Together

If Xing Wenfei hadn't been so brazen and hugged him all the time, if he hadn't been so coquettish then, Qin Su felt that he would never be so seduced by him.

It is too late to regret at that time.

Perhaps the beauty of the past will be destroyed by an HIV exposure at this time.

In the future, when Xing Wenfei thinks about himself again, it may be difficult to think about the things that happened in the past. He just thinks that Qin Su who has occupational exposure to HIV, what's more, it will be useless if he takes blocking drugs, and he will become HIV-infected people, he would even think that the person who had sexual relations before, infected with HIV, may die soon, and then cry out, even if he commemorates the past, and then looks forward to the future.

Anyway, Xing Wenfei was young and handsome, even if he didn't have money, many people would be willing to be with him, not to mention, he still had money.

Qin Su's mind was buzzing. Because of the fever, he felt colder and shivering a little. He felt that Xing Wenfei hugged him even tighter. His heart felt cold, so cold that he was very calm. I feel like I have to tell you."

Qin Su didn't change his pajamas, but Qin Su is a MUJI school. Since Boer fell in love with MUJI in Japan for a year, he hasn't changed the brand of clothes in the next ten years. He especially likes the cotton and linen series. All shirts are With this series of clothes, even if you wear this clothes as pajamas, you will not feel uncomfortable.

Xing Wenfei touched his soft top, and when he heard him say "I must tell you", his heart skipped a beat, and he was very worried that he would hear words such as "I'm getting married", because it would make Qin Sufei want to be with you. If you break it yourself, this reason is the most tenable.

Xing Wenfei wanted to be an ostrich, buried his face in his shoulder, and said, "Are you going to get married? Your parents forced you to get married."

Xing Wenfei had checked Qin Su a long time ago. Qin Su was eight years older than him and was 35 years old this year. He had never been in a relationship and had no partner.He is an only son. His father used to be a small leader in the health system of the second-level city and has retired. His mother is a primary school teacher. The two of them had children relatively late, probably in their early 30s, so when Qin Sugang was working, The two have already retired, but they have a deep rural complex and bought a piece of land in their hometown to farm.The two had lived together at Qin Su's place for a while before, but because Qin Su was very busy with work, sometimes he would go on a business trip for a week. On days when he was not on a business trip, he would go out at eight or nine in the morning and return home after twelve o'clock in the evening. Even though the old couple lived here with Qin Su, they basically didn't see their son a few times, and they really didn't like life in big cities, so they didn't come to live with him at all.Stay for a year at most and then leave.

Qin Su's parents are both in their 60s, and they are probably still very worried about his marriage. They will really force him to get married. Qin Su's personality is so gentle, so he will definitely not bear to make his parents worry, so he will marry casually.

Zhou Ning asked a question that ordinary people care about—"Is he afraid?"

Is Qin Su afraid?

Afraid of getting an infection?

Afraid of becoming HIV positive?

Afraid of becoming an AIDS patient in the future?

Qin Su is also human, how could she not be afraid.

He just knew it was useless to be afraid, so he acted calmly.

Qin Su didn't understand why Xing Wenfei asked this question, and said, "No."

Xing Wenfei relaxed a little, "It's not about getting married, what's the matter." As long as he didn't want to marry a woman, Xing Wenfei felt that the problem was not a big problem. In fact, he wasn't very sure. Qin Su was gay, so Qin Su should also It's okay to like women, Xing Wenfei has always had this feeling.

Qin Su said in a daze: "Tonight, something happened in our laboratory. My wound was contaminated by the patient's HIV-infected blood. It was a coincidence. I..." Qin Su didn't know what he was going to do. Say something, just want to say a little more, maybe it can ease the resistance and sadness in my heart.

Xing Wenfei didn't realize the meaning of his words at all for a while, because he hadn't thought about that aspect. At this moment, he was stunned for a while, and then said "ah": "What?"

Qin Su said: "I had occupational exposure to HIV today."

Xing Wenfei understood now that his hand holding Qin Su was stiff. Qin Su felt the stiffness of his body, and thoughtfully withdrew from his embrace, and then prevented himself from having physical contact with him.

Xing Wenfei felt that his arms were so empty, he was stunned for a long time, feeling the cold.

After Qin Su said it, she relaxed instead, thinking, ah, everything is over, and it doesn't matter if it's over, there will always be many new beginnings in life.

Many thoughts flashed through Xing Wenfei's mind. As a businessman, no matter how romantic he looks, he has a very realistic heart.

But these thoughts converged into one consciousness in the end, the same thoughts as Zhou Ning, he asked in a low voice: "Are you scared?"

Qin Su was very unwilling to listen to this question because she would be afraid.

How does he answer this question.

He was about to get up, so he reluctantly got up, sat on the edge of the bed, wanted to leave here, and was unwilling to answer Xing Wenfei's question.

Xing Wenfei suddenly reached out and grabbed Qin Su's hand. Qin Su was startled and said, "The wound on this hand is contaminated by the patient's blood."

Xing Wenfei really let go of his hand immediately.

Qin Su stood up, supported the wardrobe, and said, "Xiaowen, I don't want to lie to you at this time. But I think this is a very serious matter, and I have to tell you. I think you need to Think about it."

He left his bedroom and went to his parents' room.

Qin Su has been in the laboratory all year round, and the laboratory uses a lot of organic solvents and other medicines. These medicines have some damage to Qin Su's sense of smell, so his sense of smell is not as sensitive as Xing Wenfei, and he is also used to his own room. The breath of his parents is also a kind of comfort to him at this time.

Although, he couldn't tell his parents about it at all.

Because he has never found a partner, his parents are already a little disappointed in him, but they just know that disappointment and anxiety are useless, and they think that he can always be found as a man, so they don't urge him every time they call.

Qin Su took his parents' quilt out of the closet, ready to lie down and sleep.

This time, the side effects of this free blocking drug were too great, so he decided that when he went to the hospital for a blood test tomorrow, he would ask Dr. Ning if he could switch to a plan with less side effects. He might have to pay for it at his own expense, otherwise Dr. Ning would have given him a plan with less side effects.

Qin Su let herself keep thinking about going to the hospital after getting up in the morning, and letting herself ignore Xing Wenfei's matter, it seemed that it was not so uncomfortable.

It was impossible for Xing Wenfei to lie down and sleep again, he sat up, and by the street light outside the window, he saw his own shadow reflected on the bed like a stiff stone statue.

Xing Wenfei didn't know the probability of Qin Su becoming HIV-positive after being exposed to HIV, but as an ordinary person, he was indeed chilled and had a creepy feeling.

HIV positive.

Xing Wenfei raised his hand to cover his face.While the difference between occupational HIV exposure and HIV positivity is a long way off, he thought of the worst.

He couldn't stand the fact that Qin Su became HIV positive.

Qin Su is so good, he shouldn't be infected with any of these infectious diseases.

If he really becomes positive, can he still be with him?

Xing Wenfei thought too much, so that his body became completely stiff and numb and turned into a popsicle. He came back to his senses, then turned on the light, put on his clothes, and left the bedroom door.

He didn't find Qin Su in the living room. He walked around the house and realized that Qin Su was in the guest room. He went to open the door of the guest room and found that the door was locked, so he had to stand there and knock on the door.

After knocking for a long time, Qin Su didn't come to open the door, not only didn't open the door, but also made no sound.

Xing Wenfei began to wonder if Qin Su had left home, but he would not have left home so late at night, so he went to the foyer to look again, and seeing that Qin Su didn't wear the shoes that went out, he knew that he should Still at home, so he continued to knock on the guest room door and said, "Qin Su, I want to talk to you."

Qin Su felt very tired, but couldn't fall asleep at all, and Xing Wenfei was a very annoying kid, who would always wake him up when he was about to fall asleep. I had no choice but to get up and turn on the light, then went to open the door, stared at the person outside the door, and said, "What do you want to talk about?"

Seeing Qin Su's haggard look, Xing Wenfei suddenly felt distressed, thinking that he must be very scared.

He hugged Qin Su, who was rarely showing agitation, in his arms, hugged him tightly, and said, "Do you think that I will definitely mind this matter, so you won't be with me anymore."

Qin Su felt sour, but said indifferently: "We didn't count as being together before. Come when you want to come so much. Every time you come, let me entertain you. You think I really don't bother you at all." ?”

Xing Wenfei was scolded by him, but he didn't feel sad, but thought, it seems that he was very angry about this matter, and he was very energetic, he said: "You bother me, just tell me, I can just change it. "

Qin Su wanted to push him away: "Let go of me, I feel uncomfortable all over, and I don't want to talk to you."

Xing Wenfei didn't let go, and said: "You must have no confidence in me, how could I cut ties with you just because of your HIV exposure. I'm not such an inhuman person."

Qin Su said: "Since you are human, don't bother me. I just want to sleep now. I have a headache."

Xing Wenfei hugged him, which frightened Qin Su, and before he had time to scold him, Xing Wenfei had already carried him back to his bedroom, put him on the bed, and said, "You are on your own. Go to sleep in your bed. That room is too damp and musty to sleep in."

Qin Su glanced at him, feeling a little touched in his heart, but more of a lament for his future fate, as if his future fate would depend on the next blocker medicine and constant checkups.

He pulled the quilt and covered himself up, thinking that he would take medicine at 08 o'clock the next morning, and go to the hospital at 30:[-] to get blood tests for liver function, HIV antibody, hepatitis B, etc. Dr. Ning said that the results of the unit's physical examination in the first half month were only It can be used as a reference for taking medicine last night, but it cannot be used as a material for this exposure treatment...

Seeing Qin Su's eyes open in a daze, Xing Wenfei raised his hand to touch his lower eyelid, and said, "Qin Su, I noticed that you have dark circles under your eyes."

Qin Su glanced at him, not wanting to answer him.

Xing Wenfei squatted beside the bed and continued to look at him, saying: "You are not feeling well, is it a side effect of taking the blocking medicine?"

Qin Su was stunned for a moment and asked him weakly: "How do you know?"

Xing Wenfei said: "Although I majored in management and marketing, I have been in the medical industry after all, so how can I know a little bit about this?"

Qin Su said: "Yes."

Xing Wenfei said, "Is there anything I can do for you?"

Qin Su thought it would be a great help not to squat in front of me and stare at me all the time, but said: "Have you really thought about it? Staying here at this time and leaving later will appear very hypocritical."

Xing Wenfei always felt that Qin Su's words were meant as a joke, but Qin Su had obviously never joked with him before.He raised his hand to touch Qin Su's forehead, and said, "I'll take your temperature again."