unique lover

Song Jingyan has been in a daze in the office. Compared with today's headlines, he cares more about Lin Chu's phone call. The news said that he fought for a certain girl and competed with others for women. As a genuine lover, could it be that Lin Chu Shouldn't you call to question it?

Even being jealous for him proved that he cared about him, but Lin Chu's temper was as cold as ever, and he didn't wait until lunch time, and Song Jingyan's restlessness was even more aggravated.

Song Jingyan cared more about Lin Chu than he thought. He couldn't wait for Lin Chu's phone call, so he couldn't bear to call to explain. He was clearly holding his breath, but when he thought of Lin Chu's grievance, his heart softened. down.

He knew that Lin Chu would not call and question him even if he was greatly wronged. He would only keep all the pain in his heart. He was afraid that with Lin Chu's temperament, if he believed what these entertainment news wrote Things, I don't know how sad I should be.

But the phone was turned off twice when it was called.

The phone call he couldn't get through made him even more frightened. He was afraid that he would lose Lin Chu in the next second. He thought that Lin Chu should be at school, so he called Lin Chu's head teacher. The head teacher told him that Lin Chu was sick and asked for leave. come to class.

As soon as Song Jingyan heard that Lin Chu was sick, Song Jingyan nervously dropped his work, thinking about the scene of Lin Chu vomiting in the toilet last night, he should be able to guess that Lin Chu had an upset stomach, but he was already fainted by anger last night I can't think of this aspect at all.

Song Jingyan rushed home first, and when he opened the door, he was still a little apprehensive. The sun was shining brightly outside, but it was pitch black inside, and the heavy curtains blocked all the light.

Song Jingyan turned on the light, and everything inside was normal, but the bottle of peach blossoms on the table began to wither.

He glanced at the hall, first saw Lin Chu's schoolbag on the sofa, knew that Lin Chu should be at home, and then relaxed, he gently pushed open the bedroom door, saw Lin Chu lying on the bed, bowed Back, holding the pillow that belonged to him in his arms.

Every time Lin Chu was in pain, he always hugged him with his pillow. He said it was more comfortable to hold him this way.

Song Jingyan sat on the chair beside the bed, seeing Lin Chu's haggard appearance, he felt that everything he did last night was too much.

He didn't know if Lin Chu was asleep, even if he wasn't asleep, he didn't dare to reveal it, so he just sat and watched quietly, sighing unconsciously.

He and Lin Chu had known each other for four years in a blink of an eye, and he never thought of losing Lin Chu. He felt that if this person was fixed with him, he would not go away, so he played crazily and willfully.He didn't know until today how much he was afraid of losing him.

In Western religions, homosexuals will go to hell after death.

This man said that he was willing to go to hell with him and live this kind of life without a name.

For a moment, Song Jingyan felt that he owed Lin Chu a lot, but he didn't know how to make it up.

Lin Chu turned around suddenly, opened his hazy eyes, his brain was still not very clear after not sleeping all night, he was in a daze and didn't know whether it was a dream or reality, he saw Song Jingyan looking at him with full eyes Distressed, it seems a long time since such eyes, Lin Chu can't remember when was the last time.

He likes Song Jingyan looking at him like this, only Song Jingyan who looks at him like this will cherish his love for him.

"Wake up, let me pour you a glass of water."

Lin Chu sat up, Song Jingyan's real voice brought him back to reality, and all kinds of unhappiness returned to his mind.

Lin Chu took a sip of water, the whole night's fatigue made him look a little weak now, Song Jingyan patted his head, but luckily he didn't have a fever.

The two of them just sat like this, Lin Chu sat on the bed, Song Jingyan sat on a chair beside him, and did not speak.

The time was as long as the four years they had known each other.

Finally Song Jingyan spoke first, "I called you, but your cell phone was turned off. I called your head teacher, and he said that you were sick and asked for leave."

Lin Chu's phone hasn't been charged since yesterday, probably because it ran out of battery, and he didn't pay attention.

"Does it still hurt?"

"It's okay." Lin Chu said lightly.

"Did you read the news today?"

"Look." Lin Chu still had a desolate look, which made Song Jingyan even more angry. He would rather Lin Chu didn't know anything, than to look indifferent after knowing, as if what happened to him Everything has nothing to do with Lin Chu.

Song Jingyan tried his best to suppress his anger, "Don't you have anything to ask?"

Lin Chu stared straight ahead. He didn't like Song Jingyan questioning him like this. His breath was stuck in his chest, and he couldn't say anything. He wanted to ask too many things, but he didn't know how to ask. He was afraid that the answer would hurt someone after asking. , holding the sheet tightly with both hands under the quilt, trying to make himself appear calmer on the surface.

Lin Chu was very disturbed by Song Jingyan's stare, so he asked casually, "Why are you back?"

Song Jingyan immediately stood up angrily, threw the glass in his hand on the ground, and it shattered all over the ground. I have known this person for four years, and it always happens like this. He is obviously holding his breath but always pretends that it doesn't matter. , he would rather Lin Chu have a big fight with him than look like a wooden man now, but it happens that this is the kind of person who eats him to death.

"I'm afraid you'll be sad! I look for you everywhere like a fool!" Song Jingyan almost shouted.

When Lin Chu heard Song Jingyan's words, no matter how calm his face was, his heart was still in a mess, and tears filled his eyes uncontrollably in an instant.

If Song Jingyan could always think that he would be sad every time, there would not be so many twists and turns between them.

Seeing the tears in Lin Chu's eyes, Song Jingyan softened his tone, sat back on the chair, and sighed, "The news was written indiscriminately by the media, there were no women, and there was no fight for a girlfriend. That person deliberately provoked me and made me angry. , forced me to kick him so that the reporters could take pictures, I was very angry last night, I saw you and Su Yi together, talking and laughing, but you didn't answer my phone, and when you came back, you were lukewarm to me."

Only then did Lin Chu know where his inexplicable anger came from yesterday, but Song Jingyan didn't say anything about him in the company.

Since he mentioned Su Yi, Lin Chu felt that it was necessary to ask about the admission to the American Conservatory of Music.

"Did you cancel my admission to the United States?"

Song Jingyan raised his head in astonishment and looked at Lin Chu. He never thought that Lin Chu would bring up this matter. When he saw Lin Chu and Su Yi's names appearing together in the recommendation list, he was terribly worried.

He already knew that he liked Lin Chu, and he also knew Su Yi's thoughts on Lin Chu. He was afraid that after letting Lin Chu and Su Yi go to America together, he would lose Lin Chu forever.

At that time, his mother wanted him to stay in City A, and he agreed. At the same time, he asked his mother to cancel Lin Chu's quota to go to the United States. Mrs. Song only had her son in her eyes, and she would try her best to meet her son's request. Besides, she thought that Lin Chu could have All of this was given by the Song family. In order to keep her son in City A, she approached Lu Ying, and internally canceled Lin Chu's quota in the name of failing the comprehensive assessment.

"Why do you ask that all of a sudden?"

"answer me."

Looking at Lin Chu's eyes, Song Jingyan knew that he couldn't hide it, "I asked my mother to cancel it because I was afraid that you would never come back after you left, and there would be no possibility between us!"

"Didn't you say that you will go wherever I go?"

"Yes! That's what I said! I decided to do the same, but you know my uncle forced my mother to leave the board, and my mother needs me to stay here, so I promised her."

"So I have to stay here too, don't I?"

"Lin Chu, I know it's wrong for me to do this, but I do it to not lose you. I really love you, and I really want to spend the rest of my life with you." With red eyes, Song Jingyan held Lin Chu's hand, ruthlessly Scrape on the face, "It's all my fault, you hit me! You hit me, okay!"

Lin Chu struggled to withdraw his hand, and Song Jingyan held it even tighter. It was too late for him to love Song Jingyan, so he beat him cruelly.

Lin Chu felt that he was very weak, especially when facing Song Jingyan. As long as he said good things to admit his mistakes and filled the love that had been vacant in his heart, Lin Chu would not want to be angry with him anymore. This person in front of him is so good and treats him so well. He was afraid that after losing, he would never find someone as good as Song Jingyan, and he would never find someone willing to accompany him to hell.

Lin Chu sighed and said, "It's all over."

These are nothing to Lin Chu, whether he can go to America is not important, what is important is that Song Jingyan is in front of him, loves him, and loves him.

"Yes, let him go." Song Jingyan sat on the edge of the bed and hugged Lin Chu, "Lin Chu, I won't make you sad again, and I won't go to the bar anymore, so I'll come back to accompany you. Trust me, I will You have always been the only one in my heart." After speaking, he lightly stroked Lin Chu's stomach, "Is it better?"

"much better."

"I'm going to cook some porridge." Song Jingyan immediately ran to the kitchen to get busy.

Song Jingyan almost never cooks, and he doesn't know how to cook, but every time Lin Chu's stomach hurts, Song Jingyan will cook porridge.

The best thing he cooks is probably the porridge.

In the days that followed, Song Jingyan did change a lot. Apart from going to work, he usually went home. On weekends, the two of them often went out for a walk, looking for delicious restaurants, climbing mountains, and shopping in supermarkets.

With the arrival of an autumn rain, the ginkgo trees downstairs are already golden, which is so golden that people covet them. The road under the feet is sprinkled with golden ginkgo. The beauty is fascinating.

He and Song Jingyan walked side by side, rustling, this is the fifth autumn they have known each other.