Self-salvation of a cheap substitute

"The patient has nothing serious, but his body is weak and his resistance is weak. After the infusion today, there will be another three days, four days, three or four days. The patient should pay attention to his body, usually take more vitamins, exercise more, and then Quit smoking and drinking, it's okay, he will wake up in a while." The doctor waved his hand and left the infusion room.

"Thank you." Fu Xizhou sat on the edge of the bed, looking at the leaflet in his hand over and over again. He squeezed the paper and put it aside, raised his hand to rub his face, and then went out to buy food. He felt that Wang Miao When I wake up, I must drink porridge.

"Let's go?" the doctor raised his head and asked.

"Yes, I'm going to buy food for him, please take care of him, thank you." Fu Xizhou clasped his hands together, please.

"It's okay, don't worry." The doctor waved his hand.

When the doctor changed the second bottle of medicine for Wang Miao, the effect of the medicine finally began to take effect. The child opened his heavy eyelids and looked around blankly. A friend surnamed Fu sent you here. He is out to buy food for you now. I just want to say a few words to you. Don’t blame uncle for talking too much. As a doctor, I want to ask you how long you want to hide it. Woolen cloth?"

"You are a good doctor." Wang Miao was stunned for a moment, but suddenly he understood what the doctor was referring to. He forced a smile and didn't continue talking.

"You are very young, it's not that there is no possibility of cure. Go to a big hospital for a thorough investigation and actively cooperate with the treatment. You are waiting to die if you hide it now." The doctor looked at Wang who was lying on the hospital bed, his lips were white Miao shook his head.

"I've seen what it's like to be treated. It hurts. I'm lying in the intensive care unit. A little injury, a little infection will kill me. Doctor, look at the injury on my arm. I've been through so much pain. If I really entered a period of rapid change, I want to spend the last period of my life happily." Wang Miao looked into the doctor's eyes and said sincerely.

"Yeah." The doctor shook his head.

"Doctor, please don't tell my friend about my situation, okay, please tell him that I just have a normal fever, okay?" Wang Miao struggled to sit up, he leaned against the wall to catch his breath, tried his best to Suppressing the ups and downs in his stomach, he bit his lips tightly and put on the same indifferent expression as before.

"I respect your choice." The doctor shook his head and turned to leave.

Wang Miao said "thank you" silently, and then let himself go. All the good and bad things he has experienced in these years are changing in his mind like a revolving lantern. There are more bitter and less sweet, but only after suffering, will you know " How sweet is "sweet", isn't it? Wang Miao said to another self in his heart. Although "sweet" is very little, every piece of sweet is precious. When he ate the first bowl of scallion noodles in his life, for example, the time he spent with Yan Jiaming in Shenhai City, for example, when he met Zhao Kai after arriving in Pingcheng, and got his own evaluation, and for example, when he met Fu Xizhou, We spent a period of time with Fu Xizhou, but they supported each other. Wang Miao thought about it, and a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth. It's so good, everything is fine, the world is beautiful, but he soon I won't see you anymore.

Just like his "short-lived ghost" father, Wang Miao stared at the incandescent lamp in the infusion room blankly. In the light, Wang Miao saw his father's face, which was already somewhat unfamiliar to him.

"Hi, Mr. Wang Haiyang, I am your own son, my name is Wang Miao, do you still remember me?" At this time, Wang Miao was still talking nonsense.

"I must be your own son. I even have the same disease. When I was 16 years old, I went for a physical examination. The doctor told me to take care of my health, otherwise I would be close to death if it got worse. To be honest, I was a little bit lost at that time. I Already had a premonition of my future, I was treated casually, and then I was taken home and locked in the room, listening to the scolding and complaining, counting the days to die, I think I am only 16 years old, I can’t do this, I tore up the test sheet Throwing it into the trash can, and then leaving Wutong City, I recklessly overdraw my life, but it never shows signs of deterioration, I sometimes think that I must be a one-in-a-million genius, my illness has healed itself, But today I found out that it never let go of my thoughts.”

"I've had a very bad life these years. I'm very tired, exhausted, and mentally exhausted. I used to hate Jiang Lin and linger on in order to find someone who can help me avenge him and Chu Jiachen. But these days, I suddenly can't I hate them, because I also have love, and I understand that everything I do for my beloved is voluntary and logical, I think, I forgive Jiang Lin."

"It may be that after my aunt passed away, I scolded God too many times. It wanted to teach me a lesson and asked me a question. It was very difficult. I couldn't solve the answer to this question, and I didn't want to continue doing it. I gave up. Yes, but God didn't win either, because I got Fu Xizhou, and I tied with him [-]-[-]. My happiness was won by myself, even though it was only a few short months, it is also my proudest achievement."

"It's just that, it's a pity. The me who appeared in front of Fu Xizhou was tattered and dirty. It's better to go to you sooner. In the next life, I must go to Fu Xizhou clean."

Wang Haiyang came over, he raised his hand, gently put it on Wang Miao's heart and kneaded it, Wang Miao shuddered suddenly, he shook his head, the incandescent lamp was shaking, it turned out to be a hallucination, Wang Miao shook his head, looked up Rubbing his eyes, when he opened his eyes again, he found a leaflet. Fu Xizhou didn't bring his mobile phone. Out of boredom, Wang Miao leaned forward and picked up the leaflet. Wang Miao After reading both the front and back pages, he smiled contemptuously.

"Xiao Miao, I—" When Fu Xizhou was at the door, the doctor reminded that Wang Miao had already woken up, and Fu Xizhou calmed down all the emotions on his face in an instant. The overflowing greetings came to an abrupt end the moment he saw the leaflet in Wang Miao's hand.

"I'm back, my friend." Wang Miao's brows were crooked with a smile, he threw away the leaflet and stretched out his hand, hooking his fingers.

"Ah, here, the porridge I bought for you, and this, and this." Fu Xizhou pulled the chair over to use it as a table, and hurriedly took out all the delicious food from the plastic bag.

"It smells so good, but I'm sick, you have to feed me, oh, my Darling." Wang Miao pretended to be Xizi holding his heart, and put the back of his hand on his forehead artificially.

"Okay, hello, are you hot?" Fu Xizhou chuckled, as if he was used to Wang Miao's sudden nonsense, he scooped up a spoonful of porridge and blew on it, then brought the spoon to Wang Miao's face, and gently touched it Wang Miao's lips.

"Brother Xizhou, I suddenly remembered that day, the first time you asked me to open the stage, you were drunk and then acted like a pervert, not at all like you who are gentle and gentle now." Wang Miao "Oh Woo" swallowed the porridge in one gulp, kept it in his mouth for a long time before swallowing it slowly, as expected, his stomach churned and Wang Miao almost vomited it out.

"I was not sensible at that time, then you were covered in thorns, like a little hedgehog, and now you are not a soft little white rabbit, come on, ah—" Fu Xizhou put down the spoon and picked up the chopsticks to pick up vegetables.

"Ahh—" Wang Miao chewed slowly with a smile, "Also, on the day you celebrated my birthday, I felt that I was the most favored young master in Pingcheng. I was really excited for a long time."

"Haha, you still said that it's better to discount the fireworks money to you, and have another drink." Fu Xizhou smiled.

"I won't eat. I don't have much appetite today. I'm a bit full—" Wang Miao made a grimace.

"Look at you, it's like this every time. I bought a lot and you just eat a little bit every time." Although Fu Xizhou said so, he still took over Wang Miao's "leftovers" honestly.

"Brother Xizhou, are you busy with work recently?" Wang Miao asked suddenly.

"Recently I took over a new project, so I'm a bit busy, what's the matter, Xiao Miao." Fu Xizhou put down the spoon.

"Oh, I want to go on a trip to relax recently. I happened to go back to Wutong City to visit my aunt's grave. You have also seen the good things Jiang Lin and the others have done. They deliberately don't want me to live in Pingcheng, so it's better to be out of sight and out of mind. If you have time, I would like to invite you to come with me. Of course, if you don’t have time recently, you can wait for me to come back in Pingcheng. I’ll be back within half a year at the shortest, or a year or two at the most.” Wang Miao paused , and said, "National tour, the time is relatively long."

"Oh, then you can go first, and then I'll meet you as soon as I'm done here, okay?" Fu Xizhou didn't doubt that he was there, and he said seriously, "When I get the money, we'll travel all over the country immediately." Is it okay to go abroad to play, but you have to promise me that before I go to your side to take care of you, you have to take care of yourself, so that you can have the energy to travel around."

"Okay, I will video chat with you every day, brother Xizhou, I love you, I can't bear you, I want to tell you ten thousand times every day." Wang Miao bared two small canine teeth.

"I should thank you for giving me a chance to take care of you again and make up for the ridiculous things I did in the past." Fu Xizhou tapped the tip of Wang Miao's nose, then cleaned up the trash, he stood up, "I'm going to throw out the trash , if you are sleepy, you can sleep for a while, and I will call you when the water is finished, and we will go home together."

"Okay." Wang Miao nodded vigorously, then lay down slowly and closed his eyes. Ever since he moved to live with Fu Xizhou, Wang Miao slept curled up less and less. It is this kind of "bold and unrestrained" sleeping position.

[The author has something to say: Send you a little red flower, which blooms in the deepest silt in your heart. ——"Send You A Little Red Flower" Zhao Yingjun. 】