Together

Xing Zhaoying didn't know what to say for a while.

As early as the Spring Festival, he had suspected the relationship between Xing Wenfei and Qin Su.

Of course, it is inconvenient for him to entrust other people to help him investigate the matter of his son, for fear of something going wrong.

Therefore, although he suspected it at the time, he didn't put it into practice to figure out the strange feelings that Xing Wenfei gave him.

It wasn't until Xing Wenfei wanted to buy the hospital in S City that Xing Zhaoying sent someone to investigate his affairs in S City.

In fact, it didn't take much time for people to investigate. It was soon discovered that Xing Wenfei and Qin Su had an unusual relationship, and they lived together.

The people who came to investigate didn't come to the conclusion that the two must be lovers, but Xing Zhaoying understood after seeing the results of the investigation.

Xing Wenfei was his son after all, how could he not understand his son as a mature person.Xing Wenfei is usually estranged from women, and the woman of the same age who has the best relationship with her is Xiaoyu, so that Xing Zhaoying once suspected that her son and Xiaoyu were a couple, and he also hinted that Xing Wenfei should not get involved with Xiaoyu go.Afterwards, he found out that the two had no close relationship, so he was relieved.

In addition to being not too close to women, Xing Wenfei also has some cleanliness towards men. In the time he has grown up to now, he has never seen Xing Wenfei close enough to live with any man, so Xing Wenfei is in S Cheng actually lived with Qin Su, how could Xing Zhaoying not doubt the relationship between the two.

As an elite educated person, Xing Zhaoying was well-informed, so he didn't think that Xing Wenfei couldn't like men, but it was hard for him to accept it for a while.

After he guessed the result, he took a deep breath and thought about it for several days. He even found a professor who was doing homosexual research to talk to him about it, and then called Xing Wenfei's mother. , to test whether she knew about this matter, whether she knew, and cooperating with his son to deceive himself, after finding out that Xing Wenfei's mother didn't know anything, he gave some vice presidents around Xing Wenfei, and A few of his close friends called and asked about Xing Wenfei on the sidelines. Everyone's tone was normal, and it seemed that they didn't know that Xing Wenfei liked men.

Xing Zhaoying suspected that he was wrong. He originally wanted to call Xiao Yu to inquire, but he didn't make this call in the end, because Xiao Yu, as Xing Wenfei's assistant, followed him all day long. If he was with a man, Xiaoyu must know about it, and asked Xiaoyu himself, and Xiaoyu realized the problem, and would definitely contact Xing Wenfei immediately.

After being so entangled, Xing Zhaoying waited until Xing Wenfei returned to G City before he took the time to meet him.

Before coming to see Xing Wenfei, Xing Zhaoying already had a general idea of ​​Qin Su's situation and had seen his resume.Of course, Qin Su's resume is not difficult to find, it is available on Baidu Encyclopedia and the hospital's official website.

Xing Zhaoying cried when she saw her son talking. The son blamed herself and was afraid of herself.

In fact, Xing Zhaoying didn't want his son to be afraid of him. Strange to say, he didn't want his other children to be too ostentatious, and the other children were indeed taught to be more reserved and cautious, but he hoped that Xing Wenfei could be more ostentatious. It's just that Xing Wenfei is not ostentatious inside, he is also so cautious, and he is afraid that he will do something beyond his control.

Xing Zhaoying looked at her son silently for a while, then sighed again, took out a piece of paper and handed it to her son who turned away from looking at her, and said, "Come on, wipe away your tears and snot."

Xing Wenfei took the tissue. He had already controlled his emotions, wiped away his tears, went to pour tea silently, and drank a cup.

The hot tea made him calmer. He looked at Xing Zhaoying and said, "Have you already investigated Qin Su?"

Xing Zhaoying nodded: "Yes."

Xing Wenfei pursed his lips and gritted his teeth, and said, "Dad, what do you mean about the matter between me and him?"

Xing Zhaoying felt extremely uncomfortable, "Do you really like men? Or what?" After all, it may be possible for both men and women, but now she is infatuated with Qin Su.

Xing Wenfei didn't expect that he would want to know these things about himself. He was silent for a while, then looked up at him and said, "Yes. I knew it when I was a teenager."

Xing Zhaoying has learned about various things about homosexuality from experts, and knows that many people understand their sexuality in their teens.Xing Zhaoying is a person who respects professionals in all aspects. He always regards the words of professionals as the most important reference. Of course, he will have his own judgment in the end, but the opinions of professionals will take up a large part of his reference. large proportion.

Now Xing Zhaoying knew that his son was unlikely to change. He was a little disappointed, but not disappointed.

He asked: "How do you know? Did you have a boyfriend at that time?" He remembered that when Xing Wenfei was a teenager, he basically lived with him, in the same house.Because Xing Wenfei lived with him, he rarely went to his lover's place, sometimes only once a month or two.At that time, there were also tutors teaching Xing Wenfei at home. The tutors were basically promising teachers around 40 years old.At that time, Xing Wenfei didn't seem to have any particularly good classmates, so he was in love at that time, why did he fall in love with a man?

Xing Zhaoying is really not a suitable person to talk about this kind of issue. Xing Wenfei has a strong desire to talk to Qin Su, but to his father, unless it is what he wants to say, other things he doesn't want to say, he really can't say it out loud.

Xing Wenfei struggled for a while, really didn't know what to say.

Xing Zhaoying saw his distressed expression, and said: "What's the matter, can't you tell your father? It's better to talk to me about this kind of thing than to your mother. After all, I'm an old man. Man, I can understand you better."

Xing Wenfei let out a breath before saying, "I'm really too embarrassed to say it."

Staring at Xing Zhaoying who was eager to explore again, he smiled, "Now tell me about your first love, are you embarrassed?"

Xing Zhaoying snorted, "Why am I embarrassed to say it? It's not shameful to say who I liked when I was young. Although I can't say it outside to avoid the media's scribbles, can I still say it to my son? "

Xing Wenfei asked: "Then who is your first love?"

Xing Zhaoying said: "The girl with the best grades in the class at that time. She went to another city to go to university, and it was many years later that I got a little information about her. She was married a long time ago, and now she is a woman who is invisible to everyone. .”

Xing Wenfei: "Did you not chase her then?"

Xing Zhaoying: "At that time, I was the first to study, and I never thought of chasing her."

Xing Wenfei was a little surprised, because although Xing Zhaoying looked very restrained, he was actually a very planned and pursued person, and he must find a way to achieve what he wanted.To actually like someone, but not to chase her.Xing Wenfei couldn't understand it.

Xing Wenfei said: "Why didn't you chase her? Maybe you chased her, and she likes you too. You two are together..." Then there is no need to harm my mother!

Seeing Xing Wenfei's bitter expression, Xing Zhaoying didn't guess what he didn't say, and said, "Because I don't like her that much. I don't have the feeling that I have to be with her. You know, I still have A real brother who was also your uncle, but died when he was a teenager."

Xing Wenfei nodded, indicating that he knew about it.Back then, grandma often cared about her eldest son who died.

Xing Zhaoying said, "You don't know how he died, do you?"

Xing Wenfei said: "Didn't you fight with someone and die afterwards?" Grandma said that she had a fight with someone and suffered internal injuries, but he didn't know it and thought it was just a minor injury, so he didn't dare to tell his family. People, just stay up. At night, he was in so much pain that his family found out, but it was too late to send him to the hospital for emergency treatment, so he died there.

Xing Zhaoying's eyes were so red, he shook his head, and said: "It is true that he died in a fight. Your uncle is eight years older than me. When he died, he was already 16 years old, and I was eight years old. Your grandfather asked Busy with business, your grandma also went to help. It was just a small business at that time, so busy and tired. I was basically brought up by your uncle at the age of eight. At the age of eight, I already knew everything. I was bullied at school. Bullying, your uncle fights to stand out for me. He is very smart. He went to school in HK and has always had excellent grades. I will skip a grade to go to school. Your uncle taught him. But he suffered internal injuries and didn’t want to worry his parents. , and didn’t want to worry or disappoint me, so he kept silent. When he was found and sent to the hospital, he was in cold sweat from the pain, and when he was unconscious, he still called me by my name, asking me to get well. Your uncle died for me. After he died, I haven’t laughed for many years, because I don’t think I have the right to laugh, and I don’t have the right to chase anyone. Your grandparents will die so early, and your uncle died too. Related, none of them survived your uncle's early death. At that time, your grandparents went to the family who beat your uncle, but the family had money and bought connections in the city, so the murderer, He killed your uncle, and he is still at large, living a good life. At that time, I only thought about stepping on them all in the future, so that he would be better off dead than alive."

Xing Wenfei was in a very complicated mood. He felt pity and distress for his father, and it was impossible for him to help him in this matter.

Xing Wenfei asked: "Does my mother know about this?"

Xing Zhaoying said: "Now we, father and son, know about this."

Xing Wenfei: "Then what about the person who killed Uncle?"

Xing Zhaoying: "He died a long time ago. He was drunk and drowned in the gutter. It's really cheap for him."

Xing Wenfei looked at Xing Zhaoying painfully and sadly, "Then do you still care about it now?"

Xing Zhaoying: "Yes. I won't forget until I die. Although I have experienced many things that are harder than your uncle's death, there is only this hurdle that I can't help."

Xing Wenfei didn't know how to persuade him for a while, and said for a long time: "Even if you die, we will continue to worship uncle."

He remembered that according to the customs of his hometown, the ancestral hall at home cannot enshrine children who died young, but his uncle's spirit card is next to his grandparents. He is 16 years old, but he is not yet an adult.

Xing Zhaoying smiled, it seemed that Xing Wenfei's words entered his heart, and he whispered: "Every time we encounter difficulties, the company sometimes feels that we can't survive the turning point, and I will I think, I carry your uncle's life behind my back. If he is alive and becomes an adult, and he comes to do what I am doing, he will definitely persevere. Because when he faced the pain of death, he didn't cry out, nor did he He didn't give up, he was still worried that I would be bullied by gangsters in the future."

Xing Wenfei stretched out his hand and lightly hugged his father's shoulder, and said, "It will be clear soon, I will accompany you back to visit the graves of grandparents and uncle."

Xing Zhaoying responded, and said, "I've said my business, how about you?"

Xing Wenfei: "..."

Xing Zhaoying said, "Don't think I will forget about you."

Now that his father had betrayed him, Xing Wenfei was too embarrassed to say anything, so he could only say: "You may not understand. I didn't like any specific man at the time, but the people in the comics. This Maybe it has something to do with me always being with older people. I always feel that people of the same age are too naive, and I don’t like adults yet.”

It's true that Xing Zhaoying couldn't understand him, but even if he couldn't understand, he still accepted his son's explanation and rhetoric, "Then before Qin Su, was there anyone else? When he was in the United States?" After all, he has stayed in the United States for several years, and the United States is much more open than China.

Xing Wenfei shook his head, "I don't like white gay people. You may not understand, but I have a manga complex. I like people like Qin Su who look very clear and don't look like real people. And white people, really , the body odor is much heavier than ours." There is no way to go to bed.After all, his nose is so sensitive.

Xing Zhaoying asked suspiciously: "Then Qin Su was the only one?" And after reading Qin Su's information, he didn't think he was a clear and unreal person?Maybe he is old and can't understand these descriptions of young people.

Xing Wenfei: "Yes. Didn't I say that I am a single-minded person?"