unique lover
Chapter 38 Support
Today is the day when the admission quota for the American Conservatory of Music is announced. Lin Chu was shopping near the hospital when he received the news. The news was sent by the head teacher in the group.
Lin Chu stared at the message for a long time, until the waiter told him, "It's 35 yuan in total." He came back to his senses. After paying the money, he sat on a chair outside the convenience store and didn't go back to the hospital directly.
Although he had been mentally prepared for a long time, he was still very disappointed when the results were announced. He did not get a place, and he did not have a free university, which meant that he would no longer continue his music dream, and had to give up a dream that he once believed in. Proud things are very difficult, but he has to give up. A pianist not only needs talent, but also money. , stayed in city A to study Chinese language and literature.
Lin Chu was thinking about his future plans when he received a message from Su Yi.
"Lin Chu, have you seen the news in the group?"
"I'm so sad, I'd love to go with you."
"Don't give up, you have always been the best in my eyes."
Lin Chu felt that his mind was a little blank, and he didn't know how to answer him for a while. He said he was not sad, but he was actually quite sad. He said he was sad, but he never liked to show his vulnerable side to others.
He thought he should at least congratulate Su Yi, his dream has come true, and just as he was about to call him back, Song Jingyan called.
Lin Chu stared at the phone screen, the flashing three words Song Jingyan made him feel a little stressed, the phone vibrated disturbingly in his hand.
Still, he picked up the phone.
"Lin Chu, do you know that the number of recommended places has come out?"
Song Jingyan's voice was a little low, as if testing his emotions.
"I saw."
"are you OK?"
"I'm fine." Lin Chu replied calmly.
"Where are you?"
"I, I'm at a convenience store."
"You go find you."
"Ah, no need, I said I'm fine." Lin Chu emphasized.
"wait for me."
Lin Chu was about to speak, when he heard the beeping sound on the phone, Song Jingyan had already hung up the phone.
Lin Chu held the phone and didn't put it down, the voice seemed to come from his heart, beep~beep~beep, wanted to talk, but didn't know what to say.
Lin Chuzheng wondered that there are so many convenience stores in the world, would he find this place?
He was too lazy to think about it, he couldn't find anything better, he didn't want to see anyone, he just wanted to be alone.
I don't know how long I sat in the convenience store. Suddenly, the chair next to me shook, and someone sat down. Lin Chu turned around and saw that it was Song Jingyan who sat down. He was shocked.
"How did you know I was here?"
"As long as I think about that person, I can find him." Song Jingyan said gracefully.
Lin Chu immediately turned his head away in a panic. If he had seen Song Jingyan talking nonsense in a serious manner before, he would have found it funny, but since he knew what Song Jingyan was thinking, he seemed to be unable to laugh, and was inexplicably nervous.
In fact, he knew that Lin Chu was in the hospital, and there were only a few convenience stores near the hospital, and he could always find them if he searched for them one by one.
"Actually, you don't need to be sad. If you can't go to the United States, you won't go. Let me tell you, you will definitely not be used to eating in the United States. Every day you go to the United States, hamburger pizza, domestic universities are also very good, I think about it, which school do you go to? Go to any school."
Lin Chu looked at Song Jingyan in surprise. Unexpectedly, Song Jingyan still remembered this agreement. At that time, he felt that what Song Jingyan said was a bit of a joke. How could someone like Song Jingyan make a decision for him? , now he knows that Song Jingyan has made a promise to him a long time ago, but he has never believed it.
The man seemed to really put himself in a very important position.
"You don't have to do this, you have better options."
Song Jingyan turned his head and looked at Lin Chu, "For me, being with you is the most important thing."
Lin Chu noticed that when Song Jingyan said this, there seemed to be stars and oceans in his eyes.
"By the way, where's the watch you were wearing before?" Lin Chu deliberately changed the topic, so he couldn't think about such ambiguous words for a while.
Song Jingyan raised his hand.
"Oh, it doesn't look good, so I won't wear it."
Lin Chu knew that he had sold the watch to treat his father.
Lin Chu paused for a while and said, "Song Jingyan, thank you."
"Thank me for what?" Song Jingyan smiled.
"Thank you for being so kind to me."
From childhood to adulthood, no matter how big things are, he can pretend to say "I'm fine." People who have heard it don't know whether they really believe it or are powerless or lazy, so they don't take him seriously anymore. Song Jingyan, every time he said he was fine, Song Jingyan would still appear in front of him immediately, as if he would feel at ease only when he saw him with his own eyes.
"Oh, I'm okay." Song Jingyan was a little embarrassed when Lin Chu said this suddenly. He grew up so big, and the number of times he was embarrassed could be counted on his fingers.
Lin Chu turned his head and looked at his side face. The light hit half of his face, reflecting a beautiful outline.
This person is really unreasonable when he is domineering, but he can soften people to the heart when he is gentle.
When Lin Chu returned to the hospital, he saw the old man on bed No. 6 in the same ward as his father dragging a big bag, and was about to walk down the stairs alone. Get it for you." Lin Chu saw that the old man was wearing his own clothes, and asked, "Are you leaving the hospital?"
Lin Chu was still happy for the old man in his heart, after all, how lucky he was to be able to walk away after lying in the hospital.
The old man sighed and did not speak. He walked down the stairs cautiously. Lin Chu held the bag in one hand and supported the old man in the other.
"Young man, thank you, I'm going back to my hometown."
"Where's your family? Why didn't they come to pick you up?" Lin Chu wondered, why should someone pick you up after leaving the hospital?Besides, he was an old man.
"They won't come anymore. Hey, I don't have this life to enjoy the blessings. I have suffered from such a disease. I have three sons, and all of them are not up to date. Knowing that my disease will cost a lot of money, all of them disappeared. I still It’s better to go back to my hometown to farm and grow as long as I can. It’s better than spending money here while waiting to die. Young man, I think you are very good. If my son can have half of you, I don’t have to die. Nobody."
When the old man said this, there were tears in his eyes.
"Grandpa, don't be so pessimistic. Maybe you will recover from your illness after returning to your hometown. Maybe your son realizes his mistake and will come back to you."
The old man snorted, shook his head, and waved his hands.After leaving the hospital gate, the old man reached for the bag in Lin Chu's hand, "Young man, go back, I know how to get back to my hometown, thank you."
"Grandpa, let me take you to the car."
"No, no, I know how to get there. I've lived here for several years, and I can still go. Before I can't walk anymore, go back quickly. Your father still needs your care."
The old man was very stubborn and signaled Lin Chu to go back, Lin Chu didn't continue to insist. He just looked at the old man's back and felt heavy in his heart. In comparison, his father was considered lucky. There is no need to worry about the cost of the turnaround. Everything is going in a good direction. There has been no hope for this family for a long, long time.
As the operation was approaching, Lin Maoxiang was not as pessimistic as before, and sometimes he would chatter with Lin Chu, making commonplace conversations.
When Lin Maoxiang fell asleep at night, Lin Chu walked downstairs to the garden, and when he looked up, he saw the round moon, glowing with a faint silver light, without the cover of clouds and mist around him, it seemed brighter and brighter, and the moonlight penetrated into the space behind him. A big tree, leaving mottled shadows, swayed gently with the wind.
Lin Chu thought of the mountain road that he and Song Jingyan walked together that night, and the night was as beautiful as it is at this moment. They were covered with moonlight, leaning slightly together, walking forward side by side, warm and happy.
Thinking of the moonlight that night, I naturally thought of Song Jingyan and how kind he was to him. If it wasn't for Song Jingyan, he was still worrying about money at this moment, and he couldn't afford to pay for the operation. It is estimated that his father would have to pay for the operation if he stayed here for a month. Like that old man, he dragged his illness back to his hometown and waited to die.
If it wasn't for Song Jingyan, he wouldn't have looked at the moon leisurely.
He remembered that last year today, he was still working in a small county. He had never thought that he would be able to come to City A, nor would he have thought that he would meet someone like Song Jingyan. For a moment, he had the illusion of going back in time. Good friend, pull yourself to watch the football game, remember what he likes to eat, search all the Japanese restaurants in city A, play the prince and Snow White together, participate in the running relay race together, give him birthday presents, take him to watch fireworks, listen to him.
Actually... Lin Chu bent down and covered his face with his hands, Song Jingyan was really nice to him.
But, Song Jingyan, it's wrong for us to do this!I can't forget what happened that night, and I can't ignore it, let alone accept your feelings. I'm sorry, Song Jingyan, I'm sorry.
Just when he was immersed in the past, a man and woman stood behind him, breaking his tranquility, and the two seemed to be arguing.
"Go to your natal family to see if there is any money you can borrow." The man said.
"You have to borrow it yourself. I can't say such embarrassing words."
"What do you mean by talking down your face? If you don't borrow money, why don't you watch my mother get sick!"
"I can't live through these days. My daughter needs money to go to school, to spend money for daily meals, and now I have to see your mother. It's like burning money every day. Because of your mother's illness, I haven't bought clothes for a year. I still live in the dilapidated house 20 years ago. Look at your classmates, all of them have good jobs, live in good houses, and their wives wear gold and silver. Me! Follow you through hardships like a yellow-faced woman ! I don’t want to live this kind of life with you again!”
"What do you mean by that, do you dislike me now? Let me tell you that the one inside is my mother, can I not save it?"
"Save! Save! Take your life to save! I tell you that I will take my daughter away tomorrow. I am fed up with this kind of ghost life."
"you dare!"
"Why don't I dare! Not only do I want to leave, I also want to get a divorce. I'm only 26 years old this year, and I still have youth. I can find a better one!"
"You are so snobbish, why did I fall in love with you when I was blind!"
"Whatever you say!"
The two ended up having a bad day and broke up.
Lin Chu heard it clearly from under the tree, saying that the hospital is the place that best embodies human nature. This is absolutely true. This place burns money, and many people have their wives scattered and their families destroyed because of the money.
And not long ago, he was as desperate about money as this couple, but he was lucky, he met Song Jingyan.
He felt that there would never be another person in this world who treated him as well as Song Jingyan.
Lin Chu stared at the message for a long time, until the waiter told him, "It's 35 yuan in total." He came back to his senses. After paying the money, he sat on a chair outside the convenience store and didn't go back to the hospital directly.
Although he had been mentally prepared for a long time, he was still very disappointed when the results were announced. He did not get a place, and he did not have a free university, which meant that he would no longer continue his music dream, and had to give up a dream that he once believed in. Proud things are very difficult, but he has to give up. A pianist not only needs talent, but also money. , stayed in city A to study Chinese language and literature.
Lin Chu was thinking about his future plans when he received a message from Su Yi.
"Lin Chu, have you seen the news in the group?"
"I'm so sad, I'd love to go with you."
"Don't give up, you have always been the best in my eyes."
Lin Chu felt that his mind was a little blank, and he didn't know how to answer him for a while. He said he was not sad, but he was actually quite sad. He said he was sad, but he never liked to show his vulnerable side to others.
He thought he should at least congratulate Su Yi, his dream has come true, and just as he was about to call him back, Song Jingyan called.
Lin Chu stared at the phone screen, the flashing three words Song Jingyan made him feel a little stressed, the phone vibrated disturbingly in his hand.
Still, he picked up the phone.
"Lin Chu, do you know that the number of recommended places has come out?"
Song Jingyan's voice was a little low, as if testing his emotions.
"I saw."
"are you OK?"
"I'm fine." Lin Chu replied calmly.
"Where are you?"
"I, I'm at a convenience store."
"You go find you."
"Ah, no need, I said I'm fine." Lin Chu emphasized.
"wait for me."
Lin Chu was about to speak, when he heard the beeping sound on the phone, Song Jingyan had already hung up the phone.
Lin Chu held the phone and didn't put it down, the voice seemed to come from his heart, beep~beep~beep, wanted to talk, but didn't know what to say.
Lin Chuzheng wondered that there are so many convenience stores in the world, would he find this place?
He was too lazy to think about it, he couldn't find anything better, he didn't want to see anyone, he just wanted to be alone.
I don't know how long I sat in the convenience store. Suddenly, the chair next to me shook, and someone sat down. Lin Chu turned around and saw that it was Song Jingyan who sat down. He was shocked.
"How did you know I was here?"
"As long as I think about that person, I can find him." Song Jingyan said gracefully.
Lin Chu immediately turned his head away in a panic. If he had seen Song Jingyan talking nonsense in a serious manner before, he would have found it funny, but since he knew what Song Jingyan was thinking, he seemed to be unable to laugh, and was inexplicably nervous.
In fact, he knew that Lin Chu was in the hospital, and there were only a few convenience stores near the hospital, and he could always find them if he searched for them one by one.
"Actually, you don't need to be sad. If you can't go to the United States, you won't go. Let me tell you, you will definitely not be used to eating in the United States. Every day you go to the United States, hamburger pizza, domestic universities are also very good, I think about it, which school do you go to? Go to any school."
Lin Chu looked at Song Jingyan in surprise. Unexpectedly, Song Jingyan still remembered this agreement. At that time, he felt that what Song Jingyan said was a bit of a joke. How could someone like Song Jingyan make a decision for him? , now he knows that Song Jingyan has made a promise to him a long time ago, but he has never believed it.
The man seemed to really put himself in a very important position.
"You don't have to do this, you have better options."
Song Jingyan turned his head and looked at Lin Chu, "For me, being with you is the most important thing."
Lin Chu noticed that when Song Jingyan said this, there seemed to be stars and oceans in his eyes.
"By the way, where's the watch you were wearing before?" Lin Chu deliberately changed the topic, so he couldn't think about such ambiguous words for a while.
Song Jingyan raised his hand.
"Oh, it doesn't look good, so I won't wear it."
Lin Chu knew that he had sold the watch to treat his father.
Lin Chu paused for a while and said, "Song Jingyan, thank you."
"Thank me for what?" Song Jingyan smiled.
"Thank you for being so kind to me."
From childhood to adulthood, no matter how big things are, he can pretend to say "I'm fine." People who have heard it don't know whether they really believe it or are powerless or lazy, so they don't take him seriously anymore. Song Jingyan, every time he said he was fine, Song Jingyan would still appear in front of him immediately, as if he would feel at ease only when he saw him with his own eyes.
"Oh, I'm okay." Song Jingyan was a little embarrassed when Lin Chu said this suddenly. He grew up so big, and the number of times he was embarrassed could be counted on his fingers.
Lin Chu turned his head and looked at his side face. The light hit half of his face, reflecting a beautiful outline.
This person is really unreasonable when he is domineering, but he can soften people to the heart when he is gentle.
When Lin Chu returned to the hospital, he saw the old man on bed No. 6 in the same ward as his father dragging a big bag, and was about to walk down the stairs alone. Get it for you." Lin Chu saw that the old man was wearing his own clothes, and asked, "Are you leaving the hospital?"
Lin Chu was still happy for the old man in his heart, after all, how lucky he was to be able to walk away after lying in the hospital.
The old man sighed and did not speak. He walked down the stairs cautiously. Lin Chu held the bag in one hand and supported the old man in the other.
"Young man, thank you, I'm going back to my hometown."
"Where's your family? Why didn't they come to pick you up?" Lin Chu wondered, why should someone pick you up after leaving the hospital?Besides, he was an old man.
"They won't come anymore. Hey, I don't have this life to enjoy the blessings. I have suffered from such a disease. I have three sons, and all of them are not up to date. Knowing that my disease will cost a lot of money, all of them disappeared. I still It’s better to go back to my hometown to farm and grow as long as I can. It’s better than spending money here while waiting to die. Young man, I think you are very good. If my son can have half of you, I don’t have to die. Nobody."
When the old man said this, there were tears in his eyes.
"Grandpa, don't be so pessimistic. Maybe you will recover from your illness after returning to your hometown. Maybe your son realizes his mistake and will come back to you."
The old man snorted, shook his head, and waved his hands.After leaving the hospital gate, the old man reached for the bag in Lin Chu's hand, "Young man, go back, I know how to get back to my hometown, thank you."
"Grandpa, let me take you to the car."
"No, no, I know how to get there. I've lived here for several years, and I can still go. Before I can't walk anymore, go back quickly. Your father still needs your care."
The old man was very stubborn and signaled Lin Chu to go back, Lin Chu didn't continue to insist. He just looked at the old man's back and felt heavy in his heart. In comparison, his father was considered lucky. There is no need to worry about the cost of the turnaround. Everything is going in a good direction. There has been no hope for this family for a long, long time.
As the operation was approaching, Lin Maoxiang was not as pessimistic as before, and sometimes he would chatter with Lin Chu, making commonplace conversations.
When Lin Maoxiang fell asleep at night, Lin Chu walked downstairs to the garden, and when he looked up, he saw the round moon, glowing with a faint silver light, without the cover of clouds and mist around him, it seemed brighter and brighter, and the moonlight penetrated into the space behind him. A big tree, leaving mottled shadows, swayed gently with the wind.
Lin Chu thought of the mountain road that he and Song Jingyan walked together that night, and the night was as beautiful as it is at this moment. They were covered with moonlight, leaning slightly together, walking forward side by side, warm and happy.
Thinking of the moonlight that night, I naturally thought of Song Jingyan and how kind he was to him. If it wasn't for Song Jingyan, he was still worrying about money at this moment, and he couldn't afford to pay for the operation. It is estimated that his father would have to pay for the operation if he stayed here for a month. Like that old man, he dragged his illness back to his hometown and waited to die.
If it wasn't for Song Jingyan, he wouldn't have looked at the moon leisurely.
He remembered that last year today, he was still working in a small county. He had never thought that he would be able to come to City A, nor would he have thought that he would meet someone like Song Jingyan. For a moment, he had the illusion of going back in time. Good friend, pull yourself to watch the football game, remember what he likes to eat, search all the Japanese restaurants in city A, play the prince and Snow White together, participate in the running relay race together, give him birthday presents, take him to watch fireworks, listen to him.
Actually... Lin Chu bent down and covered his face with his hands, Song Jingyan was really nice to him.
But, Song Jingyan, it's wrong for us to do this!I can't forget what happened that night, and I can't ignore it, let alone accept your feelings. I'm sorry, Song Jingyan, I'm sorry.
Just when he was immersed in the past, a man and woman stood behind him, breaking his tranquility, and the two seemed to be arguing.
"Go to your natal family to see if there is any money you can borrow." The man said.
"You have to borrow it yourself. I can't say such embarrassing words."
"What do you mean by talking down your face? If you don't borrow money, why don't you watch my mother get sick!"
"I can't live through these days. My daughter needs money to go to school, to spend money for daily meals, and now I have to see your mother. It's like burning money every day. Because of your mother's illness, I haven't bought clothes for a year. I still live in the dilapidated house 20 years ago. Look at your classmates, all of them have good jobs, live in good houses, and their wives wear gold and silver. Me! Follow you through hardships like a yellow-faced woman ! I don’t want to live this kind of life with you again!”
"What do you mean by that, do you dislike me now? Let me tell you that the one inside is my mother, can I not save it?"
"Save! Save! Take your life to save! I tell you that I will take my daughter away tomorrow. I am fed up with this kind of ghost life."
"you dare!"
"Why don't I dare! Not only do I want to leave, I also want to get a divorce. I'm only 26 years old this year, and I still have youth. I can find a better one!"
"You are so snobbish, why did I fall in love with you when I was blind!"
"Whatever you say!"
The two ended up having a bad day and broke up.
Lin Chu heard it clearly from under the tree, saying that the hospital is the place that best embodies human nature. This is absolutely true. This place burns money, and many people have their wives scattered and their families destroyed because of the money.
And not long ago, he was as desperate about money as this couple, but he was lucky, he met Song Jingyan.
He felt that there would never be another person in this world who treated him as well as Song Jingyan.
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