I want to cover up the tide

The days are so brisk.

Lin Yan's body recovered quickly, and his attitude towards Lu Qinan was much better than before.

Ever since Lu Qinan knew that Lin Yan was jealous because of him that day, he had grasped Lin Yan's thoughts a bit, and his attitude towards him was a little softer than before - Lin Yan is definitely the type who takes soft things but not tough ones. Lu Qinan was very clear about one point.

Although the last violent incident caused Lin Yan's health to be greatly damaged, Lu Qinan asked the chef at home to cook Chinese herbal meals for Lin Yan every day. With Lu Qizhen's permission, Lin Yan could skip the so-called nutritious meals provided by the hospital every day ( The taste is very bad, but it is indeed very nutritious) and eat something sent by Lu Qinan's house instead.

After that big project, Lu Qinan was relatively free, and when the company's official duties were not too heavy, he would come back from get off work early to accompany Lin Yan.

Although the board of directors has always disliked his private life affecting his working hours, Lu Qinan's impressive performance at work made all the members of the board of directors consciously shut up.

Lin Yan would do some translation work during the day, and Lu Qinan was afraid that his eyes would be too tired and too hard, so he asked someone to replace him with a laptop with a large screen.

Knowing that Lin Yan would not accept the things that were given to him casually, Lu Qinan only said that the things were lent to him temporarily, and he would take them back when he was discharged from the hospital.

When he said this, Lin Yan didn't have the nerve to say what he originally wanted to refuse.

Because of Lu Qinan's considerate care in all aspects, Lin Yan kept smiling when he was facing Lu Qinan, and he was no longer as indifferent as before.Even if Lu Qinan accidentally saw the whole process of changing clothes, he just blushed and warned him not to peek at him next time.

Lin Yan's warning had an obvious effect, that is, every time Lu Qinan watched him change his clothes openly, instead of peeking.

Hearing Lu Qinan say it as a matter of course: "I am looking at you openly and aboveboard, I have no other intentions."

Lin Yan felt he couldn't laugh or cry.

When he first met this person, he didn't know that Young Master Lu had such a poor mouth.

Unknowingly, a faint affection gradually spread between the two of them.

Lu Qinan didn't understand what kind of emotion this was. He just felt that his whole body had become light, and when he saw Lin Yan, he felt that the world was so beautiful.

He who never knew how to love someone thought he was completely in love now, and Lin Yan was the one who could bring glory to his life.

Born in a big family like the Lu family, although Lu Qinan and Lu Qizhen have a very good relationship, it is also based on the premise that Lu Qizhen has completely given up the right to inherit the family.Once everything involves everyone's self-interest, it is easy for father and son to turn against each other and brothers to become enemies - Lu Qinan has seen too many such things.

Over the years, he has never properly sorted out his feelings. Those people who were with him before are at best only the objects of venting his desires. He can't even remember their names or their appearance.

Lin Yan is special, and Lu Qinan knew it from the very beginning.That person can easily affect his mood, making him happy and sad.

After getting along for a long time, Lu Qinan also gradually discovered that Lin Yan is actually a very interesting person.

He is quite old, almost reaching his thirties, but he still looks like an angry youth. When he sees those slightly unfair things, Lin Yan always reprimands the unjust party with righteous words— —This kind of thing often happens during the time period after dinner while watching the evening news.

Lin Yan has been translating to the computer for a long time during the day, if he is still facing the computer online, Lu Qinan is worried that his eyes will not be able to bear it, so he is not allowed to turn on the computer at night.

When reading a book, there will only be the sound of flipping the book and each other's breathing in the room, and the silence is a little scary.

Lin Yan thought it was nothing special, because he had been here for many years, but Lu Qinan didn't think so.He stays in the same room with the person he likes, and at night, both of them are reading a book, it's really unreasonable!

Soon Lin Yan's pleasure of reading at night was also deprived by Lu Qinan. The reason was that the lighting in the ward was only suitable for patients to recuperate, not suitable for reading, and it was too hurtful to the eyes.

In this way, Lin Yan's evening entertainment is only watching TV - there is such a huge 49-inch color TV in the ward, it would be a waste to not watch it.Lu Qinan never watched TV at first, but if he didn't watch it, there was nothing else he could do, and in the end he could only bite the bullet and watch it with Lin Yan.

Every time after Lin Yan denounced those things that corrupt morality and human relations, Lu Qinan would hand him a glass of warm water to calm him down—he was afraid that Lin Yan would talk too much and his throat would feel uncomfortable.

Drinking cold water is not good for Lin Yan's health, so when he started talking, Lu Qinan quietly got up and went to the kitchen to pour a cup of hot water and prepare it, and handed it to Lin Yan when he stopped.

Lin Yan saw his thoughtfulness and remembered it in his heart.

Originally thought that Lu Qinan was just a dude, although he had achieved some achievements in his career, but in life, his past would be too "colorful" to say the least, every time he thinks about it, Lin Yan always thinks about it. Feel like a stick in the throat.

It's not that he doesn't know that his feelings for Lu Qinan are becoming more and more strange.

When I saw this man before, I just wanted to avoid him.

After escaping once and learning such a big lesson, I gradually didn't dare to avoid him. It was meaningless to hide away, anyway, he would find him back in the end, so I might as well just stay with him honestly. around.

Even though I have been repelling any physical contact with Lu Qinan (except for the first time), I don't want to accept this kind of unjustified relationship, I don't want to be a pure bed partner with him...

but.

During this period of time, Lu Qinan would go to his bed every night and hug him to sleep, unconsciously Lin Yan had gotten used to that person hugging him to sleep.

The body got used to it, and the heart began to become wobbly.

The originally firm determination to leave him no matter what after his health recovered, but after seeing Lu Qinan being teased by him to make soup twice, that firm strength disintegrated a lot in an instant.

The rest of the determination was like a defeated army. Lin Yan found that he could no longer bring up the strong determination and courage before.

He was afraid of sinking his heart, afraid that he would fall into Lu Qinan's gentle trap.

Lin Yan always thought that he was a person who could distinguish between right and wrong, reason and emotion, but when he met Lu Qinan, it was as if his reason had been repelled by some medicine, and he was completely defeated.

Every time he wanted to tell him that he wanted to leave and live his original life, every time he saw Lu Qinan's breathtakingly handsome face, his previous determination would be completely shattered.

This cycle repeated many times, and Lin Yan became a little disgusted with herself, and her attitude towards Lu Qinan returned to the previous indifference.

Lu Qinan was very nervous, he just thought that Lin Yan was not feeling well again, so he just asked Lu Qizhen to take care of Lin Yan more, and returned to work in the company.

Lin Yan struggled with me alone in the ward for a long time, but in the end he couldn't come to any conclusion—the current ambiguous status quo made him very troubled.

What kind of relationship is he with Lu Qinan?

What kind of feelings does Lu Qinan have for himself?

Although you keep saying "like" and "like you", what exactly is the emotion of liking, and what is the difference between liking and love?

These questions lingered in Lin Yan's mind, giving him a headache.

When Lu Qinan came back, Lin Yan was sitting on the sofa in a daze, and didn't watch a variety show he liked as usual.

Lu Qinan felt a little strange in his heart, but he didn't say anything, walked over and sat down beside him, raised his chin as always, and imprinted his mark on those tightly closed lips.

Taking advantage of the moment when Lin Yan was about to open his mouth to speak, he drove straight in, chased Lin Yan's tongue that was trying to retreat, and then wrapped|wrapped around his tongue, sucking|sucking, until Lin Yan was kissed so hard that he couldn't breathe before he reluctantly pulled him Let go - during this period of time, kissing is the maximum that Lin Yan can accept.

Lin Yan pushed Lu Qinan away and stood up, said "I'm going to take a shower", then walked unsteadily towards the bathroom.

Although he knew in his heart that Lin Yan was just showing embarrassment, looking at Lin Yan's leaving back, Lu Qinan somehow came up with a word in his mind - flee in a hurry.

If Lin Yan ran away to take a bath because he was shy, does it mean that his attitude towards himself is a little better?

Thinking of this, the corners of Lu Qinan's mouth could not stop rising.