Rebirth - you don't bother me!
Chapter 72 Marriage
This chapter is written from the perspective of Liu Mei.
Putting on a white wedding dress, sitting in front of the mirror and staring blankly at the charming woman with a shy face in the mirror, is this really her?She also has... a day to officially marry in a wedding dress?
Looking back, those bitterness, those tortures, those pains that still make her feel cold and bitter are still vivid in her mind. Looking at her 32 years of life, except for the past half a year, which day is she happy?
Her eyes moved to the door in a daze, and she could hear her son's deep and joyful voice outside the door, and the son was also happy for her, with a smile on his lips, she knew that the person who cared most about her in this world would always be her son.
But this son is not her 'natural'...
Tears were falling, her son had died a long time ago, she had always known it when he committed suicide for the last time, as the closest person to her son, how could she not see that it was not Xiaochen who woke up ?
Xiaochen doesn't like to eat green vegetables, Xiaochen hasn't called her mother for a long time, and Xiaochen has no cleanliness.
If it is said that people will change their temperament after experiencing life and death, then it would have changed as early as when Xiaochen committed suicide for the first time, so why wait until now?
She still remembered that she was guarding Xiaochen's bed that day, and Xiaochen was sometimes sober and sometimes in a daze, this time he committed suicide, he exhausted all his strength, not only cut out his wrists but also took a lot of sleeping pills, his breath seemed to be absent, if he didn't Oxygen masks supply oxygen, perhaps early...
He clenched his hands in pain, as if there was still warmth from his son in his palm.
That afternoon, his son came to his senses again. He took her hand with great difficulty, and silently begged her to let him go. His eyes stared straight at her, and the longing in his eyes was like a knife. Make her bloody.
She couldn't believe that her son was already suffering to such an extent that he only wanted to be relieved by death. He couldn't bear the repeated blows...
It's her fault, she didn't play the role of a good mother, she made her son soaked in bitter water from birth, she made her son who was just sensible had to face gossip, she ruined her son Qualifications to be an upright man!
Tears poured down wildly. She hugged her son's arm and cried for a long time. Finally, after wiping away the tears and sitting up straight, she gently let go of her son's hand and watched him take off the oxygen mask. She watched her son lose his breath a little bit, and when he closed his eyes, he smiled happily. How many years has it been since she saw her son smile?It's been too long, and it's a bit blurry.
A full ten minutes, or longer?She just sat on the edge of the bed blankly like that, unable to tell what it was like in her heart, her tears seemed to have been shed just now, her eyes were dry and uncomfortable, but it was nothing compared to her empty heart, it was so cold , In this world, she has nothing left.
Looking down at her son An Xiang's face quietly, she was thinking, maybe this is her son's happiness?
But suddenly, her son's finger moved, and she was stunned, her dead heart pounding, jumping up, could it be that her son was reluctant to part with her?So back again?
She looked at her son's face without blinking her eyes, she waited for a long time, when only the body that was left warm slowly returned to the temperature it should have, when there was a faint beating sound from her chest that did not rise and fall, when she was pale The bloodless lips were faintly red again, and tears once again filled the eyelids.
It turned out that she didn't shed all her tears, but suppressed them all in her heart. It turned out that she didn't agree with her son's decision to give up her life, but just couldn't bear to see her son live in pain day by day. It turned out that seeing her son She was so happy to wake up and see her son abandoning 'happiness' and throwing himself back into her arms.
"Xiaochen, don't leave mom, mom only has you left, please, don't leave me..."
Crying and holding her son's hand tightly, she begged for her only support without a sound. She was afraid, afraid that her son would leave again.
The son really didn't leave again, but everything changed from the moment the son opened his eyes again.
Since when did you realize that your current son is not your former son?
That's right, Zai Chenchen ignored Chen Ziang, Zai Chenchen told her that he would go to the original school, when Chenchen was so moved that he took the meal she cooked herself, and he didn't get angry even when she deliberately turned into a pink girl , she knew that Xiaochen left, really left, her son... really didn't want her anymore, that's why she cried so much in Chenchen's arms one day when she couldn't hold on sad, but dusty...
Is he sad too?You especially remember the shock in Chenchen's eyes when she heard her cry, and when she held him tightly and said that he was the only one left, the longing and fragility in his eyes hurt her, she also had those eyes, I long for my son to like her like before, but I am afraid that it is just my own extravagant wish, so vulnerability becomes inevitable.
"Mom, what's wrong with you?"
The son's anxious voice outside the door awakened her, who was stuck in the memory, and looked up in a daze. The beautiful bride in the mirror had already cried and her makeup was already worn out, her eyes were swollen like walnuts, and she was ugly to death.
"Mom? What's the matter with you? Open the door quickly."
Her son's urgent urging warmed her heart. Presumably the son heard her cry, right?It's so embarrassing, I can cry when I think about it.
He stood up and opened the door. As soon as the door opened, his son rushed in anxiously. When he saw her crying miserably, his face changed instantly.
"Mom, you..."
'Shh~' Fingers stood on the edge of his lips, and a smile crept up the corner of his mouth little by little, "My dear son, Mom has nothing to do, just thinking about being a daughter-in-law and a wife in the future."
She loves her son, not only the one before, but also this one now. This son broke into her life when she was the most helpless and painful. They need each other, and no one can do without the other.
"Mom, you scared me to death."
Seeing that her son was greatly relieved, she wanted to laugh again, with tears in her smile, her silly son always put her first.
"Chenchen, today is mom's newborn, mom wants to have a heart-to-heart talk with you, is that okay?" Some things can be ignored without mentioning them, and she wants to talk to her son Kaicheng Bugong, not just to make herself feel at ease , also for...
Raising her hand to caress her son's head, she saw his son's occasional lonely appearance and felt pain in her heart. Who made Chenchen unhappy?Chenchen is sad, but his mother?
Every time I think of this, my heart will be stuffy. She is not a good mother, she is selfish, she is timid, and she is afraid that her son will leave her after talking about everything.
But today, she has to learn to be brave. Her son is not her life-saving straw. She shouldn't let her son down for her own sake. Let her go. When her son grows up, won't she have to let him go?
"What's the matter? Mom, tell me."
After a moment of silence, she hesitated and whispered, "Chenchen...isn't Liu Xiaochen at all?"
Seeing that Chenchen's face suddenly turned pale, she panicked, and held her son's hand tightly, "Chenchen, mom has no other intentions, mom just wants to tell you, mom knows you are not my son, but mom Thank you, it is you who made my mother come back to life again, mother's happiness today is all given by you, mother is proud of having a son like you, really, mother did not lie to you."
How could she be willing to make her son sad?From the day she recognized Chenchen, he was her son!
"mom……"
The choking voice made her heart ache again, she hugged her son tightly with both hands and said nothing, the two mothers didn't have so much nonsense to talk about, and both of them understood the feelings between each other.
After a long time, they looked at each other with a smile, and the conversation started, and the rest was much easier to say.
Holding her son's hand and sitting in the chair together, she quietly listened to his son telling his story, from life to death, and then from death to life, Chenchen told her in detail, and she was very troubled listening.
It turns out that Chenchen's former family members were so hateful, it turns out that sister Yayun is Chenchen's biological mother, and it turns out that the pride of Beichen's family is his son.
Sometimes laughing, sometimes crying, and finally holding her son up and down Beichen's house, except for sister Yayun and Beichentian, she scolded her for a long time before resting, her family Chenchen is so pitiful, she has suffered so much , but don't be afraid, in the future there will be two mothers who love him, and he will be the happiest child in the world.
"Actually, sister Yayun didn't come because she was afraid of embarrassment, right?" She pointed her finger at the tip of her son's nose. This stinky boy even said that sister Yayun had something to do. Seeing from his son's point of view, this was considered a white lie, so she let it go generously. Get over him.
After talking about everything, her heart went smoothly, and there were no worries. Amidst the roar of her godfather, she called a makeup artist to touch up her makeup. She sat in a chair and waited for her lover to pick her up. At this time, she was both excited and excited. Looking forward, her tomorrow is in Long Fei's hands.
Meeting people lively, exchanging rings sincerely, being teased all day long, occasionally sneaking a glance at her son, laughing, her son is worse than her, surrounded by several boys and girls, even if his son is wild The air-conditioning will only make those little boys and girls turn red, and not a single one backs down.
But the son is also lucky, with Long Yue escorting him, that real iceberg is so powerful, he can fall down with just one glance, hehe... Could this be the legendary flower guardian?
When it was very late, she and Long Fei were pushed into the bridal chamber together. She was nervous, her palms were sweaty, her face turned red uncontrollably, and she dared not look at people when she looked left and right.
"That... Meier looks really good today."
Seeing Long Fei giggling non-stop, his face became even redder, but his nervousness became less obviously.
"Long Fei, will you treat me well for the rest of your life?" Repressed and shy, she raised her head, and her hands involuntarily tightened her skirt.
"Yes, I will always be nice to you, and only to you."
"Thank you, Long Fei."
Don't worry, she is really relieved, with Long Fei's words, she believes that she will be happy, for sure!
Putting on a white wedding dress, sitting in front of the mirror and staring blankly at the charming woman with a shy face in the mirror, is this really her?She also has... a day to officially marry in a wedding dress?
Looking back, those bitterness, those tortures, those pains that still make her feel cold and bitter are still vivid in her mind. Looking at her 32 years of life, except for the past half a year, which day is she happy?
Her eyes moved to the door in a daze, and she could hear her son's deep and joyful voice outside the door, and the son was also happy for her, with a smile on his lips, she knew that the person who cared most about her in this world would always be her son.
But this son is not her 'natural'...
Tears were falling, her son had died a long time ago, she had always known it when he committed suicide for the last time, as the closest person to her son, how could she not see that it was not Xiaochen who woke up ?
Xiaochen doesn't like to eat green vegetables, Xiaochen hasn't called her mother for a long time, and Xiaochen has no cleanliness.
If it is said that people will change their temperament after experiencing life and death, then it would have changed as early as when Xiaochen committed suicide for the first time, so why wait until now?
She still remembered that she was guarding Xiaochen's bed that day, and Xiaochen was sometimes sober and sometimes in a daze, this time he committed suicide, he exhausted all his strength, not only cut out his wrists but also took a lot of sleeping pills, his breath seemed to be absent, if he didn't Oxygen masks supply oxygen, perhaps early...
He clenched his hands in pain, as if there was still warmth from his son in his palm.
That afternoon, his son came to his senses again. He took her hand with great difficulty, and silently begged her to let him go. His eyes stared straight at her, and the longing in his eyes was like a knife. Make her bloody.
She couldn't believe that her son was already suffering to such an extent that he only wanted to be relieved by death. He couldn't bear the repeated blows...
It's her fault, she didn't play the role of a good mother, she made her son soaked in bitter water from birth, she made her son who was just sensible had to face gossip, she ruined her son Qualifications to be an upright man!
Tears poured down wildly. She hugged her son's arm and cried for a long time. Finally, after wiping away the tears and sitting up straight, she gently let go of her son's hand and watched him take off the oxygen mask. She watched her son lose his breath a little bit, and when he closed his eyes, he smiled happily. How many years has it been since she saw her son smile?It's been too long, and it's a bit blurry.
A full ten minutes, or longer?She just sat on the edge of the bed blankly like that, unable to tell what it was like in her heart, her tears seemed to have been shed just now, her eyes were dry and uncomfortable, but it was nothing compared to her empty heart, it was so cold , In this world, she has nothing left.
Looking down at her son An Xiang's face quietly, she was thinking, maybe this is her son's happiness?
But suddenly, her son's finger moved, and she was stunned, her dead heart pounding, jumping up, could it be that her son was reluctant to part with her?So back again?
She looked at her son's face without blinking her eyes, she waited for a long time, when only the body that was left warm slowly returned to the temperature it should have, when there was a faint beating sound from her chest that did not rise and fall, when she was pale The bloodless lips were faintly red again, and tears once again filled the eyelids.
It turned out that she didn't shed all her tears, but suppressed them all in her heart. It turned out that she didn't agree with her son's decision to give up her life, but just couldn't bear to see her son live in pain day by day. It turned out that seeing her son She was so happy to wake up and see her son abandoning 'happiness' and throwing himself back into her arms.
"Xiaochen, don't leave mom, mom only has you left, please, don't leave me..."
Crying and holding her son's hand tightly, she begged for her only support without a sound. She was afraid, afraid that her son would leave again.
The son really didn't leave again, but everything changed from the moment the son opened his eyes again.
Since when did you realize that your current son is not your former son?
That's right, Zai Chenchen ignored Chen Ziang, Zai Chenchen told her that he would go to the original school, when Chenchen was so moved that he took the meal she cooked herself, and he didn't get angry even when she deliberately turned into a pink girl , she knew that Xiaochen left, really left, her son... really didn't want her anymore, that's why she cried so much in Chenchen's arms one day when she couldn't hold on sad, but dusty...
Is he sad too?You especially remember the shock in Chenchen's eyes when she heard her cry, and when she held him tightly and said that he was the only one left, the longing and fragility in his eyes hurt her, she also had those eyes, I long for my son to like her like before, but I am afraid that it is just my own extravagant wish, so vulnerability becomes inevitable.
"Mom, what's wrong with you?"
The son's anxious voice outside the door awakened her, who was stuck in the memory, and looked up in a daze. The beautiful bride in the mirror had already cried and her makeup was already worn out, her eyes were swollen like walnuts, and she was ugly to death.
"Mom? What's the matter with you? Open the door quickly."
Her son's urgent urging warmed her heart. Presumably the son heard her cry, right?It's so embarrassing, I can cry when I think about it.
He stood up and opened the door. As soon as the door opened, his son rushed in anxiously. When he saw her crying miserably, his face changed instantly.
"Mom, you..."
'Shh~' Fingers stood on the edge of his lips, and a smile crept up the corner of his mouth little by little, "My dear son, Mom has nothing to do, just thinking about being a daughter-in-law and a wife in the future."
She loves her son, not only the one before, but also this one now. This son broke into her life when she was the most helpless and painful. They need each other, and no one can do without the other.
"Mom, you scared me to death."
Seeing that her son was greatly relieved, she wanted to laugh again, with tears in her smile, her silly son always put her first.
"Chenchen, today is mom's newborn, mom wants to have a heart-to-heart talk with you, is that okay?" Some things can be ignored without mentioning them, and she wants to talk to her son Kaicheng Bugong, not just to make herself feel at ease , also for...
Raising her hand to caress her son's head, she saw his son's occasional lonely appearance and felt pain in her heart. Who made Chenchen unhappy?Chenchen is sad, but his mother?
Every time I think of this, my heart will be stuffy. She is not a good mother, she is selfish, she is timid, and she is afraid that her son will leave her after talking about everything.
But today, she has to learn to be brave. Her son is not her life-saving straw. She shouldn't let her son down for her own sake. Let her go. When her son grows up, won't she have to let him go?
"What's the matter? Mom, tell me."
After a moment of silence, she hesitated and whispered, "Chenchen...isn't Liu Xiaochen at all?"
Seeing that Chenchen's face suddenly turned pale, she panicked, and held her son's hand tightly, "Chenchen, mom has no other intentions, mom just wants to tell you, mom knows you are not my son, but mom Thank you, it is you who made my mother come back to life again, mother's happiness today is all given by you, mother is proud of having a son like you, really, mother did not lie to you."
How could she be willing to make her son sad?From the day she recognized Chenchen, he was her son!
"mom……"
The choking voice made her heart ache again, she hugged her son tightly with both hands and said nothing, the two mothers didn't have so much nonsense to talk about, and both of them understood the feelings between each other.
After a long time, they looked at each other with a smile, and the conversation started, and the rest was much easier to say.
Holding her son's hand and sitting in the chair together, she quietly listened to his son telling his story, from life to death, and then from death to life, Chenchen told her in detail, and she was very troubled listening.
It turns out that Chenchen's former family members were so hateful, it turns out that sister Yayun is Chenchen's biological mother, and it turns out that the pride of Beichen's family is his son.
Sometimes laughing, sometimes crying, and finally holding her son up and down Beichen's house, except for sister Yayun and Beichentian, she scolded her for a long time before resting, her family Chenchen is so pitiful, she has suffered so much , but don't be afraid, in the future there will be two mothers who love him, and he will be the happiest child in the world.
"Actually, sister Yayun didn't come because she was afraid of embarrassment, right?" She pointed her finger at the tip of her son's nose. This stinky boy even said that sister Yayun had something to do. Seeing from his son's point of view, this was considered a white lie, so she let it go generously. Get over him.
After talking about everything, her heart went smoothly, and there were no worries. Amidst the roar of her godfather, she called a makeup artist to touch up her makeup. She sat in a chair and waited for her lover to pick her up. At this time, she was both excited and excited. Looking forward, her tomorrow is in Long Fei's hands.
Meeting people lively, exchanging rings sincerely, being teased all day long, occasionally sneaking a glance at her son, laughing, her son is worse than her, surrounded by several boys and girls, even if his son is wild The air-conditioning will only make those little boys and girls turn red, and not a single one backs down.
But the son is also lucky, with Long Yue escorting him, that real iceberg is so powerful, he can fall down with just one glance, hehe... Could this be the legendary flower guardian?
When it was very late, she and Long Fei were pushed into the bridal chamber together. She was nervous, her palms were sweaty, her face turned red uncontrollably, and she dared not look at people when she looked left and right.
"That... Meier looks really good today."
Seeing Long Fei giggling non-stop, his face became even redder, but his nervousness became less obviously.
"Long Fei, will you treat me well for the rest of your life?" Repressed and shy, she raised her head, and her hands involuntarily tightened her skirt.
"Yes, I will always be nice to you, and only to you."
"Thank you, Long Fei."
Don't worry, she is really relieved, with Long Fei's words, she believes that she will be happy, for sure!
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