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Chu Cheng's sobriety, after he calmed down later, was actually not an auspicious omen.

But at that time, because of that call, I was looking forward to it for a long time, so the subtle ominousness in my heart was quickly and deliberately discarded by everyone to an extremely hidden corner.

Everyone was so happy, dancing around Chucheng, asking him if he had any memory during the mutation.Surrounded by the crowd, the handsome man answered everyone's questions reasonably, expressed his gratitude to everyone just right, and then exchanged information together, talking about the current situation.

Hearing Lin Yu's decision to go northwest, Chu Cheng didn't refute. He thought for a while, highly praised Lin Yu's judgment, and told some things about the northwest to everyone who didn't understand.

"As far as I know, judging from the current situation, we shouldn't be short of food!" Chu Cheng frowned, and said, "Basic things like food belong to strategic reserves. Such a huge crisis. You say that only the northwest part is ruled by warlords? Will civilians be accepted there?"

Seeing Lin Yu nodding his head, Chu Cheng thought about it, and speculated that it is very likely that the base was established at the location of the strategic reserve, so that place can be so peaceful.

But even though that place was the best choice at the moment, Chu Cheng still felt that something was slightly wrong, but he couldn't say much.After all, there is no better choice than going to the Northwest.

Moreover, what happened next made Chucheng completely unable to distract himself from the problem of the way to go.

His body started to feel wrong again.

It's not the kind of total loss of reason that he had before, but an unbearable urge to keep transforming, as if something is suppressed in his body, but he can't find an outlet for it to explode.

The car stumbled and headed from the central part to the northwest, the food disappeared little by little on the road, and then took risks to explore the small towns close to the city, fighting with mutated animals, in order to seize the poor food.

Along the way, there are tigers with wings, a cat the size of a horse, a giant bird that moves quickly and can emit hypnotic sound waves, etc., and has experienced countless near-deaths along the way.

The Lin family had to be thankful that Chu Cheng was with them, otherwise, even if their lives were not in danger, they might not be able to maintain their own survival like now, and they were not particularly embarrassed.

Along the way, Chu Cheng seldom changed back to the snake tail, because Chu Cheng always found it very difficult to restrain himself.As long as he turns into a snake tail, his restraint will become weaker and weaker. Looking at the animals or humans in front of him, it feels like looking at some kind of edible meat.

He didn't like this feeling, plus, when he became a snake tail, he would always think of some things before, so he simply restrained himself.

However, his behavior was discovered by Lin Yu. Lin Yu was a little worried, so on this day, the Hummer, which was already scarred and bruised, found a fairly remote mountain path, and then the family stopped and took out the food they found in the previous village. Yes, some spoiled food.Then he ate the beast meat that was also killed and cooked in the previous village.

Chu Cheng has always eaten less. After the apocalypse, Lin Yu's habit of hibernating like a wild beast, eating crazily and gaining weight in case there is no food, has gradually subsided. He is not like Doudou, who is growing his body and changing directions. Some lean toward physical strength, so they are still hungry every day. Before, they would eat wildly, but they just wanted to eat less. Now that they lack clothes and wear less, of course it will not be the same as before.

He only took half a biscuit and a piece of meat the size of a palm, and then found Chu Cheng who was gnawing on the meat bored by the side, and sat beside him.

Chu Cheng was grinding his teeth, feeling that the jerky was cold and hard, and he was not hungry, so he must have been grinding his teeth.Seeing Lin Yu sitting down now, he was a little surprised.

Nothing else. Ever since he recovered, Lin Yu has been avoiding him. Occasionally he can't dodge, and his eyes usually flicker. Chu Cheng knows what's going on. Maybe Lin Yu is here because of the things he didn't know before. Excuse me.

It was not easy for Chu Cheng to force him. Seeing Lin Yu's red ears and wandering eyes, he really looked like a rabbit crowing in the wind.Chu Cheng didn't dare to look at him too much. If he looked at that expression and appearance too much, he felt as if his heart was being gently scratched by little claws, and he just wanted to do something out of control.

So it was not only Lin Yu who avoided him, but Chu Cheng also took great care to avoid suspicion.

In particular, just seeing Lin Yu's expression during the day, at night I kept dreaming about that young body, sticky humming, weeping panting and begging for mercy.

The first few times when he woke up from a dream, Chu Cheng would be very embarrassed to find that he was like a stupefied boy, and he was released from the dream.

At first, I felt that it was a relationship that had been suppressed for too long, but later on, I became more and more sensitive to smells, especially when Lin Yu exercised, the body odor, which seemed to be a reminder and love fragrance, spread crazily. Chu Cheng felt that his Self-control encounters new challenges every day.

What's even more frightening is that the person who has done countless things in the dream doesn't realize it, and smiles heartlessly at his family every day. Those bright and round eyes are like a puppy who trusts his master unconditionally. There is simply defenselessness.

It's just... It makes people want to collapse at any time.

As a result, Chu Cheng paid more and more attention to keeping his guard away from him.

He was unprepared, he treated his family as if he treated him like that, even when he was unconscious, he made Chucheng do so many things that crossed the line.Now, instead, he felt as if he had allowed others to do bad things, with a touch of guilt and shyness, which made Chucheng feel very guilty.

It was so serious that when I recalled it occasionally, the first time I saw this boy was at a very lively country banquet, where everyone was laughing, drinking and chatting.

The young man was holding a bowl full of meals, as if he was eating his last meal, his expression was as devout as a pilgrimage, and his eyes were full of happiness.

This looks a little silly, which makes people laugh.

But of course Chu Cheng at that time couldn't laugh. The only warmth in his life, that kind old man, had turned into cold ashes, lying in the jar in his hand.

The old man who was strong and strong during his lifetime was only the size of a jar when he died and burned.In this life, he went to the battlefield first and then started a business. He used to have nothing and was once rich.Once high-spirited, once old and strong; once loved someone vigorously, and once waited for that person for a lifetime in sadness and despair.

The old man's life is like a well-made movie, with white clouds and dogs, red faces and white hair, tear-jerking emotions, and unswerving love and hatred waiting until death.

But so what?

He is dead, can no longer smile, can no longer tell him, Xiaocheng, don't be extreme, everything in this world, just experience it.

From Chucheng's point of view, this is just self-consolation for the old man who has suffered all his life and cannot stay with the one he loves forever.

The old man once walked out of the war-torn place with his lover's body on his back, and once buried his lover in the wild with green mountains and green waters.

He thought he would always remember that place, but when he went there later, the mountain capital had been razed.

That place has become the outskirts of a prosperous small town, and the people during that time are comfortable and happy, and they seem to have the warmth and laziness of a small town.

No one knows that a man with two dimples was buried there when he laughed. The man was only 22 years old when he died. The man loved another man. Before he died, he told him to marry a wife and have children. over him.

The old man sighed as soon as he said it later, but he wasn't heartbroken, just calm and regretful.He always felt that although that person never fell into a dream after that, he must be waiting for him at the other end of the surging river.

So when he was dying, the old man told Chu Cheng, who was like a trapped beast, not to be too stubborn, but to enjoy and experience.

In fact, the old man doesn't care what will happen to his property. He has left enough real estate and investment funds for Chucheng. survived.

What's more, Chucheng has always been good enough.

What the old man was most worried about was those wolf-like eyes.Lonely, calm, not like a child's eyes at all, and, except for the old man himself, at other times, he is indifferent and has no interest in the world.

The old man asked earnestly when he was dying, Chu Cheng nodded with red eyes, hid in the empty and lonely house and howled heartbreakingly all night.Wipe away your tears and start dealing with uncles who are as difficult and greedy as scavengers.

Chu Cheng complied with his grandfather's entrustment, but he never agreed with the old man's views.

In his view, life is like this, love must be obtained, hate must be revenged.

What's more, after his grandfather passed away, he had nothing. What he wanted to experience the most was... to get revenge on those people who watched his grandfather die coldly and wanted to get a share of it.

Then, he returned to his hometown with his grandfather's ashes in his arms.

At that time, he was diagnosed with advanced gastric cancer. When he returned home, he made up his mind that no matter what method he took, he would let his grandfather return to his roots.

Under such circumstances, Chu Cheng, whose heart was ashamed at the time when he saw the serious-looking young man, felt a slight twitch in his heart.Then with a hoarse voice, he asked who the village head was.

At the time, it was only common.

In a person's life, there will be many moments when the heart moves slightly.

Seeing beautiful scenery, seeing cute animals, seeing couples walking in the sunset holding hands, seeing all the beautiful things...

In these beautiful moments, people will be touched.

But what will be sung and interpreted by artists and writers time and time again, what is called fate, is what happened after these slight movements...

For example, at that time, Chu Cheng just slid past with a simple glance.

It never occurred to me that this young man was so focused on eating.In the future, I will take him in and take care of him. Although he is not very attentive, he is still considerate and generous.

I never thought that this simple glance would turn into gratitude when I was weak, trust and dependence when I mutated, and the idea of ​​being a protector later... until the last... heartbeat...

Chu Cheng is not a good person.

He has always paid attention to appearance, just like the intricate and colorful patterns of snakes.The more poisonous it is, the more colorful it is.From Chu Cheng's point of view, a personable appearance and a faint smile can not only make people feel good, but also easily lower their vigilance.

He has always been used to using the simplest method to get the biggest benefit.

But no matter what his appearance looks like, Chu Cheng's heart has never changed. He has crazy methods like a wild beast, coupled with calm and dormant ambition and restraint, and...

Turning his head to look at the young man sitting beside him and looking at him with wet eyes, Chu Cheng's heart jumped wildly.

Calm dormancy and calculation, crazy tricks and ambitions, madness and love-hate distinctions that are completely different from grandpa's persuasion... All these mixed emotions gather around this young man who seems to be emitting hormones, suddenly and slowly boiling metamorphosis -

Chu Cheng suddenly realized that this sudden new emotion, if not unexpected... is the mood of wanting to [possess] something he really wants...