Together

Even if Xing Wenfei answered, Qin Su still didn't want to talk about it anymore.He frowned slightly and looked at the scenery outside the car window. The car had already driven out of the bustling area of ​​the city and was about to get on the highway.

Qin Su was unwilling to connect the relationship with Xing Wenfei with reality before, but it was because he felt that it was difficult to get the approval of reality. Now he is in the stage of HIV exposure blocking, and even future I'm not sure about my health, so how can I talk about more realistic marriage issues.

If falling in love can be just a matter of two people agreeing with each other, then wanting to become a lifelong partner will definitely involve their families and even more social relationships around them.

Even though Xing Wenfei can say a lot of sweet words every day, Qin Su doesn't have much confidence in the future of the two of them.However, when they were still together, Qin Su still wanted to be together well, and he didn't want to leave a bad impression on Xing Wenfei.

He knew that Xing Wenfei was actually not sure about the future.But when they were still together, Xing Wenfei had already worked hard, and he shouldn't get angry with him needlessly.

Xing Wenfei couldn't bear the silence in the car. After getting on the highway, he talked to Qin Su: "Do you want to learn to drive? I think it's very important that you can drive. Of course, if you want me to arrange a driver for you You, it doesn't matter if you don't learn how to drive."

Qin Su knew that he wanted to ease the embarrassment just now, so she replied gently and meticulously: "I used to apply for a driving school when I was studying for a master's degree, but then I went to Japan after half of my studies, and when I returned home, my driving test had expired. I have been very busy, so I didn’t apply again. When the year turns, I will apply for a driving school again. In fact, I can drive, but I don’t drive well.”

Xing Wenfei knew from his tone that he was not angry with him anymore. He was afraid that Qin Su would be angry before. If he was angry, he wanted to please him so that he would not be angry. But now that Qin Su is not angry, Xing Wenfei still can't help it. Jin, it seems that there is always something that makes him uncomfortable.

Xing Wenfei drove very steadily and did not drive too fast. Even if he was constantly being overtaken, he was not in a hurry.

The rocky fields on both sides of the expressway are pale yellow. In winter, the scenery here always gives people a sense of depression. There is neither the green vitality of the south, nor the vast atmosphere of the north. This is not bad, It makes people feel awkward.

Xing Wenfei said: "I can teach you how to drive, do you want me to teach you?"

Qin Su smiled: "No."

Qin Su smiled, and spoke bluntly, Xing Wenfei regained the feeling of getting along with him, and immediately acted like a baby: "Why? Don't you believe my driving skills? Don't you think I drive very well and stably? I have also participated in desert cross-country races before, although I did not win a prize, but I did not overturn the car while driving in the dunes.”

Qin Su said: "I drive very stupidly, and I only want to be safe. If you teach me, I will definitely be angry."

Xing Wenfei: "How come, as long as I teach you, I can't be angry." After finishing speaking, I realized that what I said seemed to be that Qin Su was stupid to drive, but maybe Qin Su was just being humble, or even if he was really driving. Stupid, I shouldn't call him stupid, so I quickly added: "I don't believe that you are stupid in driving, you do other things so well, how can you be stupid in driving, even if you really thought you were stupid in driving before, then It’s just that you drive too little. As long as you drive a few more times, you will never feel that you are stupid to drive. There are no men around me who don’t like to drive. If you go to learn how to drive, I will send you a car. As for the car, don’t give it a good one that attracts special attention, okay?”

Qin Su said: "If I take your car, I will also give you a gift. Is there anything you want?"

Xing Wenfei originally wanted to say that you are going to give me a ring, but he glanced sideways at Qin Su and found that his expression was very serious, so he put away this sentence, thought for a while and said, "Call me a ring." Ear piercing, give me an earring."

Qin Su was a little surprised, and looked at Xing Wenfei's ears. As a boss, piercing his ears would give people a very undignified feeling. ?Qin Su said solemnly: "Why don't you get a tie clip instead of piercing your ears?"

Xing Wenfei blinked: "Do you think piercing your ears is bad?"

Qin Su: "It's not bad. It's just that this may make your partner think too much. Xiaowen, I think it's fine for us to be together, and we don't need to make a high-profile statement to others. We like each other, and it's our own business, I hope you are all well, I don't want you to prove something, and something that affects your life will make it difficult for me."

Xing Wenfei smiled: "Okay then. I always feel that you are suddenly very polite. Is this my illusion?"

Qin Su didn't expect him to be so perceptive, and said, "Why are you being polite? I didn't scold you for being confused and messing around. Are you still not comfortable?"

Xing Wenfei bit his lower lip, his expression was a little naughty, "Then you mean I'm M?"

Qin Su: "What M?"

Xing Wenfei: "Masochism."

Qin Su: "..." The first time Qin Su came into contact with this word was when he was memorizing English words in his undergraduate course. At that time, because he didn't understand the meaning, he went to the computer room to check the detailed explanation, so that he saw the words displayed on the webpage. After publishing the content, he shut down the webpage instantly in shock and embarrassment, cleared the computer records in a panic, shut down and ran to the library in a panic.If you let other students know that you are looking up these things, you will not be able to clean up by jumping into the Yellow River.But Xing Wenfei can express all these without any scruples, Qin Su doesn't quite understand whether it's his generation who are like this, or just a few people like this.

But it was Xing Wenfei's lack of scruples that allowed Qin Su to experience a life that he had never thought of before.

Qin Su blushed, "I didn't mean that."

Qin Su's parents live in the countryside about half an hour's drive away from the urban area. After getting off the expressway, they went around the urban area and took a small road going up the mountain. The trees on both sides of the road are dense. In this season, most of the leaves have fallen. , the branches cut the blue sky, and the sun reflected on the road ahead, making people feel happy.

Xing Wenfei said: "Driving on this road feels good."

From time to time, people can be seen driving ducks or sheep on the road. Qin Su has lived in the city since he was born. He is actually unfamiliar with this kind of scene, but he feels as good as Xing Wenfei at this time.

Qin Su: "There is no pollution from big cities here, the air is better, and the sky is bluer."

The car can drive to the yard of Qin Su's parents' house. There is still a distance from the yard. Qin Su saw his mother standing under a big tree by the roadside waiting for him.

Every time Qin's mother saw a passing car, she would look forward to it. When she saw Xing Wenfei's car, she looked at it carefully again. Qin Su saw her figure in the car, and suddenly It is difficult to restrain the sad and moving feelings.

Xing Wenfei realized that it was Qin Su's mother, so he parked the car next to Qin's mother.

Qin Su opened the door and got out of the car, calling her, "Mom."

Qin's mother laughed instantly, and said, "I think it's your car, it really is." In fact, she thinks that every car she has driven is true, but this waiting is only hope, not disappointment, because The son said he would come back, and he would always come back.

Qin Su's grandfather passed away early, and her grandmother lived with his family after that, but her grandmother also passed away many years ago.

Qin Su had a relatively close relationship with her grandmother back then, and her relationship with her parents was relatively restrained. Now that she is getting older, she still talks a little more with her parents than before.Otherwise, when I was in college, I would call my family only once in half a month.

Qin Su said: "It's cold, why don't you stand here and wait, just stay at home."

Qin's mother said: "I just take a walk and move around. It's boring to stay at home."

Qin's mother went to see behind Qin Su, and wanted to see the friend he brought back. She and her wife always felt that this friend was likely to be the object of Qin Su's love. It's a good guess, thinking that Qin Su would like gentle and demure intellectuals who are well-educated and reasonable, and they do research like him, so there will be common topics.

At this time, Xing Wenfei got out of the driver's seat, walked up to Qin Su, and said hello to Qin's mother: "Auntie, hello!"

Xing Wenfei's mother, Ms. Wang, liked to dress him up from childhood to adulthood. Xing Wenfei is an adult now, and his mother still prepares a lot of clothes for him by herself or her assistant every year. So many clothes, Even entering the showbiz is enough, so Xing Wenfei's clothes are always good-looking, especially for him, because it's so good-looking, it's like being separated from ordinary people, and it's not friendly.

When Qin's mother saw Xing Wenfei, her first reaction was that the driver of the car Qin Su was looking for this time looked really young, handsome, elegant and polite. Are all the special car drivers so demanding now?

Before Qin's mother could react, Qin Su introduced: "Mom, he is my friend, his name is Xing Wenfei, you can call him Xiaowen."

Xing Wenfei smiled at Qin's mother.

Only then did Qin's mother realize that she had made a mistake just now. It turned out that this was Qin Su's friend. It was a man, not a woman, so she wasn't Qin Su's partner?

Qin's mother was a little disappointed, and then she wanted to shake hands with Xing Wenfei with a smile on her face, because she realized that Qin Su, a friend, would come, and it was most likely that she drove Qin Su back.Seems like a really nice guy.

Qin's mother pulled Xing Wenfei and said, "Xiaowen, thank you so much for bringing Qin Su back. It's cold here, hurry up, go home and warm yourself by the fire."

Xing Wenfei thought that he was not cold, so he drove Qin Su and his mother-in-law home.

Qin Su's parents still have a house in the city, but they rarely live in it. Most of the time they live in a house in the country, and because the two of them raise some chickens, ducks, fish and geese every year, they need to feed these poultry. It was even more difficult for the two of them to spare time to live in the city. Every year when they went to live with Qin Su, it was almost always after the Spring Festival, when all the poultry at home were processed into meat and no new poultry was bought.

The house is a two-storey villa with a large yard in front, surrounded by a wall made of stone bricks. Two peach trees and a cherry tree are planted in the yard.On the east side of the house, there is also a pond. There are plantain trees, pepper trees and apricot trees beside the pond. In addition, there are two grapefruit trees that are the largest.

Behind the pond, there is a field surrounding a lot of poultry, and the house is surrounded by vegetable fields. In this season, garlic sprouts, cabbage, parsley, sweet potatoes, etc. are all growing well.

After Xing Wenfei parked the car in the yard, Qin Su led him around the house. Xing Wenfei stood outside the poultry fence and looked around. The sense of tranquility brought to people in "Returning to the Garden" is really a place like a paradise.

The sun is warm, the breeze is gentle, and there is a lover by my side.

The longing in her chest to spend a lifetime with Qin Su also became more and more intense in this sunshine and wind.

He reached out and grabbed Qin Su's hand, and said, "Your house is really like a paradise."

Qin Su said: "There is always a smell in the countryside, I thought you would not be used to it."

"It's okay, I can bear this." Xing Wenfei's nose is indeed very sensitive, but at this moment he doesn't feel that the smell here makes him uncomfortable.

He grabbed a handful of corn from a basket hanging on one side and threw it into the fence. He woke up the geese that had been drowsy in the sun, and one of them stood up and looked towards Xing Wenfei. With a glance, he ran towards Xing Wenfei with his white buttocks pouted. The other geese saw the goose get up and ran over, so Xing Wenfei threw a handful of corn at the geese and called Qin Su: "You Look at your goose, it’s so white and pretty.”

The front one had already run to the edge of the fence, its head stuck out of the fence, and its beak pecked at Xing Wenfei's trousers. Xing Wenfei was startled, and the other geese started pecking him with loud yells. Xing Wenfei was so surprised that he was terrified, with the pond behind him and the grapefruit tree on the other side, he couldn't retreat, so he rushed towards Qin Su who was the only way out: "Ah, Qin Su, your goose is too fierce !"

Qin Su was startled by him, hugged him, and led him back: "Be careful, it won't hurt if a goose pecks at someone."

The geese woke the ducks too, and a flock of geese and ducks started quacking and slamming on the fence.

Seeing that Qin Su was walking too slowly, Xing Wenfei was afraid that those geese and ducks would come after him, and pushed Qin Su back: "It hurts a lot, and my pants are stained!"

Qin Su didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "Slow down, you're about to fall! It's all your fault, who told you to smash them."

Xing Wenfei said: "I was obviously feeding them. Ah...they are chasing after them...so fierce, too fierce..."

Those geese and ducks chased around the fence, Xing Wenfei kept moving away from the fence, almost fell into the pond behind, Qin Su pulled him, let him walk in front of him, and hurried back to the yard from the pond.

There are only three rooms on the upper floor of the two-story building. On the side next to the pond is a wide roof. Half of the roof is a sun room, and the other half is planted with flowers. Father Qin just drove to the town to buy some things and came back. When I got home, when I saw the car parked in the yard, I knew it was my son who was back. He was a restrained and serious person. Although he missed his son very much, he didn't want to rush to find him. He carried his things to the kitchen and put them away. While asking his wife who was preparing refreshments: "Old lady (dialect, referring to wife), Qin Su is back, where is he?"

Qin's mother looked back at him and said, "I'm back. I took his friends to look around. "

Qin's father was dissatisfied: "I just came back, so I ran around, it's nothing if I can't stay at the house."

Qin's mother: "His friend drove him back on a special trip. Seeing that his friend is interested, he must take someone around the house. It's hard for my son to come back. What's the matter with your anger!"

Just walking around the house, Qin's father felt much better. He thought that Qin Su had run away with someone.

He said: "I bought a lot of kelp, and I took some upstairs to dry, otherwise it will get moldy after eating it."

Qin's mother shook her head with a smile, and saw that he was going upstairs with the kelp. From upstairs, he could see everything around the house. He must have watched his son from afar.

Father Qin arrived on the roof, and just as he was holding the kelp to dry, he heard ducks and geese yelling, thinking it was someone else's dog who came to provoke his poultry, so he rushed to the edge of the roof and saw it. Seeing a young man throwing himself into his son's arms, the two tugged back to the yard from the pond. The young man's attitude towards his son was acting like a spoiled child deliberately causing trouble, seeking attention and love, while he His son is also very different from his usual solemn and serious appearance, obviously pampering him.The intimate gesture of the two of them didn't make Qin's father feel embarrassed and goosebumps, but a gust of cold air rushed from the soles of his feet to his celestial cap.

He has been engaged in disease control and health work for decades. Before retiring, he was in charge of AIDS and tuberculosis, two key infectious diseases. He had contact with gay men, not hundreds, but certainly hundreds. Even if buddies and good friends get along with each other in the bath together, and get along with gays without touching other people, the atmosphere is completely different. What's more, Qin Su and Xing Wenfei are still fighting, Qin's father can't see It's strange to come out.In the past, Qin Su would not fight with anyone, no matter male or female, she didn't like to fight when she was a child, let alone at this age.

He was dazed in the cold wind for a long time, without any reaction for a long time.

After the ducks and geese lost their targets, they went to eat corn kernels in a dull manner, and stopped quacking, without their voices, and the whole world seemed to be quiet.

Qin's father shivered from the cold, and then quickly prepared to go downstairs.