Incompetence of Rebirth

Qin Lie stood up abruptly, he almost left the Guan family hastily, his back was desolate.You can still live if the sky does evil, but you can't live if you do evil yourself.At this point, there is nothing to redeem, and I don't have to say anything hypocritical about taking him back, and I don't need to say that Guan Qingchao won't let him go, and he can't take him back, he can't take him back.Can't pick up Shen Xiaosan, what's left?

Guan Qing stood far away in front of the window watching him go. He should be happy to be able to beat Qin Lie. It is really not easy to make Qin Lie feel distressed. It is really not easy to make Qin Lie show a little trick.Hehe, Qin Lie, go to hell.If you live for a day, Xiao San will not be happy, but he will be happy when you die, and I will feel at ease.

During the Chinese New Year, Guan Qingchao bought a lot of fireworks for Shen Xiaosan, because he found that this little idiot likes to watch fireworks very much, and he only stays up when watching fireworks, so he bought a lot, and the garden of Guan’s family is booming every day .

It's almost the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, and the fireworks on the Beijing-Hangzhou Grand Canal are very beautiful.Shen Xiaosan was going to take a boat, Guan Qingchao took a fancy to a boat, the same as Qin Lie's, the two stood by the side of the boat and smiled, Guan Qingchao smiled: "Why did Mr. Qin buy the boat? Watch the fireworks with the beauty ? I heard that Mr. Qin recently adopted a younger sister?" The younger sister in his mouth had no objection, and Qin Lie didn't object, just smiled: "Yes, where is Mr. Guan?" The two smiled brightly, completely It can't be seen that half a month ago, he was still fighting to death.

Guan Qing looked at him and smiled: "Of course I have the same purpose as Boss Qin. Watch the fireworks with Xiaosan. When will we be with Boss Qin?"

As expected, Qin Lie smiled reluctantly as he wanted: "No need. It might be very busy that day."

Guan Qingchao also nodded: "Boss Qin has a big business now, so he should be busy." Feng Kun's old forces are not so easy to regain, not as organized as Yufeng, and if they are not handled properly, accidents are easy to happen. It is the most difficult problem of Henggu. In ancient times, they could kill them all, but not now. The current Qin Lie doesn't have that much ability. He needs time to rectify, he needs to adjust, so the best way for him now is to not move anything. , retracted as-is.

Then there are too many uneasy factors in it, Yufeng and Guan Qingchao can't move, even with Shen Xiaosan in hand, because everyone regards Qin Lie as the master, Yufeng can't move, it doesn't mean other things can't be done .Qin Lie, you have won in your life by being cautious, but you will also lose in being cautious.You have been ruthless all your life, thinking that no one can hold your hand, but you just fell in love, ha, you still moved the last thing you should not do, so you will definitely die.

On the night of the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, there were ten miles of red lights on the side of the canal, and the boats were painted far away in the canal, and the red lanterns on the bank were upside down. The boat is big."

Shen Xiaosan looked down: "Uh, is this boat used to watch the fireworks? It's too wasteful." But it's good to be tall, and you can see far, but there are also disadvantages, that is, the boats don't come close to him, and he himself A big boat is lonely, so it's not interesting to play like this. On the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, shouldn't there be many people playing together to make it lively?

Guan Qing looked at him and smiled: "Don't waste it. As long as you like it." Shen Xiaosan's expression of joy was too dull, and only when he saw his face did he start to smile: "Thank you, I like it." This kind of joy is too fake, Shen Xiaosan Xiaosan is too stupid, she can't even coax him well.Guan Qing hugged his waist in despair, forget it, forget it, don't force him anymore, don't force him so much anymore, he was the one who let him down first.He was the one who was mean, Shen Xiaosan was not good, he was stupid and stupid, he still didn't like himself, wished to kill him, it was him who was meaner and wanted to like him, so he deserved it.

The fireworks had started to go off intermittently, Shen Xiaosan's attention was drawn, Guan Qingchao began to pay attention to the river, he was sure that Qin Lie would definitely come to watch the fireworks, he would definitely come.

Fireworks began to bloom, big clusters, filled the sky and illuminated the entire night sky, the sky above the canal was as clear as the moon, such a beautiful night, suitable for flowers before the moon.

Qin Lie's boat was not big, and although the silk was fluttering, it was not a painting boat, and the special decoration in the boat hall would not be able to pierce ordinary bullets.Perhaps it was so strong that he was relieved, so there were not many people on board, and only a few bodyguards stood far away.

So Qin Lie and Su Yan were the only ones on board.Sure enough, as Guan Qingchao said, Qin Lie accompanied the beauties to enjoy the fireworks.

Su Yan was very happy, she ran from here to there almost happily, her voice was full of music: "Brother, it's so beautiful, come and see..."

Qin Lie smiled and stood beside her: "Do you like it?"

Su Yan took his arm: "I like it. You bought me too much..." Qin Lie's body almost froze, but soon returned to normal. Su Yan pulled him and shook him without noticing: " It's great, it's so beautiful. It's so beautiful... Brother, this is the first time I've seen so many fireworks." Qin Lie smiled almost dotingly: "If you like it, I'll buy it for you later."

Su Yan looked at him sideways and smiled: "No need, as long as you come to watch the fireworks with me next year, brother. I will be satisfied." Qin Lie looked at this handsome face and smiled: "Okay." Next year's words.

Su Yan looked at him, he had already turned his head to look at the river, with haughty eyebrows, delicate eyes, straight nose bridge, thin and moist lips, Su Yan had many chances to see him, many, she was in his It's been a year by his side, it's been a year, she is the closest person by his side, she works with him all night, brings him tea and water, and spends night after night with him, Su Yan's living habits even All of them have been changed, and she is used to it. He can't sleep at night, and he will always sit until there is light in the sky before turning off the computer and going to the bedroom to sleep for a while. Su Yan has never been in his bedroom. been in.The housekeeper told her on the first day she came: "Miss can go anywhere except Master's bedroom."

Su Yan is very obedient, and she will never offend where he says he is not allowed to go, although she thinks for a long time, is there anything invisible in the bedroom?Even any servants are not allowed in. Did Brother Qin clean up by himself?She was only 18 years old, and when she was gossiping, she secretly asked the housekeeper: Did Brother Qin ever like someone very much, so there was in the bedroom... The housekeeper gently and quickly interrupted his gossip: "Miss, you think too much."

Su Yan stuck out her tongue and gave up. She likes this kind of life. She has been homeless for so long, begging for food, being beaten and scolded, bought, and suffered all kinds of hardships.No one has ever been so kind to her, and there has never been a brother.

Brother, she finally has a brother. During the Chinese New Year, he officially accepted him as his younger sister and gave her a gift. He also wore the scarf she knitted for him. The two officially became brother and sister. She was really moved at that moment Pass.

Su Yan lightly touched the scarf on his chest. He even wore a red scarf tonight. He wears black clothes all the year round. Su Yan never thought that he would look good in such a dress one day. Black clothes are too Heavy, such a red scarf made him look no longer so distant, no longer so cold.Su Yan felt a little bitter when she touched the scarf. This scarf is better than hers. Although the color is old, the stitches are fine and dense.It wasn't the one she wove, and it wasn't bought, because there was a little defect, a few buttons were missing at the end, and it might not end, so it was tied with a bow.This scarf knitter must be very cute, he must be cuter than her, and he must love him very much. After practicing for so long and knitting this scarf, he must have exhausted his heart, so this person is worth remembering for so long, this person must be him The person in my heart.

Maybe Su Yan was too quiet, and Qin Lie couldn't get used to it, so he turned around and asked her: "What's wrong? Do you want to go back?"

Su Yan shook her head: "No, I haven't seen enough, can you watch it with me for a while?"

Maybe because of how pitiful she said, he even tied the scarf for her almost dotingly: "Okay. You can watch as long as you want."

Su Yan looked at him, his eyes were very gentle, but she still couldn't see through, every time he looked at himself, it was like looking at someone else, his eyes passed through him and he didn't know who he was looking at, there was too much in his eyes There were so many lights that she couldn't understand, calm and black like water in the night, she couldn't see how deep it was, and couldn't see what he was thinking.Sometimes she really wants to hug him and ask him: "Brother, what are you thinking, Brother Qin, who is that person you like? Why don't you see him? Or is that person dead, so you silence."

Tonight seems to be the last chance. If you don't ask, there will be no more chances. Su Yan looked at him: "Brother, what are you thinking?"

Qin Lie shook his head: "No."

Su Yan pouted coquettishly: "There must be, you must be thinking about someone. Well, let me guess who is your sweetheart?"

Qin Lie was so abnormal tonight that instead of scolding her, he asked her with a smile, "Okay, you can guess."

He admitted, admitted, admitted that he had someone in his heart.Su Yan's eyes were a little hot, and she laughed quickly: "Well, I guessed it, and you have to answer me a question if you guessed it right."

Qin Lie smiled: "Okay."

Su Yan took his hand and guessed the girl in his heart: "She must be very beautiful, um, she is ashamed of flowers." Qin Lie looked at the distant figure on the boat in the distance and smiled: "En." Qin Lie thought Lol, he looks good, but he is always unwilling to take care of himself. He gets up every morning and puts on his clothes in a mess, so that every time he finds clothes for him again, and every time he finishes dressing for him, he will wrap his arms around his neck ...

Qin Lie pinched his palms to bring himself back to his senses, and heard Su Yan's guess clearly: "She must be very smart, um, known as Zhuge Kongming?"

Qin Lie nodded with a smile: "En..." If he is smart, there must be no idiots in this world.He would call him an idiot no less than ten times a day.

You idiot, come over to me, you will get this question wrong too!

Stupid, it's been more than an hour for lunch break, get up, what time are you still sleeping!

Stupid, why haven't you gone to bed yet, it's so late, who told you to wait for me!

Stupid, why do you always push the quilt when you sleep, what should you do if you catch a cold?

Stupid, why are you so stupid!If you don’t watch any work and still hurt your hands, you have nothing to learn how to crochet from others!

……

Idiot, okay, little idiot, come here, I scolded you seriously just now, don’t be angry anymore, come over to eat, here is your favorite pig’s trotter.

idiot, come here...

Little San, come here...

Little San... come here...

I will never call you an idiot again, never leave you alone, never scold you again, I won’t do the questions you don’t know how to do, I won’t do it.I am no longer busy with work, I will take a nap with you...

Qin Lie looked up at the fireworks in the sky, but couldn't see clearly.Su Yan grabbed his arm and said, "She must be very cute. She must love you very much. She must be the best person in the world. She must be the person who loves you the most in the world. She is so good. That's why dear brother, you miss her so much, right? Brother, you must love him very much, right?"

He loves him very much, but he stuttered when he confessed to him. When he was beaten by his father and couldn't get up, he still said the same sentence: "I like him, I really like him." I would rather be beaten to death Also like him.

He loves him very much, and will peel apples for him, fast and well;

He loves him very much, is good at cooking, and brings him meals. The stewed soup is the best he has ever had.His stomach hasn't hurt since he came.

He is very smart, and he can recite the materials he needs well, so that he doesn't have to turn the pages.

He is very smart and knows that he occupies the power, so he never interferes with his own affairs. Apart from sleeping, his daily task is to give him food to think about.

He is very smart. He secretly watched the scarf knitting in the kitchen, and then went back to hide in the bedroom to practice. After practicing for so long, he even forgot the time to go to bed.That idiot thought he was hiding perfectly, but he could hide the scarf, but he couldn't hide the little scars on his hands.

He is the best person in this world, he is the person who loves him the most in this world, he loves so much that he is willing to give up his family property to fulfill his revenge, and he loves so much that he is willing to bear his hatred with his life.Loved so much that he was afraid of pain but still never pushed him away, no matter how he vented, he never pushed him away.Those hands were always warm, all the time, day and night, they had already warmed his heart.

He never knew that that idiot turned out to be so smart, bit by bit he broke down the walls of his heart, and bit by bit he stuffed himself into his heart.Tuck it in and never leave.

That idiot turned out to be so smart, he was like an idiot every day with a sullen face and a happy face, every time he crawled into his bed in the middle of the night, no matter how many times he was kicked out by himself, he would always sneak in again. Follow him close.

Day after day, he got used to having a warm little pig in his bed, he got used to the snoring in his arms, he got used to the sound, the temperature, the pillow, I got used to pressing the quilt for him all the time, for fear that he would kick the quilt, so, so, during the days when he left, he could no longer sleep... When he woke up again and again, he found that the quilt was in good order, on his side Cold, no one needs him to cover the quilt all the time...

He can no longer get close to anyone, he can no longer let people get close to him, no one will love himself like him, no one will let himself be so relieved like him, after he left, no one in this world will let him To be able to focus on work without distractions... No one has ever been so close to him since he left.

That idiot turned out to be so smart, knew how to break his heart, and slapped him hard when he fell in love with him.Let him taste the most painful moment when he fell in love with him. It's not staying together after going through all kinds of hardships, but all the good things when staying together let him tear himself apart; let him know what pain is like , Let him know for the first time that there is a kind of pain in this world that makes him want to tear his heart and lungs, and makes him want to cramp his bones.Let him wish to go to hell, boil the oil pan, go up the knife mountain, and go down to the 18th floor of hell forever and never be reborn; let him fall in love with him and lose him forever, forever and ever...

He is the most painful and painful person he loves in this world, and he is the most sorry person in this world.That idiot finally succeeded, he successfully replaced his sister, became the person who caused him the most pain and pain in his heart, and successfully became the person he loves the most...

His heart was already numb, and he couldn't feel the pain anymore. Su Yan stuck a knife in his chest, but he couldn't feel any more pain there. Fortunately, the face that resembled her sister was not distorted. Fortunately, the words he said It sounds nice: "Brother, since you love him so much, why did you treat him so much? Why did you ruin his family? Why did you give him away? He loves you so much. Why? Why did you treat him so much?"

why?If I could do it all over again, I would kill myself and never do such a stupid thing again. If I could do it all over again, I would kill myself alive and never do such a stupid thing again. If my own brain is destroyed, I will definitely erase all my own memories. If I can do it all over again, I am willing to use up my life to exchange him for another ten years of innocence.

Qin Lie looked down at her, saw that she was about to draw the knife and said softly: "Don't pull it out, this knife is enough, let me see you... sister..."

Su Yan's hand trembled, Qin Lie helped her hold the handle of the knife with one hand, and straightened the silk scarf around her neck with the other hand. The wound on her neck was very long, and it would not grow back after a year. Okay, Qin Lie's hands were trembling a little, Xiaosan, did it hurt at that time, did it hurt: "Go, let's dive. Your water skills are very good, and you should be able to swim to the other side... You must take good care of it in the future." Myself...I put a sum of money on your card, enough for you to live a good life...go to a good university...find an ordinary good family, live a good life..." Su Yan looked at his tears It finally fell down: "Why... you, you already knew me... knew me... knew that I was going to kill you..."

Qin Lie smiled, such a simple situation, how could I not see it, why Ji Qing would be so kind to ask me to cooperate, she likes Xiaosan so much, how could she not hate me at all?Your appearance, your appearance, everything you do, no one else knows so well except her...cough cough...

Su Yan looked at the blood flowing from the corner of his mouth, and his voice trembled: "Why...why..."

No reason, because I owe you a lot in this life, Qing'er, I'm sorry, I owe you a lot, and also because you did a lot of wrong things, and did a lot of sins through your death.Qing'er should be reincarnated into a good family in the next life, don't follow her brother anymore, my brother is not a good brother.

"Let's go... Don't worry, I will die. Your knife is very accurate, you should trust yourself..." Seeing her crying, Qin Lie smiled again: "Don't be sad, I actually didn't want to live long ago, How could it have made it so easy for you to succeed... I should thank you for helping me out. Living is very tiring, and I have only lived happily for a few years in my life. I was amused by his clumsiness and annoyed by his liking. Happy, hehe, so he is gone, and I am only living day after day, but unfortunately I understand too late..."

Su Yan couldn't help shaking his hands, and tears fell down: "Brother," she could still call him brother, Qin Lie looked at him, Su Yan gritted his teeth so that his voice didn't sound so trembling: "Brother, it's too late, Xiaosan can’t come back! Your love is too late! If you didn’t treat him like this, I don’t want to kill you. But the person you sent was Guan Qingchao! We sent so many people, but we didn’t even get close to his house. I have no chance! Little San, I can't save you, I can't save you, so I have to kill you!"

Su Yan didn't want to see him jump into the river anymore, Qin Lie gently held the handle of the knife with his hand, the red scarf covered the dripping blood, he didn't want to die so quickly, he still had one thing to do, he I want to take Xiaosan away.He is going to take him.We can't be together in this life, and in the next life he wants to accompany him to watch the fireworks for the rest of his life.

Qin Lie swayed a little. He leaned hard against the pillar of the boat, looked at the boat that was approaching, and at the person who was so close. He was about to die, Qin Lie squinted his eyes, and gripped the pistol vigorously. The fireworks all over the sky reached the most brilliant moment, illuminating the entire sky, like heaven, Xiao San, come with me.In this life, I can't hold your hand. In this life, I met you too late, after doing so many things wrong, I don't deserve you.In the next life, let me meet you from the very beginning, let you be my younger brother, and be my closest and dearest person.In the next life, let me love you well.

You must be laughing happily with the fireworks all over the sky, so it's just a shot, it doesn't hurt, it doesn't hurt.No matter where you go in the future, I will accompany you and never let anyone approach you again.I will never send you to anyone again...

In the next life, I will accompany you to watch the fireworks, sit with you on the boat and watch the fireworks in the canal, and let you sit on the boat and watch the fireworks in the canal with me, watch the fireworks forever, watch the never-ending fireworks...

The fireworks that night are said to be the largest, most splendid and most beautiful fireworks in history, and the two sides of the river competed to open up for a whole night.The sky is red, and the river is red.The explosion of a painting boat was covered up.