unique lover

Lin Chu went straight to the tavern, Tang Jiaxu booked a wing room, he went up to the second floor and opened the door.

As soon as he looked up, he saw Song Jingyan sitting in the room!

Lin Chu stood by the half-open door, neither entering nor exiting.

"Are you disappointed? See me?" When Song Jingyan said this, there was sadness in his tone.

Only then did Lin Chu walk in, "My appointment is for praise."

"I know."

"What about others?"

Song Jingyan paused for a while, with a rare calm tone, "It's just the two of us tonight."

"What's the matter?" Lin Chu asked.

"Although we don't get together or part ways, we still get to know each other once. Even if we have nothing to do, we won't have nothing to say, right?"

Lin Chu didn't speak, he never expected to see Song Jingyan when he left, and he couldn't express the joy in his heart.

Song Jingyan continued, "It's been five years, have you found the person you want?"

Lin Chu didn't answer his question directly, but asked, "What about you? Shouldn't you get married and have children?"

"Would you be happy if I got married and had kids?"

"Of course, I also hope that you will be happy." Lin Chu smiled. After he said this, Song Jingyan kept staring at him, as if he could see his hypocritical blessing.

Suddenly the room became very quiet, neither of them spoke anymore, Lin Chu was a little embarrassed by his stare, he stood up, "I still have something to do, let's go first."

Lin Chu walked towards the door, and just as he opened it with the handle, Song Jingyan, who was sideways, suddenly came over, pressed his hand, and slammed the door shut.

Almost shouted, "Lin Chu! Can you fucking stop treating me as transparent!"

Lin Chu lowered his head and stood where he was. He didn't understand why Song Jingyan said that. He didn't know what to say. Everything he said was wrong and everything was superfluous.

"When my mother forced you, why didn't you tell me? You agreed to bear it together, but you hid away alone, and said that you don't love me anymore! You want to force both of us to death." Are you happy!"

Only now did Lin Chu know that Song Jingyan already knew the reason why he left, but what's the use of knowing, can it change anything? "We're in this together and it's made a lot of people sad."

"Then you are willing to make me sad?" Song Jingyan's voice was full of grievances, and he looked at him tenderly with red eyes.

Song Jingyan looked at Lin Chu, his face became more and more serious, and his deep voice whispered magnetically:

"When you left five years ago, I really felt like I was walking through hell."

Walked through hell again?Why is he not.

He loves Song Jingyan so much, why is he willing to suffer a little bit of grievance, every night when he thinks of Jingyan, he will be sad, and he is in uncontrollable pain.

But what can he do, he can give up everything just to keep Jing Yan alone, but Jing Yan can't, he has too many responsibilities on his shoulders, it is impossible for him to give up everything for Lin Chu alone.

"Let's forget it like this." Lin Chu was still as indifferent as before.

"Forget it?" Song Jingyan stared at his red and swollen eyes, like a prisoner sentenced to death at any time.

"Yes."

"Good! Good! Good! You are ruthless, powerful, and I admire you. I will lose to you in my life. Since all of you don't care about my feelings, why do you work so hard to hide it! I will hold a press conference tomorrow to tell everyone I, Song Jingyan, am gay! I like men! I am a pervert! I will never get married and have children in my life, do I want you to be satisfied with this!" After speaking, he just yelled.

"It's not that I don't care!" Hearing his hysteria, Lin Chu's heart ached, and he said with red eyes, "I just cared too much, so I chose to leave. Do you think I won? I also lost completely. I don't even know how to love someone after leaving you, and I don't know what to do? What to do?"

After Lin Chu finished speaking, he finally couldn't control himself and cried like a tearful person.

Song Jingyan hugged Lin Chu, let his face rest on his shoulder, and said distressedly: "Lin Chu, we are both 30 years old, half of our lives have passed, let's not waste it, don't torture each other It's obvious that we are together is the most beautiful thing."

"I know that we need to face a lot of doubts when we are together, but can you give me a chance? Give yourself a chance too, let's face it together, we are not afraid of hell, what else can stop us."

Lin Chu sobbed softly in Song Jingyan's arms, crying even more trembling, he opened his hands and hugged Lin Chu in his arms.

"I can't live without you, you clearly know why you still have to leave, aren't you trying to force me to die!"

"I'm sorry, Jing Yan, I'm sorry." Lin Chu leaned against his warm chest, the heat there made his tears fall more obviously, he confessed with sobs, he knew what Jing Yan had suffered in the past few years, and he also knew that as long as If he went back, his suffering would be relieved, but he was so cruel that he didn't go back.

"You are not wrong, I am not wrong, Lin Chu, we are all right." Song Jingyan murmured in his ear, he believed that one day, he would be blessed by everyone.

The morning sun came in through the curtain, warm like a morning long ago, full of vigor and freshness, five years, Song Jingyan felt that he had never slept so soundly like tonight, hugging the one he loves There is nothing more pleasant than falling asleep and waking up with your loved one lying next to you.

He was reluctant to get up, and kept looking at Lin Chu, with his hands pressed against his face, the real touch let him know that this was not a dream, he wanted to see him like this for the rest of his life, and never wake up.

Lin Chu changed his posture, and the outside eyes happened to shine on his face. Song Jingyan immediately got out of bed and closed the curtains. As soon as he closed them, he saw Lin Chu smiling and looking at him dimly.

"woke up?"

"Ah."

"Shall we go to breakfast?"

"Do not you have to work?"

"I asked for leave today."

"Who do you ask for leave?" Song Jingyan is the top leader of the company, and he really wants to know who he will ask for leave if he asks for leave.

"Myself." Song Jingyan showed a smirk in front of him, and Lin Chu was stunned. He hadn't seen such an expression for five years.

For Song Jingyan, it's not like he disappeared for five years.