Hero, I want to accompany you all

This "Philosophy" is worthy of being the treasure of Chongyuan Sect's township education, and its opening statement directly points to people's hearts.After completing a set of questionnaires in the foreword, my life suddenly became brighter, and I returned to the normal life track from the edge of schizophrenia.

It turned out that my attachment to the leader was not mental illness, it was just a form of love.When you like someone, you will want to tie him to your side, lock him up forever, and keep him from being seen by others. This is the normal mentality of people in love. I just cling to him because I have too much affection.

Then there is a tendency to love death and love, but it is not serious.Bundling PLAY or something is completely within the scope of normal love interests.Although it is very likely that I was a cold-blooded underworld killer and SMPLAY hobby before crossing, my mental state is still within the controllable range, and I just need to tolerate these small shortcomings without being too nervous.

Hehehe, I see, I am still a normal person!

The words of the ancestors are really golden rules.Without the enlightenment of this "Philosophy♂", how can I correctly understand my own psychology and behavior, and embark on a smooth path in life again?The preface alone has solved the psychological burden that has tortured me for three or four years, and the content behind it is naturally more deafening.

于是我把第2-24章和附录1、2、3的全部内容用宋体12号字仔细抄在了一沓稿纸上。抄罢之后，反复细思，惊觉竟已将大半本书的内容全数牢记在心，一字不漏。

My feelings over the years are really good, maybe I have some fate with the ancestor, otherwise how can I be able to remember the essence of the classics that make others sleep when they look at them, and draw inferences from one instance?

What I lack is practice.

I reluctantly returned the book to Master Lu, and began to conceive how to kidnap the leader.According to the theory of the patriarch, the reason why I think about him day and night is probably because I failed to get him. If one day I can tie him up and lock him into a small black room as I wish, maybe it will disappear Obsession, a new life.

If you really can't let go after doing this and that, then it's true love.For this kind of situation, there are also teachings in that book-that is, to prolong this behavior for a long time, and to implement various spiritual education on him, until he contracted the "Stockholm Syndrome", and in turn fell in love with me and could not leave me , then we can be together happily in the future.

It's just that in this Chongyuan sect, it's quite difficult to do these things to the leader of this sect.And... For some reason, whenever I seriously want to implement the content of Chapter 12, Section 4, Article 9, a sense of shame and guilt will suddenly burst out in my heart, preventing me from going further.

This feels really tangled.

Although I was a delinquent boy in my early years, I was also a cold-blooded killer and a pervert, but I have been subjected to Marxism-Leninism for many years after entering the Chongyuan Sect... No, it is obviously Chongyuanism, what does Marxism-Leninism do?In short, I have been educated to love and defend the religion for many years, and I am proud of obeying the religious rules and loving the leader. When I suddenly think of doing that kind of thing to the leader, it is inevitable that I feel a little guilty.

But I'm not a good person at all... Am I not a cold-blooded killer?At that time, the leader also encouraged me to say, people in the Jianghu are all here, how can there be anyone in this world who does not do evil?At that time, the leader encouraged me very gently, telling me not to be burdened, so even if I tried it for a while, the leader probably wouldn't mind too much, right?

If he really minds, let him fall in love with me with all his heart!

But who knows that the plan can't keep up with the changes.I had just memorized the 40-page plan by heart, and the draft was torn up and fed to the sika deer that were grazing in the back mountain, and a sword was pressed against the vest.The point of the sword had penetrated into the flesh a little, as if blood had already flowed down the clothes.

In fact, the back of the heart is not as good as the side of the neck, the flesh is thicker, and there are no important blood vessels and nerves, and there are ribs blocking it.To kill someone, it takes far more energy than cutting the carotid artery, and if I want to call someone, he won't have time to stop it.

I can think of this kind of thing when someone holds a sword against me. Maybe I was a top killer before crossing over.The two-knife killer at the back suddenly withdrew the tip of the sword, I straightened my body forward and was about to use lightness kung fu to escape, the tip of the sword hit me again with deep internal force, I don't know which acupuncture point it hit, I couldn't move at all.

The man breathed a sigh of relief, kicked me down, took a few steps and squatted in front of me and said, "Answer me honestly, don't bark, or I'll cut your neck off. Let me ask you, you taught me four years ago Isn't it the young master who came here from a capital city, who was thirteen or fourteen years old at the time, named Wen Renzhan?"

Four years ago... I just started teaching, how would I know.No, wait!Four years ago, I was thirteen or fourteen years old, and my surname was Wen. How could everything match me except for my name?But am I really a young master?Why did the leader say that I was adopted by others?

I couldn't help but ask, "That Wen Renzhan, does he have... something to do with a person surnamed Xiao?"

The man glanced at me vigilantly, looked around, and replied in a low voice: "It's him. He is the pet of Xiao Zhu, the owner of the Muying Pavilion. Yuanjiao, now there is a reward on the rivers and lakes..."

Just the first sentence is enough.

I jumped up from the ground, and when I reached out to grab the man's sword, his jaw almost fell to the ground, and he looked at me in disbelief, and his moves were messed up.I leaned over to avoid a sword, gripped the blade tightly with two fingers, and grabbed the sword with my hand.

As soon as the sword flipped in my hand, it turned and pointed at the killer.

From releasing the acupoints to grabbing the sword, I did it smoothly and without any sense of stagnation, and I didn't have the slightest fear of the killer. It can be seen that this is already my professional habit, and it has penetrated into the bone marrow.However, when the point of the sword pierced the opponent's throat, my hand stopped involuntarily, trembling slightly from the forearm to the fingertips, and I couldn't stab the sword no matter what.

Just when I was confronting the killer, a low voice came from not far behind: "Ah Wen!"

It's the voice of the leader... No, I'm not ready yet!Is there any part of my manuscript that has not been eaten by the deer?This can't be seen by the leader... My heart was in a mess, and my inner breath also fluttered with my breath.The killer took the opportunity to twist to the side, took out a shiny silver thing from his body and threw it at me.

I dodged a few steps sideways, but the thing exploded in the air, and a cluster of silver rain fell rapidly.I could barely react, so I reflexively swung the sword between the killer's fourth and fifth lumbar vertebrae, squatted down and hugged my head, waiting for the thing to hit me.However, I didn't wait for the needle, two sounds of waving sleeves sounded in the air, and the sound of the silver needle piercing the air disappeared completely.

When I opened my eyes, the leader was already standing in front of me, flicking his cuff, a handful of silver needles fell from his sleeve onto the grass.When I got up, I saw the assassin lying on the ground. The long sword was embedded in his waist. I don't know if he is still alive, but his limbs have not moved.

I kill.

I don't know why, this time I didn't have the calm feeling of staying out of the matter like before, but stared at that person, I didn't even care about the leader, I just walked towards him step by step.The method of verifying his death is still clean and neat, but now my heart has dropped to freezing point, the blood in my whole body seems to be frozen, and I feel nausea in my chest.

I didn’t mention it before I lost my memory, but from now on, I really realized that I am no longer an innocent ordinary person, but a murderer with a murderous case.Even if I killed a killer, even if he wanted to kill me, it still can't erase the crime of killing someone with my own hands.

I pressed my stomach tightly, bent down and wanted to vomit, but I couldn't vomit anything.The leader walked up to me at some point, gently wrapped my arms around me, and gently and firmly persuaded: "You have done a good job, I just feel uncomfortable now, but I am not used to it, and I will be fine when I kill a lot in the future." Yes. In a few days, you will follow me to inspect the sub-altar, since you have seen blood, you are considered an adult, and you can do some things for the sect in the future."

I pressed against the teacher's chest, took a deep breath, and kept saying: "Master, I killed... I am not a good person..." My fingers kept shaking, and I could only pull his lapel and repeat these words , because my mind was already occupied by another strange picture - I was handcuffed by someone, locked in a small room, and there was a long table in the room, and two blurred faces were sitting opposite the table. man……

But I should only love the leader, who is the other?Could it be that the killer mentioned the surname Xiao just now, which brought back the memory of my body?So I am actually such a promiscuous person?No, it's impossible. I think the only person I want to love to death is the leader. How could I be so easy to empathize with someone else, and compare a person who only knows his name with the leader?

I will never allow myself to do such a thing, not even mentally!

I held on to the leader's clothes tightly, buried half of my face in his chest, and walked slowly back to the main courtyard with him.After walking into the house, the leader stroked my back and persuaded me: "Go to sleep first, and wake up. I am here to accompany you, and no one will come to harm you. As for the dead, it is even more important." Don't be afraid, even if that person turns into a ghost, I won't tolerate him in Chongyuan Cult!"

I only felt my jaw trembling slightly, put my arms around his back, and said softly: "Master, I'm not afraid of ghosts, I'm afraid of myself... I'm not just a murderer, I'm a bad person through and through. Forgiveness..."

He didn't guard against me at all, and he was still saying: "Even if you committed a heinous crime, I, Chongyuan Sect, can tolerate you and protect you..." His voice suddenly stopped, and his eyes stared at me with a stern light. I asked calmly: "So you mean this. What is the purpose of you restraining me? Could it be that what I gave you is not enough? Or do you want something else?"

I don't know how I know how to acupoint or how to relieve acupoints, but this skill is indeed quite practical.After I clicked his acupoints, I got up and locked the door, took out a white silk from the cabinet and tied him behind his back—unfortunately, there were no silver cuffs as imagined.However, binding people up according to the second binding method introduced in Chapter 4 of "Philosophy" does make people's heart beat faster, and a sense of guilt tinges with excitement.

Guilt...haha, I'm already a criminal, so what's the difference if I commit more crimes or less?I put my lips on his mouth, opened the tip of my tongue, licked it gently, and said in a voice that I could barely hear: "I love you, master. So you'd better fall in love with me too... If there is no arrow to turn back, I will not stop."