Self-salvation of a cheap substitute

Pingcheng City, Intensive Care Unit.

Li Xiang watched from outside the ward, Xu Ziling inside was in danger and committed many evils, or Gu Yi, who had been dazzled by hatred, kidnapped everyone on a chariot named "Undoubtedly", and rushed towards The cliffs fell one after another, and they were smashed to pieces.

Gu Yi reaped the consequences of himself, Yang Yunting died in the line of duty, and Yan Jiaming's hiding place, Gu Yi has never revealed it. After such a long time, it must be more or less ominous. Thinking of this, Wang Miao's heart suddenly felt Great sadness, great, indescribable sadness spread in his chest, making him breathless.

If I didn't choose to help Yan Jiaming back then, but let Yan Jiaming go the way he should go, what would he look like? Maybe he would become like himself, depraved, snobbish, and Worship money, but he is still alive anyway.

If I hadn't helped Yan Jiaming meet Gu Yi back then, hadn't let Yan Jiaming succeed in his youth, or waited for Yan Jiaming to have the correct and mature three views before introducing him to Gu Yi, would he have been ignored? One's influence is still that strong, clean boy?

I don't know, this is a vision that can never be realized, and it is also an eternal regret in Wang Miao's heart that cannot be dispelled.

"How is he?" Wang Miao asked.

"Very bad, the doctor said there is no hope." Li Xiang replied subconsciously, then he suddenly turned his head to look at Wang Miao, and asked cautiously, "Excuse me?"

"My name is Wang Miao, and I'm Xu Ziling's friend." Wang Miao held out his hand.

"I've heard a great name for a long time, and it's like thunder." Li Xiang glanced at Wang Miao's outstretched hand, then turned his head and continued to look at Xu Ziling who was lying in the ward, and said in a neutral tone.

"What happened?" Wang Miao didn't feel embarrassed. He withdrew his hand and took out a box of chewing gum. After Yang Yunting died in the line of duty, he quit smoking and changed to chewing gum with a refreshing mint flavor. Yang Yunting's choice for thousands of years. The refreshing feeling exploded in his mouth, and Wang Miao's thoughts calmed down.

"Yan Jiaming, do you know him?" Li Xiang put his hands in his pockets and asked.

"I know." Wang Miao nodded.

"Yan Jiaming is sick and has kidney failure. The only way to recover is to get a kidney transplant. But the wait for the source of the kidney is too long. Yan Jiaming can't wait, but he doesn't want to die, so he begged Gu Yi, begged Gu Yi, As long as I can help him find the source of the kidney, no matter how I repay him, he will agree." Li Xiang clenched his hands in his pockets suddenly.

"I understand." Wang Miao sighed.

"The postoperative treatment was very rough, which caused a large-scale infection. I used all available means to make Ziling what he is now, but I will still lose him. It's just a matter of time. You know that in Pingcheng City There are so many people, why did Gu Yi find Xu Ziling?" Li Xiang asked.

"I understand." Wang Miao nodded bitterly. He understood that there were not so many reasons. It was just that Gu Yi wanted to take revenge on him, but he was so well protected by Yang Yunting. Xu Ziling started with the most straightforward and cruel truth.

"Why is your life so good? You have received help from so many people and you are living a good life, but you let the people around you suffer accidents one after another and suffer the most unfair treatment in the world. Why do you But can he appear in front of me majestically, like a normal person?" Li Xiang asked again.

"..." Wang Miao had no way to answer this question, so he could only remain silent.

"Is it just because you are pitiful, but Xu Ziling is obviously more pitiful than you, and life is more difficult than you, but why do you have such a good life, and he can only wait here to die." Li Xiang pressed his lips tightly, Resisting the urge to beat Wang Miao violently now.

"Sorry." Apart from apologizing, Wang Miao couldn't say anything. He wanted to say that everything he got was because he completed one deal after another and endured the risk of death time after time in exchange for his own life. , But he couldn't say it, it would undoubtedly add fuel to the fire, so he couldn't say anything except a feeble apology.

Wang Miao waited for a while, and after seeing that Li Xiang stopped talking, he turned and left silently without saying goodbye.

Pingcheng City, December 28th, two days before the Spring Festival, at [-]:[-] p.m. Pingcheng time, Xu Ziling still has not survived the postoperative risk period. The one who thought about it was quiet in his arms, and the one with a smile fell asleep forever.

On the day of the funeral, Wang Miao also went. My feelings towards him are actually very complicated. If Yan Jiaming is the most perfect self in Wang Miao's imagination, then Xu Ziling is the shadow behind Wang Miao. His existence reminds Wang Miao , if I don't grit my teeth and move forward, then I will become like him in the end.

The two of them are like teachers and friends to themselves.

Wang Miao didn't go to the funeral to hate people, he just watched from a distance, then turned and left Pingcheng City, this city has buried too many people who are important to him, and they are still here Stay, maybe one day I will meet them, but I can't be here anymore, I have to leave.

The starting point of Wang Miao's journey was Chuncheng, where he bought a cemetery for Yan Jiaming. If what Gu Yi said was true, then it is estimated that Yan Jiaming could not even find a single strand of hair at this moment, so he could build a tomb for him. As Yan Jiaming's former good friend, it was the last thing he could do for him.

Then he returned to Shenhai City, went to the restaurant where he used to work and had a meal, looked at the place where he used to work, people came and went, everything was the same, no one cared whether an individual existed, nor People care about the direction of this person's fate, and they should be so luxurious and sensual.

Then he went to another place and met Chen Man. For Gu Yi and Yan Jiaming, Wang Miao had complicated feelings, but for Chen Man, he didn't have so much disgust or resistance. He just saw an old friend. To be honest, he couldn't hate Chen Man, and he could even sit down and chat.

"Mr. Chen, long time no see." Wang Miao said.

"It's Wang Miao, long time no see." Chen Man pushed his glasses, "The cake you bought?"

"Yes, cream cake, this shop's craftsmanship is very good, do you want to eat together?" Wang Miao looked at the handbag, he picked it up, shook it, and asked and answered.

"If possible." Chen Man shrugged.

"The Gu family should be in a precarious time recently. You are the executive vice president, why don't you deal with the mess of the Gu family in Pingcheng." Wang Miao waved to the waiter, "Two cups of milk tea, thank you."

"I'm tired, really, seeing Gu Yi going astray all these years but being powerless to stop him, I'm exhausted." Chen Man took off his glasses and rubbed his face.

"That's right. After all, revenge is to support Gu Yi to the present. It's not easy to let him give up." Wang Miao nodded, focusing on the cake in front of him, thinking about whether he should eat the fruit on it first, or eat it while eating. whipped cream on top.

"Have you been back to Pingcheng recently?" Chen Man asked.

"No, Pingcheng is my sad place, and I may never go back." Wang Miao scooped up a spoonful of cream and put it into his mouth.

"Then you don't know about Chu Jiachen either?" Chen Man took a sip of milk tea.

"Oh, what happened to him?" Wang Miao asked casually.

"Being expelled from school, and then compensated Jiang and Gu's family for liquidated damages, and facing the dilemma of being sued by Fu Xizhou and Jiang Lin together, how are you living now?" Chen Man thought for a while and said, "It's very tragic."

"En." Wang Miao nodded, thinking that this is really a good reincarnation, and he deserved it.

"You, don't want to say something?" Chen Man smiled.

"What are you talking about, saying that the retribution of the natural law is not good?" Wang Miao also laughed, "No, at least I won't, someone may fight the dog in the water, but that person will definitely not be me. It will be over after Pingcheng, the kindness and resentment between me and him, right and wrong, after all, we are all poor people who can't help ourselves, there is no need to be extra jealous when we meet again."

"You have changed a lot. I remember when I was in the underground garage, I clearly saw the fire in your eyes, and I clearly felt your determination to take revenge, but you didn't put it into practice. Can I ask you Why?" Chen Man raised his legs, and the old god asked.

"Yeah, I want revenge so much. Really, I used to think about revenge all the time. I wanted to use Fu Xizhou to deal with Jiang Lin, but I still couldn't carry it out firmly. If I did, then I and I What's the difference between Chu Jiachen who used to be dismissive, and revenge is like lying. If you tell a lie, there will be thousands of lies to complete. If you take revenge on one person, you have to face others It's too tiring to fight back, it's not worth it." Wang Miao waved his hand.

"You are so young, you can see things very clearly." Chen Man smiled.

"Your age has something to do with experience?" Wang Miao also laughed.

"It's okay, then you won't go back to Pingcheng, which means you have given up on dating Fu Xizhou?" Chen Man asked.

"Well, it doesn't count. The world is so big. I bought a cake and walked casually, and I ran into you. Maybe next time I walk casually on the street, I can bump into Fu Xizhou." Wang Miao shrugged, "It's more romantic, isn't it?"

"I can't tell, you really have the temperament of a former literati." Chen Man smiled.

"Maybe, I was a literati in my previous life." Wang Miao hiccupped half of the cake, and he stood up and waved his hands, "Then Mr. Chen, I don't think we will see each other again. Let's go." La."