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Lin Yan had a dream.

In the dream, Lu Qinan smiled at him very gently, leaning on his shoulder and speaking tender words of love.Although the two of them didn't make any substantive actions, the feeling of being ready to move has been lingering in Lin Yan's heart. The feeling of wanting to be touched by him is so clear even in a dream.

There is no difference between that Lu Qinan and the real Lu Qinan, he is still so handsome, and occasionally loses his temper, but his whole person feels so gentle and easy-going, easy to get close to.

Because the man looked so handsome, Lin Yan couldn't help wanting to pounce on him and ravage him.

She mischievously pinched his nose and ruffled his hair, but was not blamed by that person at all.Lu Qinan smiled softly, embraced himself in his arms with a full face of doting, followed by a lip-to-lip, superficial kiss.

Even in the dream, Lin Yan felt the happiness in his heart.

However, a dream is just a dream after all, and people will always wake up from sleep to face reality.

When she woke up, she was still in the same ward, on the same bed where Lu Qinan raped her.

Subconsciously turned his head away, the man was indeed sitting next to his hospital bed, his eyes were red, his hair was messy, and even the shirt on his body was a little dirty.

This Lu Qinan seemed to be different from the one he knew before.

Lin Yan could never figure out what Lu Qinan was thinking, he was so gentle all of a sudden, just like the dream just now, and all of a sudden he was so hot, he would do such terrible things to himself, just the memory makes people feel creepy.

Lu Qinan sat on the edge of the bed in a daze. He waited for three days and three nights. He apologized.

However, when he really saw Lin Yan open his eyes, he suddenly couldn't move.

The man's eyes were different from before, they were no longer that gentle eyes, although there was not much coldness and hatred, but Lu Qinan still noticed it—Lin Yan's eyes seemed to see through everything, and there was nothing in his eyes things.

After pressing the beeper, he hurriedly asked Lin Yan on the bed: "Are you awake? Are you thirsty? Do you want some water?"

Lin Yan glanced at him lightly, then turned her head to one side, without any unnecessary movements or words.

The moment Lu Qinan saw Lin Yan turn his head, regret immediately filled his whole brain.

"Lin Yan, listen to me, I had a manic attack that day, and I didn't do it on purpose."

"..."

"I know you may hate me and resent me. Yes, I caused the injury, and you should hate me. But can you give me a chance? I gave you chocolates just because I wanted you to be happy, but you feel scared. At that time, I was impulsive and couldn't control my emotions, so I did that to you, I..."

"chocolate?"

Lin Yan's voice was a little hoarse. He hadn't spoken for several days, and he didn't find his own voice for a while.

Hearing his rhetorical question, Lu Qinan couldn't help being a little embarrassed when he thought of what happened that day.He also feels very ashamed of the fact that he raped Lin Yan because he failed to win Lin Yan's favor.

"I'm sorry. I gave you the chocolate. If you don't like it, forget it. Just throw it away. I'm sorry for hurting you so badly because of the chocolate incident." After finishing speaking in one breath, Lu Qinan only felt that there was something wrong with his eyes. Turning black, I tried my best to widen my eyes so as not to let my consciousness become blurred.

"..."

After listening to Lu Qinan's explanation, Lin Yan's originally chaotic brain was completely awake in an instant.

It seemed that Nurse Xiao Zhang didn't understand the situation clearly. When she saw Lu Qizhen put the chocolate here, she thought it was from him.

At that time, after listening to her words, I was at a loss for a while.Being lost in thought, he didn't take Lu Qinan's feelings into consideration. This wood must have thought that he was rejecting the chocolates he sent, so he raped himself in a moment of anger.

After clarifying the cause and effect of the matter, Lin Yan suddenly became angry.What kind of fucking shit is this?Why did he run into each other one after another! "

Lin Yan suddenly roared, Lu Qinan hurriedly leaned into his ear, thinking he was about to say something.

Looking at the stubble protruding from the man's chin, the bruises under his eyes, and the messy hair, he knew that he was taking care of himself these days.Although he felt a little distressed, but thinking of his own tragic experience, the feeling of distress towards Lu Qinan disappeared in an instant.

"I can't help but want to swear. KAO!! We have an oolong. I thought the chocolate was from Dr. Lu, so I wanted to refuse. If I knew that the chocolate was from you, I wouldn't refuse. But, Lu Qinan, You took me...you took me, you took me...ahhhhh!"

Lin Yan roared in dismay, Lu Qinan was afraid that he would lose the needle by moving around, so he quickly stroked his hand where the needle was hanging, and asked in disbelief: "What?! Are you telling the truth? "

Lu Qinan was shocked not only by the misunderstanding explained by Lin Yan, but also by the subsequent sentence "If the chocolate is from you, I will not refuse" made him ecstatic, but at the same time he was a little uncertain, he didn't know that Lin Yan Is Nobu telling the truth.

Staring at Lin Yan's eyes for a while, Lu Qinan watched that eyes change from despair when he woke up to rage just now, and now gradually return to the gentle and easy-going way when he first met him.Although there wasn't much love in those pupils, Lu Qinan still felt the warmth.

"Forget it, forget it, I won't tell you anymore, you go out, I'm going to die of anger."

When Lin Yan was at home, he rarely lost his temper. What Lu Qinan didn't know was that this was probably the first time in his life that Lin Yan lost his temper with others so unscrupulously.

"Don't be angry, don't be angry, I was wrong, I was really wrong, please forgive me. I promise I will never do that kind of bastard thing to you again, please forgive me, Xiao Yan."

As Lu Qinan spoke, he wanted to lean over to kiss Lin Yan's mouth. Lin Yan took a step to react and blocked his approaching lips with his hand.

"Come back when you've had enough reflection. I don't want to be touched by you now."

"you sure?"

"Very sure! You can withdraw!"

At this time, Lu Qinan suddenly remembered that this was probably the first time he saw Lin Yan get angry.I didn't expect Lin Yan's angry appearance to look more like a baby, and it's even more cute when he looks at it, I really want to ravage him...

"Lin Yan, I..."

Lu Qinan wanted to say something, but Lu Qizhen had already entered.

Seeing his younger brother's displeased expression, Lu Qinan knew that the troublesome patient might be causing him some problems again, so it's better not to mention anything at this time.

When Lu Qizhen walked to the hospital bed, he didn't care that Lu Qinan was sitting beside him, and leaned down to whisper in Lin Yan's ear, "How do you feel? Is it still painful?"

As soon as he finished speaking, the other two people in the room felt that the air was a little frozen.

Lu Qizhen's ambiguous behavior is really not normal.

If the two of them hadn't explained clearly about the chocolate just now, Lu Qinan knew that he might be uncontrollably dragging Lu Qizhen out and beat him up.

"is acceptable."

"Really? Your complexion doesn't look too good either. Is there really nothing wrong down there? When I operated on you, the flesh inside turned out, oh..."

Lu Qizhen stroked Lin Yan's hair regretfully as he spoke, and said earnestly, "You two, what a crime..."

With his appearance, even Lu Qinan was a little stunned, completely unaware of what kind of stimulation this person had received.

"Doctor Lu, I..."

"You don't need to say anything, I've already heard what Xiao Zhang said about that day. Brother, do you understand the misunderstanding here?"

"Well, Lin Yan explained it just now."

"Tsk tsk, let me tell you, don't force yourself next time, know how to be gentle, be gentle, you know?! If you are like this, what will Lin Yan do in the future?! Do you know that he was seriously injured there?! "

"I know……"

"What do you know! I know that you people will always only think about yourself, never care about other people's feelings, and will only impose all the pain on others according to your own wishes. When others are suffering great pain , you... you culprits, what is an apology?! Can the damage caused be undone?! You..."

Lu Qizhen suddenly choked up as he spoke, and turned around to leave the ward. Seeing that something was wrong with him, Lu Qinan hurriedly chased him out after explaining to Lin Yan.