I want to cover up the tide

Lu Qinan walked to the door, opened the door, turned his head and said to Lin Yan who was on the bed, "Go down."

Seeing that he let her go, Lin Yan quickly jumped off the bed, looked at Lu Qinan suspiciously, and quickly walked downstairs.

When he went downstairs, he moved too fast and almost tripped over him several times. Lin Yan was ashamed of his panic, but at the same time he was grateful for his escape.

Lu Qinan couldn't help laughing as he watched Lin Yan fleeing in a hurry.

Sure enough, Lin Yan is still afraid of herself?

In his eyes, what kind of person was he?

Why does he always look scared and overwhelmed?

Why does such a docile person like Lin Yan tremble when he sees him?

When facing himself, is he in pain?

Lu Qinan didn't know the answers to these questions, maybe only by asking Lin Yan himself, would he know what he was thinking.But now I don't have the courage to ask.

Although I don't know what kind of feelings I have for Lin Yan, but I know in my heart that Lin Yan is a special existence to me.

I hope to confine him by my side, I hope to see him every day, eat and sleep with him, even if I don’t have sex|love, it doesn’t matter, as long as I hold Lin Yan gently, that feeling will make Lu Qinan feel comfortable endlessly.

He has special feelings for Lin Yan, and at the same time hopes that Lin Yan can treat him like this.

However, the fact does not seem to be the case, Lin Yan has always been so indifferent, as if nothing can arouse his interest.Just now I saw him and Zhang Qirui discussing computer issues so vigorously. Although it was only about malfunctions, Lu Qinan still noticed an unusual excitement on Lin Yan's face.

It seemed that he was very excited when someone talked to him. No matter what he said to him before, he would just say "um" very obediently, and then let himself do whatever he wanted.

He didn't think there was anything wrong before, he liked obedient people, and Lin Yan didn't resist, so he thought Lin Yan had accepted him.

Now it seems that he didn't accept himself at all, he just chose to obey because his parents were still in his hands.

Lin Yan is not an idiot, he knew that he could not resist himself, so he chose to obey.

This realization made Lu Qinan feel sad.

He didn't know how to please Lin Yan, and he didn't know how to make his eyes stained with love for him.

What he didn't know was how to make Lin Yan like him.

For a person like Lin Yan, he cannot be seduced | with benefits.

The only thing he cares about is probably his parents, Lin Yan doesn't think much of himself - Lu Qinan knew this very well from the very beginning.He knew what kind of behavior made Lin Yan disgusted, but he still couldn't control his emotions and raped him.

He has tried his best not to force Lin Yan to have sex with him, but every time he sees him, he can't help wanting—that person's body is obviously so stiff, but it always feels so good to hug him.

Lin Yan's body was warm and moist, and when he was wrapped in him, he had the illusion that he was in heaven.

If Lin Yan didn't resist, Lu Qinan took it for granted that he accepted him.He who had never been in love before thought that Lin Yan's reaction was very normal and that he was just being shy.

This kind of relationship between lovers who are not intimate enough makes Lu Qinan feel more comfortable than the feeling of being sticky all day long.

He was born in a big family like the Lu family, and he lacked nothing, but what he lacked most was love—he no longer expected the love of his parents. In this kind of big family, everyone is for himself, and he and Lu Qizhen are the only ones who depend on each other for life. .

Those two people who gave birth to themselves and Lu Qizhen, what else do they see in their eyes besides benefits all these years?Lu Qinan knew exactly what the answer was.

He felt very lucky to meet Lin Yan.He is such a clean person, honest and responsible, completely different from the profit-seeking crowd he has come into contact with before.

Although sometimes a little silly, but Lin Yan is indeed a simple person, not fancy, not greedy, very law-abiding.

Lu Qinan thought that he and Lin Yan would continue like this forever, although the partner was a man, but Lu Qinan didn't mind this - he was already 24, he wanted his own piece of happiness.

Those previous bed partners were just tools used by the young and energetic self to vent |desire|desire.How many of those people really want to be with me?Lu Qinan knew it very well.

His identity is a hurdle for him to get true love.

Everyone who approaches him has a special purpose, money, power, vanity, those people want nothing more than these.This made Lu Qinan feel extremely exhausted in the dead of night.

After playing in this circle for so many years, after seeing Lin Yan, who was completely incomparable with those bed partners in the past, Lu Qinan noticed——his heart, which has always been restless, was determined when he saw that person. down.

He let Lin Yan live in the second master bedroom of the villa, and even allowed him to use his own study room freely. He only tolerated Lin Yan's indifference, and did not use any means to make him submit to himself. Lu Qinan completely What he didn't realize was that he had inadvertently put Lin Yan in a very important position.

His affection for Lin Yan was unprecedented. In his previous twenty years of life, no one had ever touched his heart like this.Although Lin Yan is not a stunning beauty, but when I see him, I can't take my eyes off easily.

Seeing that he was more or less submissive, every time he saw Lin Yan frowning, he couldn't help bullying and teasing him, wanting to see more interesting expressions on his face.

This kind of mood is pleasant, Lu Qinan clearly felt that when he went out every day recently, he felt like a spring breeze, his whole body was full of strength, and his mood was much better than before when he was dealing with those damn complicated documents.

Lu Qinan never expected that today, when he had already prepared how he would react when his love affair was exposed, Lin Yan would actually say "I don't...".

Originally thought that the good state would last for a long time, but never thought that under the surface harmony, Lin Yan was so resistant to himself in his heart.

He has no way to accept the fact that Lin Yan has no feelings for him, let alone Lin Yan likes him at all.

Lu Qinan walked around the room restlessly for a while, thinking of Lin Yan's rejection of him and his previous wishful thinking, for some reason, his heart burned with anger, it was almost uncontrollable.

She treats him so well, but Lin Yan doesn't know what is good or bad?

Only others have always come to please and fawn on oneself, how can anyone dare to refuse themselves? !

He, Lu Qinan, said things and others dare not say things, so what kind of thing is this Lin Yan? !

I was so kind to him, he didn't know what was good or bad, he still had that cold look!

What's even more irritating is that he was still so nice to that damned Zhang Qirui, and kept talking to him with a smile, no matter how annoying it looked, Lu Qinan was suddenly overwhelmed by anger, wishing he could rush downstairs and drag Lin Yan back. Whether he resisted or not, she wanted to fuck him, tortured him severely, and made him cry and beg for mercy under her.

However, Lu Qinan's sanity quickly recovered.If he really did that, Lin Yan would probably only have hatred for him?

Although he didn't know how to get along with people like Lin Yan, he knew that if he forced him to do something he didn't want again, Lin Yan would never have the slightest affection for him.

Lin Yan is not a son of a rich family, and there is no business in his family that needs to be supported by his own Lu family. He doesn't need to look at his face, he can even leave like this, because he has nothing to threaten him at all.

Although his parents are still receiving treatment in the United States, Lu Xin has told him before that he can rest assured of his parents' medical problems.The hospital in the United States has a cooperative project with Lu's, and he has already explained that he asked them to arrange the best doctor and the best medicine for the two old people, and he would bear all the expenses.

Although he once threatened him with his parents, it was just an angry word.

Lin Yan is a filial person, using other people's filial piety to threaten him and finally achieve his own goal, this kind of thing, Lu Qinan disdains to do.

Maybe I just had an inexplicable interest in Lin Yan by accident, and then I developed a special feeling.

Lu Qinan still remembers that night, the night they met, how he bent down to kiss Lin Yanshi by accident.

The faint scent of Lin Yan's body permeated his nostrils, making him feel at ease.

The first time he saw Lin Yan, he knew that he was an honest man. He did not stand up and leave like ordinary people when he provoked him with alcohol. Instead, he sat opposite him and drank the glass of vodka in one go.

Obviously looks a little cowardly, but in fact still has some backbone.

Lu Qinan went to the study room and took out the red wine that he had treasured for a long time, took the wine glass and started pouring the wine, so as to numb his thoughts and not have to think about Lin Yan.

He had no idea that Lin Yan was doing something with Zhang Qirui that made him so angry that he wanted to kill someone...