Together

Shunji Iwai's "Love Letter" is a story about an innocent secret love. At the beginning of the story, the hero has been dead for two years.The love affairs about him are inferred from a little clue memory.

This movie was released in 95. At that time, Xing Wenfei was just born a few years ago. Even if he watched this movie, he would probably only eat his fingers. Qin Su happened to be in junior high school at the time, but he hadn't touched it at that time. Possibility of this movie.

When Qin Su was in college, she watched this movie with her classmates in the elective course of appreciating Chinese and foreign movies. After watching it, she wrote a movie review to hand in her homework.

In class, Qin Su didn't understand the movie very well. After class, he went to the library to borrow the original novel of the movie. After reading it, he wrote an article Mixed reviews.

Probably because he didn’t watch many movies, and in the days that followed, he didn’t have another movie to dilute his strong feelings for this movie. He watched it twice again during the time when he was preparing to study in Japan This movie, but he doesn’t think he fully understands this movie. After he went to study in Japan and went to Hokkaido twice by himself, each time he went to Otaru, he felt that he seemed to understand the story that happened here.

Xing Wenfei likes to watch commercial blockbusters, such as "Love Letter", which is a slow-paced literary film. In the past, he must have started to doze off after watching it for 10 minutes, but this is Qin Su's favorite movie, so he has The patience that slowly realized.

Xing Wenfei watched it for a while, then asked Qin Su: "Who is the heroine?"

Qin Su couldn't stand Xing Wenfei's utilitarian mentality that he needed to locate the hero and heroine at a glance, so he glanced at him and said, "Let's see for yourself."

Xing Wenfei had no choice but to watch the movie by himself, and put his arms around Qin Su again. After a while, he seemed to understand something, and asked: "Is this Bozi the heroine? Is her fiancé dead? The family and These friends are really incomprehensible, how can they still laugh so happily after someone dies? Going to drink? This is almost the same as holding a festive funeral in China."

Qin Su really wanted to cover his mouth, whether he could watch a movie in peace.

Seeing that he didn't answer him, Xing Wenfei grabbed his hand and rubbed his palm, "What's wrong with answering me? Haven't you read it before?"

Qin Su said angrily: "Are you asking me on purpose? Can you talk after reading it carefully?"

Xing Wenfei had no choice but to turn his attention to the movie again, but he would glance at Qin Su from time to time, staring at his fair cheeks, and hug him tightly again. The movie slowly progressed to the emotional line between Hiroko and Qiuye. When it came to the kissing scene in the movie, Xing Wenfei looked at Qin Su's face again, Qin Su pushed him a little embarrassedly, and complained in a low voice: "It's you who want to watch movies, and then it's not good to watch movies."

Xing Wenfei didn't care what he was saying, so he pressed him on the back of the sofa and kissed him. Qin Su really had no choice but to push his hand away, so he hugged his neck and kissed him.

Xing Wenfei let him go after kissing him enough, and went back to watching the movie, but the plot didn't progress much.

But here, the story is getting better and better, Xing Wenfei has been able to understand Bozi's feelings, and puts her perspective into her, wanting to explore the former lover.

The person I love has passed away for two years, and there are other suitors who are constantly pursuing me. Can I let go of the knot in the past and welcome a new life?

Xing Wenfei hugged Qin Su even tighter, he couldn't imagine such a thing happening to him.

In Xing Wenfei's more than 20 years of life so far, he has lost nothing but the harmony between his parents. However, the ability of human empathy allows him to fully understand the pain of losing a loved one. Pain and fear.

Thinking of Qin Su's HIV exposure, what should I do if I turn positive in the future?Qin Su is dead, what should I do?

He suddenly felt a little afraid to watch the movie.

Qin Su was still staring at the screen seriously, Xing Wenfei didn't know what he was thinking while watching this movie, his hand went around Qin Su's back, and went to hold his hand again.

In the following time, Hiroko and Akiba came to Otaru, and Hiroko discovered the secret of her former fiancé "Fujii tree". She saw that the female Fujii tree looked very similar to herself. I only get together with myself because I look like my crush in middle school.

It was a very painful thing, but I couldn't help myself and still wanted to know what my ex-fiancé was like in middle school, so I asked my ex-fiancé's crush to write a letter to tell me.

It was also in the process of writing the letter that the girl Fujii who had been secretly in love with gradually understood that the silent boy with the same name and surname as her had always liked her.

And when he got the news from the teacher that the other party had passed away two years ago, did the world of the female Fujii tree collapse? , is wonderful, but it's over.

At the end of the movie, Hiroko finally let go of the feud with the male Fujii, and was willing to welcome a new life with Akiba; In the portrait of himself, suddenly, he couldn't restrain his tears, but he could only cover it up in a panic.

Wang Xiaobo once wrote to Li Yinhe: "No matter how mediocre I am, I always feel that my love for you is beautiful."

Qin Su always thinks of this sentence at the end of the movie. Human beings are very different, and each is good at different fields. Of course, there will be difficulties in communication, but only feelings are very common.

Xing Wenfei has never seen Wang Xiaobo, so naturally he would not understand what Qin Su was thinking, but the feelings that have been buried and spread in the movie, at the last moment when the female Fujii tree saw the portrait of herself drawn by the male Fujii tree on the card, it was like The fountain that broke through the confinement spewed out, pouring people completely, but this feeling that I never knew before and could not be redeemed in the future came to an abrupt end at this moment.

Xing Wenfei was stunned for a few seconds, staring at the cast list in a daze, then suddenly pressed Qin Su on the sofa and kissed him, Qin Su was inexplicably kissed by him, and gently pushed him: "Okay, stop making trouble. "

Xing Wenfei raised his head and stared into his eyes, then kissed his forehead again, he was very sad, it was the first time for him to see such sadness while watching a movie.He has been in love with the heroine Hiroko Watanabe from the beginning to the end. He likes gentle and affectionate women. Hiroko Watanabe fully meets these conditions, but he is also moved by the female Fujii, and has been secretly in love with someone, but she always I don't know, when I learned later, that person has already disappeared with the wind like the boyhood that I can't go back, and it is impossible to find it again.As for Akiba and the male Fujii tree, Xing Wenfei didn't have any special feelings.The male Fujii tree makes Hiroko never forget, it is the sustenance of her deep love, Akiba is Hiroko's suitor, Hiroko follows him, and then only faces the real life of vegetables, rice, oil and salt, and the male Fujii tree makes Xing Wenfei even more This kind of activism is very uncomfortable. Why didn't you tell the female Fujii tree directly at the time, and then hired Hiroko as a substitute. Hiroko was so sad when he knew the truth.

Xing Wenfei hugged Qin Su, buried his face in his shoulder, and remained silent for a while.

Qin Su has watched this movie too many times, and he didn't have the feeling of being shocked by the emotions in the previous few times. At this time, he was hugged and acted like a baby by Xing Wenfei. He felt that Xing Wenfei was a little funny and a little cute, so Just let him go, and gently rubbed the back of his head, and said, "What's wrong?"

Xing Wenfei sighed and said, "It's a bit uncomfortable to watch."

Qin Su said: "It's just a movie, it will be fine after a while."

Xing Wenfei raised his head to look at him, and said, "If we were the same age and went to school together, I would definitely confess to you, and I wouldn't be as boring as the male Fujii tree in it. I won't miss you, and I won't let you You are saddened to learn the truth after a long time."

Qin Su was stunned for a moment, raised her hand to touch his face, and said, "Yes."

Xing Wenfei took a deep breath, still feeling uncomfortable, and continued to hug Qin Su. The sadness made him feel that his brain was short of oxygen, and it was difficult to think about other things for a while. He buried his face on Qin Su's shoulder and said in a low voice : "Don't have an accident, I feel very sad."

Qin Su knew what he was talking about, put his arms around Xing Wenfei and said, "The probability is very low, don't worry." He thought, maybe he shouldn't watch this movie.He never thought that Xing Wenfei was so emotionally vulnerable.I always thought he was a big hearted person.

Xing Wenfei didn't know what to say to express his discomfort and panic, so he hugged Qin Su silently in a daze, and then kissed Qin Su after a while. He, as long as he has to do what he wants to do.

After kissing for a while, Xing Wenfei wanted to take off Qin Su's clothes again. Qin Su got annoyed and pushed him away, "Okay, I'll beat you again."

Xing Wenfei looked at him with a wry smile, looking very aggrieved, and said, "How could you domestically abuse me."

Qin Su: "..."

Qin Su ignored him, got up and went to the bathroom, Xing Wenfei went to turn off the movie, turned on the light, and sat under the warm light, he felt better. Thinking of something, he chased to the bathroom again. After Qin Su came out, He asked, "Qin Su, did you have a crush in high school, otherwise why would you like this movie?"

Qin Su gave him a supercilious look: "Why do you need a crush to like this movie?"

Xing Wenfei persisted and asked, "Is there any? Otherwise, I'll find someone to ask you about your high school."

Qin Su got a little angry, "You are a real person. Even if you have a secret love, no one will know about it. You can find someone to find out what happened to me when I was in high school."

Xing Wenfei was right when he thought about it. His mind was blurred because of this movie, so he had no choice but to continue to ask Qin Su: "Is there any? Is it your class flower?"

Qin Su annoyed him to death, and went to find some medicine: "Then tell me about your high school first, do you have a crush, otherwise how would you know you like a man?"

Hearing that he was able to raise this question calmly, Xing Wenfei didn't see him being jealous, so Xing Wenfei was not very happy: "Do you not mind if I liked someone else in high school?"

Qin Su dug out his own medicine from the bag, took the water and ate it one by one. Thinking of the uncomfortable feeling after taking the medicine, he frowned, but there was no way, maybe after changing the medicine, the side effects were really serious. will be smaller.

Seeing that he finished taking the medicine, Xing Wenfei put the medicine back into the bag for him, and continued to make trouble with him: "Qin Su, it's just a matter of answering a few sentences, why didn't you tell me?"

Qin Su sighed, Xing Wenfei is so young, when he was in high school, he was a graduate student, so jealous that he likes boys of the same age?Of course, he would mind a little bit, but reason made him not mind that much.

Qin Su said: "I really don't have a crush on anyone. I went to boarding schools in junior high and high school. I was under a lot of academic pressure. The school was very strict in checking on puppy love. Boys and girls would be reported if they said a few words. Who would want to go to school?" fall in love?"

Xing Wenfei asked: "Is no one chasing you?"

Qin Su thought for a while and said, "It seems that some girls like me, but with such strict control, who would dare to chase others? I really don't have a crush on anyone, so don't check everything, okay?"

Xing Wenfei was happier now. He didn't want Qin Su to go back to attend some high school reunion and be confused with his first love, so after taking a deep breath, he said: "But even if you have any secret thoughts The object, the other party is also a person of aunt's age, compared with me, it should not be very competitive."

Qin Su: "..."

Before getting along with Xing Wenfei in this way in private, Qin Suzhen never thought that Xing Wenfei would often speak so viciously that he couldn't stop talking to death.

Xing Wenfei added: "Although I asked you, I will confess to you that I never fell in love in high school, nor did I like anyone."

Qin Su thought he was funny and cute, so she laughed, "Why not? Aren't you popular enough?"

Xing Wenfei sighed: "I lived with my dad when I was in high school, and I was already doing business with him, and I was taken by him to attend company meetings and participate in some operational decisions. Of course, most of the time I just offered opinions. My dad has the final say on whether to be adopted, but at that time there was a little generation gap with my peers. I went to school relatively early, and my classmates and classmates in the same grade were about two years older than me, but these people were naive than me. So I don’t think anyone can appreciate it, and it’s hard to like it.”

Qin Su didn't know what to say for a moment, could this be the reason why Xing Wenfei liked himself who was so much older than him?