Drowning Reborn

Jiang Zechen sat on the bed blankly, sullen and numb on the surface, tangled and screaming in his heart, because he actually had a dream after getting drunk yesterday—"birthday"!

——Of course, erotic dreams are not what Jiang Zechen struggles with. Men, as long as they are old, there are very few people who can’t have erotic dreams. One of the participants turned out to be Jiang Zehan! !

— Nima must have done something wrong!How could I possibly miss Jiang Zehan trying to have sex with him on the bed? !It would be more fun to let Jiang Zehan kill himself directly!How much I hate myself for having such a dream!The moment Jiang Zechen opened his eyes, he was full of despair about his life...

——Tell me, how could he in the dream be so bold that he would collapse without seeing Jiang Zehan's face...?

Jiang Zechen couldn't remember the specific content of the dream. The dream was originally blurry, and it was even more elusive under the catalysis of alcohol.But although the details were blurred, Jiang Zechen remembered clearly that the guy who was in bed with him one way or another must be Jiang Zehan, not someone else.

The swollen brain and lazy and sore body after a drunk hangover seem to bring Jiang Zechen back to his previous life - he is already too familiar with the feeling of drinking and indulging in sex.

Putting his hand under the quilt and touching his still wet underwear, Jiang Zechen silently covered his face with the other hand - he actually slept until dawn like this...

After two lifetimes, Jiang Zechen began to doubt his own sexuality for the first time.He is not a simple and ignorant person. His experience in his previous life has made him familiar with all kinds of corrupt scenes. Among the friends who spend time with him, there are indeed some who prefer to play with boys, but Jiang Zechen has never been interested in men. What he likes are soft girls, whether it is for sex, flirting or lust, the object is always the opposite sex - of course, Jiang Zechen will not hold those beautiful and delicate boys in his arms for a kiss or something Resentment, just lack of sexual drive.

--first!This is the first time!Jiang Zechen realized that he might actually miss a man!

If this man was someone else, it would be okay, the integrity of the second young master of the Jiang family would have been broken long ago. He has done enough unorthodox things, and there is no pressure to add one more thing. How did he live--yes, if he really likes it, Jiang Zechen is not unacceptable to pursue a man, but the question is, why is that man damn Jiang!Ze!Han!ah! !

——There must be something wrong, he is absolutely impossible...or dare not have any thoughts about Jiang Zehan...Is it because alcohol and lust in his previous life were always conjoined twins, so he has long been used to looking for Jiang Zehan after drunk? I came here for a personal post, but last night I couldn't come to actual combat, so I had a sexual dream?As for the object of the sex dream, maybe it was because the only person who dangled in front of him before he was drunk was Jiang Zehan, so the brain simply used him as a template?Jiang Zechen comforted himself in this way, trying to find an excuse for himself, but this kind of excuse, which even a child can't fool, can't convince the anxious heart of the second young master of the Jiang family.

Weakly climbing down from the bed, he found new underwear and put them on. Jiang Zechen carefully slipped to the bathroom holding the pair of underwear that made him want to destroy his body, trying to destroy it before other people—mainly Jiang Zehan—discovered it. evidence.

——It's a pity that the sky fails to fulfill people's wishes.

The moment Jiang Zechen turned on the tap, Jiang Zehan, who had been vigilant since last night, immediately heard the sound of water flowing, took a deep breath, and pushed open the door of Jiang Zechen's room.

"Xiaochen, are you awake?" As usual, he greeted with a relaxed and cheerful tone. Jiang Zehan's voice startled Jiang Zechen, who had been in a tense state, turned his head stiffly, and grinned in embarrassment, "Uh... Um... yes, yes..."

"What are you washing?" Frowning, not caring about his younger brother's unnaturalness, Jiang Zehan glanced into the sink casually, and immediately smiled ambiguously and meaningfully, "Oh..."

This repeated "Oh" made Jiang Zechen feel embarrassed and teeth itchy, and said to himself, "If you know that this is what I thought of you, let's see if you still dare to laugh like that!" Trying to pretend to be indifferent, "Oh what! Isn't this a normal thing?! Don't tell me you haven't had it!"

"Okay, brother knows, this is normal." Jiang Zehan smiled lightly, pinched his younger brother's cheeks that were tough on the outside and soft on the inside, and blinked his eyes tacitly, "When you are full, you will overflow, which means that my Xiaochen is very healthy."

"..." The corner of his mouth twitched weakly, Jiang Zechen turned his head and continued rubbing his underwear viciously, determined not to continue this extremely dangerous topic, and Jiang Zehan also judged the situation and stopped talking.

——Jiang Zehan felt very lucky in his heart that his careless younger brother hadn't noticed yet.Knowing that Jiang Zechen wasn't ready yet, Jiang Zehan didn't want to expose everything suddenly, scare his brother away, and didn't want to bring him too much burden, so it's best to proceed step by step.

Last night, Jiang Zehan was so angry that he almost lost his mind. The scale of his actions had completely exceeded what he had planned. Although he tried his best to restrain himself and did not leave any suspicious marks on him, there was almost nothing left. The last step is not completed.On the way, Jiang Zehan knew clearly that Jiang Zechen had opened his eyes and saw him. Although his eyes were still blurred and his mind was not clear, it was enough for him to remember himself in his mind.

Because he was afraid that Jiang Zechen would remember his face and doubt him, Jiang Zehan deliberately left a pair of underwear after cleaning up the traces, as evidence of "a sexual dream".

If Jiang Zechen didn't remember anything, then it didn't matter, and if he left an impression about him, then it would be useful to plan ahead, and maybe even go a step further.

Firstly, Jiang Zehan can take advantage of Jiang Zechen's drunken delirious state to push everything to the dream world and Jiang Zechen himself, so as to clear the responsibility. He will have some hidden thoughts about his elder brother to break the deadlock between brothers and sisters.

——In order to achieve his goal, Jiang Zehan has never been afraid to use any means, and he thinks that he is enough to show mercy to Jiang Zechen.

Doing his best and obeying the destiny, Jiang Zehan has done everything that can lead Jiang Zechen to deviate. As for whether the other party can do what he wants, it depends on Jiang Zechen himself.Therefore, Jiang Zehan has always been uneasy, for fear that this impulsiveness will ruin his step-by-step progress, and he will have to use more drastic means to deal with his younger brother.

——Fortunately, his younger brother is slow enough and trusts him... enough.Jiang Zehan really didn't know whether this was a good thing or a bad thing.

It's a pity that if Jiang Zehan can't pierce the veil of brothers' taboos, he won't be able to ask Jiang Zechen the question that has been tormenting him since last night.

——Why is Jiang Zechen so familiar with love affairs?And how did he know that Jiang Zechen was familiar with love affairs?

Jiang Zehan wouldn't be so stupid as to jump down that deep pit without making complete preparations, and get bruised all over his body, even if he desperately wanted to know the secrets at the bottom of the pit.

——He has always been able to endure, so this time is the same.

——One day, sooner or later, after he got what he wanted, he will be able to know this secret.But before that...let's let the little bastard Jiang Zechen go.

——After all, Jiang Zehan is still Jiang Zechen's elder brother, he has no reason to question him and force him to control his lower body for himself.

The gratification and happiness gradually faded away, and the unwillingness and annoyance invaded Jiang Zehan's nerves again, making his eyes look extremely dull and sharp.Stared at by such eyes, Jiang Zechen felt that his body was getting stiffer and stiffer. He was in a state of guilty conscience and couldn't continue to withstand such huge pressure and ignore his elder brother. Finally, with the tragic mood of Jing Ke assassinating Qin, Turned off the faucet, turned around holding wet panties, "...Brother, what's wrong? Keep staring at me...?"

"It's nothing, I'm just thinking about something." Jiang Zehan smiled lightly and shook his head, timely covering up the danger in his eyes, approaching Jiang Zechen, who appeared suspicious on the surface but actually seemed to be facing a formidable enemy, held his shoulder with one hand, and covered his forehead with the other , the eyes, expression and tone of voice are full of sincere gentleness and concern, "Xiaochen, do you have a headache?"

"It's, it's okay..." Uncontrollably blushing, Jiang Zechen felt for the first time that it was such an unbearable burden of life to be so unguardedly approaching and intimacy with the object of his sexual dream.

——Drunk hangover or something, although it is indeed uncomfortable, but compared to Jiang Zehan in front of him, everything is just a cloud...

Sometimes, when someone doesn't pay attention to another person, then whatever that person does, doesn't care.But once you suddenly pay attention and pay attention, you will involuntarily discover many things that you have ignored, and even wonder why they have been ignored by you for so long...

Jiang Zechen has always known that his elder brother has a good appearance, but he has never paid attention to how good he is. Anyway, as long as he is not a rival in love, he has nothing to do with what other men look like.However, on this morning, Jiang Zechen had to discover for the first time that his brother was indeed very good-looking and could easily attract everyone's attention.

White casual shirt, blue jeans, the extremely simple dress makes Jiang Zehan look refreshing, clean and full of vitality; the face with a faint smile is leisurely and soft, the three-dimensional and deep facial features are perfect, and the black eyes are slightly squinted It is full of undisguised affection, almost drowning——Jiang Zechen’s heartbeat accelerated involuntarily, and he seemed to finally understand why Chunmeng, representing his own subconscious, chose Jiang Zehan as another protagonist—his brother...indeed Is a big beauty!

——At this time, Jiang Zechen is still able to think about these things, Jiang Zechen really wants to kneel for himself. ORZ hurriedly pushed Jiang Zehan away, and casually said a few perfunctory words that he didn't even understand. Jiang Zechen escaped in embarrassment The bathroom also escaped Jiang Zehan's sight, he felt that he had to calm down.

——Jiang Zechen, who didn't dare to look at Jiang Zehan at all, naturally didn't notice the smug smile hanging on the corner of Jiang Zehan's mouth as he watched him leave.

In the following days, Jiang Zechen felt that he seemed to be living in dire straits.

He warned himself to put his mind right, for the sake of his own life and for his happiness or sex in the rest of his life, absolutely not to have any bad thoughts towards Jiang Zehan, but sometimes, people have rebellious mentality, even for themselves. No exception.The more he wanted to control, the more his thoughts became like a wild horse running wild, and the habit he had formed long ago made Jiang Zechen helpless to himself.

Like Jiang Zehan, Jiang Zechen has long been used to paying attention to his brother's every move, and getting used to spending time together in front of him when there is nothing to do-but this kind of simple attention was completely overturned after the night of Jiang Zechen's three views. But it seemed to carry a special meaning, so special that Jiang Zechen was terrified.

Jiang Zechen tried his best to ignore Jiang Zehan, tried to make himself disappear from the other party's field of vision, and act as a transparent person, but his way of restraining and staying away attracted the other party's attention. Every time he saw Jiang Zehan, he was full of worry and earnestness Lost and puzzled eyes, Jiang Zechen felt that he seemed to have done something unkind, and he was sorry for Jiang Zehan.

--wrong!It was because he didn't want to feel sorry for Jiang Zehan, that's why he had to do this!

The rest of the summer vacation came to an end in this atmosphere full of struggles and temptations. In order to save himself and Jiang Zehan (?), Jiang Zechen responded without hesitation to the school's "In order to sprint for the college entrance examination without distraction, the final With the suggestion of "good to live in school", I actively faced the suspicious eyes of the class teacher and asked her for a dormitory application form.

——In the eyes of the teacher in charge, Jiang Zechen has never been linked to words like "college entrance examination" and "study"...

Apparently, what even the head teacher found abrupt was completely unexpected for the other two members of the Jiang family.When Jiang Zechen took the completed dormitory application form to Mrs. Jiang to sign and announced his plan, Jiang Zehan and Mrs. Jiang didn't react for a long time.

"Live on campus?!" Jiang Zehan frowned tightly, with incredible doubts and firm opposition on his face.He could guess the reason why Jiang Zechen did this - to avoid him, no doubt - but this reason was the most unacceptable to Jiang Zehan.

Obviously everything is moving in the direction he wants, and Jiang Zechen's eyes are gradually changing when he looks at him, obviously that "pure brotherhood" has been slowly stained with impurities, even though Jiang Zehan understands Jiang Zechen's desire to dodge, But she didn't want to condone his avoidance at all.

——And... live in school?Maybe that means that Jiang Zechen will have more time to kiss and practice "skills" with his mysterious little girlfriend, right?

"Xiaochen, why do you want to live on campus? Isn't it good to live at home?" Jiang Zehan suppressed his irritability and anxiety, and spoke softly, trying to persuade him.

"...for...for studying, I'm already in my third year of high school, and I'm about to take the college entrance examination soon! Brother, you know that my grades are not good. If you study hard this year, maybe your score will increase by a few dozen Let's share!" Jiang Zechen replied with a guilty conscience - even he himself scoffed at this answer, and naturally, he couldn't fool Mrs. Jiang and Jiang Zehan.

"Although Xiaochen's grades are indeed not very good, if you perform normally, your scores in cultural subjects are enough to be admitted to B Film University, which is the best film and television school! Moreover, you have rich experience in acting, and you have already made a breakthrough. With my own fame, I believe that there will be no problem in being admitted to the B Film University." Jiang Zehan patiently broke down the unnecessary and inconvenient dormitory and told Jiang Zechen, "Also, when you were in the third year of high school Don’t you also have to accept a script? After all, it’s inconvenient to go to the production team from school every day. Leaving early and returning late, and irregular schedules will also affect other students. Besides, the conditions in the dormitory are not good, and the food is also poor. It’s not as comfortable as at home. , you must not be used to living and eating——I know Xiaochen’s food and housing conditions were not good when you were filming, but it was temporary, and living in a dormitory lasted for a year!"

Hearing Jiang Zehan's painstaking words, Jiang Zechen was also in great pain - he really didn't want to live in the dormitory at all!If there was no reversal on the night of his birthday, Jiang Zechen felt that he would never be in the dormitory for the rest of his life, but... But as long as he can avoid Jiang Zehan, even if he lives in the dormitory, he can bear it!

He shook his head stubbornly, expressing that he was not persuaded at all, Jiang Zechen looked stubborn, and turned his attention to Madam Jiang instead, "Mom, I grow up and want to learn to be independent, and I have already agreed with Li Shaoming to live together Dormitory, live in a room, you can't let me break my promise and get fat!"

Mrs. Jiang pondered, looked at her son who was full of pleading and anticipation, and then at Jiang Zehan who had a gloomy face and tightly pursed lips, and finally asked hesitantly, "Chenchen, do you really have to make a decision? Won't you go back on your word? "

"Absolutely not!" Jiang Zechen replied firmly.

Mrs. Jiang was a little helpless. On the one hand, she really didn't want her newly raised (?) son to live in a dormitory, and she was also worried that the pampered Jiang Zechen would not get used to the environment of the school dormitory and the food in the cafeteria, and would be wronged. But on the other hand, , Jiang Zechen going to live in the dormitory, doesn't it mean that he will be separated from Jiang Zehan?

Mrs. Jiang, who has long felt that it is strange and dangerous to be so sticky between brothers, agrees with all methods that can make the relationship between the two of them a little bit farther away—of course, Mrs. Jiang only feels danger from the perspective of the Jiang brothers themselves, not It reminded me of something more taboo—and Mrs. Jiang, who had almost regarded confrontation with Jiang Zehan as her instinct, had already habitually agreed with all the things Jiang Zehan opposed.

Finally, after weighing things up, Mrs. Jiang made a decision, "Okay, since Chenchen has already made up his mind, then mom will support you, and Chenchen should also learn to be self-reliant."

After taking the application form handed over by Jiang Zechen, Mrs. Jiang, who is the [true] guardian, signed her name with a swipe of a pen, which was regarded as announcing the final result. No matter how unwilling Jiang Zehan was, there was nothing she could do about it.

——Madam Jiang is the Queen Mother who beat the Cowherd and the Weaver Girl, Ma Wencai who intervened between Liang Shanbo and Zhu Yingtai, and the family hatred that caused the tragedy of Romeo and Juliet. In short, Jiang Zehan was defeated by Madam Jiang again His subordinates were defeated without any suspense...