I want to cover up the tide

Lin Yan saw Lu Qinan's face enlarged in front of his eyes, and that face kept getting closer. Lin Yan subconsciously wanted to avoid it, but suddenly found that Lu Qinan's hand had already imprisoned his body before he could react. He couldn't move.

It would be weird not wanting to be kissed while eating.

Lin Yan awkwardly wanted to turn his head away, but Lu Qinan suck|sucked his moist lips at the moment he turned his head, and licked the food residue from the corners of Lin Yan's lips by the way.

"You see, you are still afraid of me. You tremble easily when I touch you."

As Lu Qinan spoke, he pulled Lin Yan's arm, pointed at the pimple, and said in a very serious tone: "Look at you, do these things I do give you goosebumps? Why are you so afraid of me?"

Seeing his seriousness, Lin Yan knew that he couldn't escape this time, so he had to tell him honestly: "I have a shadow..."

"You mean that time I forced you? Well, I admit, I was too reckless that time, and I apologize. But Lin Yan, if we decide to have a good relationship, we should let go of the old grudges? I I like you, how about you? Why are you still so afraid of me? Have you always hated me in your heart? "

Seeing Lu Qinan's pretty eyebrows tightly furrowed into a ball, Lin Yan suddenly felt that confession is sometimes not necessarily a good thing.

Lu Qinan was obviously angry, how should he answer at this time?

"I don't really hate you." Of course, I can't say I like you, Lin Yan said while taking advantage of Lu Qinan's inattention, he withdrew the hand that was tightly held by him.

"Then why are you trembling?"

"that is because……"

Lin Yan looked at Lu Qinan's tense face with the words "I'm afraid you raped me" like a stick in his throat, and for some reason he just couldn't say the words that were on the tip of his lips.

"Because of what?"

Seeing that he pulled his hand back, Lu Qinan didn't continue to ask him aggressively. He took two steps back to his seat, picked up the plate, and sat down on the seat next to Lin Yan, as if he wanted to have a long talk with him. Stance.

"I don't know, I don't know how to express it."

"Then just say what comes to mind, I don't mind."

Seeing Lu Qinan's natural look, Lin Yan couldn't help feeling angry.

You don't mind I will!Why do we have to talk about this kind of problem when we get up and eat early in the morning?

Even though he had all sorts of doubts in his heart, Lin Yan still held back all the words he was about to say—losing his temper in front of Lu Qinan would definitely lead to his own death, he knew this very well.

"Lin Yan?" There was already obvious dissatisfaction in the questioning voice, Lin Yan was startled by the voice and trembled again, Lu Qinan saw it in his eyes, frowned, and unconsciously, his eyes became deeper.

"Forget it, let's eat."

After finishing speaking, he turned his head back and concentrated on dealing with the food on his dinner plate, as if the question just now was completely irrelevant.

For Lu Qinan's abnormal kindness, Lin Yan was a little flattered, but even more terrified.

The fear of Lu Qinan has been carved into the bone marrow, as long as he feels the breath belonging to Lu Qinan, the body will automatically defend itself before the brain reacts, the pores of the whole body will open, and even breathing will become cautious.

Before getting to know Lu Qinan, Lin Yan never knew that he could feel so afraid of a person.

Fearing that Lu Qinan would question him halfway, Lin Yan chewed and ate slowly while drinking as little soup as possible, forcing himself to finish all the food.

Usually, he didn't have much appetite to eat. Every time Lu Qizhen listened to the nurse's report, he shook his head. He didn't tell Lin Yan that he knew that his recovery was not very good.

Today is the first time that Lin Yan eats with Lu Qinan in this ward. Although Lu Qinan has never lost his temper about his diet before, Lin Yan has taken precautions to avoid triggering Lu Qinan's temper switch again.

He didn't want to be dragged to the bed by Lu Qinan casually, to be kissed, raped|raped or something even more outrageous.

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After breakfast, Lu Qinan got up and went into the closet. When he returned to the bedroom again, he did not change out of his nightgown, but took out two suits, and asked Lin Yan in confusion, "Which suit do you think is better?" ?”

"Huh? Ask me?"

"Well, there is no one else to refer to here. Usually these clothes are prepared for me, and I am afraid that I will not match them properly. I don't have anything special today, I just go to work as usual. Help me choose."

After Lu Qinan explained his intentions to Lin Yan, he couldn't figure out what was going on with him - why did he always talk so much to Lin Yan?During this period of time, he and Lin Yan have talked more than all the things he has said to others in the past year combined.

I shook my head and let myself be sober. The most important thing at present is to decide what to wear today.

"Well, in that case, let's just wear the black suit, with a white shirt and a dark blue tie, what do you think?"

"Well, it seems to be pretty good, I'll give it a try."

Lin Yan did a little research on clothing. Before being taken away from Lu Qinan's villa by Zhang Qirui, he was busy looking for a job every day and also looked at some things about workplace clothing matching. He didn't expect that he would not be of any help when he was looking for a job. But it came into play at this time.

Lin Yan, who came back to his senses, suddenly found that Lu Qinan was standing naked in front of him at this moment. Although it seemed that he had just untied his bathrobe, Lin Yan never thought that Lu Qinan was not wearing underwear.

He wanted to turn around, but his feet were nailed—seeing such a scene, Lin Yan was so shocked that he completely lost the ability to move.

Lu Qinan calmly put on the black underwear in front of Lin Yan, and then put on the white shirt that was obviously of high quality.The pair of slender, straight legs under the shirt made Lin Yanxin envious. He always felt that his legs were not long enough, and now compared with Lu Qinan, he was even more ashamed.

At this time, he was finally able to move. Lin Yan escaped from the bedroom, sat down in front of the sofa, and started flipping through magazines distractedly.

After getting dressed, Lu Qinan left the hospital. Before leaving, while Lin Yan was not paying attention, he hugged him and pressed a shallow kiss on his lips.After Lin Yan realized it, the man had already disappeared.

This warm feeling came too suddenly, as if the two were lovers who had been together for many years.When Lu Qinan touched his lips, Lin Yan felt a different feeling in his heart than before.Numb, warm, I want a feeling that lasts.

Although he knew that Lu Qinan was an indeterminate time bomb that could destroy him at any time, but this short-lived superficial touch made him daydream boundlessly.Lin Yan, who realized that he had lost his composure, hurried to the bathroom to wash his face, so as to clear his mind.

It didn't take long before Lu Qizhen came to make the rounds. After checking everything as a matter of routine, he suddenly looked at Lin Yan thoughtfully, and then asked, "What did you eat this morning?"

"This...is the breakfast the nurse gave me."

"Eat it all?"

"Well, I ate all of them..." So it turned out that it was not normal for me to eat all those things?Why did Lu Qizhen have such a strange expression?

"Well...it seems that you are recovering well. You ate too little before. I was thinking about adding some nutritional injections. Since your appetite has recovered, there is no need to add it. Today is still the usual dose, remember It's best to take a nap for two hours at noon, the medicine given to you contains hypnotic ingredients."

"Well, okay, I see."

"In addition, although your physical indicators are gradually approaching normal values, proper intercourse will indeed help your body recover, but it's better not to do it too late. I will tell my brother about this matter, you can rest assured Just recuperate, if there is any emergency, just press the pager on the bedside, and I will come at any time."

"OK, all right."

Seeing Lu Qizhen walk out of the ward, Lin Yan was greatly relieved.

Just now he said "house | affairs" and "don't do it too late", which frightened Lin Yan.

Sure enough, all doctors are omnipotent?

The little secrets of his body seemed to be completely hidden from his eyes, and Lu Qizhen would be able to find out after doing that kind of thing with Lu Qinan after a little inspection.

Immediately, Lin Yan remembered that a long time ago, when he was raped by Lu Qinan for the first time, he was injured so badly that time, and the doctor who treated him was Lu Qizhen.It seems that this person knows all his secrets. Although doctors are generally reliable, it still makes him feel very uncomfortable when he thinks that such a shady matter with Lu Qinan is fully known to him.

In front of him, there was nothing to hide from his miserable past.

If the entanglement with Lu Qinan continues, there will be more and more similar situations.Lin Yan didn't understand how he was involved in these disputes. The only thing he knew was that he couldn't escape Lu Qinan's control in a short time.

Even if he escapes, what awaits him may be even more terrifying things.