Treat me

Qian Yu knew that Lin Yunze must have a lot of things to sort out and follow up when he just came back from a business trip, so he completely brought himself into the role of the unknown and silent helper behind every successful man.He sensiblely gave Lin Yunze enough time to concentrate on being busy and completely ignore him. Qian Yu even felt complacent because although he was clingy, he still maintained such a general attitude in the face of major events.

But just like all virtuous housemates have more or less instinctive premonitions about this successful man's every move, when Qian Yu realized that something was wrong with Lin Yunze, who didn't reply to messages at all, and didn't look for him at all, it had been a long time since the last meeting. Three days later.

No reply to the message, no answer to the phone, Qian Yu, who couldn't even catch him downstairs at the company, began to panic...

Nervously and tremblingly, she found Lin Yunze's house, hurriedly knocked on the door of Lin Yunze's house, and saw Cai Wenjuan's expression that she was not at all surprised by his visit.

Cai Wenjuan opened the door, smiled slightly at Qian Yu, and beckoned Qian Yu to come in and sit down: "Here you come? Sit down."

Qian Yu, who was so flustered that his hands and feet were about to get mixed up, didn't have much thought for greetings at all, he answered politely but couldn't hide his anxiety: "Auntie, I'm here to look for Lin Yunze, who else? Isn't he at home? Why have I been here these few days?" I couldn’t find him even after looking for him? I couldn’t find him in the company.”

Cai Wenjuan didn't intend to ask Qian Yu why he came. She lowered her head and went to the kitchen to make a cup of tea for Qian Yu. "Ahun is gone. Today's plane, I sent him, has already taken off."

It was as if a series of firecrackers had exploded in Qian Yu's mind, and the crackling and flying debris made his brain buzz unstoppably.

"Gone? Where did you go? Temporary business trip? Then you can tell me."

Cai Wenjuan looked at the self-deceiving Qian Yu with unconcealed distress, "I don't understand you kids now, it's so good at one time and then... He told me that the relationship between the two of you has changed a long time ago, and he has already broken up with you. The second is...cough..." Cai Wenjuan cleared her throat and gave herself a confident expression, "The family has actually been looking for a girlfriend for him, after all, you know about the two of you, right...how should I say it?" Well... not suitable. There is a girl in the family who I met a few years ago and who is well-matched in all aspects, and this time it is said that I went to the girl's house to get engaged."

Qian Yu didn't care at all and almost laughed out loud, such a lie is too clumsy, Lin Yunze, don't you really think that I will believe your nonsense?

"Auntie, why, the family introduced him to someone from another place? Besides, he is your only son, so why don't you go when he wants to get engaged?"

Qian Yu stared at the smoking teacup on the table, "Auntie, I know you may have some complaints about us, but please believe me, I am sincere to him, and I believe he is the same!"

Qian Yu shifted his position again and looked up at Cai Wenjuan, "Auntie, I beg you, can you tell me where he went?"

Cai Wenjuan frowned stubbornly, clenched her teeth tightly, and went through a sentence in her heart before she dared to say it, and she must not reveal her secrets: "Xiaoqian, you are still very young, young people want to fall in love with each other. It was no big deal at all.”

After blowing on the hot tea in her hand, Cai Wenjuan continued, "Look, since he has this attitude, and he really left, I, as a mother, have nothing more to say."

Cai Wenjuan put down her teacup and sighed, "Xiaoqian, don't force things now, forget about my hun..."

Qian Yu interrupted her decisively: "Auntie, can you forget your soul? I'm sorry, I can't. Engaged? I don't believe it, I don't believe a word. I must have done something wrong to make him angry, and I can force it It doesn't matter what, I'll wait for him to come back, no matter how long I can wait for him."

The cup is still curling up and steaming, and this gesture of shaking with the wind is so helpless, it really makes people feel bad!

"I'm bothering you, auntie, I'll find him!"

Without giving Cai Wenjuan a chance to continue talking nonsense for Lin Yunze, Qian Yu nodded slightly and walked out of the gate of Lin Yunze's house. He clearly tried his best to control his pace but he was still chaotic as if fleeing.

After Qian Yu left, Cai Wenjuan spread out on the sofa like a marionette whose rope had been pulled and lost its support. She let out a long sigh of relief and a long sigh. I was really worried about these two children.

The seat that Qian Yu sat just now was exactly where Lin Yunze sat last night.One ran away desperately, and the other chased desperately.Who has a deeper affection for whom, and who has a better method for whom?As an outsider, she really can't guess.

All she knew was that last night seemed to be the first time she saw Lin Yunze crying bitterly after the age of ten. She didn't know that this grown-up child could cry so heartbreakingly that her heart was crushed. Only bloody residue remained.

Qian Yu is a smart child, her lies and performances are so clumsy, she doesn't know if she can be worthy of her son's good intentions, she pinches her brows heavily, and still hears Lin Yunze's sobbing words from the night before.

"How could he be fired because of me?"

"How could he be beaten because of me?"

"How can I...how can I..."

"I just want him, I just want him to be good and happy every day..."

"If he has to face these things with me...then I'd rather he be without me..."

"But I...but I...I really can't bear him... Ma, what should I do..."

Qian Yu, who fled from the desert, sat blankly by the fountain downstairs in the community, his chest heaving and panting, a piercing pain that could be felt even at the last nerve endings flowed through his whole body.

His eyes were constantly blurred by water vapor, and his hands trembled involuntarily, and he almost couldn't hold the phone.

As expected, he didn't answer the phone, and then Qian Yu opened the WeChat chat window again, as if grasping at the last straw.

Qian Yu: Baby, don't be like this, talk to me, tell me what I did wrong.You know, as long as you want me to change it, I will change it.

Qian Yu: Honey, I was wrong, really.Can you make sense of me...

Qian Yu: Baby, I can't live without you...

Qian Yu: Baby, what did I do to make you feel so terrible, why do you need to use this method to escape from me?

At the same time, Lin Yunze, who was connected to the Internet on the plane, had already turned his head to the cabin window, covering his face tightly, but couldn't cover his shoulders and twitched uncontrollably.

In the reflection of the light from the cabin, a pair of hands that couldn't bear the tears appeared on the window next to it. The hot water dripped from the palm to the arm until it fell to the ground before cooling down.

After a long time, Lin Yunze controlled his sobs, holding the phone and looking at Qian Yu's messages, as if he was holding the rarest and most expensive sincerity in the world, but this sincerity must be smashed from his hands.

Lin Yunze: I'm afraid.

I'm afraid, how can I let you bear all the injustice and indifference for me?How can I let you bear the incomprehension and complaints from relatives for me?How can I tie you firmly by my side for my deception?How can I……

How could I hurt you like this...

After receiving Lin Yunze's news, regardless of what he was talking about, Qian Yu regained his energy and sat up straight holding the phone as if his soul had come out of his body.

Qian Yu: Where are you?I will stop making trouble, I will listen to you, will you come back?

Lin Yunze: Qian Yu, society is not a school, and it's time for our ridiculous things to end.

Lin Yunze: I will live well, and I hope you will too.

Lin Yunze: Don't need to mention anything else.

There is no need to mention it again, Qian Yu looked at these three words, and a few years seemed like a lifetime away.

This person was clearly a meticulous lover a few days ago, why?Why can he suddenly be so ruthless, why can he ignore the past friendship, why can he completely ignore the sincerity that is held in front of him?Why? !

Qian Yu: Lin Yunze, I don't know what's wrong with you, and I really don't know what else I did wrong besides hiding from you that I left my job.

Qian Yu: Even if I am wrong, you can scold me and blame me. I said I will change for you, as long as you are happy.

Qian Yu: But please make it clear that no matter how much I love you, it doesn't mean that you can hurt me as you like.I just want to be nice to you, what did I do wrong!What do you mean don't mention it again!

Lin Yunze: It was my fault, the fault was that I was too naive.

Lin Yunze: Thank you for so long.

Lin Yunze: Sorry, forget it.

Forget it again... Qian Yu looked at these three words, and a salty smell rose in his throat. It was the deepest fear of being dug out and exposed to the sun.Those humble and domineering obsessions about being a couple for a lifetime collapsed instantly.

As if being suddenly thrown into an ice cave, the chill ran through his limbs and bones. He wanted to reach out and grab something, but there was nothing around him except the piercing hard cold. Helplessness, helplessness, panic, and confusion dragged him down, and he couldn't ask for help. Can't save myself.

Not knowing what is self-esteem, what is posture, Qian Yu has nothing in his heart except the idea of ​​clinging to this person.

A lover who is always within reach, a lover who is always warm and considerate, he has forgotten when was the last time he said he loved him properly.

Take it for granted that he is within reach, and enjoy his thoughtfulness as a matter of course. It's not that you don't know how to cherish it until you lose it, but it's become normal to cherish it all the time and forget to let the other party know.

Qian Yu, who was staring at the dialog box, tried to send another message.

Qian Yu: Lin Yunze, I love you.

A message with a red exclamation mark appeared in seconds: The other party is no longer your WeChat friend.

Qian Yu hurriedly dialed Lin Yunze's phone again: The phone you dialed has been turned off.

The arm hangs down weakly, and the mobile phone is smashed to pieces under the law of free fall, just like Qian Yu's world is falling apart at this time.