Together

Xing Wenfei is planning the future life of the two of them. In this state, he is much more responsible than Qin Su.

Qin Su couldn't help reflecting on how irresponsible she was.

In the relationship with Xing Wenfei, he is the irresponsible one.

He didn't think much about Xing Wenfei's plan for the future life of the two of them.

The HIV exposure is like a high wall, blocking Qin Su's face. When he looks into the future, he can't see anything else at first glance, only the HIV exposure.

If HIV turns positive, his situation will be even worse. Now when he thinks about this problem, although he knows that HIV infection can be controlled into a chronic disease and is very likely to be cured in the near future, he still feels fear, this fear It will even hinder his planning for the future.

Qin Su has always thought that she is a rational person with strong self-control ability, and because of HIV exposure, she will not know how to plan for the future because of fear. Those HIV-positive patients are probably in worse condition than herself.

Looking at the vast lake formed by the reservoir in the distance, Qin Su realized that his state was very wrong, he shouldn't be so useless.

Qin Su stood up straight, took Xing Wenfei's hand, and said, "Thank you, Xiaowen. You have planned so much for me. I will also think about what we will do in the future. If you have any questions, you can tell me directly. I."

Xing Wenfei saw that he was in better spirits, so he reached out to stroke his hair that was a little messed up by the wind, and said, "Okay. However, I originally wanted to give you a surprise."

Qin Su dragged him back to find Zhou Xun and Zhou Ning, bypassing Zhou Xun's car, and saw the two standing on a field ridge, holding hands and talking about something.

In this case, I would feel embarrassed to bother the two of them.

Qin Su and Xing Wenfei were sitting and chatting on the stone beside the car. The wind from the lake in the distance was blowing to the top of the mountain, and the dry grass made a rustling sound in the wind. The sun shone on their bodies, making them feel warm.

Qin Su looked at the sun dancing on the grass and thought of Gu Cheng's poem.

"The grass is bearing its seeds, and the wind is shaking its leaves. We stand and don't talk, and it's very beautiful."

Qin Su read this poem softly, Xing Wenfei looked at him, suddenly reached out to hug him, and said, "You are as beautiful as this poem."

Qin Su laughed: "This is Gu Cheng's poem. Do you know Gu Cheng?"

Xing Wenfei didn't know, "I haven't read his poems."

Qin Su said: "The night gave me black eyes, but I use them to find light. This poem is also his."

Xing Wenfei put his arm around Qin Su's shoulder and nodded, "I've read this sentence before."

Qin Su: "He is the representative of the Misty Poetry School in China. His poems were very popular when I was in school."

Xing Wenfei: "Where is he now?"

Qin Su was stunned for a moment: "He committed suicide in the [-]s."

Xing Wenfei asked, "Why?"

Qin Su thought for a while and said, "I don't remember clearly, it seems to be because of emotional problems."

Xing Wenfei was not very interested, and asked Qin Su: "Do you like this place?"

Qin Su said, "It's okay."

Xing Wenfei said: "I think it's very good here. It's very quiet with you here. Although there are only stones, weeds and dirt, it's very good to have you here."

Qin Su laughed: "You can write poetry now."

Xing Wenfei: "Poems written only for you. Love can turn anyone into a poet."

At this time, Qin Su's cell phone rang, and as if moved in his heart, he picked it up and looked at it. A new text message came, which was sent by Zhou Xun's student. He took a look, and the result was negative.

Xing Wenfei saw that he took a deep breath before looking at his phone, so he knew what it was, looked at him intently, and asked, "How is it?"

Qin Su showed him the phone, "Negative."

Xing Wenfei hugged him happily: "It will be fine."

"Thank you, Xiaowen." These days, Xing Wenfei is the most important pillar of his spirit.

Zhou Xun and Zhou Ning walked around holding hands, Zhou Ning took a lot of photos, and was going to go back and design the garden carefully.

When the two returned to the car, Qin Su told the two of the test results immediately, and both were happy for him. Zhou Xun said, "It will be fine. Believe in science."

The four of them set up a picnic in an open space by the lake, Zhou Ning kept taking pictures with her mobile phone, Zhou Xun and Qin Su talked non-stop when they talked about the research content somehow, Xing Wenfei didn't quite listen I understand, I have no choice but to watch Zhou Ning take pictures.

Zhou Ning is a straightforward Chongqing native who is very enthusiastic about the people she likes and doesn't like to talk to those she doesn't like.

Xing Wenfei looked at the photos he took, and found that they were very well taken. They looked like ordinary scenery, but in his lens, they were very artistic.

Xing Wenfei said, "You did a really good job."

Zhou Ning said: "I learned it specially before, and then I studied it for several years. I can count on this skill to make a living."

He showed Xing Wenfei the photo he took of Xing Wenfei and Qin Su. There was a photo of the two of them sitting on a rock next to the car basking in the sun. Xing Wenfei held Qin Su in his arms. Qin Su looked at the wild grass on one side. The sun shone on the two of them, making them a little overexposed, but warm and soft.

Xing Wenfei was very moved, "Send it to me."

He immediately added WeChat to Zhou Ning and asked him to send him all the photos about himself and Qin Su. In one of them, Qin Su was standing alone on the bank of the water. He was very thin, with a gray sweater and a black suit. The wind blows his hair out of his bangs. He closes his eyes, feeling the temperature of the sun. In the sun, he is almost transparently white, distant and gentle.

Xing Wenfei stared at the photo for a long time, couldn't help it, and set the photo as a screensaver.

Xing Wenfei asked Zhou Ning a lot about his skills in taking pictures. In addition, he had studied painting for a long time before and had a foundation in composition, so he took good-looking pictures soon.

He was obsessed with taking pictures all afternoon, and took at least a hundred pictures for Qin Su. Qin Su didn't know what he was up to, and when he found out that he was taking pictures of himself, he was a little embarrassed and told him not to take pictures.

Only then did Xing Wenfei put away his phone.

After returning to the city from outside the city, Qin Su and Xing Wenfei invited Zhou Xun and Zhou Ning to eat hot pot, because the picnic at noon was basically cold food, and they wanted to eat something warm at night.

Sitting in the box, Zhou Xun and Xing Wenfei talked about the research again, and Xing Wenfei and Zhou Ning heard about the immune mechanism. The heavenly book returned the heavenly book, and the neglected two began to form a group to serve food to the people around them, and then chat about themselves.

Zhou Ning knew that Xing Wenfei was only 27 and [-] years old, so she regarded him as her little brother, so she asked him everything unceremoniously.

After asking, he whispered about his private affairs with Qin Su: "How did you and Teacher Qin get together?"

Because Qin Su doesn't look gay at first glance, even if he is with Xing Wenfei, it is more likely that he is bisexual.Moreover, he has a duller personality than Zhou Xun, so it is absolutely impossible for him to take the initiative to chase Xing Wenfei. It must be Xing Wenfei who is chasing Qin Su.

If it was someone else, Xing Wenfei would definitely not want to answer this kind of question, but Zhou Ning was the one who asked the question, so he had no resistance. Looking at Qin Su who was still chatting with Zhou Xun, he just Zhou Ning replied, "I met him in an academic forum once, and I chased him. After chasing him for about half a year, he agreed to be with me."

Of course, he is not a person who will suffer, so he immediately asked: "Where are you and brother Xun?"

Zhou Ning said with a smile: "We were neighbors at the time, and we just broke up with our ex-boyfriend, so we agreed to be with him."

Xing Wenfei: "..." It doesn't feel romantic at all.

Xing Wenfei knew that he shouldn't ask any more questions out of politeness, but he couldn't help himself and said, "You broke up with your ex-boyfriend because of Brother Xun?"

Zhou Ning had put aside the matter of her ex-boyfriend a long time ago. It has been so many years, and she can't remember anything about her ex-boyfriend. He shook his head, "No. It's just that my personality doesn't match."

"Oh." Xing Wenfei said: "You and Brother Xun are quite a match. You look like a husband and wife. How long have you been together?" The two must have been together for a long time, and they have such a tacit understanding in life. The reason, of course, is Zhou Ning is especially at home.

Zhou Ning thought for a while and said, "It's been a while, more than six years."

Xing Wenfei yearned for the life between him and Zhou Xun, and hoped that he and Qin Su could do the same in the future.Although he is not considered a single-parent family, his parents have not been harmonious since he was a child. He followed his mother when he was a child, followed his father when he was a teenager, and then studied abroad alone. The desire to start a family, but now seeing the days when Zhou Xun and Zhou Ning are together, he yearns for that kind of harmonious family life that loves each other.

Zhou Ning asked, "What about you?"

Xing Wenfei looked at Qin Su before replying, "It's been more than three years."

Zhou Ning: "That's good." After being together for more than three years, Xing Wenfei is still so passionate and caring, it really is a young man with a good spirit!

Xing Wenfei: "But we have been in different places, and we don't spend much time together."

Zhou Ning: "Long place? Then what do you do for work, can you come to work here?"

Xing Wenfei thought for a while and said, "We can only plan slowly. Not yet."

But we really need to start planning this matter. We can’t always go to another place, or let Qin Su go to a hospital or university in G City to do research. Of course, he can also build a laboratory for him, but Qin Su’s research direction needs to be specialized. If the company wants to build a laboratory of this level, it is not only a matter of funding, but it is also difficult to be approved by the government, not to mention whether Qin Su will be willing.

After Qin Su's HIV exposure, he was already under a lot of pressure, so it's not good to talk to him about it for now, so as not to make him more stressed.

Back home, the two of them who smelled like hot pot were going to take a bath immediately, Xing Wenfei looked at Qin Su and smiled: "How about I take a bath with you."

Qin Su is actually not used to this, because Xing Wenfei never behaved and just took a bath, but probably because he had a very happy picnic this day and was moved by Xing Wenfei, he couldn't bear to refuse, so he nodded Yes.

So, in the bathroom, before taking off his clothes, Xing Wenfei began to move his hands and feet. After taking a shower, it was already more than an hour later.

After finally tidying up and laying down on the bed to go to bed, Xing Wenfei was still not satisfied, Qin Su couldn't bear his complaint: "How come you are so energetic?"

Xing Wenfei kept kissing him, "I'm going back to City G tomorrow, and I won't be able to see you until next week."

Qin Su's heart softened.

**

Time flies, December nights are longer and days are shorter.

The Spring Festival was earlier this year, and the school began to hold final exams one after another from late December.

Qin Su originally only had one class, and after the exam, the workload of correcting papers was not very heavy.

Mood does affect people's judgment. It is probably because he is in a good mood, so the scores given to each student are not bad. After entering the scores into the system, the final score will be calculated together with the midterm score, attendance score, class answering score, etc. , he can see everyone's comprehensive score by himself.He was relieved to see that no one failed the exam. If anyone failed, it would be a problem.

It was a working day when I went for the check-up at the end of January. Originally, Xing Wenfei had to fly over to accompany him for the check-up, but Qin Su refused him, saying, "It will be fine, I can go by myself."

Xing Wenfei said: "But I want to be with you at this time."

Qin Su smiled: "I know. But I also hope that you can have more time to take care of your body. I got the result, I will video with you at night, is that okay?"

Only then did Xing Wenfei agree.

The main reason is that he has been too busy recently, and there are some things at home. In fact, he really can't get away.

Qin Su first went to Zhou Xun's place to take a DBS (dried blood slip), and then went to the outpatient clinic to draw blood for examination.

The results from Zhou Xun came out at noon. Zhou Xun called him specially and said, "Teacher Qin, don't worry, it's negative. If it's negative at the end of January, you'll be fine. Afterwards, we'll do a routine check. The month will do."

Qin Su was in the office, and after hearing his words, he breathed a sigh of relief, and instantly felt a limp feeling all over his body.

After hanging up the phone with Zhou Xun, he sent the result to Xing Wenfei, who quickly sent him a video request.

Qin Su went to lock the office door, and then accepted the video request.

Xing Wenfei is sitting in the office, wearing a white shirt and black vest, his tie is slightly loosened, his suit jacket is draped over the back of the chair, the whole glass wall is in the background, and the city beyond the glass wall is endless tall and low buildings.

Xing Wenfei said, "Baby!"

Qin Suzheng was in agitated mood because of the negative result, and suddenly heard him calling himself that, the phone almost frightened her off, but she wanted to correct him with a straight face, but she couldn't do it for a while, and only called him: "Xiaowen..."

His voice was soft and his eyes were red and wet. At this moment, Xing Wenfei felt that his heart no longer belonged to him. He just wanted to fly to Qin Su's side so that he could hug him and kiss him.

Xing Wenfei knew that Qin Su did this because of excitement, he stared at Qin Su for a while, and said, "I really want to kiss you."

Qin Su: "..."

This time I completely adjusted my mood and said, "Stop being glib."