I want to cover up the tide

After Lin Yan entered the bar, he regretted his impulsiveness.

I never thought that one day I would enter a bar, and the purpose was so unbearable.But there was nothing else he could do, and he desperately wanted to give his first night to some man before their wedding night.

This urgent thought in his heart made Lin Yan feel uneasy, he didn't know what he should do.It seems that there is still time to go back, but since they have already come out, don't do things that you will regret for the rest of your life.

In the bar, there was no scene of dancing demons like Lin Yan imagined on the way here. On the stage, there was a young singer sitting on it and playing the guitar. His long bangs covered his eyes. Lin Yan felt that the man's eyes It must be sad.The melancholy blue light enveloped him, Lin Yan couldn't see the expression on the singer's face clearly, but was shocked by the lyrics.

Silent You/Sunshine Forest

those you love / tender so soft

I am ignorant/I am desolate and desolate

The years of disillusionment/interspersed with the silent present

Youth whizzing by / You who are silent

Even if you give me a bright tomorrow / make me repent

This forbidden game / long-forgotten years

This forbidden game / the same old days

We who are drifting in the wind / Looking for a little joy in the dark night

Facing this spring/lost feeling of nowhere again

Secretly sigh and secretly sad / the game is so strange

Looking towards the flowing crowd / passing through the silent present

Youth whizzing by / You who are silent

Even if you give me a bright tomorrow / make me repent

This taboo game / long forgotten years

This forbidden game / the same old days

This taboo game / long forgotten years

This forbidden game / the same old days

You see the ridiculous us / leave the taboo game

The lyrics seemed to express his heart, but he didn't have anyone to love.This embarrassing reality made Lin Yan laugh silently.

After the song was over, Lin Yan was still in place.

He found that the people here didn't seem to be listening to the music carefully, but drinking and flirting on their own, Lin Yan suddenly became flustered.

Having never been to a bar, he nervously came to an empty table, looked around, and decided to sit down after confirming that it was an empty table.Just as he pulled out the chair and was about to sit down, someone suddenly sat down before him.

It was a small table with only two seats. Seeing that someone had already sat down, Lin Yan made a gesture to leave.He didn't mean to blame the man for taking the seat, but he just didn't want to sit with a stranger.

"Hey, I'm a monster, you're going to leave when you see me?!"

An unruly voice sounded from behind, not very loud, but enough to be heard by the guests at several tables around.

Lin Yan felt that this was the first time he came to a bar, and it was really not a good thing.And that person doesn't look like a kind person, if he just walked out like this, he might be beaten up by that person...

Thinking of this, Lin Yan returned to the table with some embarrassment, and sat down tremblingly.Before he could say anything to the man, a sharp-eyed waiter saw that the guests at this table were already seated, and came to the table and asked the two of them what drinks they wanted.

"Vodka, no ice."

The man opposite quickly ordered a drink.

Only then did Lin Yan see clearly that the other party was so handsome.It was a completely masculine beauty, with clear lines and sharp edges and corners on the face, and a compelling heroism conveyed between the eyebrows and eyes, which could not be ignored.

Before this, Lin Yan had never seen such a handsome and courageous man. He was a typical frail scholar. The colleagues around him either had a big beer belly or were as skinny as himself. The part that studied too deeply was suppressed by knowledge. I lost my spirit, let alone my courage.

Although the students I teach are college students, all of them are still young and childish. This masculine type in front of me is really rare.

Looking at the man's clothes, he looks like the heir of a famous family business in T City, a model of a successful man in the business world, but the expression on his face does not look like the kind of successful entrepreneur. look.His lips are very thin, which reminds Lin Yan of what he saw in novels before, people with thin lips have mean mouths.Thinking of what the man growled just now, Lin Yan couldn't help laughing.

Lin Yan looked at him, looking a little dazed for a while, until the other party raised his eyebrows impatiently and stared at him, then withdrew his somewhat explicit gaze.

The waiter was still standing aside waiting for him to order something, Lin Yan felt a little hot when he thought that his embarrassment just now had been watched by these two people.

The table they were sitting at was so small that there was no menu on it like in a coffee shop. Lin Yan had never been to a bar, so he had no idea what he could order.

"Vodka without ice, two servings."

The man opposite impatiently made the decision for Lin Yan, and the waiter left in response.

While thanking the man for helping him out, Lin Yan couldn't help thinking, if the man didn't sit across from him, it wouldn't look so scary, but he could actually ask the waiter what they can order here, right?In the end, I still blame the man on the opposite side, why did I grab a table with myself for no reason.

Thinking of this, I felt less envious of that handsome man.

"Hey, old man, what are you slandering me?!"

The young man's impatient and arrogant voice sounded again, and Lin Yan was taken aback because what he was thinking in his heart was revealed by the other party.

The other party saw that he was stunned and did not answer, with a surprised expression on his face, he roared softly: "Wow, you are really slandering me, huh?!" Before Lin Yan could defend himself, the man continued to speak : "Say, why do you come to the bar alone in the middle of the night? Buy sex? Get drunk? Or come out to sell?"

"Don't talk nonsense!"

"Otherwise?! Tsk tsk, it must be one of them. Hey, it's really pitiful. Could it be that in the middle of the night, you can't sleep by yourself, so you run out for fun? It's spring, and it's too cold to be alone in bed?"

"You are unreasonable!"

Lin Yan was so angry at the man's rude words that he stood up to leave, but his wrist was suddenly grabbed by the young man and he couldn't break free.The man's strength was really great, which matched his appearance.Although Lin Yan is a man, he usually doesn't exercise at all. His small arms and legs are easily subdued and he can't move.

"Please let me go."

Lin Yan felt that this young man was definitely either drinking too much or finding fault on purpose.

"Why leave in such a hurry. I'm bored anyway. I'm just looking for something to talk about. In this bar, at this point, the business or one-night stand has long since ended. I went to the room, I guess I have already had my first orgasm by now. Come now, it's too late."

"I didn't come to do those things!"

Lin Yan's face turned red and then pale when he was told bluntly by this person, and the rich expressions on his face betrayed him completely.The man's hand tightened unconsciously, Lin Yan was in pain, and when he was thinking about how to break free, the waiter had already arrived in front of him.

"Sir, the wine you ordered is here, please use it slowly."

The waiter's arrival interrupted the strange atmosphere between the two at the right time. The man held Lin Yan's hand indistinctly, as if it wasn't him who pinched Lin Yan just now.

After the waiter walked away, the young man looked at Lin Yan provocatively, "Okay, I'm not here to do that kind of thing, then I must be here to drink. Right?"

"Yes!"

"Then drink this cup together, in one breath."

Lin Yan has always refrained from drinking at all, for fear of having sex after drinking.Because of strict family upbringing and being a teacher himself, Lin Yan has always been very restrained in life, so he is nearly 30 years old, but he has never drank alcohol.

Now, he looked at the glass of vodka in front of him, and at the contempt and banter in the man's eyes, picked up the wine and drank it in one gulp.

Seeing him like this, the man looked at him curiously, and at the same time showed an incomprehensible smile.