cry one let me see

This is the third year that Song Mingyi has not been allowed by his parents to meet relatives.

The house keys were replaced, the bedroom was full of clutter, completely excluded from the family, and the biological parents only called when they were short of money...

Song Mingyi skillfully picked up the cooked dumplings, and thought in the gap between the bowl and chopsticks: I hope Song Minghua's sexual orientation will be the opposite sex in the future.

When he was sitting down to eat dumplings, Song Mingyi opened the ticketing software and changed his original ticket to Shanghai for the third day of junior high school to the second day of junior high school, tomorrow.

After paying the handling fee, a video from the ONG team group came in suddenly.

Song Mingyi waved the phone casually, and after connecting it, he lowered his head and ate dumplings.

As soon as the video was connected, Ju Rui's bluffing voice came: "Yi Shen! Boss Song! Brother Song! Happy New Year!"

Song Mingyi nodded: "Happy and happy."

Ju Rui was immediately attracted by Chu Huang who was on the phone.

In front of the camera, Chu Huang held the half-sized child in his arms with a loving face.

Ju Rui: "Ah, coach, do you see the things around you?"

Chu Huang: "?"

Ju Rui: "Ah! My eyes! That's light! It's the light of a loving father!"

Several teammates turned on the video one after another and said a few words to everyone. There were people coming and going in the background, the sounds of talking, New Year's greetings, and TV came and went, making it extremely noisy.

Only Ruan Jun's camera was facing the white wall, and the loudspeaker symbol occasionally appeared briefly below, which showed that Ruan Jun's side was also very quiet.

After a few people were noisy for a while, they hung up the video one after another. When Song Mingyi came back from washing the dishes, only he and Ruan Jun were left with their cameras on in the group.

"Langshen?" Song Mingyi called him.

It took a while to hear back from there, and the mobile phone that was facing the wall also shook, and cut from the rear camera to the front, revealing half of Ruan Jun's face wrapped in a scarf: "Senior."

Ruan Jun's voice sounded a little low because of being intercepted by the scarf.

Song Mingyi glanced at the Spring Festival couplets and the iron gate behind him: "Aren't you at home?"

Ruan Jun: "Well... was kicked out by my mother."

"what happened?"

"...Since I came back, my mother has been urging me to find a girlfriend. I just replied a few words, and she kicked me out."

Ruan Jun concealed some facts.He was kicked out for more than this reason.

Ruan's mother just learned that he used the money he earned in the past six months to "redeem" to a new team. She scolded him for a while and asked Ruan Jun to ask for the money back. Ruan Jun refused straight away. In anger, he kicked out the son who refused to let in oil and salt.

Although Ruan Jun had similar experiences before, it was the first time that Ruan's mother kicked him out on the first day of the new year.

Cities in the north have a strong sense of the New Year. There are no shops open on the first day of the new year. Ruan Jun went around the community and had nowhere to go, so he picked a building at random to hide from the cold wind and watched his teammates on video. Lively on the other side.

It seemed that he could also be infected by the warm atmosphere.

Song Mingyi looked at the frustration on Ruan Jun's eyebrows, and asked softly, "Why? Don't you want to find a girlfriend?"

Ruan Jun frowned, he was a bit resistant to the word "girlfriend", he couldn't explain the reason, but shook his head.

He didn't understand, but Song Mingyi understood: "If you don't look for it, you won't look for it." Song Mingyi's tone was soft as if coaxing a child, with a touch of pampering: "I'll talk about it when you want to look for it. Is it sunny outside?"

Ruan Jun turned sideways to show him the big sun behind him.

"How much battery do you have on your phone?"

Ruan Jun replied: "There are still 80%."

Song Mingyi then suggested: "Since the sun is shining, go out for a walk, so as not to stand in the cold. When your phone has 40% battery left, your mother should have calmed down, so you can go back."

Song Mingyi said: "I will accompany you to 40% of the phone."

This morning, Ruan Jun put his mobile phone to his ear and walked around the neighborhood again and again.He was unwilling to hang up the phone even when his arm was sore and he switched from his left hand to his right hand.

During the period, someone discovered that they were still on the voice call and rejoined them twice, but Song Mingyi and Ruan Jun both chose to turn off the microphone and not speak very tacitly, making the other party think they had forgotten their mobile phones, and then logged out by themselves.

Ruan Jun chatted with Song Mingyi intermittently, talked about some interesting things when he first entered DOTA, talked about how he quarreled with his mother because of this, and later gave him a power leveling to earn pocket money, and counted the things he signed up for before Some of the small leagues I have played have actually won the championship...

His tone was not quick, but clear. Song Mingyi sat on a chair on the balcony and listened, with a soft and comfortable smile on his lips.

If the topic comes to an end, neither of the two people will speak, quietly catching the breathing of the other through the current until they find the next topic.

I don't know how long it took before Song Mingyi asked, "How much battery is left on the phone?"

Ruan Jun looked at the 20% displayed in the upper right corner and hesitated for a moment: "There are 50% left."

Song Mingyi's cell phone had just indicated that there was only 10% left.

"Then go back in 10 minutes." Song Mingyi said.

Ruan Jun agreed, and asked again: "Senior, don't you need to go to pay New Year's greetings?"

Song Mingyi's tone was relaxed: "Ah, I also had a quarrel with my family, and they don't take me with them for New Year's greetings."

Ruan Jun let out an "ah".

Song Mingyi had talked with him for so long and comforted him for so long, but he actually needed comfort himself.

Ruan Jun thought about it, and quickly comforted him: "If you don't take it, don't take it, so you don't have to run around and call someone, but you are tired. Then senior, why are you arguing with your family?"

"It's also about the object." Song Mingyi said simply.

"Senior...was also urged by the family to find a partner?" Ruan Jun asked cautiously, the last two words made him a little flustered, and he couldn't help but think, what kind of person would senior like?What kind of person will you be with?Thinking about it, I forgot to walk, and just stood there, feeling a little suffocated.

"... I guess." Song Mingyi said vaguely.

There was a moment of silence on the phone.

"Senior...what kind of person do you like?" Ruan Jun looked down at his feet.

His shoes were clean, the edges were a little gray, Ruan Jun knelt down to wipe them, but they didn't clean them.He immediately caught up with the little stain wiped out by something, and wiped it vigorously with his hands.

In the cold winter, Ruan Jun's voice was soft and cautious, gently hitting Song Mingyi's heart.

The family in which he was born and raised was ignored and even rejected him.In such a lively festival, the only thing he could grasp was Ruan Jun who was also briefly rejected by his family on the other end of the phone.

Like an invisible thread, it gently led Ruan Jun into his hands across thousands of miles.

"I..." After a while, Song Mingyi finally spoke.

The person on the other end of the phone held his breath for an instant, even stopping to polish his shoes.

"I like you.

The hands-free cell phone suddenly went dark, and there was no response no matter how much I pressed it, Song Mingyi covered his forehead, both grateful and regretful.

Fortunately, the phone was turned off in time to prevent him from saying that sentence, so as not to scare Ruan Jun.What I regret is why I didn't pay attention to the phone's battery. Now that Ruan Jun was suddenly hung up by himself, I don't know if he would think too much?

"Senior?" There was a sudden "ding" in the receiver, and the voice was hung up.

Ruan Jun glanced at the phone blankly, only seeing the system prompt "Call ended" in the group.

He just squatted on the ground, pinching the phone in his hand, a little lost and a little confused.

He almost waited for the answer.

Ruan Jun squatted for a while, until his feet were sore, he got up and went home as if he was sleepwalking.The question on the phone that he couldn't get an answer in time just made him scratch his head with curiosity, and he couldn't rest assured, as if he was about to lose something important.

After returning home, Ruan's mother was still babbling in her son's ear, asking him to get the money back, go to school quickly, and stop playing games all day long.

Although Ruan Jun was upset by the nagging, he did not immediately refute, but tried to communicate with Ruan's mother: "Mom, I have wanted to play professionally since high school. This is my dream. Can you understand? My current team, Those players are all seniors that I admired very much..."

Ruan's mother was cleaning the table at this moment, busy filling up the melon and fruit plates for guests, she didn't want to listen to Ruan Jun's words at all, she just wanted her son to follow his own words: "I don't care about your team members or not. You can do it professionally." How many years? You have finally been admitted to this law department. How good it is to become a lawyer in the future. Don’t fix those worthless things. It’s better to find a girl from your school to be your girlfriend. She has a high education and her family conditions should be good. Go , tell your boss after the Chinese New Year, I will refund the money to you, don’t fight anymore.”

After a few hours, Ruan's mother didn't try to understand her son's intentions at all, but only cared about expressing her own thoughts.

Ruan Jun's anger rose a little, and he wanted to try again: "Mom, listen to me carefully, I..."

This time Ruan's mother interrupted him directly: "I've been listening to it for two or three years, what's so good about it! What do you know about you, a brat! You just listen to me, and this matter is settled! I warn you, you Don't be like your dad, just don't do business! If you learn from him, you will be useless!"

Ruan Jun suddenly felt extremely tired: "Why can't you listen carefully to what I'm saying? You only know how to let others do what you want every time, it's the same for my dad, and it's also for me. I don't want to do this .Dad wants to separate from you because you don't listen to what he is saying and only knows how to talk to himself?"

Ruan's mother turned cold, and smashed the things in her hand on the glass coffee table: "When is it your turn to dictate the adult's affairs? Do you still see me as a mother in your eyes?!"

Ruan Jun's eyes showed disappointment, mixed with resentment and dissatisfaction, forcing him to say sharp words: "Yes. But you don't look like a qualified mother."

As soon as these words came out, Ruan Jun was kicked out of the house again by Ruan's mother.