himself.It's just that he didn't come back to make dinner, and he cheated in a fit of anger. Such feelings don't seem to be worth feeling sad.

Lin Yan was happy for his instant clarity, he returned to his study to continue his translation work, and planned to draw a clear line with Lu Qinan after paying off all the money, and never communicate with Lu Qinan again.

The feeling that sprouted before was buried deep in my heart until it died.

Lin Yan did the translation work for a whole day, and translated six physics papers in one breath. Until he turned off the computer, his mind was still filled with a series of physics proper nouns. When he stood up, My head is a little dizzy.

It was already 7 o'clock in the evening when he came out of the study room, and Lu Qinan hadn't come back yet.

In order to avoid what happened yesterday, Lin Yan obediently cooked dinner, even though he was not in the mood to cook at all.

Opening the huge luxury refrigerator, Lin Yan realized that the ingredients Lu Zhi had prepared that time were really sufficient—they had been eating for three days, and there were still so many things in the refrigerator, I wonder if they could be wiped out within a week.

Soon, five dishes and one soup were cooked, and when all the dishes were ready, Lin Yan subconsciously checked the time, it was already 45:[-], and Lu Qinan still hadn't come back.

Lin Yan himself had no appetite to eat, but in order to have enough energy to continue the translation work, he forced himself to eat a small bowl of rice.That person didn't show up until he had dinner, washed the dishes, and wrapped the food for Lu Qinan in plastic wrap and put it in the refrigerator.

Lin Yan went to take a shower on his own, relaxed a bit, and prepared to continue working later.

He can earn about 1000 yuan for a paper. In the past, when he was slow, he could only read one paper for a few days. Now he is getting used to it. If he concentrates, it is normal to write about three papers in a whole day. speed.

After translating so much today, Lin Yan himself felt unbelievable—doubling his work efficiency, which was something that he never even dared to think about before.

The income brought by efficient work is also generous. Fortunately, the translation company he has been working part-time recently has given him a lot of work. I am not afraid that there will be no papers to translate for him. I am afraid that he will fall down before finishing the translation— — Concentrating on translating those physics papers that have nothing to do with what he has learned, taught, or thought has exhausted Lin Yan's mental and physical energy.

Lin Yan came out of the shower and found that there was someone in the restaurant. He knew that Lu Qinan was back, so he held his words in his chest when he wanted to say hello, and he couldn't say anything.

With his back turned to him, Lu Qinan didn't hear any movement behind him, so naturally he wouldn't turn around to look at him suddenly.

Lin Yan stared blankly at the man's back, not knowing what he should say, what he could say, and when he was about to quietly go back to the study to continue doing some translation and earn more money, Lu Qinan suddenly turned around and called With a loud voice: "Xiaoyan."

"..."

"Have you eaten?"

"have eaten."

"Why doesn't the dish seem to be moving? It seems that I only ate a little bit of rice. Are you not hungry?"

Lu Qinan's expression is normal, his speech is normal, and he looks normal, but his normality is the biggest abnormality in Lin Yan's view - how can he be so open and aboveboard? !Obviously did that kind of thing!

"Not hungry. If there is nothing else, I will go in, and there is still work to be done."

Speaking of Lin Yan, he wanted to sneak into the study to hide, Lu Qinan couldn't help feeling a little hurt when he saw him looking like he wanted to hide far away from himself, sighed, got up and walked towards Lin Yan.

Lin Yan stood at the door of the study, neither going in nor standing where he was, could only watch Lu Qinan walking towards him foolishly, and then walked into the living room with his arms, the two sat on the sofa together, Only then did Lin Yan regain his consciousness.

The first thing he did after regaining consciousness was to sit opposite Lu Qinan, not wanting to be next to him.

Lu Qinan saw his actions and felt pain in his heart.

"What happened yesterday is very complicated, please listen to my explanation, okay?"

"..."

"Xiao Yan?"

"I don't want to hear it, stop talking, I have something else to do, I, I..."

As Lin Yan spoke, she stood up in panic and wanted to walk in the direction of the study.

The moment Lu Qinan opened his mouth, he became timid, he didn't know what kind of things would come out of that mouth, if he said that he really had a relationship with that boy, and then had feelings for that person, then he would How should I face him?

Lin Yan knew that he couldn't say a word of blessing, so he might reprimand Lu Qinan.He hoped that while he could still control his emotions, he would quickly avoid that person, stay away from him, and then stay away until he could no longer hear his voice or see his figure.

Lu Qinan grabbed Lin Yan who got up and wanted to run away, and pushed him back on the sofa with some gentleness. Before he could refuse, he immediately explained: "The person you saw when you entered the bar yesterday was a thief. I His wallet was stolen by him. He was very clever. I was restrained by him at that time. I couldn't move my hands and I couldn't push him away. Later, when I wanted to go out to chase you, I was stopped by the waiter at the bar. I lost my wallet and had to wait for someone to pay the bill for me.”

Regarding the fact that he was forced to kiss by a young man, Lu Qinan couldn't open his mouth.

In his opinion, this kind of thing is a shame. He was actually bullied like that by such a brat. Not only was he kissed forcibly, he was also robbed of his wallet, and because of this, so many troublesome things happened to him.

Everything is because of that bastard, Lu Qinan secretly made a decision in his heart: If that kid is found by him, he must be taught a lesson!

After listening to Lu Qinan's explanation, Lin Yan endured it for a long time and used a lot of restraint, but he still couldn't help asking: "Then why do you want to kiss?"

When Lu Qinan heard him ask, he knew that he was very concerned about this matter. If he didn't explain it clearly, Lin Yan would always have a lump in his heart.

Reluctantly covering his face with his hands, Lu Qinan admitted what he had been unwilling to admit in his heart: "He is very good at physical skills, and his kissing skills are superb. After I was kissed by him, he restrained my hands. There is no way to get away, and there is no way to speak with your mouth. It is really a shame that you have been watching for so long and can’t break free. You will laugh at me if I say it, so I didn’t want to say this before. "

"Pfft... is that boy so powerful?"

"Yes, I didn't catch him, and now I have sent someone to investigate." If you find that kid, you should be careful, Lu Qinan gave him a stern look in his heart.

"Well, then last night you were..."

What Lin Yan wanted to ask was naturally where Lu Qinan slept last night. The question he hadn't finished asking suddenly triggered the switch of Lu Qinan's anger, and the violent Lu Qinan who hadn't appeared for a long time suddenly appeared again.

Lin Yan saw him staring at him with red eyes and remained silent, knowing that he would inevitably suffer again today.

Lu Qinan stared at Lin Yan, thinking of the frail man he saw at Lu Xin's house after get off work, the remorse and anger in his heart burned uncontrollably, almost burning himself and Lin Yan.

When he went to see Lu Xin, the man was still having a fever, his complexion was not very good, and he was lying sickly on the bed, unable to move.

No matter how much I persuaded him to go to the hospital to take a good look, he refused with the excuse of "I have already seen it, and the medicine will be fine", and his attitude is firm, and he will never go to the hospital.

Lu Xin, who has become so sick, is still worried about his relationship with Lin Yan, and he still doesn't forget to tell himself: "Go back and have a good talk with Lin Yan. You should explain to him what happened in the bar. As for the relationship between us Don't talk about it, he must be uncomfortable. Your relationship is settled, and you can't stand this kind of toss. "

When he said this, Lu Xin's forehead was covered with sweat, and his whole body was limp and weak. Lu Qinan was so regretful that his intestines were turning green, so he quickly went to get a hot towel to wipe him off.

Originally, I wanted to stay with Lu Xin for a while longer. After all, he was the only one in his family, and that place was injured again, so there was always a lot of inconvenience in moving.But after dinner, Lu Xin drove him back unswervingly, and kept emphasizing that Lin Yan was still waiting at home, so he couldn't stay with him all the time.

Lu Qinan didn't want to lie to Lin Yan, he wanted to tell him the whole truth, and he was willing to bear all the punishments Lin Yan gave for the mistakes he made.

He can accept Lin Yan being angry, losing his temper or beating him up, and he doesn't want to hide anything from Lin Yan.

But he also agrees with what Lu Xin said, if he tells Lin Yan the truth of last night at this time, then he will be willing to trust his people after so much effort, and the little trust he has built up may soon collapse.

After spending a lot of effort to suppress the truth that he was about to blurt out, Lu Qinan said the excuse that Lu Xin made up for him: "I drank too much yesterday, I was afraid that I would make trouble for you when I came back, so I asked Lu Xin to send me to the hotel to sleep. I have an important meeting in the morning, and I have a hangover and headache, so I didn't talk to you. Sorry for worrying you all night. It won't happen again, I promise you."

Lin Yan saw Lu Qinan's sincerity, his words were full of apology and sincerity, and his heart softened a little.

Originally, what he was most concerned about was whether Lu Qinan had a relationship with that boy or had an affair, but now that Lu Qinan said that there was no such thing, there was no need for him to quarrel with him.

Putting down his previous guard, Lin Yan smiled at Lu Qinan, that smile was so brilliant that Lu Qinan couldn't move his eyes.

He stared blankly at Lin Yan, and just when he didn't know what to say next, Lin Yan told him with a smile: "Yesterday I also had something wrong. I spoke too aggressively at that time, so I shouldn't doubt you casually. I will come back on time in the future, even if there is something in school, I will try my best to push it away, and I won’t let you go hungry again.”

Hearing Lin Yan's last words, Lu Qinan couldn't help hugging him into his arms, fearing that the person who was still in front of him would disappear in a second.

"Xiaoyan..."

"Ok?"

"Xiaoyan..."

Lu Qinan just kept calling his name but didn't speak, Lin Yan couldn't help feeling a little worried: "I'm here. What's wrong with you?"

"Stay with me all the time, okay? Don't leave me, don't be angry with me, I have a bad temper, I will change it, and I won't attack you again."

Lu Qinan's words made Lin Yan somewhat astonished.

In his heart, he always believed that being in love was a matter of a lifetime. Although he was prepared to leave Lu Qinan before, he knew very well in his heart that no one in this life could ever replace Lu Qinan's place in his heart.He could leave Lu Qinan and never have any contact with him again, but he couldn't take back his feelings for him.

Love is love, love is not investment, and Lin Yan doesn't pay attention to returns.

Leaning in Lu Qinan's arms and nodding lightly, Lin Yan's mind suddenly flashed the marriage contract that a certain female writer made with the other party when she got married--May the years be quiet and the world be stable.

He looked up at Lu Qinan, for some reason, a sense of desolation appeared in his heart.