lucky probability

Oda Sakunosuke walked with Dazai Osamu, saw Ayanokōji Kiyotaka being called away by the president, waved goodbye to him, and the two continued to move forward.

A little speechless for a while.

But the silence was quickly broken. Oda Sakunosuke remembered something, turned his head and asked, "What's going on with you and Komaeda?"

Osamu Dazai was surprised: "Wh, what's the situation."

Oda Sakunosuke just asked a question on the spur of the moment, but Dazai Osamu's reaction was so obvious that he squinted his eyes inquiringly, and asked, "What happened between you?"

"Dazai, this is not your usual reaction."

"..."

Osamu Dazai's back was slightly stiff, and he really didn't know what to say when he met the honest man's rare suspicious gaze.

However, in the detective agency, Oda Saku has noticed that the relationship between him and Komaeda is stiff, and the other spirits must have already felt it.

Ah... The villain in Osamu Dazai's heart is sadly frustrated and bent forward. Is the emotion so obvious? It shouldn't be.

Oda Sakunosuke didn't notice Dazai Osamu's distraction. As an honest person who worried about his friends, he persuaded him in a good voice: "No matter what the problem is, you shouldn't quarrel with Komaeda. I believe Dazai. If it's you, you can Make things better."

"What happened to you guys? Why did the atmosphere get so stiff and you quarreled? Although I don't know much about you, it's okay to be a trash can."

Oda Sakunosuke was still babbling, but Dazai Osamu couldn't hear him anymore, he couldn't help but wry smile, stiff.

His memory couldn't help but go back to the attack that was in his calculations. In order to meet Mr. Ayanokōji, he and Komaeda agreed to use his body as a bait to send himself up for kidnapping. What happened It went well until the scene where he was shot several times and Komaeda also lost a lot of blood.

Although he knew rationally that things would not go wrong and would not exceed his own calculations, when he actually saw the scene of Komaeda's body stained with blood, he was almost horrified to find that this person was injured, which would make him fall into a rare state of panic middle.And when he approached him, the scent of mint mixed with blood made his chest throb.

At that time, the situation was critical, even if he felt strange, he didn't dare to think about it deeply, but now that he was safe, the trembling feeling of knowing the taste echoed in his heart uninvited.

——That is the feeling of heartbeat.

he knows.

He is not a child who doesn't understand anything. For such a reaction, he understands what the body's reaction means.

But, just because I like it, I dare not touch it. Even talking to it, I can't help but shy away from it. While putting on a ruthless posture, I ask back with doubts: I like Komaeda, will Komaeda like me? ?No, everyone is a self-interested creature, and their nature is to plunder resources to strengthen themselves.

Love, what this word represents, is contrary to one's own nature, and all thoughts and thoughts are hung on another person, and all eyes are on the other person. What an incredible thing.

Especially on yourself.

So the second he came to a conclusion, he made a decision to stay away from the other party—what a wise decision, staying away from the object that made his heartbeat disordered also cut off his influence on himself, the same Yes, let "Osamu Dazai" become "Osamu Dazai" again, instead of this thing that cares about gains and losses and doesn't think about himself at all.

He did not lose his pride in the darkest sinking, nor did he lose himself in the ugliest human nature, so he should not, and cannot, lose his nature in this trap called "love".

He comforted himself like this, but the heart in his chest was crying all the time, as if he was carrying a black hole that was getting bigger and bigger. Every day it passed, it would get bigger and bigger until it swallowed him.He should have isolated Komaeda Nagito from the influence he had on him, but why did his heart feel even more hollow?

"Dazai, Dazai, are you listening?"

Oda Sakunosuke's exchange awakened his mind, Dazai Osamu blinked in a daze, and asked, "What did you say?"

Then I saw Sakunosuke Oda sighed, pointed to the coffee shop beside him, and asked, "Go for a drink?"

Osamu Dazai thought about Komaeda and felt that it was not necessary, so he nodded.

The two of them sat down in the coffee shop, ordered the order, and the beautiful waiter took away his drink order. Seeing that he hadn't recovered, Oda Sakunosuke asked abruptly, "Dazai, is there anyone you like?"

"!!" Osamu Dazai was startled, and immediately looked at him. Before he could ask how this person saw it, Oda Sakunosuke glanced at the back of the waiter leaving, and turned to him and said, "That's true! , if you didn’t have someone you like, Dazai, why didn’t you even take a look at the waiter?”

"I also specially called the one you liked to tease before, but you didn't even look at it. I guess, you didn't even pay attention to who walked over just now, did you?"

Dazai was speechless.

Oda Sakunosuke paused, slowed down his voice, his voice was low and magnetic, and he asked him, "Is it Komaeda you like?"

It was clear that the sky was clear, but it was as if a thunder was blowing in his ears. Osamu Dazai's eyes widened in shock, like a cat whose hair exploded, he stood up subconsciously, and was about to rush out the door.

——Strength is staged to run faster than a rabbit.

At the critical moment, the long-armed and long-legged Oda Sakunosuke stretched out his long arms, grabbed Dazai Osamu's foot that was about to escape, and forced him to the seat.

Oda Sakunosuke, who was just guessing, after seeing Dazai Osamu's obvious performance, still didn't understand, and now he really felt a headache.

Fortunately, the timing when the coffee was served interrupted Osamu Dazai's thoughts of running out all the time, and he came back rationally. He also knew that he was too obvious, so he nestled back on the soft sofa and asked, "What are you doing?" How did you guess?"

Osamu Dazai was not asking about his performance just now, but why the first object of suspicion was Komaeda after Oda Saku made such a guess.

Oda Sakunosuke carefully figured out Dazai Osamu's state, and saw that he really didn't look like he was about to run away, so he relaxed, he smiled, and sold Komaeda abruptly: "Because Komaeda asked me to come Ask how you are doing."

Putting down the bomb, regardless of the appearance of the friend on the other side wanting to run away, he said with a smile: "As long as there is a guess about this, it is easy to think that the target is Komaeda."

"You have always been inseparable, even living together, the distance is too close, far beyond the boundaries of 'friends', Ango and I are your friends, but you never thought of living with us, did you? ?”

"Of course, this is just one of the evidences." Oda Sakunosuke blinked mischievously rarely, met Dazai Osamu's complicated gaze, and continued, "Think about it, since he and you met, have you ever been separated? "

"How unbelievable this is for 'Dazai Osamu'. If you have someone to fall in love with, I think not only yourself, but even if you ask Ango, his guess will be Komaeda."

"Besides, you ignore Komaeda, he came to ask me for the first time."

Odasaku did this for nothing, and dropped several bombs "bang bang bang" while he was in a trance. Osamu Dazai got used to it after being frightened repeatedly, and he also had the mind to care about his words.

After hearing Oda Saku's words, Osamu Dazai thought about it, and realized that it was indeed as he said, that he and Komaeda had never been separated, even if they completed the tasks separately, it would be a very short time, and they would be separated soon. Can meet, so strictly speaking, they are indeed, never separated.

Yes, it takes time for something to happen and the budding of a relationship to take place. He only feels comfortable with Komaeda, and doesn’t think about the consequences if he continues until his heart betrays him. , grew on the other party's body, and suddenly realized that all this was inevitable by chance, and it was the result buried long ago.

Osamu Dazai's expression was blank for a moment, and at the moment when he seemed to understand, the appearance of strategizing and calmness was far away from him. Sitting here is just a child who is extremely negative and unconfident when dealing with feelings.

He digested it alone for a while, opened his mouth, closed it again, struggled for a while, and met his friend's smiling eyes, gritted his teeth, and with a lot of strength, he asked in a voice like a mosquito: "So ...so Komaeda knows?"

"Know me..." Do you know that I like him?

Oda Sakunosuke smiled. When this man is really sitting in front of you, people will find that he doesn't usually have a high sense of presence, but he is as gentle and reliable as a mountain. When you look back, this man will always be there.

At least Osamu Dazai felt an unspeakable sense of security at this moment, instead of a coward with his armor and armor unarmed, who didn't have to endure the shame of being ripped off from his heart by force.Under Oda Sakunosuke's gentle and tolerant gaze, he can also stretch out a tentative hand——

Then I saw Oda Sakunosuke look past him and cast his gaze behind him—Osamu Dazai remembered that behind him was the entrance of the coffee shop, before he had a bad premonition—Oda Sakuno was full of smiles Looking at himself, he asked back: "Why don't you ask yourself this question?"

The bad premonition came true.

Osamu Dazai is like a rusty machine, he can hear the "creak" sound of his neck when it turns.

He turned his head, and saw not far from him, at the door of the coffee shop, standing his sweetheart, who was also the object of his efforts to avoid, Komaeda Nagito.

The iconic white hair stands out in the bright afternoon sun.