I want to cover up the tide

In the room, Dr. Chen held Lin Yan's hands, sat side by side on the sofa with him, patted his shoulder from time to time, and asked softly in his ear, "When did it become like this?"

Lin Yan looked up at him in panic, then quickly lowered his head, wringing his fingers: "I, I... I don't know..."

"Who is he?"

"Who is who?" Lin Yan was a little puzzled, but his eyes were brighter than before, and they were no longer out of focus.

"That person outside." Dr. Chen continued to be persuasive.

"He, he...he is Lu Qinan, it is Lu Qinan."

"Who is Lu Qinan?"

"Lu Qinan is, yes... I like it. Lu Qinan likes it."

Lin Yan danced happily like a child who had found the answer.Doctor Chen held him down to keep him from moving around, and continued to ask, "What do you like about him?"

"I don't know...everything is fine. Sleep, sleep, keep warm..."

Lin Yan grinned happily as he spoke. Seeing his appearance, Dr. Chen continued to ask expressionlessly, "What did he do to make you unhappy?"

“他、他和陆医生……做、做爱……还和陆信，在客厅里……啊啊啊啊！他和别人在一起。呜呜呜……他不要我了。哇呜哇呜！ "

As Lin Yan spoke, he burst into tears, with tears welling up in his eyes, and he looked like he could only be described by words like "pear blossoms with rain".Dr. Chen didn't panic when he saw that he cried as soon as he said it, but just took out a handkerchief from his pocket and wiped his face, then comforted him, "He didn't want you."

When Lin Yan heard what he said, he looked at Dr. Chen in a daze for a while, and then, as if he suddenly realized it, he threw himself into Dr. Chen's arms, tightly clutching the clothes on his chest, for fear that he would let go. He seemed to have disappeared, and murmured: "Don't leave, don't leave, okay?"

When Dr. Chen saw him like this, he was shocked and understood what was going on. He put Lin Yan in his arms and left the bedroom.

Seeing that he came out with Lin Yan in his arms, Lu Qinan stood up from the sofa and rushed in front of them, gnashing his teeth and trying to pull Lin Yan back into his arms, but he hid behind Dr. Chen In his arms, Lu Qinan had some scruples about the doctor, and he didn't dare to do anything wrong.

Lin Yan looked at the man in front of him, then raised his head to look at the person who was holding him in his arms, and found that the two people looked different and seemed to be not alone, so he quietly escaped from Dr. Chen's arms.

Dr. Chen noticed his movement, turned his head and glanced at him, Lin Yan was startled again by his glance, and hurried into the arms of Lu Qinan who was standing opposite.

His posture of a wounded little animal seeking his mother's protection made Lu Qinan feel sad and distressed when he saw it, he just wanted to hug him forever like this, never to see him show a similar expression again.

Seeing that Lin Yan was still trembling with fright, Lu Qinan felt a little bit of blaming Dr. Chen, but his face didn't feel good, so he picked Lin Yan up and walked back to the sofa to sit down—— She didn't put Lin Yan down when she fell asleep, but kept holding him in her arms.

Doctor Chen, who looked like his brother, came out of the kitchen and handed him a cup of tea, which smelled like American ginseng soup.

Lu Qizhen's nose twitched, and after making sure there was nothing else to show off, he suddenly felt a little disappointed—he thought that such a famous doctor with a unique temper might have something unusual to eat and drink at home. It is no different from ordinary people.

Dr. Chen said something to that person, and the one who handed him the tea quickly took his wallet and went out. Lu Qizhen was not interested in caring where he went, but when he was about to ask Dr. Chen how the diagnosis was, the doctor He opened his mouth first: "The illness is actually very simple. He has too many shadows in his heart, and he restrains his emotions very much. Over time, he has hallucinations due to excessive thoughts.

In addition, the drug toxins in his body were indeed eliminated, but the dose injected at that time must have been very large, so some of his neurons had already been damaged, and it was irreparable.I think he couldn't sleep at night for quite a long time, but he dozed off a little during the day, but he was much more energetic than normal people.

He couldn't sleep, so he was prone to cranky thoughts, and he was prone to hallucinations even in his sleep.In addition to his malnutrition, lack of energy and blood, anemia, low blood pressure, too little platelet accumulation, etc., it is normal to tremble now.In fact, it was difficult for him to control himself not to tremble. These are normal physiological reactions.

The main problem is psychological.To untie the bell, you need the person who tied it. I have no effect on that. Whoever he likes and who caused him so much harm is his antidote. "

Speaking of which, the old man took a sip of the American ginseng soup in his hand, and said to Lu Qizhen: "The treatment plan you made for him is very good, and his body should return to the level of a normal person when he is discharged from the hospital. The reason why it has become In this way, it will be a later matter, and it is none of your business."

Lu Qizhen was very happy to be praised by this famous person, but Dr. Chen said something again, which immediately extinguished his joy.

"Although as a doctor, you have done what you can and gave the patient a healthy body. What I want to say is, as the younger brother of the patient's lover, do you care too little for him? Knowing that you What kind of person is your brother, but you didn't pay more attention to him. If you cared a little more about him before, I don't think this patient should be so serious. Don't you think? "

After Dr. Chen finished speaking, he smiled at Lu Qizhen, who only felt that the smile weighed heavily on him, making him unable to breathe.

But he was negligent, he only cared about Lu Qinan, and he didn't care about Lin Yan at all.

Although Lin Yan was his patient, after Lu Qinan's accident, he only concealed the truth from him, and he had no way of knowing what happened between these two people.Knowing that Lu Qinan went abroad to work like crazy, he didn't care about Lin Yan, but just worked on his own...

Thinking of this, Lu Qizhen suddenly felt somewhat regretful.

He is indeed too selfish, he only knows how to care about his brother, but he doesn't know that Lin Yan is his brother's heart and soul.Lin Yan is not well, how can Lu Qinan feel better?

Over the years, he has devoted all his energy to medical research, and has hardly had any contact with the outside world.

He has always been indifferent to Lu's affairs, and he doesn't have many friends, because those people's medical attainments are far inferior to his, and he has already left him behind.

As for Teng Ming, who treated him so tenderly some time ago, he finally couldn't stand his workaholic factor and left him.

Lu Qizhen had never carefully examined his own life, and when Dr. Chen reminded him, he suddenly felt very pitiful.

Apart from his job and Lu Qinan, a brother whose blood is thicker than water, he really seems to have nothing.

However, Lu Qinan is no longer his exclusive possession. Back then, the elder brother who would give half of the cake to him is now holding in his arms the person he wants to spend the rest of his life with. He will have a life of his own in the future. I'll be around myself again.

After realizing this, Lu Qizhen raised his head and said to Lu Qinan: "Brother, I'm sorry."

"Huh? Why did you suddenly speak so seriously?"

Lu Qinan was pulling out the finger that Lin Yan wanted to stick into his mouth, not wanting him to move around, but Lin Yan just stubbornly wanted to suck his own finger, which made Lu Qinan extremely helpless.

"Qizhen, look, he looks like you when you were a child. He always bites his fingers."

Lu Qinan pretended to be angry, and slapped Lin Yan's hand off. Lin Yan was in pain, and looked like he was about to cry. Lu Qinan didn't care if it was at Dr. Chen's house, he held Lin Yan's face and kissed her .

He hugged Lin Yan tenderly, stroking his thin back, and hugged him in his arms to comfort him: "Hey, stop making trouble. I'll take you home later."

Lin Yan leaned on his shoulder, and really stopped making trouble.She came out early in the morning, and was called in by Dr. Chen just now for questioning, crying and fussing, Lin Yan was already tired, lying on Lu Qinan's shoulder, she felt a little drowsy.

When Lu Qizhen saw them like this, he felt sore in his heart - if he cared about Lin Yan a little while Lu Qinan was abroad, even if it was just a phone call, and took him back to the hospital in time after discovering his abnormality, now they It won't be like this anymore.

Seeing the changes in the expression on Lu Qizhen's face, Dr. Chen guessed that it was almost the same, and said to Lu Qizhen again: "Young man, there are many things that are worth cherishing besides work. Be more careful in the future."

"Okay, I see. Thank you for reminding me, senior."

"The patient's name is..."

"Lin Yan."

"Continuation." Lu Qinan asked Lin Yan to straddle him, patted him on the back, and whispered in his ear as if he was coaxing an older child to sleep: "Sleep when you're sleepy, wait a minute I will carry you home."

"Well, Lin Yan's health is fine. You take him back and treat him well, maybe one day he will regain his sanity."

What Dr. Chen didn't say in the second half of the sentence is clearly—maybe Lin Yan will be like this for the rest of his life.