unique lover

Song Jingyan's car had been parked at the entrance of the film and television base where the program was recorded. After waiting for about half an hour, Lin Chu's figure was still not there. He called Lin Chu's phone. It was still connected at first, but then it turned off. state.

He called Jingyang Entertainment's uncle, and he said that the eliminated contestants had left the studio. He also asked for Su Yi's phone number, but he never called.

Lin Chu had indeed left, but it wasn't what Song Jingyan expected. He left in a car with Su Yizuo and the other two eliminated players, but Song Jingyan didn't notice.

Song Jingyan hadn't seen Lin Chu for more than two months. He wished he could see Lin Chu right away and take him home. Now that his expectations had come to nothing, he didn't have the heart to go back. He asked the driver to get out of the car and drove alone. Wander around the city.

He parked the car by a lake, got out of the car and walked on the shore, the wind from the lake was blowing on his face, it was as soft as Lin Chu touching his face, this lake, this wind reminded him of his grandmother The villa, he thought that when he saw Lin Chu today, he would coax him back to his grandma's villa.

There are very few pedestrians on the shore, and all the people passing by are in twos and threes, and he is the only one who is alone.

When he first went to work, he apologized to him for not being able to accompany Lin Chu often. Lin Chu smiled and said that he didn't need to give him too much time, he just needed to have dinner with him and then go for a walk in the garden.

He regretted why he left Lin Chu alone in the country, why he was so playful, and why he became a frequent visitor to gossip headlines!

His uncle was right. If he was at home or working in the company every day, how could there be such news?Without these news, his mother would not drive him to Japan, he would not celebrate his birthday in Japan, he would not have a relationship with Guan Yuen, and he and Lin Chu would not be in such a situation.

If this series of things hadn't happened, how could Lin Chu have left him? That person is so stubborn that he decided it would be his life.

Song Jingyan recalled listening to the couple's oath in the church when they were playing with Lin Chu, "I am willing to be his wife. From today on, we will have each other, support each other, and love each other whether it is good or bad, rich or poor, sick or healthy." ,cherish."

He has participated in countless Western weddings, and he has long been immune to these oaths, but when he looked at Lin Chu, he really realized the meaning of these oaths. He saw Lin Chu's red eyes and smiled very much at him. gentle.

He held Lin Chu's white hand, and said a sentence without brain organization. To Song Jingyan at that time, this sentence was as simple as saying "I love you".

"Shall we have a wedding like this?"

Lin Chu pulled his hand away, got up and walked outside, and said to Song Jingyan, "Stop joking."

At that time, he just smiled.

But if it were him now, he would tell Lin Chu sincerely that he was not joking, that he was really willing to marry him and promise him his whole life.

But he didn't know if that person would still listen to him say these words.

Song Jingyan checked the time. It was already past 11 o'clock in the evening. He called Lin Chu again, "I'm sorry, the phone you dialed has been turned off."

Song Jingyan felt very depressed in his heart. Lin Chu seemed soft-hearted, but he was extremely firm when he was cruel. He didn't even give him a chance to say a word. Could it be that the relationship of so many years just disappeared like this?

Song Jingyan had no choice but to call Su Yi at last. He was very reluctant but had no choice.

The phone was connected, and the voice on the phone sounded like Su Yi, but it was not very similar.

"Hey, who is it? Hey, who are you?"

Song Jingyan could tell that Su Yi must be drunk.

"I'm looking for Lin Chu."

"Lin Chu~~ Oh, he's next to me, do you want to drink with him? He's drinking---"

Su Yi was so drunk that he couldn't even distinguish Song Jingyan's voice.

"Give the phone to Lin Chu, I want to talk to him!" Song Jingyan heard the voice on the phone was very noisy, someone was singing, he guessed that they must have gone to KTV.

"Oh, Lin Chu~Lin Chu~"

After Su Yi shouted a few times, the voice Song Jingyan wanted to hear finally appeared on the phone.

"Hi, I'm Lin Chu~~"

It sounded like he had drunk a lot.

"Lin Chu, it's me."

"Uh? Who are you? Do you want to drink together? The wine here is delicious."

Such Lin Chu, Song Jingyan felt strange, but felt distressed, "Where are you?"

Lin Chu paused, as if suddenly awake, and murmured: "I'm in hell."

Song Jingyan's heart felt as if a bucket of cold water had been poured on it, how could he be willing to let Lin Chu fall into hell!

"Lin Chu! Tell me where you are, and I'll take you home, okay? Let's go back together, let's start again, and I promise you whatever you want."

"No, don't come here, it's so painful here, just let me bear it alone."

"Lin Chu, shall we talk when we meet?"

There was a sudden silence on the phone, and the time seemed to be stretched infinitely. Song Jingyan waited with all his heart for Lin Chu's reply.

"Song Jingyan, I hate you."

Lin Chu said this sentence very lightly, with iciness, lightly making Song Jingyan wonder if he was hallucinating, but just such a light sentence made Song Jingyan feel that his heart was being tightened firmly pinched.

Before he had time to speak, there was already a beep beep disconnection sound from the phone. He took the phone away and found that his palms were full of sweat.

He immediately drove the car back to the building where he was performing, and from the building, he circled several nearby squares. He went up to the KTVs in each square and asked about it. He searched for several KTVs but did not find Lin Chu.

It was already past one o'clock in the morning. In front of a KTV, he saw four young people coming out of it. He saw Lin Chu leaning his head on Su Yi's shoulder at a glance, and his steps were a little wobbly.

Song Jingyan stepped forward, pulled Lin Chu from Su Yi's hand, put the bracelet around Lin Chu's waist, and let Lin Chu lean on his body.

Su Yi raised his head in surprise, his eyes were a little sober, he seemed to muster up courage but he still said timidly: "Song, Song Jingyan, return Lin Chu to me."

"What qualifications do you have to say such things to me!"

"Lin Chu, he doesn't want to be with you!"

"This is between me and Lin Chu, don't meddle in it!"

Song Jingyan took Lin Chu into the car.

Lin Chu was sitting in the co-pilot seat next to Song Jingyan, and fell asleep peacefully, with his head tilted to the left from time to time.

Song Jingyan wanted to go back to his grandmother's villa in the car, but it was still more than two hours' drive away. He wanted to find a hotel nearby to let Lin Chu rest, but before he found it, Lin Chu had already woken up. come over.

Song Jingyan was a little apprehensive, he didn't know how to face Lin Chu now.

Lin Chu put his hands on his forehead and frowned.

Song Jingyan knew that Lin Chu must have a headache, which would happen after he was drunk, so he didn't dare to make a sound, so he kept driving like this.

Lin Chu knew that Song Jingyan was next to him, so he didn't speak. He lowered his head, as if suffering from a headache. After a while, Lin Chu suddenly said impatiently, "Stop the car!"

Song Jingyan saw that Lin Chu covered his mouth with his hands and looked in pain, so he immediately parked the car on the side of the road.

As soon as the car stopped, Lin Chu rushed out, bent over and vomited on the side of the road.

Song Jingyan took water and paper towels from the car and handed them over. He kept stroking Lin Chu's back with his hands. He thought that when he was drunk before, Lin Chu gently stroking his back like this.

Lin Chu took the water to rinse his mouth and felt better, but his stomach still felt a little uncomfortable. He knew he shouldn't drink like this, but he seemed to be driving himself to a dead end tonight. The more he couldn't do it, the more he indulged himself. .

Lin Chu went to stand by the lake in front, and Song Jingyan followed behind him.

In the middle of the night, the moon hides in the clouds, without any stars, the night becomes darker, the long river bank is deserted, and the endless city is only left with lights flashing alternately, illusory and flashy, everything is so quiet.

Lin Chu closed his eyes and could still see the liveliness of the game not long ago.

"Is your stomach feeling better? Do you want me to buy some medicine?" Song Jingyan asked.

"No need." Lin Chu replied.

The two fell into silence again. Song Jingyan used to talk a lot. When they were together, Song Jingyan was always the one who created the topic. It was rare for two people to fall into silence like this.

Song Jingyan looked at Lin Chu's slender back. Many years ago, he couldn't remember, he also looked at his back like this. At that time, he wished he could always look at him like this.

Lin Chu raised his head, looked into the distance, and said in a neutral tone, "Jing Yan, we're all gone now."

Song Jingyan stepped forward and looked at Lin Chu. He felt that such a Lin Chu was terrifying. With such a voice, he must be planning something.

"We are all adults. In the adult world, no one has to be nice to anyone, and no one has to be responsible to whom..."

Before Lin Chu finished speaking, Song Jingyan immediately interrupted him, "I will treat you well, and I will take responsibility for you."

Lin Chu smiled wryly, and then said lightly: "Do you think it's fun to play with other people's dreams in applause?"

Song Jingyan didn't understand the meaning of this sentence for a while, Lin Chu continued to add, "Actually, I'm not surprised that you do such a thing, you are always like this, domineering and rude, but it doesn't matter if I lose the game, why would you Pull Su Yi into the water?"

Lin Chu knew that the Song family was very powerful, and that Song Jingyan was rich, but the concept of being rich was completely different from what he expected to be rich. He didn't know that Song Jingyan was powerful enough to determine a person's dream.

It was a question he had never thought about.

Song Jingyan already knew what Lin Chu was talking about. He was at a loss for words, lowered his head, and thought for a while before saying, "I did this because I was afraid that you would leave me. Lin Chu, if you want to be a star, I can let you To become the most eye-catching star among Chinese people, if you want to sing, I will open a record company for you, and I can give you whatever you want.”

Lin Chu looked at him and laughed dumbly, but there was no tenderness in the eyes of that smile, and a trace of despair flashed in Song Jingyan's heart.

"Song Jingyan, if you still want me to keep a little liking for you, let's stop disturbing each other from this moment on."

Lin Chu said very lightly, but there was determination in his voice.

Song Jingyan's eyes were red, and he looked at Lin Chu who was always staring into the distance, like a desperate ghost under the night, with irresistible resentment.

Lin Chu on the stage was shining brightly. He hadn't seen Lin Chu like that for a long time. The tenderness in his eyes was like water, and the peach blossoms, red lips and green smile were what Song Jingyan was obsessed with. During that time, Lin Chu never contacted him. Lin Chu chose not to answer the reporter's questions about the past, as long as they involved him.

Only now did he understand how much Lin Chu longed to get rid of himself.

Lin Chu, who was drunk, said that he was living in hell. Song Jingyan felt very distressed when he heard those words. He once promised that Lin Chu would give Lin Chu the best life in this life, even if he died, he would not be afraid of going to hell together. .

But he forced Lin Chu into hell alive.

The two have been entangled for so long, those who can be retained have already turned around, and those who cannot be retained, let him leave with the little love he has left.

Song Jingyan looked at Lin Chu and walked in front of him, seeing the calm river in his eyes, "If you really can let it go, then you can go."

Lin Chu stared straight at Song Jingyan, entangled for so long, and finally waited until the moment Song Jingyan let go, feeling as if a stone had fallen into an endless abyss in his heart, unable to part with each other, a tear fell unconsciously. Eyes flowed out, and finally the curtain came to an end. There were no flowers or applause, and only they knew the rest.

Lin Chuhong's eyes were moist, and she said softly, "Goodbye."

Under the night, Song Jingyan's eyes were also red, but he never looked back at him. Standing in front of Zi Linchu, like a soldier who had run out of ammunition, he dejectedly took off all his armor and waited for the executioner's order, "Goodbye."

For Lin Chu, the more passionate and decisive the love is, and for Song Jingyan, the more he loves, the easier it is to be defeated.

Lin Chu kept walking forward, and Song Jingyan walked in another direction, as if they had made an appointment, and they didn't look back.

Lin Chu heard the sound of the car starting, and the sound became farther and farther away until it could not be heard.

Only then did he stop, the grief-stricken emotions slowly spread from the bottom of his heart, and the tears kept falling drop by drop like a broken thread.

He didn't understand why he was crying?He finally left Song Jingyan, isn't this what he always wanted to do?But why does my heart hurt so much, it hurts so much that my internal organs are all squeezed together!

He started to run, ran forward with all his strength, and stopped until the tears were dried by the wind.

He saw a ray of light in the sky, and dawn was coming.

Song Jingyan was sitting in the car, and the figure in the rear mirror had disappeared. He played the song "Two People" written by Lin Chu, and kept playing it repeatedly. He remembered every line of the lyrics clearly. I always felt that this song was written for him.

I've made an appointment with you forever

But as soon as I turned around, it was another passerby

I can only watch you go, let you go,

Two people will always come to an end, there must always be someone to bear

Don't look back if you can bear it

Two people make an appointment to go together

The city is full of lights, but there is only one me left.

In the days when the water flows, it doesn’t matter if I’m alone