I want to cover up the tide

Lu Qinan was shocked by Lin Yan's words. Although he understood what Lin Yan said in his heart, he had waited so long for this forgiveness, so that he didn't know what expression to use to express his ecstasy. Feeling.

Thinking of what I did that day, although I didn't take the initiative to do those things, how can the harm he caused to Lin Yan be forgiven by just one sentence? !

"I'm sorry, I failed to protect you. Before that, I was controlled by drugs, I'm sorry."

Lu Qinan, who has never been too modest to humanity, has not realized at this time that since he met Lin Yan, he has been making mistakes, admitting mistakes, apologizing, and then making mistakes and apologizing again and again, and so on.

He didn't know that an apology could become such a common thing. He used to think that apologizing was an insult to his own dignity. He never apologized to anyone because he never thought he had made a mistake.

However, in front of Lin Yan, after making mistakes again and again, all he can do is to apologize continuously. After the apology, there will be endless repentance and annoyance. Go crazy.

He expected Lin Yan to return to normal. He had been looking forward to it for too long, and now this person was finally the same as before, but he met Zhang Qirui and Lu Xin again.

Their existence seemed to remind Lu Qinan how cruel he was to Lin Yan in the past.

He kissed others in front of Lin Yan, and had sex with Zhang Qirui and Lu Xin because of drugs in a place Lin Yan didn't know. Qinan still remembered.

He felt angry, humiliated, but mostly sorry.He felt that he was sorry for Lin Yan and made him suffer.

Lin Yan stared at the man with a painful expression in front of him, knowing that he was trapped in guilt towards himself, and felt sorry for him and himself.

They have been hindered by so many personnel along the way, and now they finally have some expectations for the future, and they met Zhang Qirui and Lu Xin back again.

These two people are like lingering ghosts, constantly appearing beside them, reminding them of everything that happened in the past.

After a little struggle in his heart, Lin Yan secretly made a decision.He raised his head and looked at Lu Qinan with burning eyes. The latter was shocked by his firm eyes. Lu Qinan, who thought that Lin Yan was going to say "break up", suddenly felt unprecedented panic.

He almost stammered and said, "Yes, I'm sorry, I was wrong! Really, Lin Yan... um!"

Lu Qinan's eyes widened, the warm touch on his lips told him that Lin Yan really came over to kiss him.

It took Lu Qinan a full five seconds to accept this fact, and then even though he wanted to kiss back fiercely, Lin Yan escaped from his mouth first.

"Lu Qinan..."

"I am here."

"I don't blame you. No one can blame those things. The two of them actually like you and chose the wrong way. I don't blame you. I thought you really hated me at that time. I was afraid , I don’t dare to love anymore, that’s why I don’t want to talk to you, I don’t mean to blame you..."

Lin Yan recalled the feeling that his heart was going to be broken at that time. He couldn't help but feel a little funny. He raised his head and kissed Lu Qinan's green lips on the corner of Lu Qinan's mouth. Actually, I can't leave you anymore."

Lin Yan walked away from Lu Qinan's arms while speaking, looked into his deep eyes, and told him firmly: "I love you, Lu Qinan."

Lu Qinan was short-circuited by one surprise after another. It was the first time he heard Lin Yan admit his feelings for him so frankly in a sober state. Apart from holding Lin Yan's face and kissing him madly, Lu Qinan Can't think of any other way to celebrate.

After being kissed by him for a while, Lin Yan was suddenly brought back to his senses by the voice still ringing in his ears. He grabbed Lu Qinan's hands and trembled a little: "We really... might die here together. That Lu Xin, Like he took something off me before he untied me just now. I don't know where he put it, maybe there was a real bomb, we, we really...really..."

Lin Yan became a little anxious as he spoke, the corners of his eyes turned red.

Lu Qinan couldn't see his sad look, so he put his arms around his slender waist, leaned his head on him, and stroked Lin Yan's thin back comfortingly: "It's okay, it's okay, don't worry. Someone will come to rescue soon Ours. And, even if we can’t live on, I’m willing to die together.”

Lin Yan was blushed by his words, Zhang Qirui searched around the room but still couldn't find the bomb, and when he came out and saw the two of them hugging each other so warmly and sweetly, he couldn't help but feel a little sad.

No matter how hard he tried, Lu Qinan's heart would never fall on him. That man's entire heart had already been given to Lin Yan, and he couldn't tolerate any more.

At this moment, he saw that these two people were so calm and calm in the face of death, and he felt even more uncomfortable as if he had been sprinkled with salt.

He has been very envious of Lu Qinan since he was a child, he can boldly do anything he wants to do, and every time he will achieve unexpected success, it is enviable.

He is Zhang Ke's younger brother. Lu Qinan and Zhang Ke were good friends who grew up together as childhood sweethearts. He was only a few years younger than them, but he couldn't integrate into their world no matter what.

Later, when Zhang Ke and Lu Qinan went in and out of those sensual places and lingered, because he couldn't tolerate such things, he even wanted to ignore Lu Qinan from now on—but Lu Qinan didn't care about this at all, as if he To Lu Qinan, his existence is a zero, a dispensable zero.

He is the young master of the Zhang family, it's too late for everyone to love him, there are many people who flatter him, and there are many people who want to play with him, but that Lu Qinan doesn't care about him at all, and never looks at him seriously—— In the eyes of the young master of the Lu family, the young master of the Zhang family is almost like an ant.

This made Zhang Qirui very dissatisfied, he even used the garden hose to wet Lu Qinan and Zhang Ke when they were having fun, making it impossible for them to continue playing.

But those two people ignored him at all, and simply picked up the water pipe and played together.But I, who used the water pipe as a weapon to dampen their interest, had no intention of fighting water with them at all.

Later, when he knew that he was not the biological son of the Zhang family, he suddenly realized that Zhang Ke had never been close to him since he was a child. Compared with him, Zhang Ke was more like Lu Qinan's older brother or younger brother, although their birth dates were only a few years apart. moon.

In those years, Zhang Qirui has not been less unhappy. Every time he sees Lu Qinan, he has to think hard for a long time, wondering if there are any novel tricks to make people angry.

However, although he tried his best to sabotage every time, Lu Qinan's eyes never stayed on him.

The more he is ignored, the more he cares about him in his heart, and the more he wants to understand why his eyes don't stay on him.

Over time, this feeling has unconsciously turned into a kind of love. Zhang Qirui will always think of Lu Qinan in everything he does, and he will never let go of any news related to Lu Qinan.

Knowing that Lu Qinan won the award, he would go to study hard and get an award back.The row after row of trophies at home are almost the same as those at Lu Qinan's house. Even the name of the competition is exactly the same, only the year or month of the competition is different.

When he grows up, he can no longer take advantage of his tantrum at a young age like when he was a child, crying and asking adults to "force" Lu Qinan and Zhang Ke to give him the toys.

Lu Qinan is also a person with a bad temper, and Zhang Qirui knows this very well.He used to snatch Lu Qinan's dolls, toy cars, guns, and wooden horses, etc. He would grab all the things that Lu Qinan brought Zhang's family to play with.

But Lu Qinan had no other emotional components for him other than disgust.He came to Zhang's house just to play with Zhang Ke.

No matter how much damage he did, that person's eyes would never stay on him, which made Zhang Qirui feel very sad.

He tried his best to get the man's attention, but the man kept turning a blind eye.

He even resorted to illegal means to get Lin Yan away from him, but that person did not hesitate to spend a lot of money to find him in T City.After finding it, he loved it in every possible way, as if in this life he only believed in that man who had nothing remarkable about him.

Zhang Qirui turned around and wanted to say something to Lu Qinan, but found that he still had nothing to say.

He stood quietly behind those two people, watching Lin Yanhui embrace Lu Qinan's head, gently stroking the soft fine hair, and suddenly remembered something, squatted down and asked: "My parents are taken care of Right? Lu Xin is not reliable, but Steward Lu is reliable, right? I hope they can be taken care of after we have an accident. You know, I..."

"I know, I sent someone to take care of it. I personally contacted the hospital over there, and I sent my subordinates there myself. They won't listen to Lu Xin. Don't worry, they are safe."

Lin Yan was relieved when he heard his answer, Lu Qinan's stomach suddenly growled, Lin Yan guessed that he must have been busy for a long time, so he must have not eaten, so he pushed Lu Qinan's back to the kitchen, intending to cook for him I ordered something to eat, but I didn't expect that the thing that made the sound of "Dididi" turned out to be an alarm clock!